Qi Ran looked at the fruit platter in front of him, and couldn't help thinking that Jiang Siheng was really hard not to like.
He can always moisten things silently and permeate every link, so that you will be warmed by his thoughtfulness when you inadvertently.
Qi Ran took a photo of Jiang Siheng and sent it: "Got it, what are you doing?"
Jiang Siheng seemed to be guarding the phone all the time: "Didn't do anything, didn't you sleep?"
"I just sent a message to Brother Lu. He said that he wanted to prepare a surprise for Brother Sen at night. He talked to me. I saw that there is a hot spring in the room. Didn't you take a bath?"
Jiang Siheng looked up at the hot spring pool outside the window, Qi Ran was not here, the hot spring was just a decoration for him.
"I don't really want to soak, how about you?"
Qi Ran held his chin, and looked out of the window at this time. If there were not so many problems between him and Jiang Siheng, he would definitely take the man to the hot spring right now, instead of being in the mood to guard the treasure land like he is now. .
Thinking of Lu Ling and Jiang Sen, Qi Ran is very envious now.
"I'll go to the bar when I come back at night. Thank you for the fruit. It's very sweet. I'll take a nap and look for you when I wake up."
"Well, wait for you."
After finishing the call with Jiang Siheng, Qi Ran went back to the room and lay on the bed. Although he said he was going to sleep, he was not sleepy at all.
Lying on the bed, with the air conditioner on and covered by the quilt, my eyes fell out of the window.
I can't help but think, if he really can't get through the hurdle in his heart and break up with Jiang Siheng in the end, can he really accept the choice of breaking up?
Can you really let go of this relationship?
He doesn't have a precise answer now, but as long as he thinks of breaking up, he feels very repulsive.
Obviously he was unwilling to accept the choice of breaking up, so how could he let it go.
It is impossible to change the fact that Jiang Siheng is Enigma.
It's like, Jiang Siheng is obviously a man, if he insists on turning him into a woman, even if he can achieve it through certain means, is it still him?
Not at all realistic.
The choice in this matter is only whether he can accept Jiang Siheng as an Enigma.
Qi Ran turned over and lay on the bed. If being with him caused him to enter a secondary differentiation, from Alpha to Omega, after the gender change, it might have some impact on his life, but at least he would not lose Jiang Siheng. .
But what if one day their relationship breaks up?
Will he regret his decision now?
Can he bear such consequences?
Suddenly, he felt that being with Jiang Siheng would be a big gamble. If he won the bet, they would love each other for the rest of his life. If he lost the bet, he would have to bear all possible consequences that might happen next.
But what about a different way of thinking, what if he was an Omega in the first place?
To be an Omega is to bear the consequences of being completely marked.
If he was an Omega from the beginning, wouldn't he have so many ideas and choices?
He picked up his phone and wanted to ask someone. There were two close people in Omega beside him, Qi Su and Lu Ling.
As Omega, didn't they think about such consequences?
But even so, they still choose to believe in their partners and choose to enter the palace of marriage. Where does their courage come from.
Qi Ran rested his chin on his hands, holding his cell phone.
He wanted to ask, but suddenly felt that it was inappropriate, not to mention that both Qi Su and Lu Ling were in a critical period of their relationship, it was a little inappropriate for him to ask like this.
There is another point. Asking this way made him feel that he didn't trust Jiang Siheng enough.
For him, Jiang Siheng is not as bad as Jiang Sen and Gu Bai, and even better than them.
This man is considerate, gentle, can cook, and takes good care of him.
It seems that apart from being an enimgas, he can't pick out the rest of the problems.
So why can others choose to believe in their partner and be loyal to him, why can't he?
Isn't it just to bear the risk of becoming an Omega?
Then if he differentiated into an Omega from the beginning, wouldn't he still be alive?
Qi Ran sat up from the bed, he felt that his previous thoughts were too stubborn and set limits for himself.
Now that I open my mind, it doesn't seem to be a problem.
Kicking off the quilt, Qi Ran got off the bed, put on slippers and went out.
