Don't move the old man's bounty

The frost is like catkins, and the flowing clouds fade away.

A few flakes of thin snow drifted down under the clear night, shattering the dream, and finally the shadowed moonlight sprinkled sparsely, reflecting a pair of well-shaven bones on the quilt, as white as jade, as if shining through the arms.

The owner of that hand grasped the messy bed sheet under his body tightly, and the veins on the back of his hand bulged out, like the struggle of a dying person. He stretched out a hand and hooked the edge of the bed, trying to drag the whole body out of the oppression and restraint. Almost exhausted all his strength, even his fingertips turned pale.

But what followed was a stronger hand, which forcibly grabbed his fingers that were clinging to the side of the bed. With a slight twist, he lost his strength, and he unconsciously took off his hand, and then again Dragged into the dark depths.

Yes.Jiang Tired thought.

Xiao Shi's bed cannot be used, and his quilt can eat people.

"The lights are turned off, the cover is covered, and the clothes are also for you to wear properly. Why don't you want to turn around?"

"The quilt is too big..." Jiang Juan closed his eyes and babbled nonsense, "It's covered with two big men, so it's not airtight after such a toss. It's okay if a gust of wind blows me sick, at least it can save you when it burns I..."

"Answer the question." Xiao Shi bit his shoulder.

Jiang Juan gasped in pain and gasped, "Hiss...you are like a wild dog, you sleep when you sleep, what are you doing biting!"

"Turn around, tired, please, turn around, let me see you."

He said begging, but he didn't mean to discuss it at all. Jiang Juan just broke out in a cold sweat, his whole body was in pain, and he was tired of resisting. He was at the mercy of Xiao Shi like a soulless doll. It was still turned over by him.

Jiang Juan resignedly raised his arms to cover his eyes, even in a dim place where only the moonlight shined, he didn't want to see Xiao Shi's face.

The man hugged him for a long time, kissing the sweat beads on his head constantly, until he licked all the saltiness away.

"It's over, you should go down too."

"Let me hug you for a while. Jiang Er, why don't you want to look at me?"

"Aren't you the one who gave me this habit back then? You kept saying that you didn't want to see my face, and you especially hated my pair of eyes that were exactly like his. Why are you asking about me now?"

It wasn't enough to just cover the eyes, Jiang Juan turned his head away again, avoiding the kiss that the man might drop at any time.

"With the relationship between the two of us, it's ridiculous to talk about love. It's just comforting each other, and using each other to meet needs. What else do you expect from me? Even if I am willing to look at you, you can't I can see any old man's emotions in my eyes."

Jiang Juan knew in his heart that he was not good at it and did not dare to face Xiao Shi face to face. Maybe it was because he beat him hard at the beginning and scared himself, so now the fear of him is deeply rooted in his bones.Once a habit becomes natural, it is difficult to change it.

Even if he didn't see Xiao Shi's expression at this moment, he knew that it must be the pain of having his heart, liver and lungs cut out and crushed.

As if he thought the knife hadn't penetrated deep enough, he slammed into the man's mouth again: "Xiao Shi, did you ever think that my rebellious body could be worn down by you? What about the bones? I am dripping with blood from the scum of the bones, and I want you to experience this pain too much. If you show any thought to me and let this vicious dog bite you, you will become a complete loser. If you withdraw now, you can still keep your original intentions, don’t play until you are completely defeated, and you can’t even get back your original intentions, then no one will pity you.”

Just like when I became a lagging dog, no one would sympathize with me.

It's a pity, and it's also very strange, why didn't he get the pleasure of revenge from the process of hurting Xiao Shi?

For a moment, the room was so quiet that only the breathing and heartbeat of the two could be heard. The more Jiang Juan wanted to calm his pulse, the more violent the fluctuation became, as if the source of the restlessness wanted to break free from this body. Everything you do is against the body of your heart.

I don't know how long it took, Xiao Shi still put his hot hand on his chest, and said softly: "Okay, don't be angry, it's not worth getting angry with me and breaking your body, get up, let me clean it up for you .”

His attentiveness made Jiang Juan feel uncomfortable. In the past, he would treat him roughly without caring about his life or death, but now he is taking care of him carefully, lest he catch a cold or feel uncomfortable somewhere. Every inch he rubs, Just ask "Does it hurt? Is it cold?".

Jiang Juan felt that if it wasn't a dream, he must be crazy.

When he was wrapped in a bath towel and stuffed into the quilt, he really didn't want Xiao Shi to see himself in such an unbearable condition, so he sent the man away clumsily: "It's so dirty, you go wash it too."

Xiao Shi was still in a daze, "Ah? Didn't I wash it with you just now?"

"Don't talk nonsense, don't come up until you wash it, get out."

Xiao Shi didn't understand, so in order to win the qualification to sleep on the bed, he had to take a shower again, but Jiang Juan fled into his sleep shamelessly, using the simplest and most effective way to avoid the most embarrassing Reality.

In the last few seconds of consciousness, he heard the sound of splashing water in the bathroom, and he couldn't help asking himself: Do you really want to drive him away?

There are countless ways to leave Xiao Shi, even he can be a ruthless scumbag and drive people out of the house after sleeping, but he still wants that person to stay by his side. This contradictory mentality makes him unable to see through himself.

He could only find an embarrassing excuse for himself, an excuse that could not convince anyone, but could temporarily hypnotize himself—it was too cold in the cold winter night, and it was harder to sleep than a lonely pillow when someone was sleeping next to him Much better.

The cold in the bones cannot be covered with heat, but the warmth of the hair and skin can temporarily relieve the bone-piercing pain.

