[Comprehensive] Reasons for not being in love
Chapter 21 What I want to convey
けたい言葉
[Words to convey]
The body seemed to become heavy and unable to make any movements.He couldn't see anything clearly in the gloomy vision, and the only thing he could be sure of was that Tomei was no longer in the cold corridor, and his whole body was even wrapped in warmth.
"... Tohna?"
……
"Tomi, are you awake?"
Someone seemed to be calling her name by her ear, not Fujii Kaori, but Koga Tona.The voice was far away, but Toina definitely heard someone calling her.
Tried to answer, but couldn't make a sound.
"Dong Ming?"
It was Atobe's voice, the deep and mellow timbre was slightly hoarse with exhaustion.
Tomei tried his best to make his consciousness clear, but the voice became farther and farther away until it disappeared.
Cousin?
The trance image ten years later made Tomy's heart ache.
Although life was going well ten years ago, there is no need to worry about life at all, not to mention that I can meet frequently with people I like.But even so, Tomei was still afraid of loneliness in his heart.Moreover, Atobe's voice was full of worry.
"cousin……"
It was the blurred pronunciation and the burning pain in his throat that made Tomei wake up completely.
The eyes that were used to the darkness did not adapt to the brightness of the chandelier on the patio, as they perceived in the darkness, there was indeed a figure in the unclear line of sight.
"cousin?"
She yelled again uncertainly, but what answered her was another voice completely different from Atobe's.
"I'm Akashi."
In the gradually clear field of vision, Akashi's indifferent face became clear.Tomei was so frightened that he sat up directly from the bed, and backed up again and again until his back hit the head of the bed.
"hiss……"
The amount of information is a bit large, and the brain is a bit overwhelmed...
Dongming stared at the red-haired boy in front of him with wide eyes for a full ten seconds, and once again confirmed his location... This is obviously her bedroom!Why is Akashi here? !
"You made the call. You should thank me for saving you. The key was given to me by Tianhai when he brought you back last time." Seeing Tomei's doubts, Akashi explained directly.
When "Tiankai" was mentioned, Tomei hadn't realized who Akashi was talking about.But it must be Sara who can have the key here.
I'm so sorry for Sara... After living together for so long, Tomei completely forgot that Sara's full name is Amami Sara.
But then again, when did Sara and Akashi become so familiar?Did you become familiar with it just after that one time?Familiar enough to be able to give out the keys to the house directly?
Dongming can only sigh at this, Sara is really a miraculous person.
"What about... Sara?"
"I came back an hour ago. As you can see, there are two of you now."
Akashi's tone was as indifferent as ever, his eyes did not deliberately fall on Tomei, out of politeness, after confirming that Tomei was fine, he left the bedroom.
My whole body felt like it had been torn apart, limp and unable to exert any strength.
Tomei looked at the seeds on the wall, and the time was already past eight o'clock in the evening.There was an unread email on her cell phone by the bed.After opening it, I found that it was sent by Sara, and the content on it was: Let's get along happily with Juju, I won't come back tonight to mess with you!
This……
This is a little embarrassing...
So Sara's absence is entirely intentional to give Tomei a chance to be alone with Akashi?Although Tona had expected such a situation, but no matter what, it was really embarrassing...
The pain in her head continued to swell, and Tomina raised her hand and rubbed the center of her eyebrows, but this could not relieve the headache that made her almost vomit.
Atobe's voice still faintly echoed in his mind, and the scene ten years later, this is the second time Tomei met.
The last time I saw it because of the coma caused by being pushed down the stairs by Ye Shan and hitting my head, this time it was much weaker, and I was actually frozen and had a fever.Although my body is more comfortable now than it was a few hours ago, the headache has not diminished in the slightest.
Does this only happen when you lose consciousness?Or... If the current self simply kills himself and gives up his life, can he go back to ten years later?
These are all groundless guesses by Tomei, and she doesn't know whether the scenes she felt these two times are really happening ten years later.