He ran to the next door and knocked on Jiang Siheng's door.
Jiang Siheng didn't make him wait too long, and opened the door. Seeing Qi Ran appearing at the door, Jiang Siheng was a little surprised, but quickly turned his body sideways: "Come in?"
Qi Ran nodded and went in, Jiang Siheng closed the door behind him: "What happened..."
Before he finished speaking, Qi Ran suddenly turned around and hugged him: "I've figured it out."
Jiang Siheng didn't expect him to be so fast, and said with a slow expression: "Have you figured out what?"
Qi Ran was a little annoyed by this expression, and poked him on the cheek: "What do you mean, I just thought about it, and the problem between me and you is that you are Enigma and I am Alpha, but you must If I had been an Omega from the start, there wouldn't be any problems between us.
With you, I just want to take the risk of changing from A to O. At the beginning, I couldn’t accept it. You said that I am a good Alpha. Although the pheromone is not as strong as yours, it is not bad. If you are together, you will become an Omega?
But just now I thought about it, if I was an Omega from the beginning and didn't have the choice to change my gender, wouldn't it be possible for me to die alone without finding a partner in my life? I'm afraid it's unrealistic.
And look at my brother, little brother Lu, they are all Omega, aren't they afraid of the consequences of breaking up their relationship after marrying Alpha?
Since being an Omega has such risks, why are they still willing to find Alpha as their partner? I think they should believe in their lover, so why can’t I, you don’t have to be inferior to Jiang Sen and Gu Bai, even in my heart they are better than them All excellent.
What's more, Jiang Siheng, when I'm with you, even my gender may change, don't you think you should treat me better? "
Jiang Siheng listened quietly to Wanran's words, it was impossible to say that he didn't have any feelings in his heart, even at this moment he was really moved by Qi Ran.
He knew very well that Qi Ran must have thought a lot about being able to make such a determination to be with him.
Reaching out and hugging the young man into his arms: "I won't let you regret your choice today, Qi Ran, thank you."
Qi Ran nodded with a smile. The moment he made up his mind, he felt a lot more relaxed.
Since you can't bear it, you can only let yourself accept it.
But then I thought: "My dad and my brother, you have to explain it. I can't help you with this."
Thinking of his father's good Alpha son, it's fine to find an Alpha as a partner, but in the end the gender has changed. If Jiang Siheng doesn't behave well, his father probably wants to beat someone.
Jiang Siheng smiled and nodded: "It should."
The knot in his heart was broken, and Qi Ran relaxed instantly, and he didn't want to go back to his room. He originally wanted to live a two-person world with Jiang Siheng, so what's the matter with him guarding the empty room alone, let go of his arms around Jiang Siheng's neck Hand: "Help me bring my luggage, the room will be returned, I don't want to go back, I want to stay here."
After he finished speaking, he jumped directly onto the big bed in Jiang Siheng's room: "Go quickly, then come back and sleep with me for a while."
Jiang Siheng was unwilling.
"Then wait for me."
Qi Ran waved at him, signaling him to hurry up.
Jiang Siheng almost walked down with the wind.
When I came back, I brought back the fruit platter next door.
Qi Ran was probably in Jiang Siheng's room because the matter in his heart had finally been resolved. Although he said he would wait for Jiang Siheng to come back, as soon as he relaxed, his spirit relaxed, and he fell asleep at some point.
Jiang Siheng looked at the young man lying on the bed and sleeping with his eyes closed, with a gentle smile in his eyes.
Carefully took the phone away from Qi Ran's hand, and inadvertently saw the message he sent to Lin Nan: "Brother Lin, thank you for telling me about Jiang Siheng that day. Facing the reality, I bet that he is a conscientious person who treats you to dinner when he has time, happy Mid-Autumn Festival^_^」
Jiang Siheng rolled his Adam's apple restrainedly, carefully put down the phone, turned back to the bed, and hugged Qi Ran into his arms.
Qi Ran slept very comfortably this time, and when he woke up, it was already dark.
