[Comprehensive] Reasons for not being in love

He just came out of the revolving door on the first floor of the hotel, and the temperature felt completely different from the temperature in the room, so Tona wanted to go back directly.She pulled her jacket and tried to wrap herself more tightly, but it was still so cold that she tightened her shoulders so that half of her face was buried in her scarf.

The upper body is fine, the lower body is worse.His legs, which were completely exposed to the air, were so cold that he seemed to lose consciousness. At first, he could persist in taking a few steps behind Akashi, but later on, Toname found it difficult to even move his legs, especially When walking, there is air flow between the legs.

Akashi didn't walk very fast, he kept following Tomei's speed, but because of what happened just now, he kept keeping his attention away from Tomei as much as possible.It was the slower and slower speed of the latter that made him feel that something was wrong, even though Dong Ming didn't say anything.

Dong Ming stared at her shoes the whole time, and the heels made a rattling sound on the hard ground, but every time she felt that it was ice hitting her feet.The outside is no better than a hotel, and there is no soft carpet on the ground.

"Fujii, are you okay?" Akashi stopped, and Tona, who was a step away from him, bumped directly into his back without noticing.

"Wow..." Tomei fell back instinctively as he bumped his head against Akashi.The shoes on the feet were already frozen due to the cold, and the soles of the feet were hard to control.With this collision, Tomei completely lost his balance, his heel was tilted, and his ankle was twisted with severe pain.

Fortunately, Akashi was by her side, and she grabbed Akashi's arm, so she didn't fall down.

The panic on his face hadn't faded away, Toname opened his eyes wide, and exhaled rejoicingly while patting his chest, "It's so dangerous, so dangerous..."

"Is it because the shoes don't fit?" Akashi turned sideways, took advantage of the situation and took Tomei's arm to help her stand still.

"It's not a bad fit..." Dong Ming frowned and walked a few steps on the spot. A sharp pain in her ankle made her breathe in and out.She tried to move forward, but the pain almost made her unable to straighten her legs.The stiff soles of the feet seemed dull, Tona let go of Akashi's hand in embarrassment, "It feels like it's just frozen, but it should be okay..."

Before Tomei finished speaking, Akashi grabbed her palm directly.The cold touch spread in Akashi's palm, he also frowned and asked, "Is it still cold?"

"Hmm..." Tona nodded.Looking at his thick coat, and then at Akashi's suit, it seems that he is wearing a thicker suit... At this point, Tona felt a little embarrassed.

In fact, she is particularly afraid of the cold.Regarding being afraid of the cold, even Akashi knew quite well.

Looking at Tona whose body was trembling slightly, Akashi sighed helplessly. He softened his tone and said soothingly: "Come back immediately after playing, and hold on a little longer."

"Ah."

At the moment of answering, the palm of his hand was clenched even more.

"Then keep going."

"Um……"

Gathering up his courage, he took Akashi's warm palm back.The temperature passed between the touching palms, warming up to the bottom of Tomei's heart.Xinyue dyed the corners of her lips, Touma lowered her head, pursed her lips and smiled at an angle that Akashi could not see.

As if feeling Tomei's response, Akashi also smiled a bit.He still kept his walking posture looking forward, and then changed his clasped hands to interlocking fingers, and clasped Tomei's hand tightly.

Neither of them spoke, either shy or cheerful, with different moods.And at such a time of speechlessness, the two of them probably heard the voice from the bottom of each other's hearts.

The atmosphere of the venue was very lively, and a large crowd surrounded the periphery.Only the sound of the piano from the center of the crowd can be heard, but the scene cannot be seen.

After meeting with the staff, Akashi took Tomei to the side of the stage and prepared to wait.

"This is the last show. After the host announces the curtain, you two will go up from here." The staff in the audience explained the arrangement for a while, "and then come down from the other side of the stage after the end, the backstage You can come back, thank you for your hard work."

The last performance was not over yet, and the position of Tona's waiting room happened to be able to see the situation of the scene.

At the intersection of all the spotlights, the pitch-black piano placed in the field reflects dazzling light, like an obsidian lit up at night.Tomei could only see the back of the performer, the body that was devoted to the music during the solo.

"Fujii-san, please give me your coat and scarf when the time comes. I will stand here and wait for you. I will trouble you to come around from the other side of the stage after the end." The staff continued to explain, and looked at the people on the field. Situation, Chao Dongming stretched out his hand, "Otherwise, give it to me now, the time will not be too tight for a while. I'm sorry, just bear with me a little bit."

"Well, good." Tomei smiled and nodded, took off the scarf and coat, and handed them to the staff.

