Don't move the old man's bounty

"I temporarily put him here. Su'an and Changning don't have his burial place."

Jiang Juan tried to smile.He didn't need to look in the mirror to know how ugly it was, so he simply buried his face in his hands, no longer making futile disguises.

"I have to let him be where I can see it. In the past years, I have been guarding against my identity being exposed all the time, so I must never let his remains fall into the hands of others. Teacher Shen advised me to cremate him as soon as possible. At that time, it will be easy whether you take it with you or find a secluded place to bury it. It will be burned to ashes, and you will not be afraid of extracting DNA from it. But I refuse... I always want to know why he died, This world has to give me an explanation."

He bent down and stroked the thinnest sprout, feeling sorry for it.

He smiled wryly: "It's unreasonable. Obviously I am the person who knows the cause of his death best, but I don't accept this result. I made troubles for no reason and made him restless after death. I brought a group of people to go crazy. Some people said that I was tortured." I’m already crazy because of the excitement, I suggest that Teacher Shen arrange me as soon as possible, do you also think that I just don’t want to believe that my brother is really gone, I just want to find some evidence to comfort myself, or find someone to accompany me to lie to myself.”

"No." Xiao Shi said seriously, "You have a reason for thinking this way. If you can persist for ten years, there must be facts to support your thinking."

Jiang Juan looked at him in astonishment, and seemed to have figured out something at that moment, a little suddenly enlightened.

Xiao Shi added: "I don't think so because I also hope that Jiang Zhu will have a hidden cause of death, but because I believe in you. Even if the other party is not Jiang Zhu, I will help you prove my guess."

He exhaled the breath that had been stagnant in his chest for a long time, took Jiang Juan's hand, and stroked the scar on the back of his hand that was knotted with blue veins.

"If you don't consider other things, I'd rather Jiang Zhu's death is as simple as it seems. This is the best result for the people who are still alive. Don't blame those who stop you, they also want the tragedy to end It's over, there is no malice. Even Shen Jinsu is guilty of Jiang Zhu's death, and he can't just watch you jump into the fire pit. If you want to hate, hate me for not being able to protect you."

"I said, I don't hate you." Jiang Juan's voice was almost inaudible, "...I just regret meeting you at an inappropriate time and in an inappropriate capacity. Now, maybe we wouldn't be so embarrassed .”

Xiao Shi didn't answer.

After a long silence, he got up and went back to his room, and brought out a stack of paper cups.

"There is still a way to keep it. It is not impossible to dig it out together with the soil and roots and raise it in a cup for a few days. Let's plant it back after the work is done."

"Alright, if you can keep one, it's one."

The two worked together to transplant the bean sprout-like seedlings into paper cups.

Xiao Shi said: "I checked, and most of the Theaceae are woody plants, which are different from roses. If you drop so many seeds and they are so dense, their root systems will fight with each other, and then it will become a battle for territory. Nutrient wars."

"I know. I just think it's too difficult for a layman like me to cultivate from seeds. When a blind cat meets a dead mouse, a large base can always deceive a few good ones." Jiang Juan licked his lips , "I don't have unlimited time to wait for them to grow up one by one, even if it is counterproductive, I want to see that kind of elegance again when I am still alive."

It was as if he had once become a moth to a flame in order to catch a glimpse of the sky.

He can always speak sour words so indifferently, as if he never cared about the harm caused to him by the unexpected world, and never thought that he would have a future.

In Xiao Shi's view, Jiang Juan lived every day as if it was his last.

"Xiao Shi." Jiang Juan stopped his hands and raised his eyes to look at Xiao Shi.

It had been a long time since he had looked at Xiao Shi like this, he was almost tracing the outline of that person inch by inch with his eyes, taking a panoramic view of every slight change in him over the years.

In his mind, Xiao Shi was always the young, wild and presumptuous person back then, but he didn't realize that in the passing of time, that person had also learned to put away his harsh edges and sharp thorns. Rubbing him on the softest belly, even if he often stabs him hard, making him dripping with blood.