But it's not hard to guess what happened to her ten years later.
An ambulance... and Atobe's worried call.
He wobbled down from the bed, feeling top-heavy as if he was stepping on cotton with every step.This time, I still want to thank Akashi.
Coming out of the bedroom, Akashi sat on the sofa without saying a word.He noticed the sound of Tomei opening the bedroom door, but he didn't turn his head, still maintaining the sitting posture with his hands crossed over his chest.
Tomei rubbed his forehead and walked towards Akashi. Although he was very uncomfortable, he still had to say thank you.
There was a burning pain in his throat, which was probably caused by fever, "Mr. Akashi, thank you for today..." It was difficult for Tomina to say this, his voice was sickly hoarse.
Akashi turned his head slightly, his handsome side face was so calm that no expression could be seen.Then, he said in the same tone without emotional ups and downs: "So, what are you going to thank me for?"
The rising tone of the rhetorical question at the end of the sentence seems to be what Tomei should do as a matter of course.
Tomei never thought that Akashi would ask such a direct question, even if it is indeed his duty to thank the other party...how to thank him...he directly said the words to such an extent that it was too practical, Tomei didn't have any ideas for a while.
"What are you taking..."
Muttering Akashi's words in his mouth, he wanted to think about this question, but his chaotic brain became more and more dazed. Tona frowned, but the scene in front of him still had double images in his vision.
He raised his hand and touched his forehead, probably because of the severe fever, his senses became dull.
She wanted to say something, but her consciousness became blurred so that only the sound of her own heavy breathing remained in Tomy's ears. The next second, her body seemed to be out of control suddenly, and she fell straight forward .
Without the expected contact with the icy ground, Akashi caught Tomei firmly.The latter's eyes were a little unconscious, because of the fever, her body temperature was higher than Akashi's.
"Fujii?" Akashi called out, but the hot body in his arms did not respond at all.
Tomei tried to open his eyelids, but his vision was still blurry.She heard Akashi's voice and wanted to answer, but when she opened her mouth, there was only a weak gasp.
Lifting his head vigorously, the side face was leaning against Akashi's neck.She started to feel cold all over, shrank her body, and subconsciously slipped into Akashi's arms again.
This is really extravagant, actually in Mr. Akashi's arms.
The first button of Akashi's shirt was not buttoned, beautiful collarbone, fair neck, and a little upwards is the Adam's apple that slips from time to time when talking...
Akashi is well aware of how bad Tomei is now, his arms are carrying almost all of her weight, and the latter is too weak to support himself.
Holding Tona steady with one hand, he touched Tona's forehead with the other free hand.Even Akashi couldn't help frowning because of the exaggerated hot feeling. He shook the person in his arms and said in a deep voice, "Fujii, go to the hospital."
The red-faced Tona seemed to have listened to this sentence, and hid in Akashi's arms desperately like a child, murmuring coquettishly with slurred words on his lips: "No... I don't want to go. go……"
Probably a little confused, if it was normal, Tomei would never make such a move, especially if the target is Akashi.
The scorching heat spread across Akashi's neck, and Tomei's cold lips inadvertently brushed against the exposed skin of Akashi's neck, and his heavy panting also sprinkled a piece of moist water on the pit of his neck. warm.
It was the first time that he had close contact with the opposite sex of the same age, and when he perceived the physical characteristics different from men, Akashi stiffened his shoulders for a moment.Tomei's body was much softer than that of a boy, and Akashi felt a little overwhelmed.
Unusual, he frowned.
It's not so much the first contact, it's better to say that before that, Akashi didn't allow the existence of being so close to the opposite sex.Tomei was an accident in his chess game, even though Akashi always controls the overall situation, to be precise... this is an expected accident.
After all, it was all his routine to ask Tomei to take over the tasks of the Christmas activities, to let Tomei go to the gym from time to time to help the basketball team, and to ask Kami Tomei to go to the amusement park to "meet" Yokoyama.
