Blame me for being too attractive

The sorrows and joys of human beings will never be connected, just like Meeks will never be able to empathize with 18793's inferiority complex and self-abandonment due to appearance.

But Meeks, who understands the ugliness of human nature, can understand 18793's worries even though he cannot empathize.

No matter what it is, once it exceeds the universal standard, it will become an outlier in people's eyes.

In this regard, Meeks is the same as 18793, but they have gone in diametrically opposite directions and received completely different feedback.

Meeks is far above that standard, so he will get more good results because of this "different".But 18793 is far below this standard, so he will receive more malice.

Although Meeks does not agree with the other party's idea of ​​accepting fate, and although most of his understanding of the outside world comes from the common sense instilled by Hydra, Meeks has to admit that the other party's worries are not groundless.

But even so, so what, the so-called freedom and the sun were just chips he used to attract the other party.

How could 18793 have real freedom? Even if it did, it would definitely not be given by Meeks.

Because what Meeks wants is to change the other party from Hydra's experimental product to his own knife, and there is actually not much difference in essence.

It's just that he may be a little more generous than Hydra, generously giving the other party a certain amount of freedom when he can't use the other party.

He has never been a good person, and even with the so-called "childhood friendship", it didn't have much influence on Meeks.

In fact, according to his current development, he may become the strongest and most difficult opponent of his fathers in the future. However, how can such a monotonous and stereotyped plot be arranged by fate.

Therefore, the future of Meeks is destined to be a road that no one has ever imagined.

18793 has the ability to read people's hearts, but sometimes, just because you can read other people's hearts doesn't mean you can manage your own.

From the beginning of everything, when they were still immature, 18793's heart beat crazily for Meeks countless times.

The source of that beating is not admiration, nor is it the belief that Meeks wants. If I have to say it, it is mixed with longing, longing, longing, and madness. Meeks is exactly what 18793 wants to live. .

However, from birth, he was not the one favored by fate.

Among that group of experimental subjects, he was not the most powerful, but the ugliest and strangest.Compared with his situation, the little frailty of the girl he once regarded as entrusted in his memory was nothing, at least she looked like a normal person.

It's not like 18793, which looks like a living monster.

She has everything that 18793 crazily desires, but she can't get it, but she still greedily wants more.

Later, after he figured out the methods the other party was hiding behind, 18793 was not surprised by her failure at all.

When she wanted to be Meeks, she denied herself virtually. She defined herself as being inferior to Meeks, so she longed to be Meeks.And how can such a person who denies herself defeat the existence in her heart that is better than herself.

18793 is very sober, although he has a desire to look like that girl in his heart, but he has never had the idea of ​​being like that girl.

As I said earlier, he is a person who "admits his fate". He knows that fate will never favor him. He knows that if he does that, he will never succeed. For those things that are doomed to fail, naturally there is no need to try .

But it is also because of this "acceptance of fate" that Meeks has a different place in his heart.In 18793's view, Meeks is undoubtedly the one favored by fate.

It is also this kind of thinking that makes Meeks' bewitching him succeed in the end.

Rather than saying that 18793 believed in Meeks, it is better to say that he believed in the luck of Meeks.

If this kind of plot is changed to some Long Aotian's novels, then 18793 is like the magic stick of those superstitious sons of the chosen one, and has become the loyal supporter of the opponent without hesitation.

Meeks, who successfully got a sharp blade, was not as happy as he thought.

Although he doesn't have any psychic abilities, he always feels that 18793 looks at him strangely, as if the other party is looking at something sacred through him.

Meeks, of course, would not interpret this as that the other party had dedicated his faith to him. As for what the other party's situation was... Meeks really didn't understand.

The repeated unknowns made Meeks restrain his arrogance a lot. He felt that he still had a lot to learn in terms of people's hearts.

Hydra may be a collection of many evils, but evil does not represent all of the world.Although Meeks is not a kind existence, and he doesn't think there is any kindness in a place like Hydra, but he never thinks that there is no such thing as kindness in this world, after all, everything is possible.

For example, aren't his biological fathers defined as "kind" existences?

Meeks, who suddenly realized, after obtaining the sharp weapon 18793, was not in a hurry to attack Hydra, but turned his attention to the people that Hydra had captured from the outside.

In fact, take a closer look at the failed escape plan that existed in 18793's memory.Among the reasons for the failure were Meeks' own arrogance, the girl's betrayal, and the power of Hydra, but it was undeniable that part of the reason was Meeks' impatience.

He was too anxious, he was anxious to prove his extraordinary, he was "kidnapped" by those eyes full of trust, more precisely, he was "kidnapped" by the vanity generated by those eyes.

But this time, he decided to slow down and come little by little.Before that, it is a good pastime to get to know the outside world first, and those who were captured are the best choice for Meeks to complete the pastime.

Unlike them, the "native-born" experimental subjects of Hydra, and those soldiers who were thoroughly brainwashed by Hydra, those who were captured were all from the same group that was important to Meeks and the others. , yearning for the outside world with many unknowns.

Although Meeks used means to go out once, but that one time alone was not enough for Meeks to understand everything deeply.

Through those who were captured, maybe I can learn more things.

Coincidentally, not far from their laboratory, a group of people who had just been arrested were locked up.

The faces of that group of people were full of fear, rejection, hatred, and exploration of this place... Huh?Explore? !