Don't move the old man's bounty

"I know you don't believe me, but to show my sincerity, I'll say it first."

Jiang Juan held the first knife in his hand, and he didn't need to take it out of the sheath. Just holding the weight made him sigh: "Good knife."

The knife is a good knife, but it is a pity that it has not seen blood for so many years, and it has lost its due value, and it has become a vase only for viewing.

Jiang Juan had nothing to look at and think about others, he just felt sorry.

He said: "It is rumored that Hua Zhibei entered the lair of hostile forces in Myanmar with a blunt knife with a curly blade, took the head of the drug lord, and took back all his handicapping resources' Kunwa' was appreciated by the former leader Zagon. He presented Hua Zhibei with a finely forged ring head knife. Owl, powerful in the Golden Triangle. Even now, Zagon’s second son Ashir still leads the ‘Kunwa’ to occupy the Chasultan Mountains bordering Kachin State and our country, and his local influence should not be underestimated.”

Zhou Xuan neither agreed nor denied the story he told.

"It is said that this knife has never been sharpened, but it was stained with a lot of blood, and the spirit of killing was very strong. After Hua Zhibei died, it was once taken by Asher to the town house, and then disappeared. So at that time There is also a fantasy theory. Some people think that Hua Zhibei is not dead. He took back what belongs to him and continues to do shameful things in a dark place. Some people say that he killed too many people and his crimes are too serious. Entering reincarnation, he can only wander around the world, waiting to be reunited with his dead lover."

Xiao Shi asked: "You said he died in the explosion, but was his body found?"

Jiang Juan shook his head and said, "If he really found it, there would be no such outrageous rumors. But I also think he is not dead. In that explosion, both he and Qi Wei should have survived. Or should Let’s say the explosion itself was a well-designed show to get the two out of the way.”

He found an old yellowed photo, which was exactly the one he and Xiao Shi found in the study of Su'an's hometown.

Zhou Xuan just glanced at it, and immediately became nervous, and almost snatched it, "This is..."

"Although Hua Zhibei's life was short, he lived a splendid life. Before he was alive, at least before the explosion, no one dared to treat him like this. So is there a possibility that maybe he really didn't die at that time?"

The practice of feigning death is not completely impossible. After all, Jiang Yu's father, Jiang Yu, used similar means to evade investigation as a dead person for more than ten years. When they didn't know the situation, any outrageous things could happen.

But even if Hua Zhibei survived by chance, he only escaped for a while, and he was inevitably forced to die afterwards. This is the saddest part of the story.

Jiang Juan said: "For a long time after I got this photo, I couldn't figure out the ins and outs of the matter, but just now, I guessed a possibility that Hua Zhibei and Qi Wei didn't die, they fled In the eyes of 'Kunwa' and the police, they probably wanted to live incognito, but this plan failed, and Hua Zhibei died later, and Qi Wei disappeared."

Xiao Shi's eyes wandered, and when he mentioned a certain name, he would always quickly avoid his and Zhou Xuan's eyes.

Both were police officers, and knew exactly what his knee-jerk reaction meant.

Jiang Juan got close to Xiao Shi, who quietly walked from his side to the other side of the sofa. It seemed that the two of them got along in this rhythm for the first time. Jiang Juan was like that seductive banshee. Leaning close to him, breathing into his ear, Xiao Shi, who has always been flirtatious, feels like sitting on pins and needles.

Just looking at Jiang Juan's familiar demeanor, Zhou Xuan could guess how he usually seduced people, and suddenly his desire for the truth was no longer strong, and he only felt that he was ashamed of Jiang Zhu in the sky. I didn't have the face to see him after that.

He obviously promised to take good care of his younger brother, why did he see other men on the bed?

"Tell me, I want to hear." Jiang Juan wanted to bite Xiao Shi's ear, but it was in vain.

As if his courtship had not been satisfied, he bit his lip in frustration, and looked at Xiao Shi unwillingly, "I want to hear..."

