After being dressed as cannon fodder, I became the favorite of the variety show group

before leaving

The night was heavy and heavy, and the stars could be seen above the old city.

An Rao sat on a bench by the side of the hotel, looking up at the sky full of stars.

Heart sour.

Can't say why.

Maybe it was because of feeling sorry for Chu Guannan.

He knew Chu Guannan's feelings for him, so when he thought of Chu Guannan's mood after he found out that he had left, he felt his heart ache as if someone had squeezed him tightly.

An Rao sighed and raised his hand to cover his heart.

I made a wrong decision.

But he really couldn't tell Chu Guannan the fact that he was leaving.

He has struggled for so long in the entertainment industry for his mother's dream, and finally made it through. Let him stop all work and accompany him to fulfill his ridiculous dream, can he still be regarded as a human being?

but……

Not saying a word, and even running away, can't be regarded as something that a person can do.

An Rao lowered his head slowly and buried his face between his knees.

In his hand, he tightly held Chu Guannan's surrounding keychains.

From a distance, it looks like a child who has lost his way and can't find his home.

the other side.

Chu Guannan has been busy with the launching ceremony of the new movie for the past few days. He hardly stays at home. Finally, he is free. The first thing he does is to go back and see An Rao.

Especially since the day of An Rao's departure is getting closer, he wants to spare these few days to have a good talk with him.

Ask him if he can take him with him.

After driving into the community, he habitually looked up at the window.

It was pitch black.

The brain froze for a moment, blunt, and completely lost the ability to think.

Chu Guannan parked the car downstairs casually, took out his mobile phone to call An Rao, and ran upstairs.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is empty..."

A mechanically cold female voice came from the phone.

Empty number.

The strings in my brain snapped suddenly.

Chu Guannan entered the elevator, his heart ached, maybe it was his whole body.

He hurried to the door of the house, his fingers trembling, and he failed to unlock the fingerprint several times.

finally opened the door—

In the dark room, the white light cast by the moonlight faintly illuminated the coffee table.

A note was pressed on it with a teacup.

[I'm going on a trip, see you in a year, husband, I love you. 】

what.

He canceled his mobile phone card, leaving only a note, didn't he want to find him by himself?

The blood in the body began to flow backwards, rushing straight to the brain.

Not anger, but disappointment.

He didn't even give himself a chance to have a good talk, so he just left quietly.

The last trace of strength in the body was also sucked away.

He slowly slid down the corner of the wall, raised his hand to cover his eyes, and rubbed the cold-blooded and heartless note in the other hand tightly.

Can't blame An Rao, this is his dream, he has known it for a long time, and should have expected such a day.

But when it really happened to my head, I still felt unacceptable.

After a long time, he suddenly opened his eyes and stood up.

He couldn't just let him go, no matter what, he had to give himself a reasonable explanation.

Someone must be found tonight, even if the city is turned upside down.

Chu Guannan called Long Jing'an and asked him to mobilize all his friends to find him together.

Long Jing'an:?

It's nine o'clock now bro.

Chu Guannan carefully analyzed that with An Rao's IQ, if he wants to run away, he will never leave any traces, so he can't stay in hotels and other places that require an ID card, and he can't take a taxi, which is very easy to check.

And with his personality that doesn't suffer, he can't sleep in the streets, airports, etc. The biggest possibility is those small hotels that don't require documents.

If he was dragging the suitcase, he wouldn't be able to go very far. It would be great if he could reach the south of the city at most.

Chu Guannan drove the car and searched alley by alley, and he couldn't find the small hotels that didn't require ID on the map, so he could only look for them like a needle in a haystack.

When he saw a hotel, he would go in and ask if he had seen a tall and thin boy wearing a hat and a mask.

Every time I get an answer of "I haven't seen it", I feel more and more disappointed.

He didn't even know what clothes An Rao was wearing when he left.

His heart was tormented repeatedly, and he was confused and aimlessly looking for a little bit of patience.

"Di--" the fuel gauge suddenly beeped.

Chu Guannan saw the reminder of low oil volume on the oil dial.

