Don't move the old man's bounty

Jiang Juan did not take a large dose of medicine, and his mental state was not very stable. He only woke up after three or four hours of sleep.

Insufficient rest made him sink dead in the quilt, unable to raise his spirits, and unable to gather loose sleepiness, staring aimlessly at the gaps in the curtains.

The heavy rain last night has continued until now, and the sound of the rain outside the window is unexpectedly reassuring.

Most people hate the gloom, humidity, and filth of rainy days, but Jiang Juan is just the opposite.Only in the hustle and bustle can he find true peace.

He likes rainy days the most and hates rainy days the most.

The day when all his memories of his brother ended happened to be a rainy day.

He buried his face heavily in the quilt, and the darkness and suffocation hit him, giving him an illusion of comfort.

There was a sound outside the courtyard, mixed with Xiaotian's deep cry, he didn't realize it, and shrunk his body even tighter.

He knew what Xiao Shi was doing, but he didn't want to take a last look.

He was reluctant.

He lay down for a long, long time, until his body temperature dissipated, and the quilt became cold again. His hands and feet were cold, but he couldn't find any support to draw warmth from, so he actually started shaking.

He just closed his eyes without any sleepiness, and after an unknown period of time, the door of the bedroom opened.

He froze for a moment, wanting to poke his head out to have a look, but his body was as heavy as lead, and he was too tired to do such a simple action as lifting the quilt.

Jiang Juan knew that he had always been like this, always standing still, waiting for Xiao Shi to take a step towards him.

But he is looking forward to it, hoping for it.It is very sad to always pin your hopes on others.

useless.he thinks.

However, the sound of approaching footsteps was messy and light, and it didn't sound like Xiao Shi.

Jiang Juan suddenly felt his surroundings light up, and the coldness hit him instantly.

He opened his eyes and saw Xiaotian holding a corner of the quilt, tilting his head and looking at him with concern, seeing that he didn't respond, he simply stuck out his tongue and licked him.

Usually, when woken up by it like this, Jiang Juan would always come to rub its face and feed it to freeze dry.

But today the man's reaction was abnormal, he didn't sit up for a long time, and he didn't touch its head.

"Open the door by yourself again, you're going to be smart..." Jiang Juan wiped the saliva off his face, closed his eyes and rubbed his eyes inwardly, "I won't play with you today, boy, go by yourself."

He pulled the quilt from Xiaotian's mouth and covered himself again.

The lack of sleep made him extremely anxious and a little irritable. The more depressed he was, the more unable to fall asleep, and he fell into a vicious circle.

Now he just wants to take a few more pills to put himself into a deep sleep, forget who he is for a while, and stop thinking about those bad things.

But the medicine can only relieve the pain for a while. He has tasted that kind of taste before. Once the medicine is stopped, his soul will wither even more than it is now, no different from taking drugs.

Nothing should be overly dependent on, medicines are, and so are people.

He vaguely heard footsteps, this time it was Xiao Shi.

The man sat on the edge of the bed, carefully lifted the quilt, and gently combed his messy hair scattered on his forehead.

"Did you send him back?" Jiang Juan asked proactively.

"En." Xiao Shi replied in a low voice.

"It was a mess outside just now, what are you doing?"

"Ask someone to send a few saplings over. They are all half-person-high white pearls with double petals. They are very beautiful. In a few days, I can also send you some Bai Chang'e Cai and Dongfang Liang, both of which are white camellias. You should like them. "

Every time Xiao Shi had something on his mind, he would become extra talkative.

"I want you to see the flowers blooming as soon as possible, so I moved a few pots here. These are just in the flowering period, and you should be happy to see them. I will also take care of those flower seedlings and plant them back when the rain stops."

"Let's plant those ready-made flower trees in their original places, and let my brother see this year's spring scene. With those flowers, they can also help him keep out the wind and rain." Jiang Juan sat up now, raised his hand and pointed window.

Xiao Shi understood and opened the curtain for him.

The light coming in through the window was limited, and it didn't make people feel suddenly enlightened, but the white camellias all over the courtyard brightened Jiang Juan's eyes.

Being frozen in winter for so long, he almost forgot what Chunjing looked like.

"sorry……"

An apology as light as a dream, almost made Xiao Shi kneel down on the spot.

Jiang Juan looked at the sea of ​​flowers in the rain, rubbed his red and swollen eyes, and murmured, "You don't have to think about me too much. I've seen my brother's body, so I know what happened to him. Don't try to lie to me , you can't hide it from me. I'm just sorry for letting you see him like that. I never thought of torturing you with this, but if I don't do this, I will never know the truth of the year, so... I'm sorry .”