Who can resist this.

Xiao Shi licked the corners of his lips, he just wanted to rush up, hold him down and spank his butt hard, he had to pinch his face to prevent him from crawling on top of him.

In normal times, if he didn't take advantage of this god-given opportunity to do something, he would be sorry for the few times he was scolded.But now in front of Zhou Xuan, he would really be a beast if he made a move.

"Got it, I say! You sit down and get dressed!"

Xiao Shi pushed the man onto the sofa, and forcibly pulled up his pajamas, which exposed one shoulder, and buttoned it all the way to the top, strangling the man almost out of breath.

But in his bones, he was lustful, and his nature of only lusting at Jiang Juan hadn't changed. He was still reluctant to move his hand on that man's chest.

"I know Qi Wei, he is indeed not dead."

Xiao Shi carefully worded his words: "In Mexico, he is one of the actual controllers of Zetas, bloodthirsty and violent, murderous like hemp, and has been arrogantly using his real name, '17' was developed with his help. But as far as I know, he does not directly participate in the organization's actions, nor does he appear in front of people, and few people have seen him. I heard that he was the eldest son of a drug lord in the Golden Triangle, and he was highly valued by his father. He was 16 years old When he was young, he planned an armed conflict, killed more than 20 people with his own hands, annexed four villages occupied by drug dealers, became famous in the Golden Triangle battle, and is the person most likely to inherit the father's throne."

After listening carefully, Jiang Juan discovered the information hidden in his words, "That conflict will not have anything to do with Hua Zhibei?"

The two had no clue, their eyes fell on Zhou Xuan.And the latter's silence is equivalent to acquiescing.

The youth is romantic, frivolous and willful.

Meeting such a congenial person at such a passionate age, their acquaintance seems to be destined.

But what Xiao Shi said next to some extent shattered this dream-provoking beautiful relationship, "I have never heard that Hua Zhibei is around him, I only know that he has been investigating an old matter, and the specific details are not clear. I know, but all those who fall into his hands will die tragically by hanging upside down, just like this."

He pointed at the photo of Hua Zhibei, and in a daze, the picture overlapped with a certain scene in his mind, which stung his tense nerves, "...It is very similar to the sense of ritual created by Jiang Zhu before his death. But when I learned the details of Jiang Zhu's murder, Qi Wei was already dead."

"Dead?" Jiang Juan was stunned, "How did he die?"

"It was rumored that he was bitten by someone raised by him, and died in an internal fight. The murderer returned to Southeast Asia after that, bloodbathed the Golden Triangle, and became the largest drug lord in Asia, that is, in Kachin State. Baili Shu who passed by."

Xiao Shi rubbed his forehead, whenever he remembered the thrilling experience at that time, he couldn't hold back his heart palpitations.

Until now, Jiang Juan still appears in his nightmares in various tragic death situations.

The long night, the same bed, different dreams, but they are all equally difficult.Whenever he wakes up in the middle of the night, only by hugging the person next to his pillow can his throbbing lungs feel better.

"But compared to conflicts of interest, I think this is a kind of spiritual inheritance."

Jiang Juan was completely unaware of the turmoil in his heart, and Gu Zi analyzed: "In the 'Ghost Domain', my brother was also killed by hanging upside down. According to what you said, Qi Wei was already dead at that time, so he couldn't have done it. Unless after his death, someone inherits his obsession."

Mentioning Jiang Zhu, Zhou Xuan became even more silent, as if he had been sliced ​​into his chest by a sharp claw, piercing his broken heart again.

He didn't respond on the surface, but his lips were tightly pressed together, and he swallowed the words when he reached his lips, without any intention of opening his mouth.

Xiao Shi turned blue, shook his head and said: "I don't know, I know very little about the 'Ghost Domain'. But I can guarantee that Qi Wei died before Jiang Zhu's accident."

