Curse Shirou

The young Shirou knew that he might have lost the emotion of fear due to the previous accident, but that doesn't mean he couldn't even generate anger.

The adoptive father's secret imprisonment of Mr. Kariya made him suspicious of Kirei for the first time. Did the other party really stand on the side of faith in what he said and did?

If yes, then why lie to yourself?

Matou Kariya saw Shirou's bewilderment and unhappiness, lightly stroked the top of his hair and said:

"It doesn't matter if you don't need to understand things in the adult world. Children can only do what they think is right. Don't change your heart and original intention because of what adults do."

Kariya-san is always very gentle with children, he is a somewhat withdrawn but kind-hearted person.

That's why Shirou was very suspicious. Later, Kirei would bring himself with him every time he went to Matou's house, was it because he wanted Mr. Kariya to see that there was a child present so that he wouldn't be too cold towards him.

What an asshole, that fellow Kirei.

Compared to Mr. Kariya, my adoptive father is probably the one who really doesn't know how to love.

What happened later, even Shinji and Sakura knew, basically Kirei would visit every week in the name of healing, talking with Kariya without changing his face.

Kariya originally resolutely rejected him, but for some unknown reason, Zouyan accepted the church's eager "concern" for his worthless son.

Kariya couldn't support himself alone, and Sakura was still under Zouken's control, so he had to endure the weekly meeting with the priest alone.

It seems that thanks to this, the life of Matou Kariya, who was originally like a candle in the wind and could be extinguished at any time, has been swaying because of his own tenacious will to live, and with Kotomine Kirei's not-so-kind "help". , The remaining breath has been maintained to this day.

Even Emiya Kiritsugu, who almost won the Holy Grail, died of illness before Einzberenberg because of the collapse of his personal beliefs.

It can be seen from this that no matter how small and humble a wish is, it can become an unshakable pillar for human life.

Even Sakura, who has been trampled and crushed from the very beginning of her life, has small wishes that she longs for to be fulfilled.

The round-the-clock training in the insect cellar was suspended when Matou Sakura was in the first grade of elementary school.

The news that surprised Kariya, but also caused pain, was numb to the young girl's ears.

Daily training is necessary, and if you resist Grandpa's orders, you will be punished.

Punishment is more painful than the original pain. You will be punished for running away, and you will be punished for crying. If you don’t want to suffer more, the first thing you have to learn is to obey.

The man in front of him who kept saying he wanted to save himself was that kind of disobedient idiot, that's why grandpa kept punishing him.

At that time, Matou Sakura's heart was empty, no matter Kariya's love for her, or Shinji's disgust and jealousy, she didn't seem to feel the same, she was like a broken and numb doll, only following other people's command activity.

When I was in elementary school, she had a cute face, but she always had no expression. The girls in the class didn't like her, and the boys didn't know how to get along with this gloomy type.

As time passed, Sakura was excluded by other students, only her brother would wait for her at the school gate after school, and sometimes the seniors of the church would follow her.

When facing Kotomine Shirou, Sakura was always unable to talk to him freely, but this was not the other party's problem, and she could gradually feel that the senior was a very reliable person.

But what scares her is the father of the other party, that tall man who always wears a black cassock, Sakura never knows the name of that man, because her uncle only calls him priest.

The priest had very scary eyes, especially when he looked at her, the smile on the corner of the other's mouth, as if he had seen something interesting, made her feel that he would raise his hand to hurt her in the next moment.

Fortunately, my uncle has been intentionally or unintentionally preventing the other party from meeting her. If he bumps into her when he goes home accidentally, he will find an excuse to call the priest over, and she can quickly hide in the room.

Later, when she entered junior high school, she continued to practice insect magic during the holidays. Although her grandfather never came forward to supervise her, she dared not stop without permission.

The girls in the middle school have already begun to fall in love, and each has an object of liking and admiration, but at this time she.But it just felt extremely painful and depressing.

Only after she gained gender awareness did she realize that her life had been too bad to recover from the very beginning.

She is no longer a virgin... When the magic attribute was transformed, every frame of memory in the worm cellar made her so dirty that she wanted to commit suicide!