Thinking of the bonfire party, Kongming lanterns, and most importantly, the surprise that Lu Ling prepared for Jiang Sen, Qi Ran sat up with a thump: "What time is it, have I slept?"
Jiang Siheng laughed and said: "No, the bonfire party will start at 8 o'clock, and now it's a little past 7 o'clock."
Qi Ran breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words: "Fortunately, I'm going to wash my face, did Brother Lu call?"
"No, do you want to contact them?"
Qi Ran shook his head: "No, he should send me a message by then."
Thinking that Lu Ling is still preparing, or it is inconvenient, he can't send a message to expose Lu Ling.
Jiang Siheng looked at Qi Ran with a funny face: "Why do you like to worry about their affairs so much?"
Qi Ran gave him a guilty look: "Can Lu Ling ask me for help?"
How can the important matters related to his life and death be vague?
Knowing that Qi Ran is warm-hearted, Jiang Siheng nodded: "Okay, I found it, you go take a shower, I'll wait for you."
Qi Ran nodded, took her clothes and went to the bathroom: "There should be something to eat at the bonfire party, I'm a little hungry."
He has been oppressed by these things for the past few days, and he actually doesn't have any appetite. This will make him feel better, and Qi Ran just wants to eat.
Jiang Siheng laughed and said, "There should be."
It was good that the youth he knew was back.
Qi Ran closed the bathroom door, Xiao Panglong said, "You've figured it out like that?"
Qi Ran responded: "Well, otherwise, do you really want to break up with him? Will I be better if I break up with him? At least I can't let him go."
Even after breaking up with Jiang Siheng, he didn't know if he could still like others, or even if he could still find someone later, wouldn't he compare him with Jiang Siheng?
After all, there is no problem of principle between the two of them, and it is just for this reason that he can't accept it.
What's more, what if there is someone who can accept Jiang Siheng in the future, and this person also happens to be Alpha.
When he thought of this possibility, he couldn't accept it even more.
Others can accept him, but Jiang Siheng cannot be given up to others.
The author has something to say:
Qi Ran: It's impossible for him to let others~
He can always moisten things silently and permeate every link, so that you will be warmed by his thoughtfulness when you inadvertently.
Qi Ran took a photo of Jiang Siheng and sent it: "Got it, what are you doing?"
Jiang Siheng seemed to be guarding the phone all the time: "Didn't do anything, didn't you sleep?"
"I just sent a message to Brother Lu. He said that he wanted to prepare a surprise for Brother Sen at night. He talked to me. I saw that there is a hot spring in the room. Didn't you take a bath?"
Jiang Siheng looked up at the hot spring pool outside the window, Qi Ran was not here, the hot spring was just a decoration for him.
"I don't really want to soak, how about you?"
Qi Ran held his chin, and looked out of the window at this time. If there were not so many problems between him and Jiang Siheng, he would definitely take the man to the hot spring right now, instead of being in the mood to guard the treasure land like he is now. .
Thinking of Lu Ling and Jiang Sen, Qi Ran is very envious now.
"I'll go to the bar when I come back at night. Thank you for the fruit. It's very sweet. I'll take a nap and look for you when I wake up."
"Well, wait for you."
After finishing the call with Jiang Siheng, Qi Ran went back to the room and lay on the bed. Although he said he was going to sleep, he was not sleepy at all.
Lying on the bed, with the air conditioner on and covered by the quilt, my eyes fell out of the window.
I can't help but think, if he really can't get through the hurdle in his heart and break up with Jiang Siheng in the end, can he really accept the choice of breaking up?
Can you really let go of this relationship?
He doesn't have a precise answer now, but as long as he thinks of breaking up, he feels very repulsive.
Obviously he was unwilling to accept the choice of breaking up, so how could he let it go.
It is impossible to change the fact that Jiang Siheng is Enigma.
It's like, Jiang Siheng is obviously a man, if he insists on turning him into a woman, even if he can achieve it through certain means, is it still him?
Not at all realistic.
The choice in this matter is only whether he can accept Jiang Siheng as an Enigma.
