Sick Beauty and His Bamboo Horse Bodyguard [Transmigration Book]

Very young, looks about the same age as them, at first glance... very similar to the protagonist Shou.

For a moment, Sheng Jianan was full of thoughts, and his mind was a little wandering.

In his previous life, he was weak and sick, and during the two years when he was sick, he only lived in a small area. His greatest interest was to see the outside world through the small four-pane window.

Look at the blue sky, see the trees, smell the fragrance of flowers, listen to the birdsong, and occasionally there are moving spring rains and beautiful winter snow.

On nights without these beautiful sights, he would be accompanied by some tattered books that no one wanted.Looking at the words in the book, he seemed to see the wonderful world outside.

Although Sheng Jianan never complained, he was very eager to go out and see the world.The only birthday wish he ever made was that he still had the opportunity to go out and see.

Unfortunately, this wish did not come true in the end.

On the night before his illness and death, Sheng Jianan just read an ordinary Tanmei novel, and felt a little bit sorry for the cannon fodder of the same name who had a similar temperament and personality to him.

He came here the next day.

From the day he came to this world, Sheng Jianan reminded himself all the time that this opportunity is hard-won, and he should cherish it, and live one more day to see this beautiful world more.

So from then on, he wanted to avoid Jiang Chi as much as possible, because in this way he would not have the chance to make the same mistakes as the cannon fodder.

It's a pity that the sky is not as good as people want.Jiang Chishi's wife is too clingy, and Sheng Jianan is soft-tempered and soft-hearted, so he can't drive him away firmly every time.

Until later, Jiang Chi pulled him back from death several times.

At that time, Sheng Jianan knew that his bond with Jiang Chi was doomed, because without Jiang Chi he would have died earlier.

But even if you can't control your fate, at least you can control your emotions, right?Then he must remember that he must never fall in love with Jiang Chi.

In this way, he can face everything calmly, wait for the protagonist Shou to appear naturally, return Jiang Chi who has been borrowed for more than ten years, and leave Xiacheng voluntarily, avoiding the trajectory of the original novel.

He really did a good job at the beginning, but he overestimated himself and underestimated the past ten years of getting along day and night, thinking that he could control his feelings.

But the fact is that he has been deeply involved in countless intimate days and nights.

If the past ten years were a kind of numbness to himself, then this time he felt the real fear, the fear of losing Jiang Chi soon.

But they have been together for 15 years, 15 years of being together day and night, more than 5000 days and nights, they have never been separated for a single day.

Why should he be let go?Why did he have to let him give up Jiang Chi to someone else?

What is love at first sight, what is the protagonist's love, can the novel be illogical?

From the first time Jiang Chi saw him at the age of five, he had a strong desire to possess and protect him, to the time when he fell in love with the protagonist Shou at first sight and couldn't stop, so much so that he left the bamboo horse who had been intimate for many years, there is no point that is reasonable!

Sheng Jianan subconsciously developed a mentality of escaping, and before the protagonist could feel it, he turned around and walked out of the banquet hall.

For the first time he had some evil thoughts.If he doesn't let Jiang Chi meet the protagonist Shou, can Jiang Chi's heartbeat be delayed?Then can he have Jiang Chi for an extra hour, day or week...

Sheng Jianan's mind became more and more confused, and she walked out quickly, passing through the central garden all the way, and walking straight to the gate.Like trying to escape from all of this.

The elders who passed by on the road all paid attention to him——

"Whose child is this? He looks so handsome."

"I heard that the little grandson of Mr. Mi's family came back from abroad? Is this it?"

"No, he looks so good-looking. This is the kid from the Jiang family, right? There are two in their family, one is very cool, and the other is this. I heard that the two kids used to hold hands wherever they went, and the other Don’t let people hug this, it’s so cute. It’s really good-looking when it grows up. I don’t know if there is a match? Go ask and find out, I’ll be a matchmaker.”

As soon as he walked outside the gate, before Sheng Jianan could get lost, he heard Jiang Chi chasing him out from behind: "Sheng Nannan."

Sheng Jianan paused and stood where he was. Jiang Chi ran to him all the way: "Sheng Nannan, what's the matter with you, why did you run away without saying a word? You're going to scare me to death. Fortunately, my mother..."

