Don't move the old man's bounty

"You don't need to know my name, just remembering the number is enough."

A familiar word reminded Ka Suo of a familiar person.

A person of his status will inevitably be involved in the cups, talking about the arms business at the wine table, and chatting about the drug deal in the bed.

He has no interest in wine and sex, and even has some disgust, but in the eyes of those superficial people, this is a way to please him.

It was another restless night that was reflected by neon lights like day, and Ka Suo sat by the window, away from the hustle and bustle, smoking a cigarette alone, looking at the star-studded night sky, thinking about that person.

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"You don't need to know my name, just remembering the number is enough."

A familiar word reminded Ka Suo of a familiar person.

A person of his status will inevitably be involved in the cups, discussing the arms business at the wine table, and chatting about the drug deal in the bed.

He has no interest in wine and sex, and even has some disgust, but in the eyes of those superficial people, this is a way to please him.

It was another restless night reflected by neon lights like day, and Ka Suo sat by the window, away from the hustle and bustle, smoking a cigarette alone, looking at the star-studded night sky, thinking about that person.

Ten years ago, he let him go on such a clear and quiet night.

He could have let him go a day earlier, but he didn't want the man to be soaked by the pouring rain, and he couldn't bear to splash a drop of mud on him.

No matter how desolate and embarrassed he looks, that person will always be holy and undefiled in his heart, the only ray of sky he can look up to in the eternal night.

Jiang Juan was the cleanest person he had ever seen in his life, like a flower in a high mountain, untouchable, the only one in the world.

But such a refined person fell into the mortal world like a banished fairy, contaminated with the filth of this world, until finally he raised his head unyieldingly, his eyes were always as arrogant as looking at ants, despising them who were born by fate The dregs of God's oblivion.

Jiang Juan is a very proud person. No matter who he faces, even Baili Shu, who scares him the most, just lowers his eyelids and never bows his head.

The first time he saw him, Ka Suo knew that he would definitely trip over this person in his life, and he would do so willingly.

When the cigarette burned to the end, he blew out the cigarette butt and bit another one between his teeth. While touching the lighter, he raised one hand to his side and lit it for him.

The young man who had said that to him just now stood beside him and helped him light a cigarette respectfully.

Ka Suo was in a good mood, retracted his leg hanging from the window, stepped on the window sill, turned around and asked the young man, "Who taught you that sentence just now?"

The young man's appearance and demeanor are six-point similar to Jiang Juanneng, and Ka Suo thinks that maybe he misses him too much, so he tries his best to find his shadow in others.

Maybe it's not that similar, it's just that he puts a similar filter on others on his own initiative.

"No one taught me, I say this to everyone." After thinking for a while, the young man added: "All guests."

The young people are sent by Ashi, the leader of "Kunwa", in order to show favor to Ka Suo. Usually, the people they send are trained to be obedient and docile, and they know how to seduce people. able to please.

But this one is an exception, he has no ambitions, does not want to make a living by trampling on his dignity, and has no interest in earning this dirty money, so his eyes are indifferent and his attitude is cold. He has never offered anything to Ka Suo at the dinner table just now. Attentive, the table was full of delicacies without touching a few mouthfuls.

These few mouthfuls may also be willing to eat because of the slap marks on the face.

Ashi was a little embarrassed, and smiled charmingly at Ka Suo, trying his best to explain that this kid is different from other beauties, he is the type who likes to refuse and greet, and he is tired of eating actively, so it is good to try this once in a while.

Ka Suo looked at him with a half-smile and said, "Are you playing with me?"

Asher's face changed immediately, and he shook his head tightly, saying how could it be, you are our cash cow, our parents, and it's too late to curry favor with you.

As he spoke, he asked someone to drag the young man out.

Ka Suo was unruffled, and felt that the other party's performance was vulgar and boring, and he didn't bother to fight for the fate of such a small person.

After Jiang Juan left, the soft-heartedness he had when he was young slowly faded away, and whether he could be saved or not depended on his mood.

It just so happens that he is very upset because he sees the shadow of his old friend in the young man. He feels that Jiang Juan is unique and should not be similar to anyone else.

