Don't move the old man's bounty

Jiang Juan absent-mindedly peeled an orange with an unsharp knife, peeling the orange peel into well-defined petals. It was rare for him to be in such a good mood to sit quietly and do something meaningful instead of sitting in the dark. In a room alone, staring at the empty wall in a daze, he quite enjoyed this seemingly quiet feeling of time.

The house is brightly lit, warm and pleasant, and full of people. The only thing that makes people's brain hurt is a certain wild dog that smashes pots and pans in the kitchen and quarrels with dogs. The two-legged one insists on talking human words Reasoning with the four-legged man, he lost half an hour after the fight and ran out in disgrace and asked him, "Ex-wife, why doesn't it eat it? It clearly said that raw flesh and blood can be fed scientifically, but how could it overturn the dog bowl just by smelling it?" .”

"Xiao Shi." Jiang Juanyu said earnestly, "I suggest that you don't force-feed kangaroo meat to the dog, otherwise people will not be able to tell who is the dog between the two of you... Why don't you take you for a neutering? It's also inconvenient."

"..." Xiao Shi laughed awkwardly, "Ha, is that so? But I think it's okay, after the blood washes off, it won't be smelly anymore."

"I don't know what you went through in Australia to have such a deep obsession with kangaroo meat, but if you continue to abuse animals like this, I will kick you out."

Jiang Juan put down the knife, and just as soon as he raised his hand, he ran over, arched his head into his palm, and stuck out his tongue while rubbing against him, obviously ingratiating.

Jiang Juan suddenly felt that Xiao Shi was quite similar to it in some respects, so he couldn't help but laughed out loud, which stunned Xiao Shi and didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

He didn't say anything to break the warmth of this moment. He knew that as long as he spoke, Jiang Juan's good face would disappear. In that person's world, he would always play the vicious queen who deprived him of his happiness.

Just as he was observing the man's rare smile without saying a word, Jiang Juan's cell phone rang.

He looked down at the name on the caller ID, and then looked at Xiao Shi. The latter consciously went downstairs to take out the trash, took his coat and went out. If you lose your temper with him at night, he will have to sleep on the street.

After Xiao Shi went out for a long time, Jiang Juan didn't answer the phone, the ringtone echoed in the room endlessly, causing Xiao Tian to tilt his head at him with a puzzled look.

He sighed, picked up the phone at the last moment when he was about to hang up, forced himself to cheer up, and called out: "Teacher Shen.

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"I can feel that you are still very reluctant to contact me, haven't you come out yet?"

Jiang Juan sighed, "Since the time you took the initiative to contact me and caused the death of three of my informants, I have left a shadow on your channel for contacting me. For us, it was just a simple greeting call. But who can afford their lives?"

Shen Jinsu on the other end of the phone sighed, "Sorry, it was my mistake that time."

"I don't mean to blame you. It's not anyone's fault that they were exposed. It's my inability to protect them. I should bear the debt of life." Jiang Juan's eyes dimmed, he got up and walked to the window, opened the curtains and Peeping outside, I saw a pair of unconscious legs that were forcibly dragged into the grass, and sighed inaudibly: "Every time something happens around me, you can always find the abnormality at the first time. I can understand that you are worried about a cripple like me." Having to be accountable to other people in such a critical position, please give me some personal space."

Shen Jinsu did not answer this question, but asked instead: "Are you free to come out for a chat? I heard that your condition is not very good, and now a safe channel has been opened up. We can meet each other often and get in touch more emotionally."

"I have a case in hand, and I'm not ready for the time being..."

"You need to receive regular psychological treatment." Shen Jinsu's tone was irresistible, and he softened again, "Be obedient, you promised me back then."

"……I see."

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Shi knocked on the door as if stepping on the spot, and said with a doggy face: "Ex-wife, I killed the two policemen downstairs who monitored our married life. Tonight we two can be shameless and shameless." Already!"

"...Where did you get people, don't let people freeze in such a cold day."

"Don't worry about this. It's next to the heating pipe. It won't freeze to death, but the neck may be a little numb." Xiao Shi entered the door with a cold body, put his arms around Jiang Juan's waist, carried him up and rushed into the bedroom.

Jiang Juan felt dizzy, almost spit out the water he just drank, and slapped the man on the back several times: "Don't go crazy, you haven't fed the dog yet, let me go, the slippers are off!"

"Don't let go, treat the wound first." Xiao Shi put Jiang Juan on the bed, took the medicine box and disinfected the wound on his hand.

The one that was thrown by the dog today was really not a light fall. In addition to a piece of skin on the back of his hand, he also had a piece of bruise on the back of his waist. When he found something abnormal, only Xiao Shi saw that his back was tense and he didn't dare to use his strength. He lifted his clothes, and it turned out that a piece the size of his palm was blue.

"Don't move around, you have to rub the bruise away, otherwise it will become a bruise tomorrow."

"No!" Jiang Juan struggled feebly, and tried to kick Xiao Shi, but because he couldn't exert enough strength, it turned into a light kick, which was more like seduction and flirting than resistance.

Xiao Shi grabbed his ankle and lightly squeezed his cold toes, "Nothing?"

"It hurts..." Jiang Juan's eyes were slightly red, and he looked at Xiao Shi full of scruples.

Xiao Shi had a deep memory of this look.

Jiang Juan is indeed afraid of pain. He has always been afraid of pain. He can even lick a cut on his finger without saying a word for a long time. Cowardly, Jiang Zhu loves this younger brother very much, and he is never willing to beat him hard...Only himself.

Only him, Xiao Shi, never relented when he beat him, scolded him and abused him before, and it was only natural that he hated himself.