Jiang Chi stopped abruptly in the middle of the speech, and raised Sheng Jianan's chin, only to see tears welling up in his eyes.

Such a big baby has been held and doted by the two families since he was a child, and he has never cried.The first time he saw Sheng Jianan crying, Jiang Chi was terrified, and his heart ached instantly.

He suddenly thought of the only possibility, and he was so angry that he was inspired.

"Who bullied you? Where's my mother? She didn't help you?" Jiang Chi immediately took out his cell phone, ready to call his mother.

His mother often said that she couldn't find a chance to chat with Sheng Jianan, and that Jiang Chi was too stingy and refused to give her any time.The results of it?It was rare for him to hand someone over to her. In just a few minutes, Sheng Jianan was bullied and cried!

Jiang Chi was about to die of anger.Sure enough, he had to watch by himself, with him by the side, to see who dared to bully Sheng Jianan!He has been by Sheng Jianan's side since he was a child, and no one can make him cry except for illness!

"No." Sheng Jianan quickly stopped his phone call, "No one bullies me."

Jiang Chi didn't quite believe it. Seeing a tear rolling down his cheek, he stretched out his hand to gently wipe it away, suppressing his emotions, and coaxed him softly: "Sheng Nannan, tell me the truth, why are you crying? You have never cried since you were a child. .Did someone bully you?"

Sheng Jianan shook her head.

Jiang Chi looked at him.

After a while, Sheng Jianan managed to make up a seemingly appropriate and inappropriate reason: "I just saw a lot of small cakes inside."

Jiang Chi stared at him, afraid of missing a trace of his aggrieved expression.

"I just thought that I seldom eat cakes bought outside." Sheng Jianan said, "Because of my poor health, I haven't eaten much junk food since I was a child. Suddenly I feel a little sad and feel miserable."

After all, Sheng Jianan looked up, and Jiang Chi was still looking at him, with a hint of suspicion in his eyes.

After a while, Jiang Chi asked, "Really?"

Sheng Jianan nodded, raised his eyes, and looked at Jiang Chi with those slightly red and moist eyes: "Otherwise?"

Jiang Chi couldn't stand Sheng Jianan's eyes the most, they were watery and innocent looking.Obviously not acting like a baby, but it was better than acting like a baby. It made his heart so soft that he lost all reason to think in an instant.

How could it be so cute, so cute.Jiang Chi thought to himself, after a hundred years, his epitaph must write a sentence that he was cut to death by Sheng Jianan.

Jiang Chi hugged Sheng Jianan into his arms, rubbed his head against his hair, and couldn't help laughing: "Why are there still people who envy eating junk food? Aren't you questioning Auntie's craftsmanship? The small cakes and biscuits made by Auntie Isn't it delicious?"

Sheng Jianan: "...you can eat, of course you are not envious."

"Sheng Nannan, do you have a heart?" Jiang Chi said angrily, "Which time do you think I don't eat the same as you? Whatever you eat, I will eat what you left over."

It seems that Jiang Chi has never eaten solo food.Sheng Jianan thought about it, but still felt flustered, buried her face in Jiang Chi's arms and did not speak.

Seeing their intimate behavior, Jiang Chi didn't care if passers-by occasionally passed by to look at them: "Then I'll find out if there is a good cake shop, and I will take you to eat small cakes after dinner?"

Sheng Jianan's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately said, "I don't want to eat."

"That can't be done." Jiang Chi pinched his waist with one hand, and said, "If you don't eat anymore, I will hold my hand in my arms when I sleep at night."

"...Then you don't have to hug." Sheng Jianan said.

"That's even more impossible." Jiang Chi smiled, and said confidently, "I definitely want to hug, and Chromium will hug everywhere."

"..." Sheng Jianan thought about it seriously for two seconds. Did Jiang Chi have a yellow accent just now, or his brain has become colored now.

Sheng Jianan's meal is a big thing. Jiang Chi thought about it and asked, "Then what do you want to eat? Noodles? The crab roe noodles you said was delicious last time?"

Sheng Jianan paused and nodded.

For him now, he can eat anything, as long as he doesn't go back.

"Okay, then I'll call my mom." Jiang Chi said with a smile, "Tell her that a certain kid is so hungry, I'm going to take him out to eat small cakes."