He said firmly: "Originally I didn't care about his affairs, I only heard some rumors about him. After learning the details of Jiang Zhu's murder, I thought it might be related to him, so I followed the vine to find out His bodyguard before his death. This person was the only person around him who was not driven out. Before Qi Wei died, he realized that something was wrong and escaped from Mexico early. It took me seven months to find him in Afghanistan, but he My life is bad, I was hit by a stray bullet before I pried his mouth open and died, and there was too little information given to me before he died, only a man with blood red eyes and black eye whites was identified."

There is very little vague information, but such obvious features are enough to confirm the identity of this person.

The iris is red and the sclera is black. This is a side effect of using drugs to forcibly change body functions.

So far, the only person they have seen with this feature is the former "SEVENTEEN" sniper and the leader of "17", Bai Lishu, who has supernatural eyesight through heavy drug use.

At least this series of clues can prove that Bailishu is related to Qi Wei's death.Judging from the fact that Bailishu launched his hunting plan in Yanxi later, he may indeed be plotting something in accordance with Qi Wei's behest.

"Based on the relationship between Qi Wei and Hua Zhibei, Qi Wei should have no reason to kill his lover's nephew." Zhou Xuan sighed, "Really, both you and Azhu should call him uncle...husband?"

Jiang Juan said helplessly: "It's all here. My brother was killed for two reasons, intentional or unintentional. My mother changed her name many years ago, and it was found that this incident was covered up more than 20 years ago. It’s not easy, and I also believe that Bai Lishu only found out that he was Hua Zhibei’s nephew after he killed my brother.”

But the key is, why did this love-hate relationship 30 years ago lead to Jiang Zhu's death?

The information they have is too fragmented and lacks the key clues to connect it. However, this part of important information is in the hands of people with authority several levels higher than them, and it is not within their reach.

Jiang Juan supported his chin with one hand, leaned on the sofa boredly, looked at Zhou Xuan who was frowning, suddenly smiled playfully, leaned forward and asked softly, "What consequences do you think will happen if I go to the palace?"

Zhou Xuan was not at all surprised by his words, and asked calmly, "Crazy?"

"Isn't it? I've been crazy for a long time. I probably should have done this a long time ago. Even if I can't get what I want, I can still express the anger in my heart."

"Then why are you mad now?"

"Because..." Jiang Juan's eyes slowly fell on Xiao Shi, who was full of concentration, staring at Xiao Shi who was in a daze with the sword in his head, "I was not afraid of death back then, but now, I am a little afraid."

a little.

Only a little.

This intelligence transaction was not equal. Rather than getting what they needed, it was more like the three of them each told an unbelievable story. Everyone had reservations and didn't believe what others said.

Before noon, Jiang Juan issued a eviction order on the grounds of being bored, and drove back Zhou Xuan who hadn't spoken much since seeing him.

Regarding what Xiao Shi wanted to know, Zhou Xuan didn't even have time to say it, it was as if Jiang Juan had expected him to appear early in the morning, and was stuck in time to show up before the two of them got to the point, ruining their good deed.

Xiao Shi was in a trance all the time, and his poor cooking skills were even more horrible because he couldn't concentrate. Jiang Juan used a spoon to pick up the hard vermicelli in the bowl, half of which was sticking out of the edge of the bowl, helpless Said: "Are you serious?"

Only then did Xiao Shi wake up: "...Huh?"

Seeing the black and sticky soup in front of the man, he hastily poured it into Xiaotian's food bowl, and now even the dog was not happy, baring his teeth and barking at him.

Jiang Juan sighed: "You don't need to do this either. I drove Zhou Xuan away not to hide what Deputy Yu did back then. I don't have any reason to defend him, but I just don't think it's necessary. Compared to entanglement with what our brothers suffered before. What grievances and why you encountered them is what matters. There are some things I don’t want to say to him, but it’s okay to you.”

Xiao Shi sat beside him, tilted his head and leaned on his shoulder. He was obviously taller than him, but he liked to act like a baby in his arms.

