[Comprehensive] Reasons for not being in love

A little embarrassed

[a little embarrassed]

There is no sound around, the body has no consciousness, and it is no longer able to make any response.As if being locked in a narrow iron box, Tomei was at a loss all over his body.The voices that called her before disappeared, and there was endless silence in the darkness.

If you heard me right, the name she was called was Koga, the real Koga Toname in Heisei 28.She should have fallen down the stairs, but the next second she appeared in the ambulance.

Is it back ten years later?The crimson in sight, is it Akashi?

However, Tomei didn't have a chance to think too much. In the next moment, the pain burst out in her head like a gushing, covering all her thoughts.

"Fujii-san?...Fujii-san, are you alright?"

The sound that rang out again was the youth's clear voice like a spring.

Tomei tried to open his eyelids, his eyes adapted to the darkness were painfully acidic when they received sunlight.In the unclear field of vision, there is a touch of calming light blue.

He frowned, trying to see clearly.The handsome face of the blue-haired boy gradually became clear in his eyes, "Mr. Heizi?"

"Great, Fujii-san, you're awake."

It was the young man's clear voice that answered her, but the tone was calm, and he couldn't hear the comfort that should be in the words at all.Just like Heizi himself, he is quiet and gentle.

Tona struggled to get up and looked around quickly.The beige screen and pure white brackets, as well as the medicines on the cabinet.She herself was sitting on the bed, and Heizi was looking at her worriedly.

This is the health care room, and Tona's puzzled eyes fell on Heizi involuntarily.

Heizi also explained quite clearly to Uetomei's gaze: "I saw Fujii-san fainted on the ground at the stairs, so I sent Fujii-san to the health room. The teacher on duty has already left, and we closed the door before we left. Just lock it, is Fujii-san still feeling uncomfortable?"

"I'm fine, thank you." Dong Ming bowed his head and thanked softly.

The crimson twilight penetrated through the window, and the snow-white sheets were also dyed with a light orange warmth.It must have been in a coma for a long time. After the on-duty time, it is no wonder that the teacher in the health room is no longer there.

Dong Ming rubbed his brows vigorously, in addition to the pain caused by the uninterrupted pain, there were also some blurred pictures in his mind.

In the ambulance, the doctor who used a defibrillator to resuscitate herself... Did something happen to her?That scene must be ten years later, right?

The crimson color in the picture is as eye-catching as the luster, and Toname can't stop thinking about who that person is.But the vague outline made her unable to be sure, even though what she expected in her heart was that that person was Akashi.

Lifting the quilt and preparing to get off the bed, a dizziness in the head caused Tomei to slam forward directly.Gray blur of consciousness began to appear in front of her eyes again, and her body leaned forward uncontrollably until Heizi caught her.

This kind of pain once again deeply alerted Tomei. She was in Teiko Middle School in 18.All the perceptions Heizi came into contact with while holding her arm were real.

She is still Fujii Kaori now.

"Fujii-san, are you really okay? I think it's better for you to rest for a while."

Heizi supported Tomei to sit down on the edge of the bed, and the latter's still not quite right made him unable to leave him and leave directly.

The discomfort of the headache made Toname feel sick, her brows were tightly frowned, and the false and real picture made her feel confused.

Heizi stood quietly in front of Tomei, didn't walk away, and didn't say anything unnecessary, just stood there without saying a word.

Enduring the headache and starting to organize his thoughts, the culprit simply disappeared.Only then did Dongming slowly ask: "Heizi-kun, did you see Squad Leader Hayama when you found me?"

Heizi shook his head, "No, Mr. Fujii fell on the stairs alone."

"That guy Hayama..." Dongming couldn't help becoming a little angry, and his lowered tone was full of strong displeasure.

That fellow Hayama probably ran away in fright after he accidentally pushed Tomei down the stairs.

"She must be responsible for me... Hiss hurts..."

The tingling pain from the body made Dongmei realize that in addition to the impact on the head, his elbows and knees were also injured.

The wound on the knee should have been treated and wrapped with gauze.The fabric of the elbow had been scratched, and bloodshot eyes could be seen oozing from the broken skin. It should be because it was inconvenient to handle when Toname was unconscious, so he didn't move casually.

