Civilian Edition Traveling Farming Diary

There was a blizzard last night, and the snowflakes are still floating this morning, so I can't go out that day.

I made two bowls of honey water, and Chen Xiang drank it to his heart's content. He added some water to the bowl after drinking it to dissolve a little bit of honey sticking to the bottom of the bowl, and drank it again.I have to say that wild honey is sweet, and I like to drink it too.

Liu Dong called me through the wall, he forgot to buy salt when he went to the market last time, now there is no salt at home, please borrow some from me.

I passed him the salt over the wall, and he whispered a gossip to me.

On the day of the market, when Su Mai came home, he was told by his family that he couldn’t chat and that he didn’t catch me. ?

Liu Dong told me that some time ago, when the Liu Zhao family was gossiping with the aunts in the village, they heard that the Su family had found a family for Su Mai, but that family thought that the younger brother was not easy to raise. Mai Butt Xiao was sure he couldn't have a son, so he refused.This is unsatisfactory, and you still hold some hope in me, and come to test me.

I was also very speechless, and I asked what came out of the test.

Liu Dong said that the Su family still had hope, because they felt that although I liked Chen Xiang, Chen Xiang didn't like me and would leave. When he left, I had to find a husband.

I:……

That's right. If Chen Xiang really wants to leave, I can't stop him. I really want to find a husband, but I really don't want to get in touch with Su Mai at the moment, and I don't like their insistence. The act of pushing people to me, and telling me so many kisses, why is it that his family is so pressing.

Liu Dong was also quite speechless, sighed a few words and left.

I think there must be some progress between me and Chen Xiang. At least I need to know whether he is interested in me first. If he is interested, it’s fine. If he’s not, I don’t want to marry Su Mai either. His family is too annoying.

But I have never been in a relationship before, what should I do, I scanned the book in my mind, but I couldn't find the answer, so I had to use the most stupid way to make inferences.

At noon, I ate steamed buns and pickled vegetables. Taking advantage of the meal time, I asked Chen Xiang if he really planned to leave in the spring.

Chen Xiang said yes.

I asked him how he planned to live after leaving?

He said that he hadn't figured it out yet, so he could go to the workshop to mend clothes and so on, and take his time.

I bit the tip of my chopsticks and said, "It's not safe for you as a little brother to work outside. Have you ever thought about joining relatives or getting married?"

He shook his head: "I have no relatives to turn to, they will send me home, and my father will sell me again."

Me: "What about getting married?"

He shook his head again: "I can't trust anyone, so I just want to support myself."

I think so too, my father sold himself, it is normal for him to distrust this society, I think he is quite sad.

So I said, "You can trust me, I won't cheat you."

He was stunned for a moment, lowered his head and whispered, "Brother Zhang Cheng, you are a good person, I only trust you."

I laughed, okay, as long as he still has someone he can trust in his heart, life will not be completely dark.

I didn't ask anything during the meal, and I didn't pay much attention to it, but when I was lying in bed at night, I suddenly felt something was wrong.

Squeeze it.

"Do you want to get married?"

"No, because I don't trust others."

"You can trust me."

"Well, I only trust you."

He he he he he...

Does this mean that he has me in his heart?I'm his only thing or something?

Ahhh, I'm really slow and confused in this regard, what does it mean, is it what I think it means?Or just said something politely?

Dude, I won't be able to sleep tonight.