The innocent smiles of other girls once made her feel guilty even to breathe. Is a whore like her really qualified to go to school with other clean people?

Can't even commit suicide, isn't it a bit too brazen?

Junior high school was probably the darkest era in Matou Sakura's life, more desperate and depressed than the ignorant childhood, because she understood at that time.

I have no right to love someone.

Nor has any qualification to accept other people's love for her.

For Shinji's younger sister, in Shirou's earliest memory, she always appears behind Shinji's grandfather.

And since the end of the Holy Grail War, Zouyan hardly appeared at home.

According to Kirei, the other party might be lurking in some corner to gather strength for the next Holy Grail War.

Due to frequent visits to Matou's house, Shirou naturally got acquainted with Shinji.

The younger Sakura wanted to practice magic, so when Kirei was helping him heal in Kariya's room, the eldest son Shinji was the one who entertained Shirou besides Matou's servant who was as dull as a doll.

Shinji's father and Kariya's elder brother, Matou Nozuru, is an ordinary person without magic aptitude, because he was tortured by Emiya Kiritsugu during the Holy Grail War, and he is sick in bed.

After the war, except for Sakura's practice, Zouken no longer cares about anything, so all the chores inside and outside the family fall on Shen Er's head.

I probably think that Shirou is a straightforward idiot. It is easier to take the initiative when making friends with him, or I can’t get in touch with other mysterious peers in my life. In short, under Shinji’s deliberate actions, Shirou became friends with him.

But he obviously only guessed the beginning correctly, not the ending, because it really hurts for this idiot to beat someone up!

It doesn't matter how hard it is to start!

Once, he just taught Sakura a lesson, and taught her how to respect elder brother, but he was accidentally seen by the other party, and he was almost beaten and cried in front of Sakura!

Completely simple-minded guy who can only use muscles and brute force!

Matou Shen'er didn't admit it, he was afraid of the other party's brains, so he didn't dare to do anything wrong in the open.

That's obviously his "sister", okay?

As an elder brother, it's just a lesson to the other party. It's not bullying the weak at all, right?

Besides, Sakura will be a magician in the future, and she is weak as an ordinary person, damn it!

Of course, this kind of talk doesn't make sense to Kotomine Shirou, and it will only be used as an excuse for his despicable behavior, and he must be severely punished.

Fortunately, Sakura has always been on her side. Sure enough, no woman can ignore Matou Shinji's charm, hmph, except for that guy named Tohsaka.

During junior high school, he and Shirou started to go to the same school, because it was the best junior high school in the area, and Tohsaka Rin was also in the same grade as them, and the three of them looked up and looked down.

Compared with the constant girls around him, Kotomine Shiro's female popularity can be called a disaster.

He is obviously the guy with the best sports and the best figure in his grade, and his baby face looks pretty handsome, but I don't know what happened to Kotomine Shirou, the girls in the school avoid him.

Even Tohsaka Rin took a detour when he saw him. Although Shirou explained that it was because of his adoptive father Kirei, Shinji insisted that the other party's bad qualities could no longer be concealed.

"I don't understand what you're talking about."

One time after school in the third year of junior high school, it was dusk, and Shiro Kotomine was practicing high jump on the playground.

Although the pole was placed at the school's high jump record position, he jumped over it with ease, having trained as a walker in the [-]s.

"It's just a bad character, don't you feel it yourself? You are no longer the Shirou I first met, tsk tsk..."

Matou Shinji chanted in an exaggerated posture, and immediately asked Kotomine Shirou to look around, for fear of embarrassing himself with his bad friend.

He hurriedly packed up the equipment, and dragged the sick opponent away by the back of his collar. If there is a guy with bad qualities, the bastard Shen Er should be ranked first.

It's not uncommon to have low self-esteem to conceit, but it's a bit too much to be abnormal, right?

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The author has something to say:

Why is the same Shirou, Kotomine Shirou's female relationship so unfavorable?

Because when he practiced the high jump, he passed it once. Without the global live broadcast (bushi), how could he be popular with women!