Even after dealing with it, Tomei still felt pain in the injured place.In addition, the weather was a bit too cold, and Tomei felt that his actions became very inconvenient.

Tomei, who had never been wronged like this before, frowned even more in a moment of unhappiness.

It's too bad Hayama has to pay for her.From the bottom of his heart, Dong Ming began to think about how to get back the debt with Ha Shan. She couldn't possibly bear the grievance and hold her breath silently, right?

As she pondered, her expression became gloomy along with her mood.

"Well, about the monitor and Fujii-san..."

Heizi, who had been silent for a long time, spoke again, his voice was still so calm that no fluctuation could be heard.

"Wow, are you still there?!" Dong Ming was taken aback. The blue-haired boy in front of her seemed to have suddenly appeared in front of her eyes. She slightly widened her eyes and looked at Heizi, who still had a calm face, " Heizi-jun, why haven't you spoken for a long time... I thought you had already left."

"Fujii-san, I've been standing here all this time because I'm worried about you. It's kind of rude for you to say that about me." Heizi complained blankly.

"Ah, I'm so sorry."

He waved his hand helplessly.He has been thinking about Hayama, and Tomei has completely forgotten the existence of Kuroko... But it is completely reasonable for him to be ignored because of his weird presence!

"Speaking of which, Hayama and Fujii...cough with me?" Seeing Heizi's hesitant expression, Tomei asked directly, "Does Heizi-kun know anything?"

Regarding the conflict between Hayama Natsue and Fujii Yoshiori, although Tomei was not interested at all at first, the other party has already bullied her, so she has no reason not to find out.

"Hmm... probably know something." Heizi replied weakly, his light blue eyes darkened.

Heizi was silent for a few more seconds, he was still a little hesitant, after all, he just felt a little uncomfortable talking about other people's friction behind his back.But Tomei put on an unusually serious face, looking at her as if facing some important event.

"Fujii-san is indeed different from before."

For a long time, Heizi only said this sentence.

"...Are you referring to the need to borrow notes three times before?"

Probably because he saw Kuroko's hesitation that he didn't want to expose these things, Tomei simply turned the conversation in another direction.

To be honest, Tomei herself really doesn't know the difference between Tomei and Fujii Kaori. What she can probably feel is that Fujii Kaori is not as respected or as good as her.

"It's not about that matter." Heizi shook his head and denied it, but he didn't expect to take the ladder from Tomei.

The beautiful eyes of light blue stared at Tomei calmly, "I just didn't expect Fujii-san to actually solve the problem left by the monitor."

If it was before, the original Fujii Kaori would just be helpless, and even cry out of fear.Heizi was just worried about him, and there was a sense of relief in his words.

"Actually, that kind of thing is not a problem for me..." Seeing Heizi's increasingly puzzled eyes, Tomei's voice weakened at the end of his words.

It's not a problem for her, but for Fujii Kaori, it's different.

"So, I think Fujii-san is different from before."

"That's just Mr. Heizi's illusion."

Heizi didn't answer, but even smiled at Tomei with an almost invisible smile.

"Why...why are you looking at me like that!" Shining with such a calm gaze made Tona's back go numb.

Fujii Yoshiori is of course different from before, because the current Fujii Yoshiori is basically from the Teiko Student Union President Koga Tona ten years later.Although Tomei usually doesn't communicate much with others, in the class, he is still the same as Kaori in the past, and doesn't interact too much with others.

Heizi Tetsuya was the first to notice that she was different.

In fact, Tona didn't intend to hide that she wasn't Fujii Kaori's business. However, she couldn't introduce her real self to others. For example, she couldn't say the name "Koga Tona" at all, even if she tried to write it down with a pen. , also ended in failure as if being blocked by something.

In the end, Tomei didn't figure out what happened to Fujii and Hayama directly.Heizi didn't want to say more, and she didn't bother to ask any more.He once again expressed his gratitude to Kuroko for sending him to the health room, and Tomei quickly left the health room.

