if you see snow

The days of being bullied by Baby Sang are vivid in my mind, it is not like other domestic cats that will squat obediently at the door of the house and wait for Su Ruhui to come down, nor will it meow softly and rub against Su Ruhui's trouser legs like the little wild cats outside.It doesn't know how to lick its fur, step on its breasts, or turn its belly. It ignores Su Ruhui's calling, and occupies half of the hot kang every day, so that Su Ruhui can only shrink on the edge of the kang.Su Ruhui has to offer devoutly delicious small dried fish and a big bowl of meat to touch its fur, and the rest of the time Su Ruhui dares to scratch people if he dares to touch it.

Now this Overlord Cooking Cat is squatting beside Su Ruhui, it was still Sang Chiyu before it breathed.

Su Ruhui felt that she was dreaming.

Perhaps Jiang Xueya not only cut his throat, but also injured his brain, causing him to have terrible hallucinations.

Su Ruhui looked down at it, couldn't help reaching out his hand, and scratched its chin tentatively.Sang Baobao subconsciously wanted to hide, but held back forcefully, and let Su Ruhui gently touch it.It was soft and warm, Su Ruhui felt incredible.This man who was as cold as a knife turned out to be a soft big cat.Since his rebirth, Sang Chiyu has constantly updated Su Ruhui's perception of him. He thought that Sang Chiyu was an upright gentleman, but later he found out that his heart was like ice and snow, and he only carried charcoal for Su Ruhui.He thought that Sang Chiyu was mature and reliable, but now he realized that this guy was so childish.

Burning socks and burning obscene pants, how could Sang Chiyu do such a thing?How could the former first rank military officer of the Secret Sect and the current master of the Great Compassion Hall, the evil god in the eyes of the world, do such naive things?

Su Ruhui looked into its blue eyes, tried her best not to laugh, and said, "I didn't laugh, I really didn't." 】

Baby Sang moved his eyes away, unwilling to meet Su Ruhui's smiling eyes.The mind-reading secret technique is still activated, it knows that Su Ruhui is laughing at it.

Su Ruhui asked: [Brother Sang, what were you thinking when you burned my socks and pants? 】

Sang Baobao said in a low voice: "I was thinking, a person can only raise one cat. Su Ruhui, you already have a cat, why do you need to feed other cats?"

Su Ruhui picked it up and faced it face to face.It is really big, it is as tall as Su Ruhui's upper body when standing up.

With Sang Baobao, he suddenly felt that other cats who would act coquettishly became obsequious, not like cats.Cats are supposed to be on top of things and ignore stupid mortals.The other cats meowing and turning their stomachs around his feet are all cats without feline virtue!

[I will never feed other cats again. 】Su Ruhui solemnly promised, 【You are right, I already have a cat, and a man who has a cat cannot touch other cats. 】

One person and one cat, with four eyes facing each other.They heard the rattle of gears in the workshop, the rattle of delivery golem carts.The world is so noisy, yet so silent.Su Ruhui lowered her head, kissed Baby Sang's fluffy cheek, and then kissed its cold pink nose.In the end, Su Ruhui kissed it on the mouth, like a dragonfly touching water, and retreated as soon as it touched it, but it seemed as if a cluster of fire had been lit, burning Baby Sang's ears.

Sang Baobao pushed Su Ruhui's face away with a meat pad, and said, "It's you."

[What for me? 】Su Ruhui asked.

"Frankly." Sang Baobao jumped off Su Ruhui's legs, turned into a human again, and put on his clothes.

Su Ruhui stared at his ass, but unfortunately this guy dressed very quickly, before Su Ruhui could see enough, he had already put on all the clothes.He turned around and asked, "Is Snow Flower helping you? Did your telekinesis and self-healing come from it?"

Su Ruhui scratched his head, and told Sang Chiyu the ins and outs of this matter.Sang Chiyu kept frowning, and Su Ruhui didn't know if he understood.After all, the system is too unbelievable. If others listen to it, they will definitely say that Su Ruhui is dreaming.Finally, Su Ruhui talked about his father, "My father saved me, but the system is gone."

Sang Chiyu's expression became serious, and he asked, "Is your father still there?"