He was not in a good mood, so he got off the wine table early, sat down by the window farthest from the hustle and bustle, and thought about the past related to that person.

The young man undoubtedly interrupted his good deed, but he couldn't lose his temper with such a person similar to Jiang Juan, so he asked him kindly, "How old are you, do you want to do this?" How long have you been going?"

The young man lowered his eyes, licking a bruise at the corner of his mouth with the tip of his tongue, his eyes seemed to fall on him with disdain, and turned to the window.

"It's almost thirty. I don't want to do this business. You guys kidnapped me."

The indifferent attitude was also very similar to that person, and Ka Suo became interested, turned around to face him, and asked, "Do you know their methods?"

The other party sneered and asked, "Didn't you just see it?"

"As long as you bow your head and learn to please others, it's not impossible to regain your freedom. Why bother yourself?"

"The rest of my life being given away by you? It makes me sick to think about it."

Now that Ka Suo was really interested in him, he got up and waved at him, motioning for him to come with him, but the man just stopped where he was.

Ka Suo's patience came from somewhere, grabbed him, and led him away from the hell on earth filled with the taste of ancient Ma.

He brought the young man to his room. The luxurious and somewhat exaggerated decoration and furnishings all showed the extravagance here, and the blood-red velvet bedding was extremely dazzling. I don't know how many lovers died tragically on the beds of these wolves, tigers and leopards.

Almost as soon as he entered here, the young man's eyes showed obvious disgust.

"Don't make that expression, people have to rest, and sleep is not only for sex. I'm not interested in you men and women."

Casso laughed again.

People in the Golden Triangle, including Asher, were afraid of his sudden smile, but the one back then and the one in front of him were exceptions.

The young man still had that alienated attitude, even a little angry at being humiliated: "Us? Who do you classify me with?"

"Oh, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you. I definitely didn't mean to belittle you. The scope of 'we' is also very broad. It doesn't just refer to a certain group, it can be said to be everyone in the world. Why are you so sensitive."

The man might have been in a better mood if he hadn't said the last sentence.

But in any case, the young man found that this apologetic man was indeed different from most of the people he had met before, and he was even more incompatible with the criminal groups outside.

It can't be said that he is curious, but his attitude towards Ka Suo is better after all.

Ka Suo waved to him, "Sit over here, I saw you covering your waist just now, and you didn't dare to strenuously walk, you were hurt by the beating."

"……Need not."

"Childish... boy, have you ever liked anyone? In your nearly 30 years of life, is there anyone who gave you the urge to stay in a certain place for a long time, and even do something wrong for him?" Reasonable thing? Once you hear someone's figure in your mind, then you think about him, and then ask yourself if you will defend yourself like a jade for him?"

It may be that this word touched Ka Suo's own smile, and he raised the corners of his mouth and smiled again, "Not everyone has such an awareness, most men think that love and loyalty are two different things, so even if they have it, it will make them crazy about it." They will not give up on their marriage either. What they want is the excitement of cheating and love. If they can get this kind of pleasure from Xiaosan, they can find countless more fours and fives to fill it up. There is an emptiness in their hearts, but they still feel that the person who can accompany them to die is the person they chose in the first place."

He lit a cigarette and bit it in his mouth, puffing up his head and looking up at the dim crystal chandelier.

"And I happen to belong to the minority, who are willing to guard their bodies like jade for the one they love, and stick to their masculine virtues."

This kind of statement that is somewhat similar to the original family resonated with the young man. The way he looked at Ka Suo changed slightly, or maybe the injury on his body was really painful. He walked over slowly, and at a distance from Ka Suo The far side sat down.

"Don't worry, I won't touch you. Come here and let me see your injury."

The opponent froze and did not dare to go over.

"Don't be afraid." Ka Suo patted the sofa beside him like teasing a timid cat, "You have to grab the rope yourself to give others a chance to save you. Not everyone has the chance to save you." Use value, so it is very important to recognize your value in the eyes of others.”

A smile finally gathered in his squinted eyes, "At least in my opinion, your value to me is not in bed."