Jiang Chi found a cake shop with high ratings on the Internet, and the two took a taxi there.

When he arrived at the store, Jiang Chi ordered every type of cake and spread out a whole table.

After delivering all the cakes, the waiter looked at them several times. It was probably the first time he saw such a proud guest, and the word "hao" seemed to appear in both eyes.

When the waiter walked out, Sheng Jianan looked at the dazzling array of small cakes in front of him and asked, "There are so many, how can the two of us finish them all?"

"Don't you want to eat it? Take a bite of each, and I'll eat the rest." Jiang Chi said.

Sheng Jianan glanced at him: "Then you are going to lose weight."

"That's just enough to carry you up 100 floors every day." Jiang Chi teased him.

Sheng Jianan ignored his gag, tore off the wrapping paper of the spoon, and scooped a spoonful of the chestnut cake in front of him.

Jiang Chi watched him put the spoon into his mouth, and suddenly felt that it would be a good idea to make this spoon.Turning around, he couldn't help laughing, wondering what kind of weird psychology he had.

"How is it? Is it delicious?" Jiang Chi asked.

Sheng Jianan nodded: "Not bad, slightly sweet."

"I'll try it." Jiang Chi raised his chin and leaned over.

Sheng Jianan passed him a spoon directly, and passed him a piece of chestnut cake.

Jiang Chi glanced at the spoon handed over, and lazily raised his chin: "No, just feed me a mouthful."

"Don't you want to eat it?" Sheng Jianan swept the cake around and said, "There are so many cakes, you must need a spoon."

"No." Jiang Chi was very unreasonable, "I want yours."

Sheng Jianan looked sideways at him.

Seeing this, Jiang Chi looked back, raised his eyebrows, and said maliciously: "Why, do you have an opinion? It's okay to have an opinion, I just want to eat the same as you."

He didn't hold back as he spoke, and there was a smile on his tone and expression.

Sheng Jianan glanced at him again, then ignored him, lowered her head and continued eating the cake.

He was thinking that he and Jiang Chi ate and slept together every day, ate each other's saliva, and touched each other's naked body.In the last week, Jiang Chi even helped him, doing more intimate behaviors.There has been an insurmountable 15 years and a long and intimate distance between them.

Everyone knows they are inseparable.

In this way, can the protagonist Shou accept Jiang Chi without gaps?Really won't respond?He put himself in his place.If he was the protagonist Shou, without the foreknowledge of wearing a book, would he accept a boyfriend like Jiang Chi?

Can't seem to think of an answer.Although Jiang Chi is very good, very good, but he also feels very uncomfortable.Because in the eyes of outsiders, it must be an irreplaceable existence.

So the protagonist Shou also responds, but his response is to eradicate the small cannon fodder and solve Jiang Chi's past in another way.

Just when Sheng Jianan was thinking about it, a hand reached out and wiped the corner of his mouth.

Sheng Jianan paused, turned his head, and saw Jiang Chi licking the cream on his finger into his mouth.

After sipping, she still looked at him, tsk-tsk to savor it, and said, "Sheng Nannan, why are you so sweet?"

"..." Sheng Jianan blinked, "It's cake sweet."

"Really?" Jiang Chi looked suspicious, raised his wrist, and ate the scoop of cake that he had just scooped up from his spoon.

After eating, he frowned: "You are lying, there is no taste at all, obviously you are sweet."

Sheng Jianan got used to his routine, ignored him, and continued to eat the cake with his head down.However, Jiang Chi, who had been neglected by him for a long time, refused to follow him. He dragged his foot over his chair, hooked his hands, and directly embraced him in his arms.

They were sitting in the leisure area of ​​the cake shop, and there were shop assistants outside. Sheng Jianan was forced to sit on his lap, and couldn't help pushing him: "Jiang Chi, what are you doing? This is a public place."

"With the price of this cake shop, what kind of public place is it?" Jiang Chi tightly wrapped his arms around Sheng Jianan, not giving him a chance to escape, and said with a smile, "Don't move, Sheng Nannan, why don't you give me a hug. "

While speaking, the eyes looking at Sheng Jianan suddenly dropped, falling below the tip of his nose.

There's a splash of vivid red velvet that stands out in the center of the pale pink lips.

Jiang Chi couldn't help rolling down his Adam's apple.

