bigot love

There was a smell of disinfectant in the air, which brought back some bad memories for Lin Shuchen. He covered his mouth and nose, leaned against the wall, his eyes were a little red.

In his first five years, in order to overcome his disgust and fear of others because of He Qinzhou's relationship, if he wanted to live, he had to see people, so he went in and out of the hospital countless times.

There is no color here, only pale, especially the smell of disinfectant, that special pungent smell makes him feel very uncomfortable.

But, finally got over it...

Although he survived, deep in his memory, the eyes of the psychiatrist who looked at him like a monster when he met for the first time still made him sting.

That was the first time he stepped out of the house.

He dared not touch people, and he was afraid of touching people, so he mustered up his courage and still wanted to blend in with the crowd.

So he walked into the hospital alone, and registered himself as a psychiatrist.

Suppressing the fear in his heart, he told the doctor in the white coat that he was "touched" by a strange man. He almost endured the rising nausea, trembling and stammering. .

The doctor seemed to be in a bad mood that day, with a casual expression, and said bluntly, it's disgusting.

I don’t know if the phrase “really disgusting” means he is disgusting or what happened to him is disgusting.

He couldn't tell, but under the eyes of the doctor with indifferent eyes, his body trembled, he stumbled out of the room and ran out of the hospital.

……

Covering his eyes with his palms, Lin Shuchen took a deep breath, gritted his teeth, wiped his face, it was all over, he didn't want to think about it anymore, he was the one who felt so uncomfortable.

Relying on the spirit of muddling along, Lin Shuchen survived those hellish long years.

He stood up straight, and the passers-by looked at the young man leaning against the wall in surprise. Lin Shuchen noticed that his eyes looked back, and the people around him looked away a little embarrassedly, and said with emotion in his heart, he looks very good-looking ah……

……

Walking quietly on the corridor in the inpatient department of the hospital, the expression on Lin Shuchen's face has been completely adjusted, with a light smile on the corner of his mouth, his handsome face is eye-catching and extremely eye-catching.

Following the address that Li Jingan said, he finally came to the door of Room 301 in Area B of the inpatient department of the hospital. He raised his hand and knocked on the door. Seeing no one answered, he knocked on the door again, then opened the door and walked in.

"Brother Lin." Jin Yongqi immediately shouted with a smile on his face when he saw the person coming in, "I just heard the knock on the door, but I didn't hear your voice, so I thought someone went wrong."

"En." Lin Shuchen replied, his eyes fell on the hospital bed.

Li Jingan on the hospital bed had one leg hung up, with a thick layer of plaster cast on the corner of his mouth.Shouted with a wry smile, "Shu Chen."

"You, what's going on here?" Lin Shuchen was a little surprised, "Why are you like this?"

To be honest, according to Li Jingan's temperament of "good old man" in school before, there is no advantage to take advantage of, and he will not cause trouble to set himself on fire.

Why did you have a bruised nose and a swollen face this time, and a broken leg?Is he involved in a mystery?

"Stop talking, on the way back from get off work, a group of people rushed out and beat me up," Li Jingan said with a helpless wry smile, "I was beaten on the spot, my leg was broken..."

"Did you call the police?" Lin Shuchen pulled the stool away and sat down.

"This...," Li Jingan became embarrassed, "I called Xiao Jin in pain and asked him to take me to the hospital, but I forgot to call the police...."

Jin Yongqi received Li Jingan's signal and responded repeatedly, "This is Brother Lin."

"..." Lin Shuchen was speechless for a moment.

Why is Li Jingan still so stupid after all these years, always doing things that he thinks he is smart? The self five years ago was also fascinated by him, and he is very foolish.

There was a hint of shock in his heart, remembering the time when he used their friendship to make him agree to be his guarantor and borrow money...

A strong nausea began to surge in his stomach again. He turned pale, bent down, and retched a few times. Just because Li Jingan said that you are my best friend, he acted as a guarantor for him.

Pay yourself in.

At that time, I didn't even think about it, was Li Jingan, an "honest man", really as honest as he appeared?Shouldn't you ask an adult to discuss an important matter at home, but come to him, a good friend, to come forward?

"Brother Lin? Are you okay?" Jin Yongqi stepped forward and patted him on the back.

