Yanyun Fengyue

Lu Jingyun heard Huai Yan say that he likes to come here before, so he knew that there is such a pure place on the coast of Jiqing. He didn't stay in the city with many people, but he came to the church orphanage for Huai Yan when he was out filming.

At first, the children looked at his aura and dared not approach him. Lu Jingyun was busy with business, so he and Xiao Zhang put down their things and then left. After two or three visits, some children timidly came over to say thank you, and Xiao Zhang took the opportunity to embrace each other. Tickling them in my arms, the children chirped and laughed.Later they knew that Lu Jingyun was a military officer, and the boys admired him very much, but the girls said that they missed the gentle and gentle brother Jiang even more, and would secretly treasure the pictorials they saw.

Lu Jingyun didn't expect to meet Huai Yan tonight, but came here purely to relieve his knots. He had mastered the song "Spring Light" when he was in the military academy, and it was almost the only piano piece he knew. Every time he bounced it, he would think of the loneliness and warmth of sitting alone under the sunset when he was a teenager, peeking at the throbbing of the person on the ladder through the tree branch...

He has too many things on his mind that he cannot express in words, and he can only express them in rhyme... Just now, when he saw Huai Yan, his eyes were already red, but he tried his best to calm down, and restrained himself from walking over, waiting until Huai Yan and the children After chatting for a few words and turning around again, he finally couldn't hold back stepping on the red carpet and came here, Yanyan also ran over to pull him, "Brother Yun, don't you know Brother Jiang very well, persuade him, we Let's eat dumplings here together."

Huai Yan lowered his top hat, Lu Jingyun couldn't see his eyes, he could only see that the corners of his well-curved lips no longer resembled the shadow of a bird spreading its wings, but hung down slightly, his jaw line was tense, he My heart hurt like a knife, but I knew I shouldn't persuade her too much, so I lightly patted Yanyan's head, "Your elder brother Jiang may be busy tonight."

Yanyan nodded sensibly, but her mouth was puckered up, and she still cried even after she endured it, Huai Yan was so distressed at this moment, she straightened her hat and squatted down to wipe her tears, just as Lu Jingyun's fingers also wiped the tears for the little girl, both of them The people's fingers touched each other and quickly moved away. At this moment, Huai Yan felt an electric current rushing from the fingertips.

He quickly stood up, and after coaxing Yanyan, he was so cruel that he didn't stay. Then he walked out of the church and walked slowly along the solemn red wall. Maybe he should walk faster, but he didn't want to leave this place in his heart. , so I stopped by the frozen lake, the dead branches growing unevenly on the shore trembled with the wind, there were deep and shallow ruts on the ice, and there were round holes chiseled by fishermen, Huai Yan suddenly remembered and It's time for Liang Wenmo to play ice carts. I don't know if he has returned to Yanyun. Maybe he should call and ask. Even though the relationship between the two is already very stiff, they have truly become friends.

And he recalled the song just now, and remembered Lu Jingyun's eyes when he got up and looked at the door. He seemed to be able to capture some blurred feelings in it. It was originally an extremely romantic situation, but now it has become the heartbreak of New Year's Eve Yingzhao.

The moon is gradually disappearing behind the clouds, as if without its bright light, the temperature has dropped, and the white jade railings in the winter night are as white as snow, and they are like ice to the touch. Huai Yan rubbed his palm for a while, and the palm was numb from the cold , He took out a mint-flavored Marlboro from his pocket, the match struck his impeccable face, and then slowly extinguished it, Huai Yan held the cigarette between his index and middle fingers, stared at the lake and sighed softly, the smoke in his mouth accompanied by The cold mist floated out.

"You're crazy..." He had just taken two puffs before the cigarette in his hand was snatched away, his boots quickly slammed down the cigarette butt, sparks burst out, Lu Jingyun's eyes were sullen, "there is a disease in the lungs, you don't do you know?"

Huai Yan didn't speak, turned around and walked towards the opposite side of the lake, and took out the cigarette case with the man on his back, but the man had sharp eyes, walked a few steps quickly, snatched the cigarette case and threw it out, he has good arm strength, and the cigarette case The box was thrown as far as the center of the lake, where it became a small black spot.

"What are you doing?" Huai Yan got angry, and then looked into Lu Jingyun's eyes, "Even if Chief Lu is not reuniting with his family on New Year's Eve, there is no need to worry about my affairs here, right?"