Su Ruhui looked around and shook his head.

"Don't trust him." Sang Chiyu said.

【Why? 】Su Ruhui smiled, 【He is my father. 】

"You don't trust him either, do you?" Sang Chiyu stared at him.

Su Ruhui was silent for a moment, nodded and said: [Indeed, I have been separated from him for too long, even counting the time before I was 12 years old, the days when we were really together can be counted on ten fingers.My senior sister and I have known each other for so many years, but I never expected her to slit my throat with a single knife, let alone my old man whom I haven't seen for decades.To be honest, I trust the system more than him.But I want to hear your opinion, Brother Sang, why do you think he can't be trusted? 】

Sang Chiyu took off the withered moon from his waist and put it on his knees, "15 years ago, you killed people in the street, and I blocked twelve soldiers from the Army and Horse Division for you."

Su Ruhui was taken aback for a moment, 【Is there such a thing? 】

"Well," Sang Chiyu continued, "I was relieved of my post and received a hundred military sticks in the Infernal Prison. On the day I was released from prison, Tantaijing sent someone to pick me up. At that time, I thought that even though the military law was completed, he would still Family law. But he didn't, he took me to Benlang Mountain in Lizhou, where the Tantai family is buried. He led me up nine hundred steps to a mausoleum."

[Level [-]! ?At that time you just received the military stick! 】

Sang Chiyu shook his head, "It's okay. Su Ruhui, what he showed me was your mother's tomb."

Su Ruhui frowned, 【My mother... Could it be that he expected you to be my daughter-in-law at that time, and specially led you to visit your mother-in-law? 】

Sang Chiyu looked at him expressionlessly.

Su Ruhui covered her heart, 【I won't say it, you say it. 】

"He said, back then when the Bukuguan Sang clan was exterminated, it was your mother who rescued me desperately and let him raise me. Now that I think about it, it should be your mother who took me out of the snowy land and blocked the five demon ancestors who were chasing me. I was sent into the world. He asked me to worship your mother and tell her a word."

[What words? 】

Sang Chiyu's voice was slow and clear: "I am an adult."

Su Ruhui pressed his shoulder to express his comfort.Based on this information, combined with the dossiers he had read in the Secret School before, Su Ruhui could probably piece together a complete story.

32 years ago, his mother Tantai Xun asked for an expedition to the snowy land to explore overseas paradise.Tantai Xun led an expedition team of 20 people, which lasted one year and reached the snowy sky.They met the runaway saint, and Tantai Xun rescued them, but was hunted down by the demon ancestor.Tantai Xun took untold hardships to bring Sang Chiyu out of the snow and sent it to the human world, and was entrusted to Tantaijing, but she fought the demon ancestor alone and died of exhaustion.

Later, Tantaijing helped Sang Chiyu obtain the status of an orphan of the Sang family, and raised her by her side to teach.Tantaijing is well aware that half of the demonic blood flows from Sang Chiyu's body, so for many years, the most he has done is to get rid of Sang Chiyu's demonic nature and teach Sang Chiyu how to be a human being.

Tantaijing ordered him to practice hard, to practice Zen, to fast, and to observe the precepts.Su Ruhui used to think that Tan Taijing was harsh, but now he just feels sad.Tantaijing is an old virgin who has been single for more than a hundred years, it is indeed difficult for him to raise a little furry child.The education method he adopts is blunt, strict and unreasonable, but Su Ruhui can't criticize him too much, because he himself grew up in this kind of penance.

He is the heir of the Tantai family, and he has followed strict rituals when walking, sitting, and lying down since he was a child. The timetable that is accurate to the time is not only Sang Chiyu's, but also his own.Correct and rigorous etiquette has long been internalized into his lifestyle and the core of his character. He cultivated Sang Chiyu according to his own growth experience, which is probably the best education he can think of.

Later, he broke Sang Chiyu's right leg and drove Sang Chiyu out of the secret sect, probably because he discovered that the demon clan had planted an inner ghost in the secret sect.In order for Sang Chiyu to avoid disputes between transvestites, he had to make a bad move.His method is indeed too cruel, but don't do it. According to Sang Chiyu's stubborn temperament, if he knows that Su Ruhui is still lying in the fairy cave with only a body left, he may not let it go. What happened later is true. It confirmed his prediction.It's just that he never expected that the inner ghost was Jiang Xueya.