"Shuchen?" Li Jingan also shouted anxiously, what's wrong with him?When he didn't get the money, don't make any accidents, otherwise his leg would be broken in vain?

"I'm fine." Lin Shuchen stopped retching, took a glass of water poured by Jin Yongqi, and swallowed it slowly.

There was indifference in the cold eyes, and his eyes fell lightly on Li Jingan's body. The smile on the corner of his mouth was not tender, and he asked calmly, "What did you ask me to help you on the phone?"

Perhaps he had already guessed what he wanted to say, and he was extremely calm at the moment.

Don't go to the Three Treasures Hall if you have nothing to do, Li Jingan has an accident now, so call him, even though he said they are best friends.

But now there is no contact for five years.

The relationship between adults is a well-known alienation and closeness.

After the reunion, because of the relationship between Shen Congxing and He Qinzhou, his whole body was tense, and he was about to fall down at any time.

Originally, he wanted to drag Li Jingan to hell with him, and let this "innocent man" have a taste of being a man, but seeing his bright smile reminded him of him when he was young, so he finally held back.

Even though Li Jingan's contact number was saved, he never took the initiative to call him.

On the contrary, Li Jingan had the cheek to keep playing with him.

He also pretended that the estrangement he planted five years ago was gone, and continued to communicate with Li Jingan without anything happening.

Just because Li Jing'an was the only respite he could find between Shen Congxing and He Qinzhou at this time.

As long as the current him will not touch his bottom line, he is still willing to pretend this "friend" relationship.

Sometimes between people, you should pretend to be stupid, so that you can live a better life, right?

You hate a person, like a person, because of various reasons, sometimes there is no way to say it, and you can’t say it, isn’t it?It might be better to pretend to be stupid.

At least the superficial "calm" can be maintained.

Li Jingan swallowed, looked at Lin Shuchen at this moment, and thought for a moment that he had noticed his plan.

With bitter eyes, he said, "Shu Chen," as if he couldn't put it into words, he squeezed it out of his mouth after holding back for a long time, "My leg is hurt, and Cary has no money left, can I borrow some from you?"

"The amount may be a bit large."

"It's okay..." Lin Shuchen said straightforwardly, "Who made us friends?"

His tone is very gentle, but the black aura in his eyes is getting thicker and stronger, revealing forbearance, sighing in his heart, he really has something to do with him...

He thought of He Qinzhou inappropriately, this bastard, apart from the evil he did to him at the beginning, he never seemed to have cheated him.

……

He Qinzhou frowned as he looked at the large amount of consumption information that was swiped on the black card bound to the mobile phone.

He stood on the third floor and looked towards the sofa in the living room. His man was obediently hugging a pillow, resting his chin on the pillow and watching TV.

So what is going on with these consumptions?Ask someone to check with a blank face.

He Qinzhou walked downstairs slowly, stood behind the sofa with a smile on his face, stretched out his arms to hug Lin Shuchen's shoulders, and kissed him on the cheek.

Sensing He Qinzhou's aura, Lin Shuchen's body tensed up, and then relaxed again following his kiss.

"What's up?"

"It's okay." He Qinzhou asked in a hoarse and gentle voice, "You went to see your friend last time, how is he?"

"It's not very good, I don't know what's going on, he seems to have offended someone, and his leg was broken." Lin Shuchen sighed, "There's nothing interesting in this country, let's go back tomorrow."

"I want to go home..." Lin Shuchen lowered his eyes when he saw the people walking around in front of him. In fact, it was Shen Congxing who urged him to go back, and asked him if he was "excited to leave".

"Okay, if you want to go back, we'll go home tomorrow." He Qinzhou's heart warmed up, and he found that when he told Lin Shuchen warmly that we were going home, he had no resistance at all.

He said yes to anything.

As long as he is with him, it belongs to him alone.

[The author has something to say: Actually, Ah Chen and He Qinzhou are quite a match...

In the past, Ah Chen was innocent, but now Ah Chen pretends to be stupid without saying anything, longing to be loved

He Qinzhou is also a "white and black", pretending to be a fool, criticizing stupidly in front of Ah Chen, committing stupidity, and full of possessiveness

The writing is not enough, I can't describe the feeling of "good match" between the two, my head is bald...]