From the very beginning, Akashi gave Tomei the opportunity to continue to interact with him, and it was all his well-calculated layout step by step.
Obviously at the beginning it was only out of interest in it, but now I keep... wanting to find out more about Tomei... What kind of feeling is this?
Akashi pondered for a while, and tentatively interpreted such feelings as pleasure in the chess game.
But is this really the case?
The person in his arms was still murmuring that he didn't want to go to the hospital, Akashi simply stopped responding, and wanted to pick him up and go to the hospital, but at this moment, there was a burst of dampness in the neck, along the neck The radian has been left in the clothes.
When he looked down, he saw that a bright red stream flowed out from Dongmei's nose, staining the collar of his white shirt red.
Fever to the point of nosebleeds?
Probably feeling the fishy sweetness, Tomei coughed a few times suddenly, and became more sober now. She raised her head and raised her hand to press her nose.
Akashi's breath still surrounds her, and she clearly perceives it.She didn't know whether the flush on her cheeks was due to fever or embarrassment, she suddenly felt embarrassed, tried to stand firm, and withdrew from the embrace full of her nostalgic atmosphere.
At this moment, Akashi firmly held her down, and said in an orderly tone, "Don't move around."
After finishing speaking, he put Tomei on the sofa closest to him, so that she could lean on comfortably.
"Is there any ice? Also, do you know where the antipyretics are?"
"..."
Tomei closed her eyes, pressed her nose with one hand, and breathed heavily with her mouth open. Maybe she didn't hear Akashi's words, so she didn't answer.My brain is buzzing, I feel like I'm going to die.
Until a coldness touched her forehead, she forcefully opened her eyes, Akashi's facial features under the backlight were profound and exquisite, and the strange-colored pupils were deeper than ever.
"Mr. Akashi..."
It took a lot of effort to say the title.
Akashi didn't reply either, just pulled away her hand that was pressing on her nose, and continued to stop the bleeding.
Tomei squinted her eyes halfway, and the harsh light made her eyes slightly acidic.Between light and shadow interlacing, her eyes were full of Akashi's appearance.She never thought that she could actually see Akashi taking care of someone, even though his expression was still so indifferent, there was no doubt that he was gentle, so gentle that it was about to suffocate her.
"What do you want to say?" Seeing Tomei's constantly moving lips, Akashi asked lightly.
Dong Ming was slightly startled, the pain in her throat still made it difficult for her to speak.
I like it... I really want to tell him, tell this Akashi Seijuro who is the same age as me, that she likes him.
In the bottom of Tomei's heart, he has shouted "I like you" countless times.
"If you can't say it, then don't say it." Seeing that Tona opened her mouth, with a painful expression on her face, Akashi stopped her from speaking.
It's true that Toname "can't speak", it's not that she can't make a sound, she just wants to tell him as Koga Toname, not Fujii Kaori.
Never before had Toname been so eager to tell Akashi his name.And when she wanted to say "Koga Tona", the resistance pinched in her throat reappeared.
I really want to tell Akashi... If the next second, it will be ten years later, but at least, she hopes that Akashi can hear her name.
The author has something to say:
Thank you little angels for your comments, I don’t know if this counts as candy or not? [I don’t think it’s candy.
After reading everyone's comments, I felt that this chapter would be sprinkled with sugar and even the drag racing that Piaojiang said, but in the end, there was no hair in this chapter.I asked my friend how to explain to everyone that I wrote it like this, and the friend said that you can hit me with thunder [Get out! [doge]
Speaking of which, my column collection is a few short of 400, can you collect it and help me make it up!
Keke Speaking of which, if the heroine is not responsible for her weakness, how can she show that the hero is great!How awesome!
Of course, this softness does not refer to the rookie, but only to the male lead [.
In fact, I really can't imagine Juju taking the initiative to take care of others. I feel that he will directly call someone to come and help.