Qi Ran turned over and lay on the bed. If being with him caused him to enter a secondary differentiation, from Alpha to Omega, after the gender change, it might have some impact on his life, but at least he would not lose Jiang Siheng. .
But what if one day their relationship breaks up?
Will he regret his decision now?
Can he bear such consequences?
Suddenly, he felt that being with Jiang Siheng would be a big gamble. If he won the bet, they would love each other for the rest of his life. If he lost the bet, he would have to bear all possible consequences that might happen next.
But what about a different way of thinking, what if he was an Omega in the first place?
To be an Omega is to bear the consequences of being completely marked.
If he was an Omega from the beginning, wouldn't he have so many ideas and choices?
He picked up his phone and wanted to ask someone. There were two close people in Omega beside him, Qi Su and Lu Ling.
As Omega, didn't they think about such consequences?
But even so, they still choose to believe in their partners and choose to enter the palace of marriage. Where does their courage come from.
Qi Ran rested his chin on his hands, holding his cell phone.
He wanted to ask, but suddenly felt that it was inappropriate, not to mention that both Qi Su and Lu Ling were in a critical period of their relationship, it was a little inappropriate for him to ask like this.
There is another point. Asking this way made him feel that he didn't trust Jiang Siheng enough.
For him, Jiang Siheng is not as bad as Jiang Sen and Gu Bai, and even better than them.
This man is considerate, gentle, can cook, and takes good care of him.
It seems that apart from being an enimgas, he can't pick out the rest of the problems.
So why can others choose to believe in their partner and be loyal to him, why can't he?
Isn't it just to bear the risk of becoming an Omega?
Then if he differentiated into an Omega from the beginning, wouldn't he still be alive?
Qi Ran sat up from the bed, he felt that his previous thoughts were too stubborn and set limits for himself.
Now that I open my mind, it doesn't seem to be a problem.
Kicking off the quilt, Qi Ran got off the bed, put on slippers and went out.
He ran to the next door and knocked on Jiang Siheng's door.
Jiang Siheng didn't make him wait too long, and opened the door. Seeing Qi Ran appearing at the door, Jiang Siheng was a little surprised, but quickly turned his body sideways: "Come in?"
Qi Ran nodded and went in, Jiang Siheng closed the door behind him: "What happened..."
Before he finished speaking, Qi Ran suddenly turned around and hugged him: "I've figured it out."
Jiang Siheng didn't expect him to be so fast, and said with a slow expression: "Have you figured out what?"
Qi Ran was a little annoyed by this expression, and poked him on the cheek: "What do you mean, I just thought about it, and the problem between me and you is that you are Enigma and I am Alpha, but you must If I had been an Omega from the start, there wouldn't be any problems between us.
With you, I just want to take the risk of changing from A to O. At the beginning, I couldn’t accept it. You said that I am a good Alpha. Although the pheromone is not as strong as yours, it is not bad. If you are together, you will become an Omega?
But just now I thought about it, if I was an Omega from the beginning and didn't have the choice to change my gender, wouldn't it be possible for me to die alone without finding a partner in my life? I'm afraid it's unrealistic.
And look at my brother, little brother Lu, they are all Omega, aren't they afraid of the consequences of breaking up their relationship after marrying Alpha?
Since being an Omega has such risks, why are they still willing to find Alpha as their partner? I think they should believe in their lover, so why can’t I, you don’t have to be inferior to Jiang Sen and Gu Bai, even in my heart they are better than them All excellent.
What's more, Jiang Siheng, when I'm with you, even my gender may change, don't you think you should treat me better? "
Jiang Siheng listened quietly to Wanran's words, it was impossible to say that he didn't have any feelings in his heart, even at this moment he was really moved by Qi Ran.
He knew very well that Qi Ran must have thought a lot about being able to make such a determination to be with him.
Reaching out and hugging the young man into his arms: "I won't let you regret your choice today, Qi Ran, thank you."
Qi Ran nodded with a smile. The moment he made up his mind, he felt a lot more relaxed.