Maybe it was frozen, but she actually felt that there was not much difference between wearing a coat and not wearing it.

The pure white dress was particularly eye-catching among the staff in dark uniforms, and Akashi couldn't help but stop here.Her cheeks were brightly illuminated by the lights on the field. Because of the makeup, the color of the blush and lip gloss completely covered her pale complexion due to the cold. Under the light, she still looked extraordinarily beautiful.

Just looking at Dongming's lips trembling, he could only comfort him calmly: "Persist for a while, the length of a piece of music will soon be over."

"Pfft, I'm not as afraid of the cold as you imagined!" Dong Ming just finished speaking, and his body sneezed shamelessly.

Akashi smiled, and patted Tomei on the head, "Yes, I know."

Tomei puffed up his face, knowing what the hell!Well, she admits that _(:з」∠)_ is just trying to be strong.

At the end of the song, warm applause also announced the end of the program.

When she was about to go on stage, even though it wasn't the first time Tomei performed in public, she nervously grabbed Akashi's little finger.Akashi lowered his eyes and nodded towards her, his warm eyes filled with the stability of "I'm here".

The mood finally calmed down a little, and the host's explanation to her and Akashi made Tona dumbfounded.

"...Super popular CP, this time the two are not playing piano and violin together, but playing with four hands..."

Dong Ming didn't hear the whole sentence clearly, and the key point she captured was "super popular CP".She glanced at Akashi, who was still as calm as ever.Presumably, Akashi must have known about the advance arrangement of this performance in advance. The relationship between her and Akashi was completely hyped up by the media and the Internet.

Now that the matter has come to this point, Tomei has no ability to refute anything, not to mention that Akashi does not feel extremely repulsed by such rhetoric.For Tona who likes Akashi, she is actually somewhat nostalgic for such a relationship.But at the same time, I still feel complicated. After all, this is just unrealistic and ambiguous.

Taking a step back, at this moment, the entire time and space she is in may be an illusory existence to her.It was really unbelievable that she was standing side by side with Akashi who was the same age as her ten years ago.

Tona raised his head and looked at Akashi steadfastly, his eyes gradually lost focus, and the outline of the other party gradually became blurred in his vision.Until the gentle voice that belonged to Akashi sounded: "Fujii?"

Suddenly returning to his senses, he realized that Akashi's brows were slightly frowned.

"Fujii, what's wrong?"

"Uh, uh...a little nervous."

His eyes were dark and his voice was weak.

Akashi naturally noticed the change in Tomei's mood, not because he was nervous, but because he had something else on his mind.He didn't expose it, and didn't ask any more questions. Instead, he held Toname's hand in silence, clenching it harder than before.

Amid the applause, Tomei and Akashi came to the stage.Under the bright spotlight, the two dressed in white undoubtedly became the most eye-catching spotlights in the audience, and all eyes were focused on them.

Akashi didn't let go of his hand, but directly pulled Tomei like this, until he saluted to the audience, and then sat down on the piano bench.

Tona played the first note just like he did during practice.

"Dream of Love" is a quiet and soft tune, like weaving dreams into musical notes, presenting the sweetness and warmth between lovers as if telling a story.

In fact, Tomei didn't think too much when choosing this song, and she would not have expected that she and Akashi have become the public's default "couple".

Whether it's the tweets Kise showed her, the teasing of the Umehara brothers, or today's piano piece that is based on love, everything is promoting the relationship between her and Akashi.

The melody starts from the initial weak mark, and the gentle rhythm is just like a sweet but shy opening, and this is not in line with the state of mind when Dong Ming first met Akashi.

The middle part of the song is different from the quiet and soft beginning, and the rhythm gradually becomes cheerful.Akashi's ensemble also added waves of climax to the whole tune.

There has never been any tune that can integrate the player so much, perhaps because the silent fit between Akashi and Tona coincides with Liszt's "Dream of Love".

The long rhythm, the frequent transitions between tranquility and joy, seem to be the realization of expressing one's heart from crushing love.In the end, the melody fades away with gradually weakening notes.

At the end of the song, the two know each other and look at each other.

Tona gasped for breath, until the note stopped for a long time, she was still throbbing.There was a white mist from panting around her lips, she smiled and looked at Akashi, only to realize that the other's pupils, which were imprinted with her miniature, were also trembling slightly.

Neither of them made a mistake, they were emotionally involved, and it was a perfect performance in the true sense.

Standing up and taking the curtain call, at the brightest place where the lights gathered, it was Tomei and Akashi who put an end to the performance.