【Late is not fair. 】

Light came in from the window, coating Jian Shaojun's silhouette with a layer of golden light, and the tumbling dust particles could be clearly seen in the streaks of sunlight.Jin Boshan noticed them for the first time, and a thought came into his mind for no reason. It turned out that his house also had dust.

When he was young, he might have lost his temper and scolded the servants for not doing a good job.But at his current age, he can see the dust, and he must be able to tolerate the dust.

But who was he to blame?

Should he blame the beam of light, or should he blame the floating dust?

It is still to blame the light.

Because there is no light, no one can see the floating dust, but the light has already entered, so is there any point in closing the curtains?

Jin Boshan lowered his eyes slightly, and he looked at the huge imperial green emerald embedded in his thumb strap, just like when he took it from his father when he got married, it has not changed in the past so many years.If you have to say yes, maybe the green is more intense than before.

"Shaojun." Jin Boshan suddenly called out to Jian Shaojun who was about to walk out of the restaurant, "When I was a child, I was thinking about this finger puller and clamoring for my father to bring it to me. The same is true for Chengye, but it seems that I never I haven't heard you make this request."

Jian Shaojun paused in his footsteps, and thought it was absurd that Jin Boshan's question was true. He had never tried to get involved in the Jin family's property, and Jin Chengye couldn't tolerate it. If he still wanted to wear that finger ring, it was unknown whether he would be able to grow up alive. .

If he had lived in ancient times, he would probably have to kneel down and shout at this time that his ministers had never coveted the throne.

Gee.

Jian Shaojun looked at the brand new plain ring on his ring finger, and the sarcasm in his eyes gradually softened. He turned the ring on his ring finger: "Father's ring belongs to father, and I also have my own ring."

Jian Shaojun finally turned around and looked at Jin Boshan, his tone seemed to be warmed by the sunlight: "We are fine, you don't have to worry."

Jin Bo was stunned. It seemed that the same scene happened when he saw the two-year-old little Shaojun for the first time. The sun shone so high that he was just above his knees. Not many people looked at him warmly, but that little face There are still tears and fear hanging on the face.

At that moment, he felt unhappiness in his heart. How could his son, who is rich and rich, be submissive?

He couldn't get on the stage, and the nagging of his parents in the past flooded into his ears at that time.

Yes, you can't get on the stage.

You can choose a woman according to your preferences, but not your son, who must inherit the family business.Jin Boshan's thought at the time was that he would defend Jin Chengye's position, even if he liked the mother of the child in front of him.

Time is like sand, passing very slowly, but when recalling, it is like picking up a handful of sand, trying to keep which fragments, but not being able to keep any.

The memories of 30 years seem to be hidden in a small hourglass. The leak is too big, and it has been leaked almost in the blink of an eye.Fragments of memories drifted away from Jin Boshan one by one. He wanted to grab which one, but the owner of the memories didn't seem to stay too far away.

That face ranged from timidity to youthful stubbornness, to anger, to tenacity, to detachment and ridicule, everything was attributed to the calm expression in front of him, without fear, disappointment, or anger.Jin Boshan used to think that everything should not appear on his son's face, but now he misses them immensely.

"You've changed a lot."

Jian Shaojun smiled: "It's because of Lingling."

The corner of Jin Boshan's mouth twitched, and he couldn't tell whether he agreed or denied: "You are luckier than me and your mother."

"He changed me a lot, and many changes have nothing to do with love." Jian Shaojun knew that Jin Boshan was narrow-minded, but he is in a good mood today.

And maybe this is the last time they had such a peaceful chat, "I used to feel that my life was in a swamp, I couldn't break free, and I couldn't break free. When I moved out from here in college, I was very happy, because the house The darkened windows would not swallow me like I did when I was a child. I actually swore back then that I would never come back here permanently.”

"I don't even know..." Jin Boshan took a sip of tea, the tea had been steeped for a long time, and it smelled bitter, "I didn't know you hated this house so much."

"Once upon a time..." Jian Shaojun shook his head, "It was only once, when I came back to live here a few months ago, that I realized that the house was actually innocent, and it wasn't really the black windows that I hated. It was Zhao Ling who It gave me the courage to re-examine the past. In fact, I don’t need to be afraid. The person who locked me in a small dark room, beat me, scolded me and didn’t give me food had died long ago. Only I stayed at that moment because of fear. .”

When I see you, it's like seeing day fall into night.

This was the sentence he wrote on Zhao Ling's card back then, and it was also the reason why Zhao Ling changed him.

He used to feel that there was still a swamp beyond the swamp, darkness within the darkness, and that the polar regions of eternal night had no end in sight.But the appearance of Zhao Ling made him realize that he is actually very close to daylight, as long as he struggles to break free, he can also touch the sun.

It is difficult to break out of the quagmire, but it is not difficult to reconcile.During those days in the detention center, he suddenly understood that what he needed to do was not to reconcile with his mother, not with Jin Boshan, not with Jin Chengye, or even with the deceased Mrs. Jin.He needs to just, just, reconcile with himself.Reconcile with the self who hated and was angry for so many years and only had revenge in his heart.

"Dad, I have found the way I want to go, thank you for your guidance all these years." Jian Shaojun bowed 90 degrees to Jin Boshan, no matter what, Jin Boshan was still his father.Even if those can only be called guidance, not nurturing, Jian Shaojun has no intention of repaying his kindness.

Jin Boshan's emotions finally got out of control, tears clouded his eyes, and he realized that he might have lost his son long ago.Just like the man-eating window described by Jian Shaojun, Jin Boshan didn't pursue it.

Because he knew that bullying that was horrific to a child happened, and it happened with his acquiescence.Although he didn't know about it beforehand, he never pursued it afterwards.

So he used to feel that Jian Shaojun's tit-for-tat confrontation with Jin Chengye suddenly had an outlet.

Just like the reason he gave Jin Chengye, Jian Shaojun was his illegitimate son, and Jin Chengye just didn't want his things to be taken away, which is understandable.

"Will you forgive Chengye?"

These words made Jian Shaojun raise his eyebrows in novelty, as if this was the first time Jin Boshan asked such a question.

Forgiveness only occurs to those who have done wrong.So in Jin Boshan's eyes, there will be a day when Jin Chengye will do something wrong between him and Jin Chengye?

But so what?

Late fairness is not fair.

What's more, it's cheap and fair like alms.

Jian Shaojun turned and left, he was anxious to find his people in the garden.

Behind him, an old voice sounded again: "Then...will you let Chengye go?"

"The state owns the state law, and the family has family rules. Yu Guo, I respect and am willing to defend all the dignity of the law. Yu Jia, I am not even a member of the Jin family. Father, you shouldn't ask me this question."

The author says:

Zhao Ling: I also want to see the little Shaojun with two heads!It must be soft and easy to bully!At that time, he definitely wasn't so venomous, maybe he would still call me Brother Ling.

Jian Shaojun: I am older than you, even if we knew each other at that time, you still called me brother)

#On Men's Strange Self-Esteem#

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