Don't move the old man's bounty

Jiang Juan was immersed in the pool full of warm soup, his mouth and nose sank below the surface of the water, only a pair of dull eyes staring at the foggy mirror surface.

Qin Shu's words are still lingering in his ears: "If you really want to get rid of him, you might as well tell him about your past. Although the days here are boring, you must admit that when you are sick, you will be hurt by using the excuse of helping you." It feels good to beat you up. If he really has any plans for you, he shouldn't be able to endure a time bomb with a tendency to self-harm and hurt others at any time like me. Let him retreat as soon as possible, yes Isn't it a good thing for you?"

It's rare that someone who is as difficult as him can say such pertinent words, Jiang Juan hesitated.

But his past is too difficult to talk about, and it is tantamount to tearing up the scar that took many years to heal. If he can have that kind of awareness, he will not be able to get out of the pain until now.

"Xiao Pun and the others always thought that what they were facing was just a Golden Triangle drug lord with power all over East Asia, but in fact, it was a country standing on the opposite side of us. This is a long journey, and the darkness will always be dispelled, bringing I may not be the bright one, but I will definitely become the light."

"Someone asked me to bring you a sentence, may you see the dawn that cuts through the long night at the end of the nightmare."

There was an imperceptible soft sound outside the door, it was the sound of the door lock being opened, and Xiao Shi came back.

Jiang Juan hastily erased the lines he had scribbled on the mist of the mirror while he was meditating, dipped his hands in the water, turned his face away and pretended to be asleep.

Sure enough, Xiao Shi went into the bathroom without looking at his figure after looking around outside. Seeing him lying motionless in the bathtub, he became anxious, and hurried forward to pat his face, "Tired! Why are you here again?" Asleep, wake up!"

Jiang Juan let out a soft "huh..." but didn't speak.

Xiao Shi didn't have time to take off his coat, so he quickly fished him out of the cold water. It should have been a natural reaction, but Jiang Juan felt that it was a little unsuitable until Xiao Shi carried him out of the bathroom and wiped off the water on his body. It was later discovered that Xiao Shi didn't touch him directly with his hands - except for the very first touch.

Somewhat curious, he grabbed Xiao Shi's hand, and immediately understood the reason, the man's hand was too cold, the temperature must have been standing in the ice and snow for at least half an hour.

But Xiao Shi didn't seem to notice this, and he finally breathed a sigh of relief when he woke up, "Ex-wife, didn't you promise me that you would not sleep in the bathtub in the future? Only when it's there."

"When did you come back?"

"I just came back. I stopped by to buy some food. Today I asked Jiang Xun to learn about your favorite seaweed pork ribs soup. I will cook it for you later. Put on your clothes first, and if you are so naked, I will not be a man." Already."

Xiao Shi changed Jiang Juan into fluffy pajamas half-jokingly and half-threateningly. He didn't show any abnormality from the beginning to the end, as if he didn't see the bruised finger marks on his neck, he pulled the rabbit ears on his head, Humming a little tune, I went into the kitchen to cook.

Looking at his busy back, Jiang Juan didn't want to admit it, but he knew that Xiao Shi must have noticed that he went out to meet people secretly, and he probably returned home half an hour ago, in a hidden place Watch him park the car and go upstairs.

But he was very considerate, at least he didn't show this matter, but stayed in the cold wind for a few minutes, in fact, there was no need for this...

Jiang Juan unconsciously rubbed the wound on the corner of his mouth, frowning in pain.

Obviously full of loopholes, all the details prove that he went out to steal "Xiao", but why didn't Xiao Shi ask?

On the way back and forth, he was sure that no one followed him. With Xiao Shi's previous character, if he didn't hang himself up and beat him until he confessed, he would be considered abnormal. Could it be that this person has changed his gender?

Or is it that I feel sorry for that idiot who has been frozen for 10 minutes in the winter night because of this kind of boring thing, and still refuses to talk about it?

He shook his head and denied this idea, and mocked himself in his heart that he was really whimsical. He felt that he who could be moved by such a small favor had never seen the world, maybe after Xiao Shi's illness returned to normal, he still couldn't avoid a meal Beat.