Sensing his gaze, Sheng Jianan probably knew that cake was on her lips, so she subconsciously licked it.

The pink tongue quickly hooked out, gently licking away the dazzling red.

Jiang Chi had felt this touch before, soft, slippery, and slightly hot, gently sweeping across his shoulders.

This feeling made Sheng Jianan uncomfortable, put his hands on Jiang Chi's shoulders, and stepped back a little: "Have you seen enough?"

Only then did Jiang Chi raise his eyes, look at him for a moment, then suddenly smiled, wailed unconsciously, and buried his face in Sheng Jianan's neck.

Sheng Jianan: "..."

What happened again.

Jiang Chi chuckled a couple of times in his neck, with a hint of joy in his voice, and then bit his neck lightly.

Immediately afterwards, he moved up and bit again a few times, all gently, as if playing, biting down to the jawline inch by inch, rubbing the tip of his nose against his cheek a few times, and sighing.

Sweet and fragrant, how can it smell so good.

Jiang Chi sniffed Sheng Jianan's body over and over again, and felt that the cakes on the table were not as sweet and sweet as Sheng Jianan's. It fascinated him, made him addicted, and made him want to press him on the bed and lick him over and over again.

After eating and returning home, Sheng Jianan drove Jiang Chi back on the grounds that he needed to take a shower and the bathroom was too crowded.

When Jiang Chi left, Sheng Jianan lowered his eyes and stood there for a while.

Although because of his despicable means, he was able to spend two more days with Jiang Chi.But this kind of stolen happiness is short-lived and grievous, like a fleeting glimpse, it will be easily punctured.He still has to prepare another hand.

Sheng Jianan was stunned for a while, then walked to the closet, opened it and looked at it, planning to pack a few pieces of clothes she liked and put them in the suitcase for emergencies.After all, clothes are considered a big expense, and he only has 10 yuan in total, which is also used to pay rent and daily expenses.

After making up her mind, Sheng Jianan dragged out the suitcase, collected a few summer clothes of the same style as Jiang Chi, and took some winter clothes.

Because Jiang Chi could come over at any time, Sheng Jianan moved very quickly.In order to prevent Jiang Chi from suddenly rushing in from the window sill, he cleaned up while paying attention to the sounds in the aisle all the time.

If there is any movement, he can immediately close the suitcase and kick it under the bed.That way you won't be detected.

"Sheng Nannan, I'm here." The door was pushed open with a "bang".

Sheng Jianan, who had just "cracked" the abacus, straightened her back immediately.

I have climbed through the window for more than ten years, why did I come in through the door today?Sheng Jianan couldn't help thinking, has he really been cannon fodder to this extent?Everything is not as he wants.

"What are you doing? Sheng Nannan." Jiang Chi walked in, walked to him, looked at the suitcase, "What are you doing with summer clothes?"

Because she was too nervous, Sheng Jianan couldn't react for a while, and she didn't know what to pick up.

"Huh?" Jiang Chi grabbed him, tilted his head, and looked at his expression, "There's something wrong with you, don't you want to run away from home?"

Hearing this, Sheng Jianan's heart suddenly jumped up, wondering if Jiang Chi had spotted it?Could this be the golden finger that the rumored protagonists have?

Just when he was nervous and his expression could not be stretched, Jiang Chi hugged him from behind with a smile, put his chin on his shoulder, and urged lazily: "Tell me, Sheng Nannan, what are you going to do."

Hearing this tone, Sheng Jianan breathed a sigh of relief, and his mind turned quickly: "...I saw that many children in the mountainous area have no clothes to wear. I just happen to have a lot of clothes, and I want to donate these clothes that I don't usually wear to them."

"Okay." Jiang Chi readily agreed, "Then I'll accompany you to post it tomorrow morning. After posting it, we'll go shopping and buy you new ones."

As he spoke, he glanced down, paused, and his expression instantly collapsed: "...Sheng Nannan, are you going to donate all the clothes of the same style as mine?"

Sheng Jianan: "..."

In fact, it is a souvenir.

"Okay." Jiang Chi let go of him, crossed his arms, leaned against the closet, and began to condemn, "I can't wait to wear three pieces a day, but you actually want to donate our clothes of the same style. Sheng Jianan Classmate, you are really cruel."