Now that she has chosen to be Fujii Kaori well, she doesn't want to continue chatting with Kuroko anymore.The other party seemed to have sensed that something was wrong with her. Although she hadn't said it clearly, it was precisely because of this that Dong Ming felt more guilty.If something is exposed, she has no ability to explain it at all. If she is asked who it is, she can't tell her real name, can she?

There is a real "Koga Tona" in this time and space, so she is rejected by time and space and can only be Fujii Kaori.But Fujii Yoshiori has too many secrets.

She fell down the stairs and hit her head, probably due to a slight concussion. Toname felt extremely uncomfortable, her stomach churned, and the feeling of vomiting rushing to her brain made her frown.Gritting his teeth, he walked out of the school gate, intending to go back quickly, but not far from the school gate, Akashi was standing there.

Even the back is so upright and elegant.

Seeing the male god, Tomei's first reaction was naturally to check whether she was facing it with the best posture.But her current appearance couldn't be in the best condition, her sleeves were all scratched, and her knees were wrapped in bright white gauze...

I want to wait for the other party to leave before walking this way by myself.At this time, Akashi turned his head, and the cold eyes revealed by the different-colored pupils fell directly on Dongming.

Looking around, there was no third party other than the two of them.It is impossible to pretend that he has not been discovered.Tomei smiled awkwardly, and took the initiative to say hello: "Mr. Akashi... Jun."

In terms of address, Tomei still used the most respectful name habitually, and it was too late to change his words.

After Akashi glanced at Tomei indifferently, he turned his gaze to the side of the street.

what the hell!Ignored again!

Tomei pursed her lips in frustration, but she decided not to talk to her.She doesn't understand such a male god very well!

At that time, a pure black private car stopped on the side of the road near Akashi, the driver got off the driver's seat, bowed respectfully to Akashi slightly, and opened the car door for him.

Looking at such a familiar scene, Tomei couldn't help sighing at the sense of substitution.

As the young lady of the Koga family and the younger sister of Keigo Atobe, there has always been a special car to take her to and from school.Thinking of going to squeeze the tram in a while, with his knee still injured, an inexplicable grievance appeared in his heart.

No matter how elegant and excellent Tomei is, he is still a spoiled child after all.This is probably the frailty called princess disease.

Seeing that Akashi had already got into the car, Tomei couldn't do anything but feel disappointed.That's right, she and Akashi haven't gotten to know each other well enough to ask each other to send her home as a matter of course.

But at this moment, the stern-looking Mr. Driver came towards Tomei and bowed slightly, "Miss Fujii, Master, please go with me."

"Huh?" What do you mean?

"Master asked me to take you for a while." Mr. Driver patiently explained again.

Tona's eyes widened in surprise, is Akashi actually going to send her home?

After hastily expressing his thanks, Tomei nervously walked towards the car.The wound on her knee was so painful that she had to focus on the uninjured leg, and the limping posture looked a little funny.

Getting into the car, the red-haired boy sitting in the back seat didn't look in the direction of the car door. The cool aura brought Tomei's heart rate back to normal.

"Thank you so much, Akashi...kun."

The stiff atmosphere made Tomei feel a bit cramped, and the movements of sitting on the seat were also carefully done with a high degree of concentration.

"Fujii, what are you nervous about?" Akashi suddenly said, his voice was warm but indifferent.

Dong Ming raised his head suddenly, and the other party raised his eyebrows slightly, looking at her upright.

"I'm not nervous! It's just... I didn't expect Akashi-san to see me off, I'm just a little surprised." So nervous that he didn't even have time to change the wording of the address, Tomei immediately looked away and looked down at the tip of his shoe.

Unexpectedly, after a few more seconds of silence, Akashi suddenly mentioned the thing that she didn't want to think about anymore.

"I just, suddenly feel that watching you take the tram is boring."

At the mention of trains, Tona blushed with shame.What happened on the tram, that's nothing to do, it's too embarrassing!

He gripped the hem of the skirt so nervously that his body became stiff.Wanting to explain what happened that day, it can be seen that after Akashi sneered again with a half-smile, he turned his face away and stopped looking at her. Tomy seemed to be devastated, so he chose to shut up.

She really doesn't understand such a male god!