But he was no longer furious like before, instead, he didn't even bother to wipe the blood, he held back the pain and opened his arms to himself, never caring that the hug would only make the tip of the knife sink deeper.

He should get to know Xiao Shi again - when they meet again.

But they can't go back.

Jiang Juan feels that he has been living in regrets since he was 19 years old. From life to grains of rice, there has never been anything he can really protect, which makes him tired and anxious all the time.

But he never thought that Xiao Shi would become his heart disease one day.

Suffering from illness is deeply rooted in his bones, even now he would never have imagined that Xiao Shi would actually take root in his heart and become the gleam of light tearing through the haze.

He thought that he was already used to the pain, but he didn't expect it to be even more painful, like cutting skin and breaking bones.

Such as tearing one's heart.

"At that time... when I held you back, I was actually thinking that I should say goodbye to you..."

Jiang Juan said.

"But after thinking about it again, I felt that I was saying goodbye to you every day, and it was not bad this time, so I didn't say it. Thinking about it these days, I always feel that what I did then was right, and I will leave in the future. I don't want to say hello to you either, so on the day we part, don't be hypocritical."

"I don't." Xiao Shi refused more simply than Jiang Juan thought.

"... What are you doing?"

"You said that I have a dog's nose and a dog's memory. Where else do you want to go? I can find it anywhere. But..." Xiao Shi moved forward a little, and kissed him against his forehead. "Don't run too far, look for too long, I will miss you very much."

Both of them stopped talking, and each buried their heads in doing what they were doing. When the tree buds were transplanted into paper cups, the night had already quietly fallen.

"He's here." Jiang Juan pointed to the loosened ground, "It's not very deep, you can see it about half a meter away, so be careful."

He knelt on the ground, digging down with bare hands without a shovel.

At first, because the upper layer of soil was loose, he didn't have to dig hard, but the lower layer of soil was solid and dry, which was much more difficult in comparison. Seeing that his fingertips were all worn out, Xiao Shi took both of his hands and kissed him. The blood of his fingers.

"Tired, he won't hurt anymore, but you will. Let yourself go..."

Jiang Juan lowered his eyes and said nothing.

Xiao Shi dug out the airtight box containing Jiangzhu's remains. The box body is made of light metal material, and there is a seal between the top cover, which is very airtight. The length is nearly two meters. The bone should be well preserved.

Taking advantage of no passers-by outside the hospital, the two moved the sealed box into the living room, and without saying a word, they cooperated with each other to move the coffee table and sofa aside, spread medical non-woven fabric in the middle of the room, and made all preparations before the inspection.

Jiang Juan felt that he and Xiao always had a tacit understanding.

Jiang Juan knelt beside the box, holding the lid with one hand, his hands were shaking violently, his fingers clasped tightly on the edge, the palms of his fingers turned white, and the well-shaven joints turned slightly blue.

The trembling gradually spread to his arms, shoulders, and even his whole body, and he couldn't hold back his trembling at all.

"Let me come." Xiao Shi's voice was as soft as a sigh, afraid of frightening him, and also afraid of disturbing the eternally sleeping heroic spirit.

"I..." Jiang Juan said with difficulty, "I didn't lock the box. I think... If I didn't protect him and let him be snatched away by others, at least I hope those people don't want to kill him, don't hurt him. he……"

He burst into tears like rain, sobbing choked up.

Xiao Shi lowered his head, resting his chin on his forehead, swallowing the saltiness spilling into his throat.

"It's all over, tired, let it pass."

"No, not in the past! How could it be possible! How could it be..." Jiang Juan choked up and retorted.

The rest of his words were buried in sobs.

Even after experiencing such great grief emotionally, he never cried wantonly, tortured himself constantly, and killed himself with guilt and remorse.

Xiao Shi suddenly understood his forbearance, and suddenly remembered that when Jiang's mother passed away, Jiang Zhu in formal attire had stood in front of the tombstone, holding an umbrella to block the three-foot rain above Jiang Juan's head.