However, Juju does have a caretaker here (super gentle), but Juju’s care has to pay a price→_→
[Words to convey]
The body seemed to become heavy and unable to make any movements.He couldn't see anything clearly in the gloomy vision, and the only thing he could be sure of was that Tomei was no longer in the cold corridor, and his whole body was even wrapped in warmth.
"... Tohna?"
……
"Tomi, are you awake?"
Someone seemed to be calling her name by her ear, not Fujii Kaori, but Koga Tona.The voice was far away, but Toina definitely heard someone calling her.
Tried to answer, but couldn't make a sound.
"Dong Ming?"
It was Atobe's voice, the deep and mellow timbre was slightly hoarse with exhaustion.
Tomei tried his best to make his consciousness clear, but the voice became farther and farther away until it disappeared.
Cousin?
The trance image ten years later made Tomy's heart ache.
Although life was going well ten years ago, there is no need to worry about life at all, not to mention that I can meet frequently with people I like.But even so, Tomei was still afraid of loneliness in his heart.Moreover, Atobe's voice was full of worry.
"cousin……"
It was the blurred pronunciation and the burning pain in his throat that made Tomei wake up completely.
The eyes that were used to the darkness did not adapt to the brightness of the chandelier on the patio, as they perceived in the darkness, there was indeed a figure in the unclear line of sight.
"cousin?"
She yelled again uncertainly, but what answered her was another voice completely different from Atobe's.
"I'm Akashi."
In the gradually clear field of vision, Akashi's indifferent face became clear.Tomei was so frightened that he sat up directly from the bed, and backed up again and again until his back hit the head of the bed.
"hiss……"
The amount of information is a bit large, and the brain is a bit overwhelmed...
Dongming stared at the red-haired boy in front of him with wide eyes for a full ten seconds, and once again confirmed his location... This is obviously her bedroom!Why is Akashi here? !
"You made the call. You should thank me for saving you. The key was given to me by Tianhai when he brought you back last time." Seeing Tomei's doubts, Akashi explained directly.
When "Tiankai" was mentioned, Tomei hadn't realized who Akashi was talking about.But it must be Sara who can have the key here.
I'm so sorry for Sara... After living together for so long, Tomei completely forgot that Sara's full name is Amami Sara.
But then again, when did Sara and Akashi become so familiar?Did you become familiar with it just after that one time?Familiar enough to be able to give out the keys to the house directly?
Dongming can only sigh at this, Sara is really a miraculous person.
"What about... Sara?"
"I came back an hour ago. As you can see, there are two of you now."
Akashi's tone was as indifferent as ever, his eyes did not deliberately fall on Tomei, out of politeness, after confirming that Tomei was fine, he left the bedroom.
My whole body felt like it had been torn apart, limp and unable to exert any strength.
Tomei looked at the seeds on the wall, and the time was already past eight o'clock in the evening.There was an unread email on her cell phone by the bed.After opening it, I found that it was sent by Sara, and the content on it was: Let's get along happily with Juju, I won't come back tonight to mess with you!
This……
This is a little embarrassing...
So Sara's absence is entirely intentional to give Tomei a chance to be alone with Akashi?Although Tona had expected such a situation, but no matter what, it was really embarrassing...
The pain in her head continued to swell, and Tomina raised her hand and rubbed the center of her eyebrows, but this could not relieve the headache that made her almost vomit.
Atobe's voice still faintly echoed in his mind, and the scene ten years later, this is the second time Tomei met.
The last time I saw it because of the coma caused by being pushed down the stairs by Ye Shan and hitting my head, this time it was much weaker, and I was actually frozen and had a fever.Although my body is more comfortable now than it was a few hours ago, the headache has not diminished in the slightest.
Does this only happen when you lose consciousness?Or... If the current self simply kills himself and gives up his life, can he go back to ten years later?
These are all groundless guesses by Tomei, and she doesn't know whether the scenes she felt these two times are really happening ten years later.
But it's not hard to guess what happened to her ten years later.