Since you can't bear it, you can only let yourself accept it.
But then I thought: "My dad and my brother, you have to explain it. I can't help you with this."
Thinking of his father's good Alpha son, it's fine to find an Alpha as a partner, but in the end the gender has changed. If Jiang Siheng doesn't behave well, his father probably wants to beat someone.
Jiang Siheng smiled and nodded: "It should."
The knot in his heart was broken, and Qi Ran relaxed instantly, and he didn't want to go back to his room. He originally wanted to live a two-person world with Jiang Siheng, so what's the matter with him guarding the empty room alone, let go of his arms around Jiang Siheng's neck Hand: "Help me bring my luggage, the room will be returned, I don't want to go back, I want to stay here."
After he finished speaking, he jumped directly onto the big bed in Jiang Siheng's room: "Go quickly, then come back and sleep with me for a while."
Jiang Siheng was unwilling.
"Then wait for me."
Qi Ran waved at him, signaling him to hurry up.
Jiang Siheng almost walked down with the wind.
When I came back, I brought back the fruit platter next door.
Qi Ran was probably in Jiang Siheng's room because the matter in his heart had finally been resolved. Although he said he would wait for Jiang Siheng to come back, as soon as he relaxed, his spirit relaxed, and he fell asleep at some point.
Jiang Siheng looked at the young man lying on the bed and sleeping with his eyes closed, with a gentle smile in his eyes.
Carefully took the phone away from Qi Ran's hand, and inadvertently saw the message he sent to Lin Nan: "Brother Lin, thank you for telling me about Jiang Siheng that day. Facing the reality, I bet that he is a conscientious person who treats you to dinner when he has time, happy Mid-Autumn Festival^_^」
Jiang Siheng rolled his Adam's apple restrainedly, carefully put down the phone, turned back to the bed, and hugged Qi Ran into his arms.
Qi Ran slept very comfortably this time, and when he woke up, it was already dark.
Thinking of the bonfire party, Kongming lanterns, and most importantly, the surprise that Lu Ling prepared for Jiang Sen, Qi Ran sat up with a thump: "What time is it, have I slept?"
Jiang Siheng laughed and said: "No, the bonfire party will start at 8 o'clock, and now it's a little past 7 o'clock."
Qi Ran breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words: "Fortunately, I'm going to wash my face, did Brother Lu call?"
"No, do you want to contact them?"
Qi Ran shook his head: "No, he should send me a message by then."
Thinking that Lu Ling is still preparing, or it is inconvenient, he can't send a message to expose Lu Ling.
Jiang Siheng looked at Qi Ran with a funny face: "Why do you like to worry about their affairs so much?"
Qi Ran gave him a guilty look: "Can Lu Ling ask me for help?"
How can the important matters related to his life and death be vague?
Knowing that Qi Ran is warm-hearted, Jiang Siheng nodded: "Okay, I found it, you go take a shower, I'll wait for you."
Qi Ran nodded, took her clothes and went to the bathroom: "There should be something to eat at the bonfire party, I'm a little hungry."
He has been oppressed by these things for the past few days, and he actually doesn't have any appetite. This will make him feel better, and Qi Ran just wants to eat.
Jiang Siheng laughed and said, "There should be."
It was good that the youth he knew was back.
Qi Ran closed the bathroom door, Xiao Panglong said, "You've figured it out like that?"
Qi Ran responded: "Well, otherwise, do you really want to break up with him? Will I be better if I break up with him? At least I can't let him go."
Even after breaking up with Jiang Siheng, he didn't know if he could still like others, or even if he could still find someone later, wouldn't he compare him with Jiang Siheng?
After all, there is no problem of principle between the two of them, and it is just for this reason that he can't accept it.
What's more, what if there is someone who can accept Jiang Siheng in the future, and this person also happens to be Alpha.
When he thought of this possibility, he couldn't accept it even more.
Others can accept him, but Jiang Siheng cannot be given up to others.
The author has something to say:
Qi Ran: It's impossible for him to let others~
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