The moment he closed his eyes, he saw the flying snow in the gap.

Just like this, it's good to dream of Xueding... He thought.

When Xiao Shi quietly went to bed, Jiang Juan was already fast asleep.

Long-term injuries have made him lose the energy he had to keep a light sleep and deal with unexpected situations at any time, but this is also a good thing for Xiao Shi, at least Jiang Juan is willing to face him without defense, which proves that the man is right in his heart. I still trust myself, which is a big improvement for them in the past ten years.

Jiang Juan, who was sleeping soundly, was still frowning, as if he would never be able to get out of the endless nightmare. Whenever he closed his eyes, he returned to the sea of ​​blood that devoured people. Countless souls stretched out from the abyss to him and turned into bones. His hand dragged him into the vortex, and he could only drift with the current, letting the frenzy tear his body apart, causing him to be reborn day after day in the midst of death, and then to perish in the new life.

But he didn't expect that the nightmare full of darkness and blood, full of howling and mourning would be illuminated one day. The light was so hot and dazzling that he couldn't look directly at it, and he couldn't believe it.

Xiao Shi carefully lifted Jiang Juan's slightly hot body, let him lie in his arms, and patted his back rhythmically, like a child in a cradle.

"It's been a long time since I saw you so obedient. I usually don't let you hug me, but I fell asleep." He bowed his head and kissed Jiang Juan's frowning brows, pressed against the man's forehead, and hugged him for a long, long time .

It was so long that he recalled the state of mind he had when he hugged him like this last time, perhaps it was not comparable to the anxiety when the man was bleeding profusely in his arms and his life was hanging by a thread, but the fear that he would leave had never changed.

He muttered to himself with difficulty: "Jian, if one day you still decide to give up this world, can you stop and give me a chance to get you back, even one step, so that I can hug you again at the last moment... ..."

On a snowy night where everything is completely silent, a pair of figures cuddle up to each other in the darkness.

For some reason, the dreamer suddenly twitched his fingers and uttered a soft moan. Xiao Shi, who had been guarding for half the night but was sleepless, opened his mouth, but he still didn't make a sound.

He was afraid that if his voice appeared in Jiang Juan's dream, it would bring that person a nightmare.

Rarely survived, Xiao Shi took out his mobile phone, and the camera was facing the person huddled in his arms, leaving the moment when Jiang Juan relied on him the most so far in this eternal image.

I really hope that their future can last longer than this tender moment left in time.

Jiang Juan moaned and chirped for a while, Xiao Shi thought he was about to wake up, so he patted him a few times, but he didn't expect the man to mutter a few words indistinctly, and when he listened carefully, it turned out to be: "Xiao Shi..."

"Well, here it is."

"Xiao Shi... don't touch my bow with your dirty hands..."

Are you talking in your sleep?

Xiao Shi didn't believe it at first, but when it was Jiang Juan making trouble with him again, it was only after listening for a while that he realized it was indeed a dream.

"Xiao Shi..."

"Well, here it is."

"I don't wear finger protectors, my fingers hurt..."

"It hurts? Let me rub it for you, which finger hurts?"

"It hurts...it hurts everywhere..."

The sleep talk can still catch up, Xiao Shi laughed so funny, hugged him tighter, and kissed the tip of his nose, "If it hurts, I can't rub it, so can I hug you?"

Jiang Juan hummed twice, stopped talking, put his head into his arms, and then fell asleep.

Xiao Shi still couldn't fall asleep, so he kept hugging him like this. After a while, he shrank his legs and curled up again, nestled in Xiao Shi's arms, and called him again in a daze: "Xiao Shi..."

"Well, here it is."

"cold……"

"Holding you, still cold?"

"Not enough, hold me tighter, I'm so cold..." Jiang Juan closed his eyes tightly, groaned a few times, and then burst into tears, "Xiao Shi, mom is gone, brother is gone too, I'm so cold..."

Xiao Shi held his face, kissed away the tears on his face, and patted his back as comfort, "I'm still here, you still have me."

"Xiao Shi...Xiao Shi..." He called out loudly.

"Well, I'm here."

In the dream, Jiang Juan returned to the day when he and Xiao Shi first met. This is the scene he asked himself countless times when he was awake. If he really had the opportunity to go back to the past, how would he prevent future tragedies from happening?

All along, he thought that as long as he drove Xiao Shi away from Jiang Zhu, he could avoid all the consequences he feared.

But when he returned to that moment in person, the original wish hidden in his heart made the most real choice for him.

He stretched out his hand to Xiao Shi who already had another figure reflected in his eyes, and said to him...

tell him……

"Xiao Shi, don't go!"

Xiao Shi was taken aback by Jiang Juan who suddenly screamed, and subconsciously held him in his arms, fearing that he would suffer from old illnesses again due to over-excitement.

But this time, Jiang Juan did not stand up and slam his head against the wall, but still cried in the nightmare: "Xiao Shi, don't go, I only have you... only you..."

Xiao Shi's eyes widened in the darkness, and under shock, he slowly rubbed the trembling body of the man into his chest.

He took Jiang Juan's hand, interlocked his fingers, and pressed the back of the man's hand to his cheek, rubbing it lovingly.

"Don't go, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere, I'm just relying on you."

The author has something to say:

post interview

Our reporter Jiang Xun: "May I ask you two, did you think Ah Juan fell asleep at that time?"

Xiao Shi: "Not asleep."

Jiang Juan: "..."

Xiao Shi: (nods, changes his words) "Fall asleep."

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