The emperor is as beautiful as jade

In the capital city of Dasheng Dynasty, the night was dim, and the inner room of Qianming Palace was full of candlelight. The window sills were not closed tightly, and an unstoppable breeze was blowing in, gently rolling up the brocade curtains hanging from the corners.

In front of the imperial table crawled a golden figure with thin shoulders, trembling slightly at this moment.The folded hands were also tightly gripped, so that the five knuckles were stretched out with blue veins.

Dream, it's still the same dream, a dream that has never been broken in the past four years.In the dream, there is always a shadow of a young boy, with a cautious smile on his mouth, walking around him like he is walking.

He didn't remember when the young man who had just entered the palace was only seven years old, knelt at his feet and wailed aggrievedly: "Uncle Huang is a big villain, Lin'er doesn't like Uncle Huang..."

He remembered that at some point, a young boy who was still a pink and pink baby stood in front of him, pursing his lips and whispering shyly and joyfully, "Uncle Huang looks so pretty..."

He remembered when he was angry and punished the young man to study books and copy essays to enter the Punishment Department. Although the young man looked aggrieved reluctantly, he still sniffed and left meekly.

With his head buried in front of his chest, the back of the boy turned away was so lonely and sad, but what about him, what kind of attitude was he at that time?

The figure on the imperial table trembled slightly, as if he felt unconscious for a long time, he changed the direction of his body irritably, his clenched fists were still clenched, and the nightmare continued.

At that time, when he cruelly punished him by kneeling on the palace road, the young man didn't say anything, he just raised his head and glanced at him lightly, the deep sneer on his mouth surprised him.

At that time, in front of him occasionally showing a little bit of concern, the teenager would grin his mouth, watching him smile like a fool, his handsome face was full of joyful satisfaction.

At that time, when he threw away the jade fan that he presented as a birthday gift because he was angry, the boy didn't say a word, and stared at him directly, his eyes were full of injuries.

How can life be like seeing it for the first time?He really couldn't imagine, since when did the docile and honest little nephew in his memory actually change?

How did the child who was so obedient in front of him suddenly learn to resist him?

The boy grew up quietly in a place he could see but never noticed.He learned to sneer with disappointment in front of him, and he also learned to show full of joy and expectation in front of his occasional warmth.

When he stood by his bed that time, the teenager who fell asleep all night would look at him in disbelief, and suddenly forget that the reason why he fainted was entirely because of his punishment.

He occasionally gave him a noble sword, and the boy's hands trembled when he took it, and the light of water mist shone in his eyes of surprise, and the flattered appearance looked so humble.

He annoyed to say that he doesn't hate the boy, and the boy immediately softened his cold brows, his eyes turned red, and the temperament on his handsome face became extraordinarily warm.

The boy would call him "Uncle Emperor" by his side, using a tone of dependence, reverence, anticipation, and caution.The boy will be happy because of his every action, and the boy will be serious because of his casual sentence.

In front of his indifference, the young man would still look at him sadly, and murmur in a sad tone over and over again: "Uncle Emperor, will you really care about me? Will you really?"

Rumbling, there was a sound of thunder outside the palace, and soon there was a downpour.The man in front of the imperial table was awakened by the loud thunder, and the imperial brush and inkstone set aside was knocked down with a loud sound.

Reality and dreams will soon be separated.

Gu Anyan, who was guarding outside, heard the noise, and hurriedly opened the door to come in.When he saw the master in the high hall, his whole body was shocked, and he quickly asked: "Your Majesty, what's wrong with you?"

Xiao Zhiyi's sleepy eyes hadn't fully opened yet, he waved his hands irritably and said, "What's wrong with me?"

"Emperor... Your Majesty..." Gu Anyan lacked confidence, and murmured, "Your face is a little wet..." The dignified Emperor Wen Rui, did you cry in your sleep?

What exactly was he dreaming about?Gu Anyan actually knew it well, but he couldn't tear it away, he could only lower his head aggrievedly, thinking about Prince Mo who was in the frontier and kept cursing secretly.

What a sin!

Xiao Zhiyi's body was greatly shocked when he heard Gu Anyan's words.When I touched my face, it was indeed wet.His heart sank suddenly, and a pang of sadness overflowed his heart, making him so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

It turned out that he had reached such a point that just thinking about that kid in his dream would make him cry...

"I'm just, just..." Xiao Zhiyi pulled his lips stiffly, feeling that his mouth was full of bitterness.Thousands of thoughts were spinning in my mind, but I couldn't think of a decent reason.

Gu Anyan rushed to say: "I know that the emperor is sweating just because of the hot weather!" Grinning his mouth, Mr. Gu smiled very innocently.

"It's like this..." Xiao Zhiyi turned his eyes away from the thoughtfulness of his confidant subordinates, and felt that an inexplicable person was gradually suffocating in his stomach.

Xiao Zhiyi frowned, feeling as if he had raised a beast against the world's disgrace. He was imprisoned for a long time, and he couldn't stop once he was not released.

"Your Majesty!" Gu Anyan saw that something was wrong with his Majesty, and quickly asked, "Your Majesty, are you feeling well?"