An ambulance... and Atobe's worried call.
He wobbled down from the bed, feeling top-heavy as if he was stepping on cotton with every step.This time, I still want to thank Akashi.
Coming out of the bedroom, Akashi sat on the sofa without saying a word.He noticed the sound of Tomei opening the bedroom door, but he didn't turn his head, still maintaining the sitting posture with his hands crossed over his chest.
Tomei rubbed his forehead and walked towards Akashi. Although he was very uncomfortable, he still had to say thank you.
There was a burning pain in his throat, which was probably caused by fever, "Mr. Akashi, thank you for today..." It was difficult for Tomina to say this, his voice was sickly hoarse.
Akashi turned his head slightly, his handsome side face was so calm that no expression could be seen.Then, he said in the same tone without emotional ups and downs: "So, what are you going to thank me for?"
The rising tone of the rhetorical question at the end of the sentence seems to be what Tomei should do as a matter of course.
Tomei never thought that Akashi would ask such a direct question, even if it is indeed his duty to thank the other party...how to thank him...he directly said the words to such an extent that it was too practical, Tomei didn't have any ideas for a while.
"What are you taking..."
Muttering Akashi's words in his mouth, he wanted to think about this question, but his chaotic brain became more and more dazed. Tona frowned, but the scene in front of him still had double images in his vision.
He raised his hand and touched his forehead, probably because of the severe fever, his senses became dull.
She wanted to say something, but her consciousness became blurred so that only the sound of her own heavy breathing remained in Tomy's ears. The next second, her body seemed to be out of control suddenly, and she fell straight forward .
Without the expected contact with the icy ground, Akashi caught Tomei firmly.The latter's eyes were a little unconscious, because of the fever, her body temperature was higher than Akashi's.
"Fujii?" Akashi called out, but the hot body in his arms did not respond at all.
Tomei tried to open his eyelids, but his vision was still blurry.She heard Akashi's voice and wanted to answer, but when she opened her mouth, there was only a weak gasp.
Lifting his head vigorously, the side face was leaning against Akashi's neck.She started to feel cold all over, shrank her body, and subconsciously slipped into Akashi's arms again.
This is really extravagant, actually in Mr. Akashi's arms.
The first button of Akashi's shirt was not buttoned, beautiful collarbone, fair neck, and a little upwards is the Adam's apple that slips from time to time when talking...
Akashi is well aware of how bad Tomei is now, his arms are carrying almost all of her weight, and the latter is too weak to support himself.
Holding Tona steady with one hand, he touched Tona's forehead with the other free hand.Even Akashi couldn't help frowning because of the exaggerated hot feeling. He shook the person in his arms and said in a deep voice, "Fujii, go to the hospital."
The red-faced Tona seemed to have listened to this sentence, and hid in Akashi's arms desperately like a child, murmuring coquettishly with slurred words on his lips: "No... I don't want to go. go……"
Probably a little confused, if it was normal, Tomei would never make such a move, especially if the target is Akashi.
The scorching heat spread across Akashi's neck, and Tomei's cold lips inadvertently brushed against the exposed skin of Akashi's neck, and his heavy panting also sprinkled a piece of moist water on the pit of his neck. warm.
It was the first time that he had close contact with the opposite sex of the same age, and when he perceived the physical characteristics different from men, Akashi stiffened his shoulders for a moment.Tomei's body was much softer than that of a boy, and Akashi felt a little overwhelmed.
Unusual, he frowned.
It's not so much the first contact, it's better to say that before that, Akashi didn't allow the existence of being so close to the opposite sex.Tomei was an accident in his chess game, even though Akashi always controls the overall situation, to be precise... this is an expected accident.
After all, it was all his routine to ask Tomei to take over the tasks of the Christmas activities, to let Tomei go to the gym from time to time to help the basketball team, and to ask Kami Tomei to go to the amusement park to "meet" Yokoyama.