The last bit of oil was driven for a few kilometers, and it was completely empty.

The car slowly stopped at the entrance of an old residential area and turned off the engine.

I have no strength.

He slowly leaned over the steering wheel, his head in a mess.

Where the hell are you?

At this time, the hour hand of the watch points to twelve.

There were chaotic footsteps outside the car.

A childish voice came: "Mom, is that brother crying?"

"Yes, my brother probably ran out after arguing with his family."

"Then his family must be very worried about him."

Mother smiled: "That's for sure, so you can't run around anymore, mom will be very worried."

Chu Guannan slowly raised his head.

He opened the car door and stepped out, looking along the low houses, and the dim street lights illuminated a small hotel not far away.

On the bench at the door, a man curled up with his legs hugged.

Although he couldn't see his face, every detail of his body had been firmly remembered in his mind.

Chu Guannan walked over gently.

When he walked in front of the man, he faintly heard mournful sobs.

At that moment, the restless heart was soothed by the sudden crying and became extremely soft.

Chu Guannan slowly squatted down, staring at the man without moving.

……

The more An Rao thought about it, the more guilty and sad he became, the root of his nose became sore, and tears fell uncontrollably.

Amidst his intermittent sobs, he seemed to hear another kind of breathing.

He froze for a moment, then raised his head suddenly.

The dimly lit street lamps dimly reflected the outline of the person in his heart, and his eyes were filled with endless fatigue.

The heart began to pump again, and more tears pooled in the eye sockets.

Chu Guannan sighed heavily. He who hadn't had a drop of water for several hours and was always in a tense state suddenly relaxed and felt weak all over.

I really want to scold him.

But I can't bear it.

"You are really easy for me to find." Chu Guannan could hear the anger in his tone.

An Rao hugged his body even harder, and said weakly: "I'm sorry..."

He knew that Chu Guannan must be very tired now.

But Chu Guannan held his hand and wrapped it in his palm: "Hands are so cold, how long have you been sitting outside?"

It seemed that the child didn't really want to escape, otherwise he wouldn't have been outside to purify his soul for so long.

"Not long..."

Chu Guannan took off his coat and covered him, and asked softly, "Shall we go home?"

An Rao didn't say anything.

How dare I go back again, after being tortured for so long, seeing his eyes turn red, I'm afraid he may have cried because of his sadness just now.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Chu Guannan lost patience with him for the first time.

Putting his hands through the bend of his legs and hugging him, he led them to the car.

"Put me down." An Rao struggled.

Regardless of his struggle, Chu Guannan pushed him into the back seat of the car, and followed him.

The car is out of gas, so we can only wait for the towing company to come.

Just take advantage of this time to talk about it.

"Is it still cold?" But when he opened his mouth, the questioning turned into concern.

Hearing what he said, An Rao felt that he was about to be swallowed by guilt.

"Sorry……"

Seeing his small appearance, Chu Guannan was really out of breath.

He touched An Rao's cold cheek, and coaxed softly: "Hey, I'm fine, I'm still cold, the car is out of gas and I can't turn on the heat for you."

After Chu Guannan took off his coat for him, he also took off his suit jacket to cover his knees.

"I'm not cold, don't take it off for me..."

Chu Guannan smiled wearily: "Go home later, take a hot bath, and have a good sleep."

"You don't blame me." An Rao raised his head, his eyes sparkling.

Chu Guannan let out a sigh of relief: "A little bit."

An Rao was silent.

"But if you think about it carefully, it's because I don't care enough for you, and I've been busy with work recently, so you don't want to tell me what's on your mind." Chu Guannan leaned closer, "Now I'm not busy, and I Tell me what you think."

When An Rao heard this, he felt even more uncomfortable.

At this time, Chu Guannan still thought that it was his fault that he didn't care enough for himself, and he would never find the reason from others.

Why is this idiot like this?

His nose was sore for a while, and tears fell from his eyes uncontrollably again.

Chu Guannan panicked and hugged him at a loss: "I didn't scold you, why are you crying again?"