【so what? 】Su Ruhui felt sad, and asked, 【Is this related to what we talked about earlier? 】

Sang Chiyu stroked the black scabbard of Kuyue, "Tantaijing treated me very well, I know. But when I heard the news of his death, I didn't feel any sadness or pain. It's strange, isn't it?"

[Could it be because...] Su Ruhui seemed to understand something.

Sang Chiyu turned his head to look at him, his cold and pale side face neither sad nor happy.

"Because there's always a voice inside of me reminding me that their lives don't make sense."

[Why is this happening? 】Su Ruhui couldn't help asking.

Sang Chiyu looked down at her palm, "I don't know. Is it because I was born different and indifferent by nature? Parents respect teachers, it's more like an ethereal title to me, I can't have too much emotion for them. Even if I and Tantaijing gets along day and night, and I still feel that I am far away from him. This sense of distance is not because he sits on a high platform, but..." Sang Chiyu paused, and said, "Because I seem to be In a different world from him."

Su Ruhui understood what Sang Chiyu meant. If Su Guanyu and Sang Chiyu were the same kind of people, would Su Guanyu really care about his bond with Su Ruhui?Su Ruhui recalled the illusion of Mount Zhuluo, in the emerald green mountains, beside the gurgling stream, Su Guanyu watched him with a smile.It was a familiar smile, but it was as strange and cold as a mask.

Sang Chiyu said: "Su Ruhui, you know something is wrong, you just don't want to believe it."

Yes.Su Ruhui knew that a sincere smile is different from a fake one, and the facial muscles they affect are very different.This is the real reason why Su Ruhui felt that Su Guanyu was weird. His father bent his lips, but there was no smile in his eyes.

【He is imitating his old smile. 】Su Ruhui sighed, unexpectedly calm, 【He doesn't love me anymore. 】

"Don't be sad." Sang Chiyu patted his head.

【I'm fine," Su Ruhui said with a smile, 【I'm not sad. 】

This is not the first time she has encountered betrayal, Su Ruhui has long been mentally prepared.When the senior sister cut his throat, he had hoped that even if the senior sister killed him for the Yaozu, she would not disregard the old friendship. Maybe she would prepare a puppet body for him and give him a way out.The senior sister has mastered the unique skill of a super first-grade meat puppet, and also has a staff of occultists who can extract other people's memories.She didn't have to kill them all, she could take away his memory, replace his body, send him away from afar, and they would never see each other again.Although intellectually, he does not accept this arrangement.

But after he died, he didn't wake up in another puppet body. Instead, his father who hadn't seen him for many years suddenly appeared and brought him back to life.

The senior sister really has a murderous intention to kill the weeds.

He still remembers that they used to walk in the mine in the wind and snow, the world was so vast, and the senior sister walked in front of him.She always used to walk in front of him, as if this could shield him from the wind and snow.He remembered that she drank too much wine, patted him on the shoulder hard and said to him that Ah Hui has something to do, you can do it, and the senior sister will take care of it for you.They are friends, they are family members.In Su Ruhui's life, there are not many women who are of great significance to him, even the glory of the Tantai family, his mother Tantai Xun who died in the battle, he has no impression.The woman he remembers the most is Jiang Xueya, and sometimes he even thinks that his mother probably looked like a senior sister when she was young.

Su Ruhui smiled wryly, it wasn't Jiang Xueya who had weak kinship, but himself.

They are no longer relatives, and one day, they will meet again.On that day, they will swing their knives at each other.

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"Su Ruhui."

Su Ruhui suddenly came back to his senses, and found that there was nothing around him, and when he looked down, Sang Chiyu turned into a cat again.

Baby Sang lay down on the repair table, with his feet up in the air, facing his soft belly.

Su Ruhui's eyes widened in surprise, 【Sang Ge, what are you doing? 】

Baby Sang closed his eyes and turned his face away.

"Don't be sad anymore," it said in a low voice, "Just this once, just touch it."