Don't move the old man's bounty

Jiang Juan is a person who can't stay in bed, especially in the hospital. He will be in a state of mental tension and high pressure for a long time, with severe anxiety and anxiety. He just smells the irritating smell of disinfectant and listens to the beeping of instruments. It will make him mentally sensitive, and he often wakes up suddenly, causing the electrocardiogram to alarm loudly, and the doctors and nurses also toss.

This kind of thing happened a few times and it was frightening. Even with Xiao Shi by his side, it could only alleviate the problem for a while, but could not fundamentally solve the problem.

Fearing that his condition would worsen if he went on like this, Xiao Shi, who was inconvenient to walk around, asked the hospital to arrange someone to take him out to relax.The dean expressed his understanding, and found a reliable psychiatric head nurse to accompany him, so that he could move freely in the hospital for a short time, so the head nurse put on the oxygen mask for him and made comprehensive preparations, but he turned around and took As soon as the coat is removed, the man disappears.

Jiang Juan's disappearance caused quite a commotion in the hospital. All the spare medical staff and plainclothes police officers were mobilized, and they searched the hospital upside down, but they couldn't find this police officer with strong anti-reconnaissance capabilities.

Just when everyone was anxious like ants on a hot pot, hesitating whether to call the police for help, this person sat on the window sill at the end of the corridor on the top floor of the inpatient department as if it had nothing to do with him, and lit the The cigarettes that he picked up from the opponent's pocket when passing by.

He bit the filter and took half a puff when he was choked by the smoke and coughed continuously.The lung injury put a huge burden on his body. He wanted to smoke but was afraid of the pain, so he simply opened the window to inhale second-hand smoke with the wind blowing in front of him.

The intake of nicotine relieved his anxiety slightly, and while his brain was clear, it also made him make an unconscious move.

He stuck his head out of the window, watching the people coming and going on the ground, and suddenly had the urge to jump down.

His hand pressing the window frame was a little trembling, looking at the knotted veins on the back of his hand, he was dazzled for a moment.

"Brother, what are you doing?"

Jiang Juan was brought back to his senses by the sound, staring blankly at himself half body hanging out of the window, and shrank back in shock.

...Yeah, what is he doing?

He was short of breath, and the smoke he inhaled made him cough again. This reaction brought the pain of tearing wounds. He had to bend down, squatted on the ground with his hands on his chest, and slowed down for a long time before exhaling intermittently. Breath in the chest.

His forehead sank, and a small, warm hand fell on his head, rubbing it gently.

"No pain, no pain, the pain is flying away~"

In front of her was a little girl wearing bright yellow chick pajamas and a mushroom head. She looked only five or six years old, with baby fat on her face. I got a little lost.

These eyes... looked so familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen them before, just taking a look at them gave him the urge to cry.

Seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, the girl followed Jiang Juan's example and squatted on the ground, with two small hands on her knees, tilting her head and looking at him curiously.

Jiang Juan noticed a line of faint red strangle marks under the girl's nose, which should be caused by wearing an oxygen tube for a long time.

this kid...

He opened his mouth, but the pain just now was severe, and he still couldn't speak.

The girl showed two dimples, and smiled sweetly at him, "I can't talk too often, but I can read, big brother, if you are in pain, you can write to me."

Jiang Juan thought the girl was interesting, so he took the diary hanging on the wall, tore off a blank page and wrote, "I shouldn't be called brother, I should be called uncle. I should be about the same age as your parents."

When writing these words, he suddenly realized that if those things had never happened, he and Jiang Zhu, and even Xiao Shi, would have gotten married and had their own lives.

It's a pity that they were all trapped in that rainy night 11 years ago. Jiang Zhu didn't survive, and he couldn't get out.

"But you look young and handsome, I just want to call you brother."

The girl has big watery eyes. When looking at her, Jiang Juan seemed to touch more distant memories through these eyes, but he couldn't remember it—or it should be said that the instinct of the body has been resisting those things. remember.

"Brother, your handwriting is so beautiful, can you teach me? It's the same as what the teacher said, and you wrote it carefully, but it's ugly when it's written, and I don't like it. I don't need to write a lot, just write Just choose your own name, there are only two characters, brother teach me, okay?"

The girl stretched out two fingers and looked at Jiang Juan expectantly.

Who can resist such a pair of starry eyes?Jiang Juan smiled, let the girl lean against him, and asked her name.

"My name is Yun Xi, the cloud is the cloud of the cloud, Xi is... is..." The girl thought for a long time but didn't know how to form words, and said with puffed cheeks: "Mom said it was taken from a very long poem. Brother, do you know how to write that word?"

Jiang Juan nodded, held her hand, and wrote down the line "Yang Yunni's Darkness and Affection" stroke by stroke from the poem "Li Sao". Unfortunately, Yun Xi only recognized her own name, and the others almost do not know the words.

"The surname Yun is rare, and your name sounds nice."

Yun Xi shook her head, "My surname is not Yun, I don't have a surname..."

She muttered something, but Jiang Juan didn't hear it clearly, it was just a child who still couldn't figure out her name.

Jiang Juan taught her to write "Yunxi" several times by herself. The girl learned quickly, and she was able to write beautiful characters by herself after a few times.

She looked at her masterpiece with satisfaction, and said to Jiang Juan with a smile, "It's so beautiful, so I can write my name on the tombstone myself."

Jiang Juan paused while holding the pen, looking at this innocent girl who was full of smiles, he really couldn't associate these extremely cruel words with her.

Yun Xi and Jiang Juan looked at each other, and soon the light in their eyes dimmed.

She asked, "Brother, are you dying too?"

Jiang Juan felt that his breath was stagnant in his chest, and he couldn't spit it out or swallow it, and it was very uncomfortable.