Akashi didn't say another word along the way, he leaned on the car seat and closed his eyes to rest, as if Tomei didn't exist at all, and he didn't mean to talk to her at all.

The carriage was full of silence, which made Tomy somewhat uncomfortable, always feeling like sitting on pins and needles.Fortunately, this inexplicable emotion only lasted for a while, and she thought to herself: That's okay, since Akashi is like this, she doesn't need to care too much.So she began to treat herself as air, and later on, she no longer felt the awkwardness of the current atmosphere.

Silently cast his eyes out of the window, on the straight street, the scenery on the street is receding at an extremely fast speed, Tome can't see anything clearly, because it's all afterimages.

Even if the driver drives the car at a fast speed, it is still so smooth that no discomfort can be noticed.Tomei was originally a little motion sick, but he didn't feel particularly uncomfortable at the moment, except for the wound on his body and the swollen head.

Between Tomei and Akashi, there really is no common topic.Want to mention Christmas events?She was a little embarrassed to be complacent about the plan that Akashi suggested after stealing it ten years later.To put it bluntly, she was only one-sided, and she liked Akashi more than she expected.

To sum it up simply and crudely, it's just unrequited love... or secret love.

Slightly turned his head to take a peek at Akashi, his eyes were still closed, his face was soft but not lacking in arrogance and indifference, the beautiful outline outlined his handsome appearance, and the broken hair on his forehead was softly attached to his forehead.Dongming was unconsciously fascinated, and finally stared straight at the opponent's face openly and squarely.

Obviously his face hasn't changed much from ten years later, but Akashi ten years later is much gentler than him in front of him, at least he won't always ignore himself.

Is there no need to ignore it because you are not interested?

In fact, Akashi had already noticed Tomei's gaze, and he just pretended to be resting with his eyes closed, waiting for Tomei's next reaction.Unexpectedly, for him, this person who was always brushing his sense of existence in his cognition was so ordinary and dumbfounded like a nympho.

To be honest, Akashi was a little disappointed with Tomei's behavior, and thought he was such an interesting person.Finally, he said coolly: "What are you looking at?"

Tona was taken aback, never expecting that Akashi knew her 'affectionate' gaze that was equivalent to an idiot all along.

"Ah, Mr. Akashi got something on his face." In order to maintain his image, Tomei pretended to be calm and gave a very lame reason.

"Then what? It turned out to be an illusion?" Akashi pierced mercilessly. He opened his eyes slightly, leaving only a narrow gap, and the cold eyes were still sharp and undiminished.

"No, in this position." Dong Ming's face froze, and she felt that she had to bite the bullet and try to get this panic back.

He stretched out his finger, settled on a random position, and pretended to point to Akashi to prove that he was not lying.But when she stretched her fingers towards Akashi, a sharp turn made her completely lose her center of gravity, and she rushed towards Akashi.

All the weight was on Akashi's body, and the warmth that belonged to him appeared in the body of the other party who had taken off his thick coat, and it spread across the contact part of Tomei and him in an instant.

Her heart was beating wildly, and Tomei felt her ears were slightly hot, and Akashi hadn't reacted or spoken, which made her even more nervous.

Even so, Tomei still acted quite calm, if the facial expression was not so rigid.

"Feel sorry……"

Even if he apologized, he still didn't get a reply from Akashi, who simply closed his eyes again and put his arms crossed in front of his chest.

The atmosphere that I thought had eased became awkward again at this moment.

In front of the person she likes, no matter how calm Tomei is, she is still a young girl with a girlish dream. She began to complain in her heart why the driver was so high-level but suddenly came to such a trick.

Nervous, awkward.Apart from these two words, Toname has no other feelings.

When did Chairman Koga become so cowardly!He scolded his own Tomei like this countless times in his heart, but in the end he still couldn't take the initiative to say a word.

The author has something to say:

I think the first person to notice something is wrong must be Xiao Heizi.In fact, I have considered quite a lot about the relationship between Kuroko and Fujii Yoshiori, but until now, I haven't considered it well.

Girls are still very face-saving, and hope to be the most perfect appearance in front of the person they like.

Zheng Jun is too naughty, and he has a funny face all the way.I want to listen because of lack.jpg