Blame me for being too attractive

'Micks' can feel Karl's sincerity, but the sincerity of the other party will always be the source of his pain.

Why can't he treat him a little bit worse, be a little bit selfish, come to blame him, come to hate him, no matter what, for 'Mikes', it is better than the other party still loves himself.

"You should like that kind of fate..." 'Meeks' murmured in a low voice, which did not escape the ears of the Kryptonians after sunbathing.

"Did I make you unhappy again?"

Karl was in a very depressed mood, obviously how he hoped that 'Meeks' could be happy, but the reason why the other party was unhappy seemed to be because of him.

"What should I do to make you happy?"

'Meeks' made the seemingly unbelievable request: "Hate me, hate me like those who tormented you!"

"No, you should hate me more than you hate them!"

Carl stared deeply at 'Meeks', as if he wanted to see from the other party whether the words were true or not.

How could anyone make such a request, how could someone be happy only in this way?

In that human laboratory, Carl saw a lot of mentally disturbed people, but 'Meeks' looked "sick" than everyone Carl had ever seen.

'Meeks' asks Carl to hate him, but in reality Carl doesn't know how to hate someone.

He just hates them, he just loathes them, he just fears them when he can't struggle...

But hate, this feeling is too strong.

A person who is dragged from the sun to the shadow may hate it because he has had the sun and experienced warmth.

But Karl has been in that laboratory since he became conscious.

Even if he is rescued by 'Micks' and has seen the outside world, he loves 'Micks' more than hating those people.

If 'Mikes' was born in the East, knowing Karl's thoughts, I'm afraid he can't help sighing: Karl, you are a Bodhisattva!

But now 'Meeks' only feels that no matter what kind of experience he has, Superman is still the same Superman and has never changed.

But such a superman was not what he wanted to see.

Even though he has already experienced so much suffering, why can't he be stained with black?

Even though he was raised by a group of superheroes, 'Mix' still couldn't agree with their ideas.

Living in order to protect others, in the eyes of 'Mikes', it is simply unacceptable.

It used to be clear that they were the closest people, but when someone encounters difficulties, when the earth is in crisis, the side of 'Mix' will never be their coordinate point.

They really love 'Mix' and that love cannot change their philosophy.

'Micks' really loves them too, but in the same way, that love can't match the raging desire in 'Micks' heart.

They were not the same people from the beginning to the end, but they happened to be together for too long.

"Carl, you're free." 'Mikes' seemed completely unbearable for the other party to continue to follow him, "You don't need to continue to follow me like this..."

"But you came to find me, didn't you just want to prevent me from meeting those people?" Karl was never a fool, "Now that you let me go, don't you worry that I will meet them?"

"Worried?" 'Mix' sneered, "Why do you think I'm worried about this kind of thing? If I was really worried, I should have killed you instead of taking you away."

Back then, if 'Meeks' wanted to kill someone, the skinny Karl who stayed in the red sun room was no match for him.

"You didn't kill me because you cared about me. You hated me and cared about me at the same time." This is what Carl didn't understand the most. "In your heart, do you care more about me or hate me more?" ?”

'Micks' replied decisively without hesitation: "Hate!"

He hates it so much, even if the fate is reversed, the other party still affects him all the time.

He shouldn't remember the previous memories. If he didn't remember, those loves would naturally not recover, and he wouldn't be so uncomfortable at this moment.

These superheroes who represent redemption to others are knives wrapped in honey for 'Mix', always bleeding while being sweet.

Looking at the 'Micks' who said hate on his lips and indeed had hatred in his eyes, Karl felt that he was even more powerless than staying in the red sun room even though he was bathed in the sun.

"I will never hate you." There was an uncontrollable tremor in his voice, "If I leave your side, will you be happy about it?"

'Micks' stared at Carl intently and earnestly. He looked at this man who was completely different from his memory, but exactly the same.

For a moment, the words of negation seemed to have reached his throat from his brain, and he was about to blurt out, but the last thing he said was: "Yes."

He looked so serious, as if there was nothing insincere in his words.

No matter from his demeanor, heartbeat, or eyes, no matter how Karl looked at him, he couldn't see a trace of a lie.

Because this is not a lie, this is only half the truth.