Surprisingly, however, Xiao Shi didn't speak from the beginning to the end. He cooked soup for him and fed him to drink. After playing around for a while, he took medicine and went to bed. There was no abnormal behavior, which made Jiang Juan feel abnormal.

That night, Xiao Shiduo fed him some diazepam, and Jiang Juan didn't feel much pain anymore, and fell asleep quickly in a daze.

In the middle of the night, Xiao Shi listened to Jiang Juan's slow breathing, and occasionally uttered a meow or two, knowing that he was fast asleep. Tucking his quilt tightly, Xiao Shi quietly backed out, took Jiang Juan's mobile phone, up the roof.

He found an unremarked number from his recent contacts and dialed it. After a short wait, a helpless sigh came out of the receiver, "Every time you say that I use this number to contact you, several people will die. You have never been willing to find me through this channel, why did you take the initiative today?"

"Because I have no other way to contact you other than this. I don't know if this channel is dangerous enough to kill people, but I really want to kill people now." Xiao Shi lit a cigarette without smoking, and put it in front of him Smelling the choking second-hand smoke, "My ex-wife was beaten, can you give me an explanation? If your national security cannot even guarantee the basic safety of your own people, then give him back to me!"

The environment on both sides was very quiet, and Xiao Shi could hear the footsteps on the opposite side.

Shen Jinsu was silent, he probably changed the room before he said: "With all due respect, you are the biggest danger to Jiang Juan. If you want to take him away, have you asked him if he would like to go with you?"

"At least I won't abuse him in an inhumane way like those drug dealers, and openly return his bones to the police." Xiao Shi restrainedly said to Shen Jinsu: "His condition has been unstable, let him continue his current job It's too dangerous, if he won't back down, arrange him to do something else, don't let him catch those damned drug dealers!"

Shen Jinsu sighed again, "It seems that you don't know him well enough until now. I solemnly declare that he has never caught drug dealers, he only killed drug dealers. I think you should use your brain to think about why he blatantly killed drug dealers in the interrogation room. Xu Jingtao used tricks, but no one could do anything to get him. Do you really think that you can fool the eyes of the Discipline Inspection Commission with your little cleverness of turning off the power? He is in his current position not because of the connivance given to him by anyone in the public security system, but because The privilege I promised him."

"What privilege?"

"The privilege of a hero of three martyrs." Shen Jinsu said deeply, his words filled with sorrow, "He is a predetermined martyr, he has his own burial place in the martyr's cemetery, and every time he burns paper for his deceased relatives, he will bring it with him. My share, because he knows that he has no future. And all I can do is to pamper him infinitely within my power, can you understand now?"

"...Is this the privilege he got in exchange for three years of working hard as an undercover agent?"

"That's not an undercover agent!" Shen Jinsu sternly said uncharacteristically, "...it was a unilateral humiliation. I owe it to him as well as the third place."

Xiao Shi was speechless.

"Xiao Shi, lurking among a group of anti-social criminals for a long time requires not only extraordinary awareness and courage, but also the plasticity that can be subdued by assimilation education. He has to give up his dignity and self, and even the bottom line and Conscience, you don't know what he went through during those days, and you don't understand the reason why he must drive out the drug dealers. It's not your fault. But I'm telling you now, even if it's only three years, just three years, He still needs a long time to heal his pain, adapt to reality before he can integrate into society, and get used to the normal order and rules of this world. If you think it is very difficult to correct his attitude, then I suggest you give up as soon as possible and don’t waste it. each other's time."

As for the real reason, Shen Jinsu did not explain it.

He felt that Xiao Shi, whoever knew Jiang Juan a little bit, should know that Jiang Juan at this time could no longer accept any parting, regardless of life or death.

If that required him to make a point, then they were really famous.

Xiao Shi looked at the clear night sky where the stars were visible, and exhaled the icy white mist, "I'm not glad that he was absorbed by you during those days... but I thank you for helping him when he was most helpless." Time reached out to him."

"I'm very honored that I took him in first. Even if he met you first, the ending may not be better than now. If you are willing to admit this, then maybe we have more possibilities for cooperation in the future."

Shen Jinsu smiled, pushed open the study window and looked at the extraordinarily bright last quarter moon tonight, no matter how relaxed his tone was, he couldn't conceal his inner helplessness, "And I want to emphasize that his latent time is not three years, but ten years. Years. Just like his code name 'migratory bird', he is constantly migrating, living in no fixed place, and never having a peaceful day."

