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I just thought of something, right, I should be thinking about the next thing, the next thing, the next thing should be...

Kudo Shinichi is trying to find his way back.

"Kudou-san smells so good~"

Yukikawa Rin, who disturbed his thoughts, moved his head closer, and rubbed his face against the boy's bare neck. His hot breath slowly spilled on the surface of his skin, and she continued to murmur with her eyes closed.

"Sure enough, lemon pie is very suitable for you, right?"

"What... what?" The young man's Adam's apple rolled, and he faltered, unable to make sense of it.

"Ah, don't you know?" She frowned slightly, her eyelids were too heavy to open, "I made it for you specially."

specially?

Kudo Shinichi was stunned, remembering that someone said at that time that Xue Chuan did not know how to make lemon pie, and it was his first time to try it that time. No wonder it was too sweet and greasy when he ate it, and the aftertaste was inexplicable Bitterness came.

If that friend liked it, he should have learned it long ago.So, lemon pie was the first for him.

Thinking of this, the corner of the young man's mouth raised, his eyes softened, and he responded softly:

"Ah~ now I know."

She bent her eyes, giggled, tiptoed a little, and stretched out her arms to wrap his neck tightly, as if seeking warmth.

Hugged tightly like a kitten, his whole body was fragrant and soft, he couldn't help hugging back.

In the next second, Kudo Shinichi was taken aback by his embrace, and realized that these actions were too abnormal and disrespectful.

They agreed that there would be no contact. She was still drunk, so he felt a little bit taking advantage of her now, and besides, he didn't have any other ideas. This is really too bad.

Thinking of this, the detective boy tried his best to maintain his sanity, restrained his heartbeat, the blush on his cheeks gradually faded, thinking of it as just helping his drunk classmate go home, don't think about anything else, there is nothing else to think about.

They are strangers who have no relationship. Even if they had contact, it was all in the past, and now, he has pushed her away long ago.

Thinking of his own departure that day, he felt depressed, feeling as if he had fallen into an ice cellar, and then regained his senses, picked up the bag that the girl dropped, and helped her to walk towards the house.

She walked lightly, without making any noise, and helped her to the door without too much effort.

"Xue Chuan, your house key..."

Kudo Shin turned his head to one side and was about to ask her where the key was, when he saw her leaning her head against the door and looking at him seriously, he held his breath for a moment, touched the back of his neck uncertainly and asked.

"What, what's wrong?"

She shook her head, then nodded contradictoryly, half leaning on the door frame, her cheeks were reddish, her eyes were narrowed, she smiled at him vaguely and softly, and said:

"I really want to hug you."

These words were like bombs, when he was hesitant and shocked, Xue Chuan approached unsteadily before he could respond, and when he went to help her in fear of falling, she fell softly into his arms.

The hot temperature caused by drunkenness was conveyed through touch, and while trembling, she gently stroked his hair with one hand, and said.

"Kudou-san seems a little unhappy today."

The other hand on her back patted his back lightly, and continued softly and carefully.

"I'll hug you, don't be unhappy, okay?"

Even when she was drunk and confused, she saw his hidden sadness and anxiety, and expressed comfort in the simplest and candid way.

Xue Chuan, who was so frank like a child, made him completely unable to restrain himself, and hugged her tightly into his arms.

But the next second after the action was executed, the crisp sound of the key falling pulled him back to his sanity, he hurriedly let go of her, Xue Chuan unsteadily lowered his body to pick up the key, and then used the door to open it with force, but it happened No matter how you can't align the keyhole on the lock.

After a soft sigh, Kudo Shinichi reached out and took the key from her dazed hand, and said in a low voice, "Let me open it."

Xue Chuanlin stared blankly at the young man standing next to him at the moment, his face hidden in the shadows was always quiet and far away, in the close distance at this moment, it seemed that no dream could better explain the situation at this moment.

Accompanied by her restrained breathing and the sluggish reaction of her brain, at the moment the door was opened, she suddenly moved closer, leaning lightly on the boy's arm that pushed the door open, her slightly sticky lips parted.

"Kudou-san?"

This call sounds like a child's coquettish murmur asking for a toy.

The touch of the arm and the friction of the clothes were transmitted clearly, and Kudo Shinichi, who had never avoided it, breathed and suffocated, and the call from close at hand seemed to be rushed by sea water, drowning his usual calm reason.

He dodged his eyes and didn't dare to look at her, and he couldn't figure out the meaning of her action, so he could only restrain his complicated and disordered emotions, and maintained the movement of pushing the door, as if petrified.

"Why do you still hide from me in your dreams?"

She asked softly, and got closer, as if she wanted him to look at her.

Maybe it was because she was really getting closer, and with his soft words, he withdrew his arms in a panic, but in the next second, he was afraid that she would fall, so he hugged her firmly into his arms.

The fragrance is warm and soft, and the breath is slightly hot.

Like a pebble thrown into the lake, it naturally disturbed the boy's rationality, and the boy's ears, which had already tried his best to restrain himself, quickly turned red again.

Stupid, this is not a dream.

He retorted in his heart like this, but his mouth was tightly closed like glue.

Amid the blushing and heartbeating touch, the girl wrapped her arms around his neck and asked in the itchy ears.

"Is that delicious?"

This question should be what she had been wanting to ask just now, about the taste of lemon pie.

Accompanied by a chaotic heartbeat, he lowered his head, his trembling eyelashes also expressed his frustration and helplessness at the moment, and then reached out to cover the girl's hair.

Now, the drunk really doesn't know which one it should be.