Although his heart was full of reluctance, but after 'Meeks' said such words, Karl finally left.

Compared with his own reluctance, he cares more about the feelings of 'Mikes'.

Obviously he already has the ability to fly, but Karl takes one step at a time, slowly, as if wishing he could go to the end of time.

His back looks thin and bleak, like a poor dog driven away by his master ruthlessly, or like a poor old father who has worked hard for most of his life, but was finally kicked out of the house by his unfilial son.

'Micks' didn't stare at Carl sensibly, and stepped further and further away from him step by step. After Carl walked out of the door, 'Micks' closed the door without hesitation.

This pass seems to have closed all possibilities between them.

No matter how this world will develop in the future, no matter whether this world will return to its original state in the future, no matter this world... At least he and this Karl who lived in the laboratory since childhood are completely cut off here.

Karl in this world has no idea of ​​saving the world. He could have kept the other side by his side, with both freedom and love.

But whenever he sees the other party's face, whenever the other party appears in the line of sight of 'Micks', it seems to silently remind 'Micks' what he gave up for freedom.

But is he really free now? He seems to have broken all the loves, but in fact he is still trapped in those loves and cannot get out.

'Mikes' who couldn't get out, chose to meet his peers from another world.

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On the streets of Gotham, Meeks, who was wandering with Jason, suddenly stopped.

"It seems that my guess is right, you made everything up." Looking at the other world that killed the Wayne couple, this world killed Bruce Wayne's Crime Lane, "Are you right? , 'Mix'?"

Accompanied by Meeks' voice, 'Meeks' came out slowly from the alley.

Looking at Meeks who smiled unscrupulously and arrogantly, 'Mikes' couldn't help but narrowed his eyes slightly.

He was obviously in Gotham, which is known for its darkness, but at this moment, why did he somehow feel a little dazzling.

What the other party has is luck that he never had.

For this kind of situation where the same person does not have the same fate, maybe someone else will feel jealous, and even the mentality will be out of balance because of it.

But no matter how different the experience is, whether it is publicity or struggle, the "self-love" of 'Micks' is exactly the same as that of Meeks.

Is there anything better in this world than yourself?

Ask others this question, maybe you will get an affirmative answer, and then the other party will give some kind of answer such as love, family affection, and righteousness.

But this question is here for Meeks, and there will only be one answer: "No!"

"You look a little unhappy." It was obviously the other party who was unhappy, but Meeks also became unhappy.

The other party is 'Micks', how could 'Micks' be unhappy.

"How did you feel hearing about me from The Flash?" 'Mix' asked.

"Shocked, doubtful, impossible..." Meeks approached the opponent step by step, and 'Meeks' did not dodge, standing there as if to wait for Meeks' approach.

"I know I'm not the person the Flash said, so you're definitely not either." Looking at the familiar face of 'Meeks', this was the first time Meeks looked at his own face from such a perspective, It's nothing like looking in a mirror.

Meeks, who hates others coveting him, has made no secret of his love for 'Meeks' at the moment.

He is very much like a child who falls in love with a cute doll at first sight, wanting to have it wholeheartedly without any distractions.

"Does this world make you unhappy?" Meeks raised his hand and stroked the face of 'Meeks', but since Meeks was a little uglier, this gesture would look a bit wretched at this moment.

But two equally beautiful beauty stickers, the beauty crit achieved is definitely far more than 11=2.

Seeing this scene, Jason couldn't help but think of Meeks' debut novel "Adonis". According to Robert, the original script was "Narcissus", but the director felt that it was so beautiful that it only made him feel so beautiful. Several water fairies admired it, a little too extravagant.

But if the other party takes a look at the current scene, they will feel that it is extremely beautiful, and it should be self-admiration.

After all, apart from myself, how could anyone else deserve such beauty.

'Micks' let Meeks approach him, let the other party touch him, and felt the temperature brought by another self, 'Micks' felt it was very appropriate.

Superman is not unwarmed, Carl is not unwarmed, and those superheroes are not unwarmed, but their warmth only makes 'Meeks' feel the burn and the painful pull.

But Meeks' warmth will not be like this, because it comes from 'myself'.

In this world, who would be hurt by the warmth I give.