"...But this is on the sofa."

The young man dared not relax at all towards him.

These words made Ka Suo laugh again, "You are really like the person I love. If you have any value to me, it is probably...to be a listener."

Ka Suo took a bottle of Dieda wine from the cabinet, sat next to the young man, lifted the hem of his shirt, and saw his back was bruised from the club.

"Tsk, the strike is really ruthless, what's the matter with beating people like this, those bastards really don't have any eyesight..."

The young man didn't resist. He knew that it was useless to resist in front of these people, but he still tried to struggle, "With all due respect, I don't really want to. The more you know, the sooner you will die. Who knows that you have finished talking Will you kill me to silence me?"

"You are clever, but I want to say, no." Ka Suo looked at the young man with a deep emotion that was difficult to understand, "You are very similar to him, and you should be the same if you meet me." This kind of fate, I want to accumulate some virtues for him, maybe I have treated you kindly, at some point in the future, God will look at my kind deeds today and let others treat him kindly for me."

The young man stopped talking, bowed his head, and decided to be a conscientious listener.

"Many years ago, someone like you broke into my world when I was unprepared. Since then, it has taken root in my heart, making it impossible for me to accept anyone's intrusion. When I asked his name, he He also said something similar to you - you don't need to know my name, just memorizing the code is enough... He is a tireless migratory bird."

Ka Suo's confession is almost a confession

"I grew up in the Golden Triangle, and I became a complete bastard under the influence of sin. I was very young at the time, and I always had a sense of recklessness and impulsiveness in doing things. When I saw him being bullied, I joined in with those who bullied him and did something to him. A lot of unforgivable things, and an overwhelming desire for exclusivity."

When he woke up one morning, he saw Jiang Juan being rubbed in his arms like a cat. Even though he was unwilling and unable to resist, he must maintain the posture of pushing him away in his sleep. The creases are full of disgust.

Ka Suo suddenly realized that he had terrible thoughts about this person, and he wanted to keep this canary by his side, so that he could only be gentle with himself and not allow anyone to get involved.

This possessive desire is increasing day by day, and it is almost impossible to restrain him. He seems to be possessed. The most exciting thing every day is when he can see Jiang Juan. Even if that person never looks at him, he never hesitates to express his love Resentment.

When facing him, Ka Suo became very irrational. Someone expressed dissatisfaction with his exclusive behavior, so he eliminated the other party in a rather extreme way. He was already under one person in the organization at that time, but he never abused him. After passing this right, it was Jiang Juan who made him act resolutely, and he also became ruthless when attacking his own people.

Such an approach undoubtedly allowed people with conflicting interests to catch him, but Bai Lishu felt that Ka Suo, who was no longer merciless, had made great progress and was worthy of becoming his confidant.

Although he appeased Ka Suo's behavior, he didn't mean to let Jiang Juan go. Someone must be responsible for everything that happened, and that person could only be Jiang Juan.

Bailishu didn't kill Jiang Juan decisively, he urgently needed someone to test the medicine, so Jiang Juan became his test subject.

So he sent Ka Suo to northern Myanmar to carry out a one-month mission. To Bai Lishu's surprise, Ka Suo actually finished "Kunwa" in just two weeks, and he was even more surprised when he returned triumphantly. Surprisingly, Jiang Juan's physique was able to adapt to the medicinal properties of "Jackdaw", and he even survived.

Ka Suo couldn't turn against his boss, who was kind to him, but he didn't want Jiang Juan to suffer any more, so he chose to let Jiang Juan go on a quiet night.

To this day, he still remembers the indifferent appearance of that person under the moonlight.

He said with a smile: "Even if you don't say thank you, don't say goodbye to me with such an expression, I will be chilled."

"Do animals have hearts?" Jiang Juan asked indifferently.

Ka Suo smiled without saying a word.

He wanted to say yes.

And it's all given to you.

Before parting, he stroked the man's forehead hair that was hanging in front of his forehead, which could reach the tip of his nose, and said to him, "I don't know when you will meet again after you leave. Would you like to give me a hug as a memorial of parting?" ?”