"Go out, I'm fine." Xiao Zhiyi's pale handsome face was full of fatigue.Close your eyes tightly, then open them again.Because he found that as soon as he closed his eyes now, his mind was filled with the appearance of a boy.

Dressed in fluttering white clothes, with a handsome face, the young man held the sword he gave him and stood upright with his chest straight. His slender figure was facing the wind like a tree.

Xiao Zhiyi was almost driven crazy by himself, he didn't understand what was wrong with him, it seemed that in the past four years since the boy left, he had gradually become abnormal.

For four years, he could only be busy and tired every day, and could not relax.As long as he has free time, he will involuntarily think of the boy.Then I turned around and found that the boy who always followed him had already left.

Every time at this moment, whether it is on the Nine or Five Dynasty Hall, or in the imperial garden in full bloom, or in the magnificent palace, he will feel a burning loneliness from the bottom of his heart, deeply surrounding himself.

It's as if the warm sun that has been warming him has disappeared, and he can no longer feel the warmth he used to, and his whole body will feel so cold, so cold...

Xiao Zhiyi couldn't help covering his eyes, leaning on the imperial chair, suffocating uncomfortably.He can't think, he can't think about these things anymore!

Xiao Zhiyi tried hard to convince himself in his heart, but his face became more and more ugly. The next moment, he shook his head unbearably, and took the ancient book aside to read.

After reading it for a moment, my heart couldn't calm down at all, and I didn't read a line of the ancient book.Instead, the scroll was being turned over and over again, making a clattering sound.

Xiao Zhiyi's spirit was low, and Gu Anyan felt uncomfortable seeing it. Looking at his emperor's handsome face, he was much thinner than before, and his body was much weaker. His appearance was no longer that of the noble and graceful Emperor Wen Rui.

Since Prince Yu suddenly left Beijing four years ago, His Majesty the Emperor, who had never talked much, has become even more taciturn, staying in Qianming Palace all day long to handle political affairs, and those who are diligent in politics can no longer be diligent in politics.

It's as if I can't let myself rest, what happens when I stop.

Gu Anyan sighed inaudibly, and boldly said: "Your Majesty, do you miss Prince Yu?"

boom!The book in Xiao Zhiyi's hand fell to the ground, he raised his eyes to stare at Gu Anyan, and murmured, "What did you say?"

"Uh, no." Gu Anyan shook his head tremblingly, not daring to say anything more.

Xiao Zhiyi became more and more upset, waved his hand with a snap, and said loudly, "You go out first!"

Gu Anyan couldn't stand it anymore, he knew that if he saw Xiao Zhiyi's situation, he might have to light up the lights until midnight tonight.

Gritting his teeth, Gu Anyan said cautiously: "Your Majesty, have you ever thought that perhaps, you have already fallen in love with Prince Yu?"

Xiao Zhiyi suddenly stood up, staring at Gu Anyan with wide eyes, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

Countless images flashed through my mind, all of which are the appearance of a young man from childhood to adulthood, and Gu Anyan's question just now: "Your Majesty, have you ever thought that perhaps, you have already fallen in love with Prince Yu?"

Perhaps, you have already fallen in love with Prince Yu?

Perhaps, you have already fallen in love with Prince Yu?

……

Over and over again, Xiao Zhiyi stood on the high hall like a fool, his bright red lips trembled slightly, but his handsome face was full of excitement.

Suddenly, the words that the boy used to ask him before came to mind again, "Uncle Emperor, I love you so much, can you love me too?"

The boy always likes to ask him: "Uncle Emperor, do you really care about me? Is it true?" Every time this question is mentioned, the boy's tone is full of uneasiness that cannot be resolved.

Xiao Zhiyi clenched his fists, he, how could he not care about the boy?How could he not care about him!He is just making trouble because of his abnormal self-esteem as an elder and his strong and good face that is higher than others!

During those years with the boy, which one of all the expenses in the Children's Palace was not prepared by him himself?Didn't the boy's academic and teaching years have been carefully arranged by him?

Whoever bullied the young man in the palace, no matter who it was, who would end up miserable in the end?Occasionally, the young man caught a cold in his ears, and when would he not immediately send three or four imperial physicians over there?

When the young man gets into a little mood and doesn't eat, he will order the imperial dining room to quickly prepare some delicious dishes he likes and serve them.Whenever the boy quarreled with him, he would rush over to coax Gu Anyan...

He's just a little cold by nature, and he's just a little aloof on the outside, but he thinks that as an emperor's uncle, he's okay with his nephew in private.

Of course, all this is only in private, except for the closest people around him, even the young man doesn't know about it, right?

He also thinks that he is too indifferent to the boy on the front, and lacks a warmth of warmth. He is also trying to let go of his heart, and he is also forcing himself to get close to the boy.

In the past, he always thought that he had only family affection for the young man, but now facing Gu Anyan's shocking words, Xiao Zhiyi had to look back. What kind of feelings does he have for the young man?

The author has something to say: Dear friends, there is another update tonight.I wish you all a happy May Day~~Hoohoo, I haven’t gotten out of the calvin period yet, it’s so painful, I love you all!