From the very beginning, Akashi gave Tomei the opportunity to continue to interact with him, and it was all his well-calculated layout step by step.
Obviously at the beginning it was only out of interest in it, but now I keep... wanting to find out more about Tomei... What kind of feeling is this?
Akashi pondered for a while, and tentatively interpreted such feelings as pleasure in the chess game.
But is this really the case?
The person in his arms was still murmuring that he didn't want to go to the hospital, Akashi simply stopped responding, and wanted to pick him up and go to the hospital, but at this moment, there was a burst of dampness in the neck, along the neck The radian has been left in the clothes.
When he looked down, he saw that a bright red stream flowed out from Dongmei's nose, staining the collar of his white shirt red.
Fever to the point of nosebleeds?
Probably feeling the fishy sweetness, Tomei coughed a few times suddenly, and became more sober now. She raised her head and raised her hand to press her nose.
Akashi's breath still surrounds her, and she clearly perceives it.She didn't know whether the flush on her cheeks was due to fever or embarrassment, she suddenly felt embarrassed, tried to stand firm, and withdrew from the embrace full of her nostalgic atmosphere.
At this moment, Akashi firmly held her down, and said in an orderly tone, "Don't move around."
After finishing speaking, he put Tomei on the sofa closest to him, so that she could lean on comfortably.
"Is there any ice? Also, do you know where the antipyretics are?"
"..."
Tomei closed her eyes, pressed her nose with one hand, and breathed heavily with her mouth open. Maybe she didn't hear Akashi's words, so she didn't answer.My brain is buzzing, I feel like I'm going to die.
Until a coldness touched her forehead, she forcefully opened her eyes, Akashi's facial features under the backlight were profound and exquisite, and the strange-colored pupils were deeper than ever.
"Mr. Akashi..."
It took a lot of effort to say the title.
Akashi didn't reply either, just pulled away her hand that was pressing on her nose, and continued to stop the bleeding.
Tomei squinted her eyes halfway, and the harsh light made her eyes slightly acidic.Between light and shadow interlacing, her eyes were full of Akashi's appearance.She never thought that she could actually see Akashi taking care of someone, even though his expression was still so indifferent, there was no doubt that he was gentle, so gentle that it was about to suffocate her.
"What do you want to say?" Seeing Tomei's constantly moving lips, Akashi asked lightly.
Dong Ming was slightly startled, the pain in her throat still made it difficult for her to speak.
I like it... I really want to tell him, tell this Akashi Seijuro who is the same age as me, that she likes him.
In the bottom of Tomei's heart, he has shouted "I like you" countless times.
"If you can't say it, then don't say it." Seeing that Tona opened her mouth, with a painful expression on her face, Akashi stopped her from speaking.
It's true that Toname "can't speak", it's not that she can't make a sound, she just wants to tell him as Koga Toname, not Fujii Kaori.
Never before had Toname been so eager to tell Akashi his name.And when she wanted to say "Koga Tona", the resistance pinched in her throat reappeared.
I really want to tell Akashi... If the next second, it will be ten years later, but at least, she hopes that Akashi can hear her name.
The author has something to say:
Thank you little angels for your comments, I don’t know if this counts as candy or not? [I don’t think it’s candy.
After reading everyone's comments, I felt that this chapter would be sprinkled with sugar and even the drag racing that Piaojiang said, but in the end, there was no hair in this chapter.I asked my friend how to explain to everyone that I wrote it like this, and the friend said that you can hit me with thunder [Get out! [doge]
Speaking of which, my column collection is a few short of 400, can you collect it and help me make it up!
Keke Speaking of which, if the heroine is not responsible for her weakness, how can she show that the hero is great!How awesome!
Of course, this softness does not refer to the rookie, but only to the male lead [.
In fact, I really can't imagine Juju taking the initiative to take care of others. I feel that he will directly call someone to come and help.
However, Juju does have a caretaker here (super gentle), but Juju’s care has to pay a price→_→
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