"...Then don't donate." Sheng Jianan said.He took out the clothes and hung them up one by one.Save tomorrow morning will really be donated.

These clothes have witnessed countless good years between him and Jiang Chi, and he is reluctant to part with them.

When Sheng Jianan hung up the clothes one by one, Jiang Chi leaned beside him and watched, still looking dissatisfied.

After hanging up, he hugged Sheng Jianan and muttered repeatedly for a long time, his words were full of condemnation of his cruelty.It made Sheng Jianan think that he was a scumbag who just slept with him, and he was about to run away irresponsibly.

After packing up her clothes, Sheng Jianan went to take a shower.When he came out, Jiang Chi was already lying on his bed, with half of his face supported by one hand, lying in the posture of a reclining Buddha.

Seeing him come out, he patted the bed next to him, and said with a smile: "Come on, I'll warm you up."

Sheng Jianan wiped her slightly damp hair, hung the towel on the coat rack aside, and then crawled into the warm blanket.

Seeing him lying down, Jiang Chi immediately hugged him into his arms. This was simply the happiest time for him every night.

Jiang Chi didn't wear a shirt, and his body temperature was a little hot, making him very warm. It was very comfortable in this season, and Sheng Jianan couldn't help but nestled in his arms.

Sleeping under the warm blanket, Sheng Jianan suddenly remembered something and asked, "Jiang Chi, do you have a four-piece suit for winter in your room?"

He vaguely remembered that Jiang's mother used to complain that Jiang Chi didn't go back to sleep at night, so she didn't bother to change him into a four-piece suit.

"No." Jiang Chi wrapped himself in Sheng Jianan who had just taken a shower, and his whole body was fragrant and soft, very satisfied. "My mother said that I wouldn't sleep if I changed, it's troublesome, so she doesn't change now."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Chi lowered his head and kissed Sheng Jianan's head, kissed again, and said with a smile: "Let her go, I don't sleep anyway, I will sleep wherever you sleep."

Sheng Jianan hugged his back, listened to him, and stared at a certain place without focus, as if in a daze, or in a void.

After a while, he buried his face in Jiang Chi's chest and took a deep sniff, trying to remember the smell.

This is the taste of Jiang Chi, once belonged to him briefly, and will belong to another person in the future.

After one night, Sheng Jianan opened his eyes in the misty morning light, and Jiang Chi's hard chest was in front of him.

Although he has seen it countless times and painted it many times, he has long been used to it.But this is the first time he wants to touch it, he wants to remember his texture lines, and he wants to clearly outline every inch of him in the future.

However, within two seconds of Sheng Jianan's hand touching, Jiang Chi made a sudden movement, and the next second turned over and pressed him down.

Jiang Chi had just woken up, his brows were slightly furrowed, his eyes were deep, and he was staring at him condescendingly.His appearance was very different from the past, with a sense of oppression all over his body, showing a strong sense of presence.

Sheng Jianan turned over, trying to hide to the side, but he rolled back easily.

During the tumbling, Sheng Jianan raised her knees slightly, and accidentally bumped into something, and Jiang Chi gasped.

Sheng Jianan paused, raised his eyes, and met Jiang Chi's gaze.

Jiang Chi narrowed his eyes slightly, paused for two seconds, and pressed his voice fiercely to warn: "Sheng Nannan, please forgive me once. Next time you mess with me, I will be rude to you."

Sheng Nannan: "..."

After that, he got up and went to the toilet.

Both Sheng Jianan and Jiang Chi don't like playing very much, or Sheng Jianan doesn't like playing too much, so Jiang Chi doesn't like playing too much.

Most of their rest time prefers to talk together or find a movie to watch.For Jiang Chi, being able to hug Sheng Jianan is more satisfying than playing anything else.No matter how you stay, you will never get tired of staying.

Every day passes in such a dizzy and happy time, and the two days off on the weekend will pass in a blink of an eye.

In the evening, when Sheng Jianan and Jiang Chi were packing up and preparing to go back to school, Jiang Chi was called home by Jiang Ma.

So only Sheng Jianan was left to clean up.They only came back for two days. They didn't bring much luggage, but each of them carried a schoolbag. Everything they needed to pack was stuffed into the two schoolbags, and Jiang Chi carried them alone in the end.