The elder brother was drenched in the rain, allowing the rain to slide from his forehead, meander to the corners of his eyes, stick to his cheeks, and flow into the neckline along the curve of his jaw and neck.

At that time, Jiang Zhu said: "Tired, people have spirits. Even if they die, their souls will still wander in the world. As long as their obsessions remain, their spirits will never die. I dare not say to others, but you must It is the most reluctant attachment in my life. If my brother leaves before you, I will definitely be by your side. I will watch you get married and start a business, marry a wife and have children. When will you reincarnate together, we will be brothers in the next life."

Perhaps Jiang Zhu at that time was just taking this opportunity to comfort his younger brother, and never thought that he would make a promise.But these words were buried deep in Jiang Juan's heart. After Jiang Zhu died, he would never show his fragility, no matter who he was before or after. How tiring is life like this...

Jiang Juan sobbed silently, Xiao Shi was at a loss.

He thought, maybe at this time Jiang Juan wished that the person who was with him was not himself. With such an embarrassing identity, he didn't even have the qualifications to comfort him.

This moment of hesitation made him hold Jiang Juan halfway, but he still gritted his teeth and hugged Jiang Juan, stroked the back of his neck, pressed him in his arms, patted his back, and whispered in his ear. Yu: "Don't cry, he will be sad when he sees it."

Seemingly treating him as a life-saving straw, Jiang Juan buried him in his arms, unable to hear the crying, but trembling violently.

"Tired, listen to me, you can't cry anymore."

Xiao Shi patiently wiped away Jiang Juan's tears. He thought he could quickly control his emotions, but he didn't expect that once the grief accumulated in his heart for many years set off a frenzy, it would be difficult to suppress the bursting of the dike.

Time passed by, but Jiang Juan's condition did not improve at all. Xiao Shi became ruthless, carried the man on his shoulder, and rushed upstairs.

Jiang Juan cried so hard that he couldn't even make a sound after being tormented by him, and beat the man's back helplessly.

Xiao Shi was indifferent, he put Jiang Juan on the bed in the bedroom, strangled his wrists with one hand, and helped him caress his chest.

"Listen to me, you are too excited now, try to restrain yourself, if it doesn't work, I can only sedate you."

"Xiao Shi!" Jiang Juan called him hoarsely, and shouted with sobs: "...you bastard!"

"The bastard doesn't want to see you push yourself so hard. The bastard also has a heart... The bastard loves you."

Jiang Juan stared at the ceiling lazily, Xiao Shi raised his hand to wipe his tears, and he turned his head violently to resist.

Xiao Shi was very patient and was still helping him.

"Do you know?"

Jiang Juan's voice was too vague, Xiao Shi couldn't hear what he said clearly.

He put his ear close to Jiang Juan, "What?"

"...Sedated me this time, will you still treat me like that after waking up?"

Xiao Shi discovered that after Jiang Juan's emotions calmed down, his body was still shaking, not because of the intense stimulation of great joy and sorrow and the physiological reaction of choking, the pupils of that person shrank, and he was afraid.

The subconscious fear is hard to change. He always thinks that Jiang Juan is free and easy, and he has let go of the past as he has shown, but it is not the case.

Jiang Juan never had a day to breathe under that shadow. The more mad he became, the more sinful he was.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry for you, you believe me, I won't treat you like that again."

Xiao Shi covered Jiang Juan's heart, but was swept away by the man with a wave.

Jiang Juan's gaze was still dull, with a kind of exhaustion after being hoarse, "It doesn't matter, you let me see him, I want to see him again..."

The author has something to say:

Hello everyone, I am Jiang Zhu who flashed in my memory. I am different from those couples.

Thank you for reading the text, cute~

Thank you brother Xun, did you blow up your hair today, mine x1

Thank you Sisi for the nutrient solution x1

Thanks for feeding! !