Jiang Juan touched his head repeatedly. He was always heartless and rarely felt sad, but Jiang Juan was not used to it.

He considered it carefully: "The reason why Hua Zhibei involved us is because my dad has been investigating the cause of his death. Our generation seems to be repeating the tragedy of the previous generation. Find someone who corresponds to your own identity, and do exactly the same thing, the only difference is probably that with the lessons learned from the past, we can avoid detours and go straight to the final goal."

He sipped the water tastelessly, patted Xiao Shi on the shoulder, and told a bizarre story.

"Some people say that my dad never forgets Hua Zhibei because the two were romantic when they were young, but anyone who knows them well knows that their brotherhood is so pure that there is no room for stains. When they were in school, they made a joke with their buddies in the dormitory. He said that you are like an old married couple, but Hua Zhibei took this into his heart. In order not to cause misunderstandings, he drew a red line and married his brothers. On purpose, the person who made fun of them back then was Deputy Yu."

"Is he malicious?" Xiao Shi asked.

Jiang Juan shook his head, "That sentence was just a joke between friends. Hua Zhibei and my dad didn't mind, but what happened afterwards made Deputy Yu regret it to this day. He always felt that he refused to be assigned by the public security system to be an undercover agent. Hua Zhibei of the task changed his mind later because he wanted to protect my parents, the lovers. The root cause was that he said something that shouldn't be said. Thinking about it, it's actually kind of funny, but also very sad. I don't like Deputy Yu. This man, but to be fair, none of this was his fault."

"Hua Zhibei originally refused to carry out the mission?" Xiao Shi was a little surprised.

"At that time, he was still very young, severely inexperienced, and had a lot of scruples. Although he had the passion to serve the motherland, he still couldn't make up his mind. However, there are only a few people who are good enough to be absorbed by 'Kunwa'. He and my dad both He is one of the top students in the OUHK class. It can be said that there must be someone between him and my dad who will be in danger. Whether he cares about my dad or wants his sister to have a beautiful love and family, in the end he chooses to sacrifice himself , leave without saying goodbye."

Xiao Shi understands why he said that this generation is repeating the tragedy of the previous generation, and many people can find someone who corresponds to their identity.From a certain point of view, Jiang Juan, who is determined to step into the abyss in order to fulfill his relationship with Jiang Zhu, is no different from Hua Zhibei.

As if seeing through his mind at the moment, Jiang Juan denied, "I'm not doing it for you, I'm just trying to find out about my dad's case. If I hadn't been obsessed with this back then, even if you really have feelings for each other, I would I will definitely do my best to separate you and my brother."

Speaking of this, he made no secret of his bad intentions: "Because in my opinion, you are just a playful child who has not grown up. You are incapable of putting your vows into practice, and you can't be serious about this relationship. Responsible, and there is no way to protect him and give him a stable life. If my brother indulges in it, he will be injured sooner or later. For a bastard like you, nothing is willing to give up, except feelings. "

To be honest, until now, he still thinks so.

His expression froze for a moment when he met Xiao Shi's gaze, which made him doubt himself.

But in this matter, he still trusts his own judgment.

He pushed Xiao Shi's head off his shoulders, and for some reason, subconsciously made a motion of leaning forward, as if he was kissing him lightly on the lips in order to compensate the other party.

Fortunately, before touching that person, he stopped in time to think clearly about his situation at the moment.

...what the hell is he doing?

But Xiao Shi, who was dejected, as if his tail was tucked, saw hope because of his subtle and almost invisible reaction, his eyes lit up, he hooked his neck, and kissed him forcibly.

The kiss contained aggression, which made him sink into it and fell into a lingering relationship.

When the air in his chest was exhausted and he had to separate, Jiang Juan was in a daze.

It must be admitted that some things go bad over time, for better or worse.

He put his finger against the corner of Xiao Shi's mouth, and wiped his lips repeatedly, as if to erase the trace of that kiss just now.