He raised his hand to touch Jiang Juan's face, the man's eyes suddenly widened, he looked at his close hand, and closed his eyes as if resigned to his fate.

Jiang Juan actually knew that Xiao Shi would never beat him again, but the fear engraved in his bones in the past years had become a part of his habit, how could it be so easy to get rid of it.

He felt the man hug him tightly, buried him in the crook of his neck, and muffled, "I'm sorry..."

He opened his eyes, staring at the point in the void in front of him lazily, and had a bad idea of ​​revenge in a single thought, desperately hoping that the sharp knife that had seriously injured him would also stab into Xiao Shi's chest, causing him so much pain that he would not want to live.

He said: "You know, it took me eight years to learn not to hide when you raise your hand. If you hit a dog, the dog knows to be afraid, let alone a human... However, you didn't take it back then. I've been a human."

"Tired, I..."

"But thank you, I never thought I was dirty, or in fact, it doesn't matter to you at all. In your eyes, I am worthless, only because I am similar to him, I will be inlaid with gold, from fate From the moment of the swap, I was destined to become a substitute, and this is the price of my survival."

Jiang Juan gently pushed Xiao Shi away, making room for him to turn over. He leaned on the bed, closed his eyes and said, "A few years ago, I still wondered if Jiang Zhu survived, would you also After doing these stupid things to him, I finally realized that what you hate is not the survivors, but me. Your feelings for me have always been love, but a substitute has become all your sustenance for Bai Yueguang's thoughts , It's ridiculous and sad. Maybe I should cooperate with you, resistance will only make me more painful, and it will also make you hate me more."

Xiao Shi didn't say a word, just raised his hand and lifted his shirt.

Jiang Juan thought, sure enough, his true colors were revealed, and he couldn't pretend for a few days. After all, the violence and brutality engraved in his bones could not be erased. Even if he could really live with Jiang, he would come to this point in the end.

Jiang Juan covered his hands in front of his eyes, blocking his sight. This is a habit he has developed over the years. When he was with Xiao Shi, he never dared to look him in the eye. When acting, he would turn his back to Xiao Shi and block his eyes.

He knew that Xiao Shi hated his face that was exactly the same as Jiang Zhu's, and especially hated his pair of eyes that even had a perfect resemblance to the charm. Give it back to me..." After that, he never dared to face him again.

But the pain didn't land on his body for a long time, instead a pair of warm hands covered the back of his waist.

"It will definitely hurt, bear with it. You can continue talking about what you said just now, and I will listen to you. If you have resentment in your heart, you can beat me and scold me, but can you give me a chance to be a new man. "

Before Jiang Juan said anything, Xiao Shi rubbed the bruise on his body. The sudden pain made Jiang Juan unable to open his mouth at all, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't even breathe out.

But it was so painful, he still gritted his teeth, and refused to let out a sound, Xiao Shi tried to increase his strength, and he patted the bed in pain, the blush at the end of his eyes deepened, and he looked like he was going to cry at any time look.

He has always been like this, even in the past when he was cornered on the bed, he didn't say a word, he would only fight with himself, biting his lips until his flesh was bloody, and finally he passed out.Thinking about it now, during the days he spent with Xiao Shi, he never thought of living, and dying on the bed is just according to his heart...

"If the pain is really severe, you can bite me, but even if you really cry today, I can't be soft-hearted, or you will be the one who suffers in the next few days."

Listening to the man's subdued panting, Xiao Shi felt that this was a punishment from the heavens. He was untouchable right in front of him. It was a test of his endurance.

In the end, I don't know whether it was the severe pain or the numbness, Jiang Juan collapsed on the bed weakly, no matter how hard he tossed, he couldn't move.

Xiao Shi made a quick decision. After rubbing away the bruise, he changed into pajamas for him. From the beginning to the end, the man was at his mercy like an immobile doll. Finally, he pulled the man to sit up and wrapped him tightly in a quilt. Let him lean on his shoulder, and said with a smile: "Why do you look like I ruined you, does it still hurt?"

Jiang Juan lowered his head and didn't answer.

Xiao Shi told himself to pour water and medicine for him, "Come and drink some water, and take the medicine. You said that you are so afraid of pain and still like to bear it. What should you do if you bite your teeth? have a look."

He pinched Jiang Juan's cheek, pretending to make him open his mouth, but in fact he just wanted to take this opportunity to kiss him on the lips. When he saw the pale lips of the man at a close distance, he suddenly thought of himself. Nian had never kissed Jiang Juan before.

In the past, I always thought that Jiang Juan was just an imitation, a defective product that was not even a ten thousandth of Jiang Zhu's. If it wasn't for Jiang Zhu's shadow on him, I wouldn't even look at him more. Only later did I find out The ugly and shameless person is clearly himself, so he has no shame to touch him again.

Jiang Juan might not be considered innocent, but he definitely wasn't guilty.

Sensing his intentions, Jiang Juan quickly turned his face away, and the kiss just fell on the corner of his mouth, and the kiss ended.

"...Sorry, tired, let's start again, shall we?"

He was afraid that Jiang Juan would take this as a scumbag's unintentional words, so in order to make him feel his sincerity, he deliberately pulled his shoulders to make him face himself.

However, Jiang Juan closed his eyes the moment he was forced to regain his senses, refusing any possible contact with him, his voice was still calm, but the creases between his eyebrows that could not fade away implied that he had too much love have no choice.

"Xiao Shi, please, as long as you still have a little affection for my brother, please look at his face, don't use me to trample on your affection, let me go..."

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The next chapter will talk about the past of the two in detail. The one surnamed Xiao is a big pig.

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