Lu Jingyun slightly opened his lips, but he didn't know what to say. The blankness and helplessness in his eyes made Huai Yan's heart tremble. He had hardly seen him like this before. Lu Jingyun in adulthood will always be confident and serious At this moment, he looked a little like an ignorant teenager. Huai Yan felt that his expression was very familiar. Coupled with the smell of red sausage just now, the broken fragments and scenes in his mind were piled up again, which made him lose his mind for a while.

I was desperately trying to remember, but I heard Lu Jingyun answer what he said just now without thinking, "I have already had dinner with them, and I came here when I have nothing to do... Who did you get this habit with, I beg you , can you stop doing this?"

Huai Yan came back to his senses, and when he heard the word "they", he felt cold all over his body. No matter how hazy and beautiful the memory was, the reality was still so cruel. He smiled and said, "With Liang Wenzhe, he never leaves his cigarette. Now I feel that this thing is good, it can make people sober."

Lu Jingyun's face turned extremely ugly in an instant. Although Huai Yan didn't say much, he tensed up his nerves when he heard Liang Wenzhe's name. Both of them are smart people. Why couldn't he taste the essence of Huai Yan's words? Meaning, but he still can't believe it, "You are very close to him now?"

Huai Yan is noncommittal, he has rich acting experience now, he knows what kind of lines to say in which scenes, and when to stop talking, especially for a sensitive and sharp person like Lu Jingyun, he doesn't need to say much.Sure enough, at the moment when he was silent, Lu Jingyun blushed, "Speak!"

"What can I say? Mr. Lu, since you have made a choice, the matter between us is meaningless." Huai Yan's arm was pinched by him, but he couldn't break free. He knew that at this moment Angry, he simply made it clear, "Liang Wenzhe has a lot of resources like "Lanling", why can't I..."

"You committed yourself to him?!" Lu Jingyun was almost furious, the blue veins on his forehead were exposed, his black eyebrows were tightly frowned, and his eagle-like eyes were so fierce that it was frightening, "between you and me, everything is wrong. It’s tied to me, but you shouldn’t be so depraved!”

"What does it mean to be self-willed and depraved?" Huai Yan retorted, "You can sell your marriage for the sake of your military rank, and I also want to make some sacrifices for my career..." At this point in his words, he could clearly feel that the strength in Lu Jingyun's hands had weakened When he got down, his heart softened, and he didn't want to hurt him any more, so he changed his mind.

"I want to be an actor, but this goal is not out of revenge for you. Nowadays, theater ticket prices are skyrocketing, there are too many luxury and feasting on the screen, and most of the authors are people who grew up in the heap of gold and jade. Many things It is inevitable to be biased. The neighbors in my alley have never been to a theater. Even if I gave a ticket, they would refuse to go, thinking that if they don’t understand it, it will be a waste... Literature and art should not be concentrated on the top of the tower, nor It should be just a pastime, but if you want to change the status quo, this is the only way, do you understand?"

Lu Jingyun finally let go of Huai Yan's arm, he has completely believed in every word Huai Yan said, because this kind of concept is exactly what Xu Jiangmian has had since childhood, and Lu Jingyun's own choice and efforts in career are also related to him since childhood. It is not unrelated to their experiences. It turns out that they have all achieved the same goal by different routes to some extent through this method.

Maybe this is the best ending, to give up a love, to get the two of you, Lu Jingyun thought, at least he no longer has to worry about his identity as Huai Yan, and he doesn't have to worry that his sweetheart will be dragged to a secret place to be tortured or killed. He tried his best to comfort himself like this over and over again, but his heart still felt piercing pain, he stepped back a few steps facing him, Huai Yan knew that he intended to leave, so he also turned around and walked away, when he lowered his neck and supported his top hat , Lu Jingyun accidentally saw a faint red mark on the back of his neck, and couldn't say anything anymore. He sat by the lake all night until the first ray of sunshine on the first day of the first lunar month came from the ground. After the reflection came out, he started the car and left.

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Mian'er strikes back!It's enough for Xiao Lu to suffer. I want to say that Chief Lu made the hickey himself. He didn't even remember the intense meal that day. ps: Protecting the environment is everyone's responsibility, please don't learn from Lu Jingyun in littering!