"I'm about to die too, but I haven't played enough. I still want to meet more children, eat more delicious food, play more interesting things... But no, my mother said this is my life. I If I cry, those nurse sisters will be sad, so I don't cry, and my brother doesn't cry either."

Yun Xi stretched out her small hand and rubbed the corners of Jiang Juan's eyes.

She stared at the crystals on her fingertips, tilted her head to look at Jiang Juan, and brought it to her mouth to taste.

"Brother's tears are also salty and bitter, just like mine. Don't be afraid, brother. I'll accompany you. The two of us are together. I'm not afraid, and neither are you."

Her young body pressed against Jiang Juan, soft and warm.

Jiang Juan put down the pen in his hand, his hand froze in the air for a long time, then gently lowered it, and patted the girl's head.

Yun Xi liked this big brother who didn't dislike her at all, and rubbed his little head against his palm, "Brother, can you hug me? You were sitting there just now. You are very tall. I want to go up and have a look too. Nurse My sister said it was dangerous, so I usually don't let me go to the window, but if my brother is around, I should be able to go, right?" She asked cautiously.

Seeing that Jiang Juan didn't object immediately, he took his hand and shook it again, "Just for a moment, brother, please!"

Jiang Juan hadn't recovered from the shock of the girl's death, so he tried his best to satisfy her request, holding her armpit with both hands, wrapping her in his arms so that she could sit on his arms superior.

But when he got up, he felt powerless. Even the weight of a five- or six-year-old child is not a small burden for him now. Such a simple movement pulled the wound, and he had to grit his teeth to hold on to the pain. Wall, sighed helplessly.

Yunxi put her arms around his neck, a little disappointed, but she still politely apologized: "I'm sorry brother, I didn't mean to..."

Jiang Juan narrowed his eyes, swallowed the blood up to his throat forcibly, shook his head at her with a wry smile, picked up the pen and paper again and wrote: "In a few days, when I feel better, I will definitely carry you up to see the scenery from a high place .”

The dejected Yun Xi laughed, her curved eyebrows were so beautiful, she hugged Jiang Juan and kissed him on the face with a "boo", which made Jiang Juan stunned.

The girl stretched out her chubby little hand, and raised her little finger to Jiang Juan, "Then let's pull Gougou, and we won't change it for 100 years!"

Jiang Juan raised his hand and looked at his scarred hand, and suddenly remembered that he seemed to have done the same thing to Xiao Shi when he was unconscious on the day he was sent to the hospital.

It's just that at that time he was not promising that he would come back alive, but wanted to tell Xiao Shi that he had fulfilled his elder brother's entrustment.

So he felt deeply powerless when faced with the promise of "no change for 100 years".

The sound of hurried footsteps came from the other end of the corridor. Yun Xi glanced back, turned half a circle and hid behind Jiang Juan, and said in a muffled voice, "It's the nurse sister who came to tell me to take medicine. The medicine is too bitter, I don't want to take it "Brother, let me hide for a while..."

Jiang Juan himself was also a family who had trouble taking medicine, but he was very active in letting others take medicine, so he beckoned to the nurse who was anxious to find someone, and pulled Yunxi out from behind.

"Children should take medicine obediently, so that they can get better soon. Take the medicine obediently, and brother will take you to see the dog, how about it?" Jiang Juan wrote.

As soon as Yunxi heard that she was able to watch dogs and was not afraid of taking medicine anymore, with stars in her eyes, she took the initiative to drag the nurse back to the ward, even the nurse was a little surprised by her performance today.

Jiang Juan wrote on the paper: "Why did this child run out alone, where are her parents?"

The nurse sighed and whispered: "The child's life is miserable. She was brought up by a single mother. She suffered from lung cancer at a young age and had no hope of cure. Her mother took conservative treatment. Later, her mother remarried and gave birth to her a younger brother." , this child is left unattended. Although she is young, she actually knows everything in her heart. She thinks that her mother does not want her, so she often hides in the quilt and cries. Later she found that when she cried, we nurses also felt uncomfortable. I don't cry anymore. What a sensible child, how can my mother be willing to..."

The nurse's eyes were red, she turned her head and wiped her tears secretly.

Jiang Juan was a little surprised, "Would such a young child also get cancer?"

"Of course it will. Lung cancer does not distinguish between ages, but it is not very common. I heard that her mother worked for a long time in the newly renovated office building when she was pregnant, and inhaling too much harmful gas would also affect the baby. She is weak and sickly, seriously lacking in nutrition. Now I can't tell whether the disease was brought from the mother's womb or was affected by it the day after tomorrow. In short, it has deteriorated very badly. Her mother is also a little evasive, thinking that the more she cares about her, the more she will go after she leaves. The sadder it is, I have to cry every time I come, and I seldom come after that.”

"If the medical expenses are enough, can she continue to receive treatment?"

The nurse pursed her lips regretfully, and shook her head, "Her mother is married to a rich man, so there is no shortage of money for treatment, but Yunxi herself doesn't want to be treated. Chemotherapy is too painful, and she doesn't want to lose her hair and become ugly. She tried it once. No more. It will be her sixth birthday in a few days, and children her age are all going to school, but she is still trapped in this hospital, unable to go anywhere. Her mother said that after her birthday, if If she still doesn't want to be treated, we can take her home and let her leave happily."

Jiang Juan watched Yunxi drink water and take medicine obediently through the glass on the door, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.

Seeing the blood on his back, the nurse panicked and said, "This patient, your injury... Which ward are you in? I'll send you to have it re-bandaged."

"It's okay, don't worry." Jiang Juan put his hands on the cold glass and smiled at Yun Xi who was hugging the little bear doll in the ward, "I promised to take her out to have a look."

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