"Hmm~ It's super delicious."

With an inexplicable scorching heat and tremor in his voice, he poured out muffled.

Now, he is also a liar.

In fact, the taste is not as good as the first time Mami-senpai made it.

But he just thought it was super delicious.

Touch—the door is opened by the key at this moment.

"Okay, okay." He came back to his senses, suppressed his rapid heartbeat, and said in a deep voice, "The door has been opened, go back and rest quickly."

"Inside..." Xue Chuan looked back at the room, let go of him in a daze, pointed at random, and said, "Wait for me first."

Then, Yukikawa Rin entered the room by himself and immediately closed the door. Kudo Shinichi, who was standing outside, blinked blankly, knowing that this was the end of the matter, and when he was about to leave, he noticed that he hadn't given her the bag yet. , I had to obediently stand at the door and wait.

In less than a minute, Xue Chuan had already opened the door, leaning his head against the door frame, opening his eyes with difficulty, and asked with a smile, "Do you want to eat lemon pie?"

"Do not……"

Kudo Shinichi's first reaction was to refuse, but Yukikawa Rin had already dragged him into the room. The room was brightly lit, and there were several large plates of lemon pie on the coffee table.

"when will you……"

He looked at Xue Chuanlin again in doubt, only to see that she had staggered to the hall and was lying on the sofa, with her eyes closed as if she had fallen asleep.

Really very drunk.He walked to the side and picked up a lemon pie and bit it off. The sweet taste made him frown slightly, and then he looked at the girl who was obediently closing her eyes and fell asleep, and continued to eat the next bite.

"Why do you drink so much?" He muttered while eating, looking around, and finally landed on the bag he brought in for her, and then remembered the gift he gave, and at the same time remembered the purpose of coming here.

The girl unconsciously turned sideways to find a comfortable position, her drooping hair covered her face, and Kudo Shin, who was sitting by the side, thought she might feel cold, so he covered her with a blanket.

It was a long night. After Kudo Shinichi finished eating all the lemon pies that were on display, he felt that his mouth could not tell the difference between sweet and bitter. He saw Xue Chuan frowning, with a painful expression, and cold sweat on his forehead, as if he had done something bad Dream.

So after drinking several glasses of water, he got up and went to the bathroom to prepare towels and hot water, thinking in his heart that he would treat her as a gift from eating lemon pie, and take care of her before going back.

While wiping Xue Chuan's face with a hot towel, he heard the girl whispering something, when he leaned closer to listen carefully, Xue Chuan opened his eyes in a trance, the eye sockets were reddish, and the pupils shrank.

He was stunned for a moment. It was the first time he saw Xue Chuan crying, and he didn't know if it was about to cry, because the tears were restrained by her eyes, but even so, the fragile and helpless appearance still fell into the In the eyes, the pain that involved the heart also made the hand holding the towel freeze in mid-air, looking at her at a loss.

She covered the towel he was holding with her hand, as if grabbing the last straw, she begged over and over again:

"Don't die, please, don't die."

These words brought the teenager back to his senses, and he soon realized that what she was seeing at this moment was not herself, but the friend who looked similar to herself and died forever.

Drinking...is it also because of him?

Mingming knew the importance of that friend to her early on, but unknown anger still arose in his heart. He turned his eyes sideways, let out a long breath, and tried to relieve his depressed mood before taking care of her.

The girl, who couldn't tell the dream from reality at all, ran her fingertips around the skin of the boy's arm, and leaned towards him while looking at him seriously, speaking to him one sentence after another with a dry voice.

"It's all because of me, obviously it should be me..."

"It shouldn't be you, it should be me."

"I should... die in..."

Before this sentence was finished, it seemed to be an invisible fuse, which instantly detonated the young man's suppressed and silent mood. He shook off the hand she was holding on to him, and stretched out his hand to tightly hold the neck where she stretched her head close. shoulder.

When she was limp and limp due to drunkenness, she was accused of leaning on the sofa, the boy lowered his gloomy eyebrows, and clearly exposed his face in front of her, even close to her forehead, trying to make her completely Seeing his own face, and trying to restrain the frustration and unwillingness in his heart, he said in a dry and hoarse voice.

"Look at me, see who I am, Xue Chuan."

Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she looked at him in bewilderment, as if she didn't know what he was annoyed with at all. Such an expression only made him feel more uncomfortable, and the strength of her hand didn't feel a little heavier, even embedded in the The girl's skin was soaked in blood.

"Xue Chuan, in your eyes, am I a substitute for that person?" His tone became more and more frustrated, and his eyes trembled like broken crystals.

The dull pain came from the neck and shoulders. She blinked, but didn't cry out the pain immediately. After a long ten seconds of silence, she stretched out her hand to cover his hair, and pressed her fingertips against the boy's scalp, stroking gently and carefully. subconsciously replied.

"No, Kudo, you are not."

She knew it was him.

The girl's voice was long and soft, his pupils constricted, and he heard her continue to add.

"You are Kudo, I know."

She obviously shouldn't know, but she seems to know what she said.

He let go of her in a panic and stood up straight. After trying to sort out the situation, when he looked at the girl again, she had already fallen asleep.

When she turned her head away, there were bloody scratches on the back of her neck and shoulders. He clenched his hands tightly, annoyed at himself, and looked at her hair covering her eyes. He lowered his body and reached out to help her brush away the disturbing hair. At that time, his eyes fell on the girl's eyebrows, and he whispered in annoyance.

"I'm sorry...and more."

"Happy birthday."