"The more you do this, the more I feel guilty." An Rao leaned on his shoulder, with a strong nasal voice.

"Good boy, I'm just telling the truth, or you don't like me saying that, I'll tell you what you want to hear." Chu Guannan hurriedly hugged the man and stroked his back to coax him.

"Actually, I didn't want to escape, and I did plan to travel with you at the beginning."

Chu Guannan said "hmm" twice, indicating that he was listening, and he was listening very seriously.

"But the host asked you if you entered the circle for your mother... If you said yes, I felt that you shouldn't disturb your dreams just because of your dreams, and wanted to sneak away."

Hearing this, Chu Guannan heaved a sigh of relief.

A warm current came to my heart.

"The little idiot didn't know my dream."

"What?" An Rao was stunned.

"My dream is to have a place for me by your side wherever you go."

"what……"

"Maybe I had this idea before. I admit that I don't have great ambitions. I'm working hard now to let you live a better life, not for the so-called mother." Chu Guannan raised the corner of his mouth, "My mother, the last What I hate is to bind others."

An Rao asked stupidly with his red nose on his head, "Really?"

Chu Guannan took his hand and held it up: "It's more real than the diamonds on your watch."

An Rao stared at him for a long time, then leaned over and threw himself into his arms.

Seeing that the person was finally coaxed, Chu Guannan's heart that had been hanging around fell steadily.

"Thank you, if you didn't tell me, I wouldn't know you cared so much about my feelings."

"Of course I care..." An Rao closed his eyes, feeling his unique breath.

The anxious heart was healed little by little.

"If you really care about me, just love me." Chu Guannan hugged him tightly and held him tightly in his arms, "Because of your ambiguity, I always feel that you are like a gust of wind. leave."

"I won't leave." An Rao tried to save his respect, but it was useless.

"Liar, if I hadn't been looking for you everywhere tonight, wouldn't it be a year before I could see you again."

"hey-hey."

"I want a little compensation, not too much."

"What compensation..."

"I haven't thought about it yet, maybe I'll have an idea when I see the big bed when I go home."

When An Rao came out, he was still thinking that at least he didn't need to be nailed to a stake tonight.

But now it seems that is a luxury.

The next day, the company issued a statement on Chu Guannan's personal Weibo:

[Due to personal reasons, I will suspend all activities from today. I initially expect to resume work in one year. Thank you for your understanding. 】

Netizens:

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【WTF? !Don't scare me, Lin Jingxi was the last one to make such a statement, so Teacher Chu won't be involved. 】

[Woooooo why!I disagree! 】

[Don't worry, Rao Rao also posted this kind of Weibo, probably Brother Nan accompanied him on a trip. 】

[srds, still unacceptable. 】

[Hey, I understand that Long Live’s misunderstanding is innocent, it’s not easy for the two of you to be together, let them have fun, and squeeze them out when you come back, all kinds of variety shows, film and television dramas will be arranged (Devil Whispers)]

[Hahaha, Chu is safe and in danger. 】

[Hey, as long as they are happy, Rao Rao has finally realized his dream, what could be more gratifying than this. 】

[Hey, my babies, please be happy forever! 】

In the quiet town of Copenhagen, the dark blue sky hangs down heavily.

The orange light casts a fan shape on the fairy-tale house, the rain is pattering, and the light forms mottled starlight on the floor tiles.

In the narrow and quiet alley, the sound of violins came from the taverns on both sides.

At this moment, the whole world fell into silence.

The two people who are close to each other clasped their hands tightly, and the diamonds on the ring sparkled with dazzling light.

"Excuse me, happy birthday." Chu Guannan said softly.

"Is there no gift?" An Rao stretched out his greedy hand.

"I thought a lot about how to arrange the scene and what kind of gifts to prepare."

"But now I realize that accompanying you to realize your dreams is the best gift."

"People who forget to prepare gifts usually say this." An Rao laughed.

"Then do you like this gift?"

An Rao pondered for a moment, his fingers clenched Chu Guannan's hand tightly.

"I like it very much."

The voice is gentle and full of love, slowly drifting into the distance with the silent wind.