When Sheng Jianan packed up, Jiang Chi hadn't come back yet, so he just sat on the bed and played with his phone for a while.

Not long after playing, Jiang Chi came in, took a piece of chocolate in his hand, and fed it into Sheng Jianan's mouth.

Sheng Jianan bit the chocolate and said inarticulately, "Let's go."

"Nan Nan, let's go back to school tomorrow." Jiang Chi said, "I'm going out for a while, you wait for me at home. My dad will send us there tomorrow morning."

Sheng Jianan looked up at him with no expression on his face.

Jiang Chi looked at this pretty face, even if he didn't have any expression, it was very, very cute.

Jiang Chi leaned down, leaned in front of him, gave him a rare peck on the cheek, and said, "When I come back, you are not allowed to go out to play secretly alone, you understand?"

Sheng Jianan was silent, and nodded after a while.

"So good." Jiang Chi pinched his face, and said a few more words, but Sheng Jianan didn't hear clearly.

He only saw Jiang Chi open his door, walk out, and close it again.

From now on... this door will never be opened again.

Sheng Jianan's tears flowed down quickly, and she couldn't restrain herself, the tears kept falling.He simply threw off the quilt, covered his head, and stuffed himself under the quilt.Still couldn't stop crying.

This was the first time Jiang Chi went out without him since he was a child.

It can't be stopped, it can't be stopped at all, the ending has long been doomed, and he has no power to change anything.

Sheng Jianan kept crying under the quilt, this was the first time he had really cried since he was a child, and the tears couldn't be stopped, as if they couldn't stop flowing.After crying, I lost the strength and gradually stopped.

After resting for a while, when Sheng Jianan lifted the quilt with red eyes and looked out the window, it was already dark.

Jiang Chi hasn't come back yet.

Sure enough, it shouldn't be extravagant.You already know the ending, don't you?Why do you still have to force the slightest bit?

Sheng Jianan lifted the quilt, got up from the bed, and began to pack her luggage.

If in the past he wanted to escape entirely out of survival and because of the fear of the protagonist, then at this moment he may also have a hint of anger mixed in.

At this moment, he truly understood the feelings of a small cannon fodder, why he lived in such pain.Because of some feelings, I would rather never get them, and I can't accept them, and lose them after I get them.

He didn't want, really didn't want, to see Jiang Chi again.It was he who broke him, and he was the one who abandoned him in the end.

He didn't want to see any so-called fate between the protagonist's attack and victim.

He was originally a bystander in this world, just passing by by chance.

The boy didn't have much luggage, and Sheng Jianan only had some clothes and daily necessities, as well as some expensive supplements.Just about enough to fit a large suitcase.

After packing the luggage, Sheng Jianan turned on the computer, and set a scheduled time to send the school leave materials prepared in advance to the counselor's mailbox.

After sending the email, he took out a picture and a letter from the bottom drawer of the cabinet.

At this time, his parents usually go out for a walk, and it is estimated that they will take a long time to come back.Sheng Jianan took the letter and walked to her parents' room, looked around the room, bowed deeply, and silently apologized from the bottom of her heart.

He believed that after reading the letter, his parents would understand him.

Leaving her parents' room, Sheng Jianan returned to her own room, put on a peaked cap and a mask, and finally looked around the room again, paused for a while, and walked to the desk.

On the desk was his birthday present for Jiang Chi.

a picture.

The picture shows Jiang Chi in high school.That time he won the basketball game with the seniors, and the students around him were cheering and applauding, but Jiang Chi was the only one looking at him across the sea of ​​people.

This picture has been remembered in Sheng Jianan's mind for a long time.

Just like this novel.

He is the protagonist of this world, and he is his audience.

The protagonist will one day walk into his world, and the audience can only cheer for him from the sidelines.

Sheng Jianan stared at Jiang Chi on the painting for a long time, until his eyes became moist again. He pulled up his mask and said in a muffled voice, "Happy birthday."

When the lights are on, the hustle and bustle of this bustling city has just begun.

Sheng Jianan was fully armed, only the fingers pushing the luggage were shining white in the dark night.

After walking a few steps, he looked back and looked at the place that once belonged to them.

Then the figure stepped into the night.

Jiang Chi.

Goodbye.