Xiao Shi lowered his head and hugged him, restrained his sobs, and stroked Jiang Juan's head up and down, trying to comfort the man and at the same time want to get comfort from it, and said suppressing the emotions surging up his throat, "How can you apologize to me... ...I am sorry for you, I have been sorry for you all these years, how can I make you apologize to me. "

"The two things can't be counted together. The debt we owe to each other can probably be evened out, but I don't want to offset it, so you shouldn't give me the affection you should give to your brother just because you feel ashamed of me. That is pity to me, it is deceit to you, and it is even more unfair to my brother."

"not like this……"

"Xiao Shi, between you and me, there is no one who owes the other more or less. The steelyard in my heart is always balanced. If there is a slight bias, I will immediately get it back, so now I think I am worthy of you. Yes, there's no need to do this." He licked his lips, and said, "You know me well, and what I say is from the heart."

He didn't want to talk too much with Xiao Shi, they are not fit to be entangled in this matter now, so he got out of bed and took a shower to clear up his chaotic mind.

He knew that Xiao Shi was always jealous of his mouth.Waiting for him outside the door, after experiencing several accidents in the bathroom, the man was very afraid that something would happen to him.But in fact, he wasn't so overwhelmed.

At least in the past few times, it wasn't because he felt life was boring that he went to a dead end, it was just that he accidentally fell asleep.

A dead body soaked in a bathtub is definitely not beautiful. If it is not discovered immediately, it will quickly decay and absorb water, presenting a giant appearance, like a floating corpse in a river, which cannot be collected.

He still cared about his own appearance after death, especially after Xiao Shi changed his career as a forensic doctor, he didn't want to lie naked on that person's dissecting table, and he didn't want to be completely unrecognizable.

At least in front of Xiao Shi, he hopes that he is decent.

But this time standing under the shower head, he suddenly felt a little scared.

What would happen to Xiao Shi if something happened to him?

Will you be in pain, hysterical, and drive yourself crazy?

He never thought that there would be such a result before, because he never thought that he would tell Xiao Shi the truth when he was alive.

When I was young, I always felt that if Xiao Shi only found out the truth after his death and regretted his past, even if it wasn't the pleasure of getting revenge, he would still be happy.It's just that he can't see that ending.

But now, not to mention the pleasure and pleasure, he even regretted it a little.

When he finally made up his mind to walk out of the bathroom, Xiao Shi stood outside the door and waited for him with a bath towel in his arms. Seeing him open the door, he smiled and said, "I knew you would never wipe your body. Even if the weather gets warmer, you can't be careless. You have to Take good care of yourself."

Jiang Juan remembered that the night before his brother left, he also said the same thing to him, telling him to take care of himself and not to abuse his body.

Later, that person never came back.

So upon hearing Xiao Shi's words, Jiang Juan's first reaction was to ask, "Where are you going?"

Xiao Shi was stunned, and he paused for a moment when he wiped his hair.

"I'm not going anywhere." Xiao Shi's voice was like a mosquito, "I'm just a little... afraid that you will drive me away."

"Will I leave if I chase you?" Jiang Juan didn't mean to let him go.

"Maybe... yes."

"impossible."

When Jiang Juan was so strong, he didn't have the slightest intention of discussing it.

"To tell you the truth, being with you during this period is the happiest time for me. I don't need to be angry with you, and I don't need to disguise myself. If it is said that in the past ten years, I must choose a time Stop forever, that must be now. So, better not go."

The more he spoke, the lower his voice became, until later he doubted whether he had said the last words:

"...It's not what you think, I never hated you."

"I won't go." Xiao Shi raised his chin and struggled for a long time.

The kiss still couldn't fall, but it just touched Jiang Juan's shoulder.

"...Even if you drive me away."

It was still raining.

In places where wind and rain cannot disturb, some things change quietly and grow silently.

"My brother was tortured before his death."

After many years, Jiang Juan was able to recall this matter calmly when he brought it up again.

"I know, I've seen those methods before, but I didn't expect it to hit him. I have an immature guess. Since his serious injuries were caused by different weapons, the person who murdered him may It is also different, there should be around three people. My brother is a very guarded person, he will not trust strangers easily, especially in that environment, except for acquaintances, he can only be trusted by him. The weak in need of protection. The children mentioned in the diary are my first suspects."

During the trip in Kachin State, Jiang Juan bought a local young man named Gong Jia as his informant, and took them into the surrounding villages. Later, his identity was exposed. However, when he found out about this, Gong Jia had already taken Jiang Juan and another teammate Shao Jin on the road to seek help from the Kachin State government.

When they arrived, Gong Jia had been bombed to death, Jiang Juan had been taken captive and disappeared, and Shao Jin also died because of ineffective treatment.

That experience was extremely painful for all of them, and Jiang Juan also bore the blood debt of his comrades.

But today, he completely overturned everyone's conjectures at that time: "Gong Jia didn't betray his brother, he just participated in the atrocities that hurt his brother and became one of the executioners who tortured him. He didn't hide his real purpose to approach the city of his brother , is just a pawn being used, the real murderer who killed my brother is someone else."

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