Subconsciously, he always felt that he was dirty.

But Xiao Shi refused to let him do what he wished, the more he ran away, the more he wanted to imprint his concern for him into his bones, even his pulse was buzzing with the love hidden in his heart.

"Deputy Yu told me that Hua Zhibei was ignorant back then, and it was not easy for him to go undercover. So from the very beginning, his task was not to lurk, but to truly become a member of the organization. He was in Myanmar Bei did those things without any scruples, and no one could see his ulterior motives, not because of how good his acting skills were, but because he was a criminal."

Jiang Juan's Adam's apple rolled, and the unspeakable words were too bitter, "When I saw him bloody battle against hostile forces, killing drug lords, seizing resources, and being valued by Zagon, the higher-ups were also afraid of him, self-destructive and self-destructive." Prove your innocence, just to remove this obstacle."

Xiao Shi kissed the corners of his red eyes.

Jiang Juan used Hua Zhibei's story to tell about the injustice he had encountered, and the long-standing pressure finally found an outlet to vent.

He thought he would be hysterical and lose control, but in the end he just said lightly: "I don't accept it, but I can't help it."

too tired.

Has been powerless to resist.

He closed his eyes exhaustedly, teardrops rolled down one after another like a broken thread, the force of grabbing Xiao Shi became stronger and stronger, his fingertips sank deeply into his shoulder, it was the first time he hugged him so tightly and with such force.

"Xiao Shi, don't be a useless person like me, who can't help others, and can't save yourself."

He didn't raise his eyes, and pressed Xiao Shi's lips instinctively, stopping his next words.

"You don't have to hate Deputy Yu. He just gave me a way. The one who makes the choice is me. Whether it's right or wrong, I should bear the consequences."

Xiao Shi held his hand instead, and sucked his cold fingertips.

Unable to bear the weight of the topic, he asked, "Aside from Hua Zhibei and you, who else can find a corresponding identity?"

"Zhou Xuan." Jiang Juan said, "He has been pursuing the truth after my brother's death and never gave up. He did the same thing as my father before his death. But you also know the end of my father. I am worried about meddling too much. The affairs of our Jiang family will bring him trouble, so we always keep a distance from him and rarely provoke him."

Speaking of this, he leaned back and leaned on the armrest of the sofa, his head drooping, "But as long as I'm in the public security system, I can't avoid dealing with him. It's so uncomfortable to be so restrained, I kind of want to... ..."

Xiao Shi put his hand on his forehead, and said in a warm voice: "Don't think wildly."

Jiang Juan couldn't help blinking, and his fluttering eyelashes rubbed against his palm, itching badly.

Xiao Shi raised his chin, and pressed a warm kiss on the tip of his nose, "You haven't achieved your goal yet, are you willing to leave?"

"What is there to be reluctant to do? I went back to the Yanxi City Bureau to facilitate my own investigation. If all parties continue to hide it from me, what's the point?"

Jiang Juan sat up, crossed one leg, and put his cold feet in Xiao Shi's arms, "The public security and national security are guarding against me, not to mention that the old case refuses to disclose information to me, even the research on 'Jackdaw' is hidden from me." For me, I don’t know anything about the identities of the bones in the basement of Maple Leaf Garden, or the cause of death. I have been excluded for too long, and it doesn’t matter to me whether I can integrate in.”

He raised his head and moved closer to Xiao Shi, the tips of their noses almost touched, and they could clearly feel each other's breath.

"Xiao Shi, can you help me?"

Seeing him like this, Ren Xiaoshi has a heart of stone, so it's hard to say nothing.

But at this moment Xiao Shi was very sober, he hugged Jiang Juan, cut off his way to escape, pinched his face, made his mouth pout, and looked at him in a funny and cute way.

But even so, he still said cruelly: "No."

Jiang Juan: "..."