At that time Jiang Juan looked at him coldly, took out a gun from his waist, pointed at his chest and said to him, "Unless you die."

There was no bullet in the gun, so Ka Suo should not be afraid of him pulling the trigger.

But at that moment, he felt that it was not the hot bullet that could penetrate his heart, but Jiang Juan's act of shooting.

What Jiang Juan took away was an M1911, a gun that Ka Suo didn't like very much, and was originally intended to be thrown to some pony, but was taken away by that person.

See you again, ten years later.

Jiang Juan knew that the conflict in Kachin State was inevitable, so he left the gun on the border in order to let Ka Suo remember his friendship and let Jiang punish them.

It's a pity that Ka Suo, who was dismissed by Bailishu, didn't get the token right away, and when it passed into his hands, the group of people had already returned to the country safely.

After that, the M1911 became a tacit agreement between them. Jiang Juan insisted on taking it back, but Ka Suo was looking forward to using it to win another chance to meet him, so he did not return it for a long time.

He knew that Jiang Juan just hoped to play the emotional card with him again sometime in the future, hoping that he could soften his heart like he did back then and give each other another chance.

But he wanted to tell Jiang Juan that he never needed external witnesses for his feelings, he would always remember it in his heart, whenever and wherever Jiang Juan needed him, he would do his best.

When he said this, the young man listened without saying a word, allowing him to rub the wound on his back with Dieda wine, and he didn't make a sound when it hurt.

Ka Suo's movements stopped, and he patted the young man's leg lightly to make him stand up, "You can leave early tomorrow morning. I let him go back then, and now I want to let you go too."

The young man was skeptical, he felt that such a good thing would not happen in the world, and even if it did, it would not be his turn.

Ka Suo shook his head and smiled as if he had seen through his mind, "There are still some, but you are the one who happened by the way, so you are in his favor."

The spark of hope finally ignited in the eyes of the young man.

"But I have a small request, it's not a deal, you have the right to say no." Ka Suo sighed, and looked away helplessly, as if he was a little afraid of being rejected, "Let me hug you .”

The young man looked at him with a complicated expression. He could understand Ka Suo's mood after listening to what he had just said, but it was impossible to say that he had no doubts at all.

"I won't do anything to you. If after so many years of introspection, I still do something that I regret, then I have lived in vain all these years."

"But I'm not a woman, so I can't do anything to please you."

"I never regarded you as a woman, and I didn't need you to please me. I just... miss him a little bit."

The young man struggled for a long time, and tentatively approached.

Ka Suo hugged him, as he said, without any presumptuous move.

The two of them kept silent and hugged each other until dawn.

When the first light from the sky entered the gap between the curtains, the red-eyed Ka Suo said, "Thank you. I have found comfort in you for not being able to fulfill his mission. I hope you will hide in the sea of ​​people. Got caught again."

It was as if he was releasing a small animal that had strayed into a hunter's trap. He was careful not to hurt him or disturb him.

Ka Suo sent someone to send the young man back to the country, and it was also heard that he was a substitute similar to Jiang Juan specially found by Asher after learning about the past in order to please Ka Suo.

Afterwards, Ka Suo taught Ashexue a lesson, so that the other party would no longer dare to understand these crooked thoughts in him, and he also gave up the idea of ​​harassing young people again.

The subordinates asked Ka Suo if he was interested in the young man's life, and if so, there was still a chance to meet him in the future.

Ca Suo bit his cigarette and said with a smile: "No need, knowing that he is alive is better than anything else. A person like me is troublesome to everyone, so don't make trouble for others."

The existence of substitutes is deceiving oneself and others, hurting others and oneself.

From the moment he watched Jiang Juan's back go away, Ka Suo realized that his love should never be about taking, but fulfillment.

In the end, he did fulfill his promise to that person.

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Don't question why you are still young when you are almost thirty, because in Ka Suo's opinion, he is younger than this person, and his impression of Jiang Juan is still in the prime of life when Jiang Juan was an undercover agent, so this I feel the same way when I impress others.

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