Xiao Shi's body froze, and the phone almost fell out of his hand.

He wanted to ask what happened to Jiang Juan in the extra seven years, but Shen Jinsu said before he could say: "Go back, he woke up. Even if you can't fundamentally solve the problem of his depression leading to self-harm from the psychological level, At least you can treat him kindly in a physical way, regardless of objective factors, I still think highly of you, young man."

Before Shen Jinsu finished speaking, there was a rush of footsteps from the opposite side, and the phone was cut off in a hurry.

Xiao Shi rushed home, and when he was half a floor away, he tried his best to keep his footsteps as light as possible. When he opened the door, the room was still pitch black, no different from when he left.

He turned on the light in doubt, and when he entered the living room, he was almost scared out of his wits, only to see Jiang Juan still wearing the rabbit pajamas he forced to put on, standing by the French window, with half of his body leaning out of the balcony , If you take a small step forward, you will fall down on your head!

He was muttering something in his mouth, Xiao Shi didn't dare to make a sound, for fear of scaring him, he could only approach him slowly, calling "Tired, tired?" There was no response, so I hugged him in.

"Damn it! Ex-wife, what are you doing here in the middle of the night without sleeping! I'm going to be scared by you, okay? Exercising at night is good for your physical and mental health, and it's not like you're going to climb a mountain on the eighth floor to watch the moon and play extreme challenges. I wake up!"

Jiang Juan was still in a haze, swaying here and there against the wall, unable to stand still, his limbs were weak and his feet were weak, so he simply slid against the wall and sat down.

Xiao Shi hurriedly closed the window, put his arms around Jiang Juan, pinched his face, and said viciously: "Give me an excuse that can persuade me, or I will tie you with a dog chain in the future, and take it with you wherever you go. You don't even have a private space to pee!"

"..." Jiang Juan blinked and looked at him for a long time, his eyes were out of focus, and his eyes were blurred. It took a long time before he uttered a word: "...cold."

"It's cold and you still go outside to blow the air! Now it's minus 27 degrees outside, is it cold inside or outside!"

"The bed is cold." When he was reprimanding him, Jiang Juan was getting dizzy from sleepiness. After muttering something, he fell into his arms and fell asleep.

Xiao Shi was taken aback when he saw this, and then realized that Jiang Juan, who was usually not in the mood to play hide-and-seek with him, was probably... ill.

But this time the illness didn't hurt anyone or myself, at least it didn't cause any serious disaster, and it was... quite cute.

"...You are not feeling bad, I think you were infected by Duan, and you also started sleepwalking."

Xiao Shi hugged Jiang Juan into the quilt, and when he touched the quilt, there was no residual warmth in it. Who knows how long he slept on the balcony.

He suddenly had a strange feeling that maybe Jiang Juan wasn't doing this consciously, at least the half-dream and half-awake reaction that was not subject to subjective control could reflect the most real thoughts in the subconscious mind. Does this also mean that he is also dependent on himself in his heart? of?

"Xiao Shi..." Jiang Juan closed his eyes tightly and started talking in sleep again.

Xiao Shi pinched the tip of his nose affectionately, and whispered in his ear: "Well, I'm here."

Jiang Juan seemed to have something to say and then swallowed it back. With a whimper, he fell asleep soundly, and finally didn't wake up halfway this time.

Xiao Shi lay down next to him, holding his slender five fingers with warm hands, and lightly bit his exposed collarbone, leaving two rows of neat teeth marks.

"Whether you admit it or not, anyway, I believe so."

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Thank you for reading the text, cute~

Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, and the crew of "Anti-Bone" and "Pay the Gun" wish you all a New Year's greetings! !

I wish you all success in your studies, success in your career, peace and joy, and riches overnight in the new year!Thank you for your company in the past year. In the new year, I will still work hard and strive for more and more! !

I wish that in the new year, the scumbag will be good, chasing his wife to the crematorium, I wish Meiqiang's cruel wishes come true, and the big pig's hooves will be subdued as soon as possible! !

Thank you, Brother Xun, did you blow up your hair today for rewarding a mine!

Thanks for feeding! !