Jiang Juan performed a Sichuan opera face-changing for him, broke away from his hand on the spot, stared at him coldly, saw that he was not dead, and stuck his paws up again, swearing and rewarding him: "Get out."

"It might be possible to promise you something else, but not this one."

Xiao Shi clamped his waist between his knees, pressed him into his arms, and did not let go.

"Although I'm sorry to say that, I wish you could investigate for ten or eight years without any results."

Jiang Juan's lungs were about to explode, and he wished he could bite him to death.

But what the man said next surprised him, and his anger subsided.

Xiao Shi put his arms around him, and helped him to smooth out the blown hair, "Jiang Er, this obsession has supported you until now, but have you ever thought that once you find out the truth about Jiang Zhu's murder, What should I do after killing the enemy and pushing everything back on track?"

Jiang Juan was stunned.

He really didn't think about it, or rather, he didn't dare to think about it.

He always felt that he was a man with no future.

"Let me tell you, after getting the result you want, you will feel empty, there is nothing in this world worthy of your nostalgia, and you will feel that life is boring, and those thorns that make you miserable and rooted in your heart will make you feel empty. You are dripping with blood, tired of enduring the pain, and decided to give yourself a treat. It is a terrible thing for a person to lose hope. You still have this pillar to survive, but if you don’t even have this hope, how can I stay? How about you?"

Xiao Shi's question was well-founded, but Jiang Juan couldn't answer it.

"I'm scared, tired, really scared."

Xiao Shi's body trembled slightly, Jiang Juan couldn't tell whether it was the pulse coming from his heart, or trembling from panic.

"All I brought you was unbearable torture and humiliation. How dare I expect you to stay for me? I'm afraid that you will leave without even looking back at this world. What should I do then?"

"Xiao Shi, do you know why I am soft-hearted?"

Jiang Juan rolled up his cuffs and stroked the messy, scabbed scratches on his arms.

"I used to have a lot of revenge. I knew that my death would make you uncomfortable. I must have wished you to taste that feeling. You have suffered heart-piercing pain once, and it has paid off my unwillingness. But that day, on When I was about to speak, you exploded in front of me. Only then did I realize that I actually cared about you. When I thought that after I left, you would be in a hundred times more pain than now, and your life might be in danger, I I can't bear it anymore, just like when I was in Yunjian Mountain, I grabbed you without hesitation, those are all instinctive behaviors in the subconscious."

He touched Xiao Shi's head with his cold hands, wanted to stare at him, but was afraid to look at him, so he simply covered his eyes and pressed against his forehead, his voice was barely audible.

"It's true that I blame you, but I don't hate you. I hope you live a good life more than anyone else. If... I mean, if, one day in the future, I am willing to live for you, then please... Also for me, try hard once.”

……

After Qingming, Yanxi in the north finally warmed up completely. Even Jiang Juan, who was so weak that Xiao Shi forced him to wear long johns all winter, took off his sweater and put on a light shirt. A pair of collarbones were looming under the neckline. , causing Xiao Shi to often fall ill, so he held him down and gnawed on him for nothing.

Jiang Xun was busy with one bad case after another, but still insisted on making one or two phone calls to Xiao Shi every day to inquire about Jiang Juan's mental state.

Jiang Juan happened to bump into him once, and he asked himself when he could return to the city bureau. Jiang Xun, who didn't know how to answer, shook his hand and hung up the phone, and never dared to contact the two of them again.

In the end, it’s not his fault that he was ashamed to meet Jiang Juan. He was at least 70.00% responsible for this incident. After all, he was cornered. The conflict between Jiang Juan and Chi Qing.

Now that Jiang Juan was isolated, he had no face to face that person again until the matter was resolved.

But Jiang Xun didn't show up, Song Yuzhi got closer to them, and would often reveal to them the details of Chi Qing's interrogation and Ye Sizhen's recent situation.

When he faced Jiang Juan, the atmosphere was always a little awkward. Xiao Shi didn't understand it, and kept asking, forcing Jiang Juan to nowhere, and gave a nonsense reason: "I am his ex-boyfriend of his current boyfriend. It’s not pleasing to the eye. Besides, when Xiao Xun was with me back then, we had no idea, we both wanted to be 1, and we didn’t want to force each other, so we didn’t do what we should do until we broke up. In our hearts I have always been 1, so I have no good face for this dog man who made Xiao Xun willing to be 0 under him, shouldn't I?"

When Xiao Shi heard it, it seemed that this was the case, but he was really fooled by these words.

Jiang Juan couldn't tell the truth. Last year, because of his identity being exposed, he had torn faces with Jiang Xun. That person thought he had killed Jiang Zhu, broke up with him, and tried to persuade him to surrender to the police.At that time, he was in an extremely poor state of mind, overly stressed, hostile to everyone around him, and impulsively injured Jiang Xun.

At that time, he didn't know that Jiang Xun's myocarditis was caused by severe drug allergy, and the man's condition relapsed after he stunned Jiang Xun with meth, and Song Yuzhi who arrived later also injured him during the fight, and he still has a wound on his shoulder. At that time, it was impossible for Song Yu to say that he had no grudges about the wound pierced by an ice pick.

From Jiang Juan's point of view, there is no need for Xiao Shi to know about this kind of thing, besides, he was the one who hurt others first, so it is all wrong.

It's just that when Xiao Shi brought up this past incident, he had to worry about his illness. He almost killed Jiang Xun, and even shot and wounded Xiao Shi. Both of them were his closest relatives, but they were deeply hurt by him. .

No one can guarantee what he will do in the future. He is afraid of the terrible monster sleeping in his body. Those backlogs of negative emotions will swallow him one day, make him lose his mind and become a monster.

Fate made a big joke with him again. When he finally mustered up the courage to face the future, he finally emerged from the mud and pulled him into the abyss again, and the devil whispered in his ear all the time, warning him to recognize own situation.

—He does not deserve happiness.

Seeing Jiang Juan sitting in front of the court, staring at the camellias in full bloom, Xiao Shi couldn't bear to break the peace of this moment.

Jiang Juan is a person who doesn't like taking pictures. He didn't like taking pictures since he was a child. Even when taking photos with his parents and relatives, he always hides in the corner, avoids the camera, and tries his best to cover his face.

Later, he switched identities with Jiang Zhu. Even though he knew that no one would notice the difference, he still didn't dare to look directly at the camera. Apart from the necessary ID photos, he hardly left any images in these years.

Xiao Shi suddenly wanted to record the beauty of this moment, so he took out his mobile phone and took a picture of his profile when he was not paying attention.

At the moment of focusing, Jiang Juan suddenly closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were curled up in a smile last second, but in the blink of an eye, his eyes were red and tears were pouring down like rain.

This is the case for patients with mental illness. The short-lived pleasure will be swallowed up by sudden negative emotions, and the abnormal secretion of dopamine will make them in pain for a long time, unable to extricate themselves, and fall into a vicious circle.

"Don't shoot me, it's so ugly..."

Jiang Juan scrambled to cover his eyes with both hands, not knowing whether he was wiping his tears or simply avoiding his camera.

Xiao Shi's heart throbbed with pain, he pulled his hand down and kissed his tearful eyes.

"Tired, you have suffered too much, and you need a lot of love to fill the gap and make up for the debt, but I can give you too little, not enough. Whenever I see you suffering so much, but I can't do anything, my heart My determination will be shaken, and I feel that better people should treat you well, but I am always arrogant and selfish, thinking that there is no one more suitable than me in the world, and I am not willing to let you go. Please forgive my incompetence, I just ...I still can't learn to let you feel my love, give me a little more time..."

This time, Jiang Juan's illness was foreshadowed. After he came out of the dark and suffocating basement, his emotional outburst gave him a day to hold on. Rarely smiled at Xiao Shi several times.

That smile came from the heart, at least even Xiao Shi, who was with him day and night, didn't notice the difference.

But he also fell ill very quickly, and he became depressed in a blink of an eye, like a broken flower that was crushed by the wind and rain, and lost its vitality.

He started not to eat or drink, and closed himself off. Because he was afraid of nightmares, he couldn't close his eyes all night, curled up against the corner of the wall, stared at a point in the void, and sometimes muttered silently.

Facing Xiao Shi's approach, he did not resist, but moved to another corner silently, continuing to think wildly.

His whole body was withered.

Xiao Shi really didn't want him to torture himself like this, he had no choice but to say to him: "Tired, let's stop being autistic, go and see the little girl."

Jiang Juan didn't react too much, but moved his nose and peeked at him with one eye squinted.

Xiao Shi didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "You look exactly the same as those cats in Jiang Xun's family. It doesn't look down on me. When people call it, it will meow a few times. When I call it, it just moves its ears. It's so mad. .”

——The cat's real name is Diba.

Only Xiao Shi, a dog, is full of tricks.

Jiang Juan gave him face. When he gestured with his hands in front of him, he just opened his mouth like a big fat cat, and Xiao Shi was so painful that he rolled his throat all over the floor.

Xiaotian squinted at him strangely, and stepped back silently.

Xiao Shi shouted in a sharp voice: "Go haha! Come back!"

Jiang Juan couldn't help it, and laughed with a "poof", Xiao Shi raised his eyes to look at him, but he immediately moved his eyes away, and his expression disappeared.

"You're snickering! I saw it! You're just trying to make me feel bad!"

Xiao Shi got up, leaned on the man, pouted, and said in a strange voice: "Jiang Er, do you remember? When we were young, the two of us went to the temple to play together and ate the tributes secretly, but The monk came and just beat me up, do you know why?"

Jiang Juan: "..."

He is emotionally depressed and has a negative will. It is not that his brain has lost his memory. What kind of memory is this person adding to himself that does not exist?

Holding a bowl of egg custard, Xiao Shi begged pitifully: "Daughter-in-law, you can eat two bites, you can't survive without eating or drinking like this, you still have injuries, please, I will tell you after eating. "

Jiang Juan was in a slightly better mood at the moment. It was really unbearable after being hungry for too long. He couldn't resist the temptation, so he took a bite.

The soft, melt-in-your-mouth custard is paired with a savory sauce, and it's just... amazing.

Jiang Juan insisted that it must be because he has been hungry for too long that everything tastes good, and it has nothing to do with this guy's cooking skills.

Seeing that he honestly finished eating the egg custard, Xiao Shi fed him another half box of hot milk, and continued the second half of the sentence just now: "They beat me and not you, because you are really a god! .”

Xiao Shi kissed him fiercely, and licked off the fragrant oil foam on his lips.

"--my God."

With Jiang Juan's current extremely unstable mental state, Xiao Shi was very worried that he would be thinking wildly again, the best way is to keep him busy and not idle for a moment.

On the grounds that he wanted a follow-up visit, he dragged the man out of the corner, cleaned up, stuffed him into the car, and took him to the Chest Hospital.

As soon as he finished registering, the person who turned around disappeared, and the guiding nurse asked: "The patient who came with you..."

"It's okay, I know where he went."

Xiao Shi took the list and went directly to the inpatient department, and sure enough, he found the man in Yunxi's ward.

When he arrived, Jiang Juan was being laughed at because of his hairstyle.

When he was at the Fengmingshan Guest House earlier, in order to deceive Zhang Tingjun, he cut his bangs with a few scissors to look like a dog chewing on them, short to the upper edge of his eyebrows, and he didn't even touch the back. He was a little stunned.

Xiao Shi got used to seeing him and didn't feel anything, he was quite cute, but Yun Xi had never seen him like this before, laughing and rolling around on the bed with the little bear in his arms.

If only the bangs are short