such as Yue Linyuan

In the hall, there was a brief silence.

After Chu Yuezhi said the words, no one spoke again, and even the breathing was extremely light.

Chu Yuezhi's chest rose and fell, showing his intense emotions. In fact, he rarely lost control of his emotions. Now every time, it was because of Si Yuanting.

It's not that he doesn't want Si Yuanting to realize his ideals and ambitions. Si Yuanting should have spread his wings and soared into the sky, and it's not that he doesn't believe in Si Yuanting's ability. Everyone knows better how cruel and ruthless it will be once they go into battle. It is a real purgatory on earth. The enemy's knives and arrows may fall on themselves in the next second and become fatal injuries. It will be burned into a sea of ​​flames and swallow people up. No one who goes to the battlefield can guarantee that he can go back alive. How dare he send Si Yuanting, who has already suffered so much torment and suffering, to the battlefield?

After licking blood for several years, Chu Yuezhi is not afraid of war, but he fears that he will lose his love because of the war.

Si Yuanting's expression didn't change at all, neither shocked nor angry, he just stared at Chu Yuezhi, then stretched out his hand to put his palm on Chu Yuezhi's cheek, and said, "I know, Imperial Physician Lu has already told me."

Chu Yuezhi was taken aback for a moment, unable to react, and said, "Why, how come? I have clearly told you not to tell you."

"You only know that the Gu medicine co-exists, but you don't know that after the Gu medicine is taken and fused with the body, each other's emotions will attract each other." Si Yuanting looked at the panic that appeared in Chu Yuezhi's eyes, and said: "That day , I went back to Xiefang Palace and was very tired. At first I thought it was because I had finally let go of the burden, so I didn't take it to heart. But later, I waited for you in Xiefang Palace every day, even if I didn't do anything but read books and practice the piano , my emotions also fluctuated uncontrollably from time to time, I thought it was my heart disease that was not healed, so I called Lu Taiyi to ask him to prescribe some tranquilizing medicine for me, but Lu Taiyi told me that since it is a symbiotic Gu medicine, it is natural to use it from now on. Empathy. Chu Qi, this Gu medicine has never been as simple as life and death. As time goes by, if you have an old illness in the future, I can feel it, and if I am injured, no matter how far apart You can feel it too."

Chu Yuezhi really didn't know that compared to Si Yuanting's recent leisurely recuperation, he dealt with courtiers every day, and often felt irritable because of the heavy state affairs. While bearing blood and deep hatred, Ting also had to deal with the courtiers in a status that was looked down upon by others. From the eunuch of Bingbi to the eunuch of Zhangyin and the admiral of the East Factory, he was always on guard against his father and Chu Yuelei, and endured humiliation to plan the layout and tried his best to balance the court. The power puts the people and the country first, so long years, he just thinks about it and finds it unbearable, so he has hardly had a good mood recently, only when he met Si Yuanting in Huixiefangdian Be more comfortable.

So he didn't notice anything else at all, he and Si Yuanting hadn't been close since the palace change, the wedding wine that he wanted to arrange had been delayed all the time, and the wedding dress had been shelved after Fu Xingyun delivered it, so he had no time to think about anything else , and even think about such a heavy state affairs, how did the concubines of the emperor's Sangong and Six Courtyards manage in the past, and where did they get so much energy? It is not bad to be able to sleep peacefully in Si Yuanting's arms for two or three hours.

Si Yuanting already knew that Chu Yuezhi felt momentarily at a loss about the Gu medicine, so it was not to blame for Taiji Lu telling Si Yuanting without permission that Taiyi Lu was originally Si Yuanting's person, but he was still somewhat annoyed in his heart. Not willing to refine Gu medicine, how could he be so passive?Pushing away Si Yuanting's hand, Chu Yuezhi asked, "When did you know?" Why didn't you show up after knowing it?

"Half a month ago." Si Yuanting said, he knew that he should appease Chu Yuezhi, he could clearly feel how complicated and agitated Chu Yuezhi's emotions are at the moment, but Fu Xingyun is still there, and he didn't come to Yushufang for Speaking of this matter, he withdrew the hand that was brushed away by Chu Yuezhi, and said: "Please allow your majesty to let the minister lead the army to go out."

Chu Yuezhi was angry in his heart, he didn't answer Si Yuanting's words, but said to Fu Xingyun: "Huangfu Liangzhen, you just said that that person is in the palace, how about I send you there."

How could Fu Xingyun fail to hear such obvious anger, he sighed helplessly in his heart, and said: "Your Majesty, I am not popular in the army."

"You don't have anyone looking forward to it, does Si Yuanting have it?!" Chu Yuezhi scolded sharply. He didn't want to say some things. Once he said it, it would be a knife in Si Yuanting's heart, so he worked hard. He restrained himself, but Si Yuanting knew about the Gu medicine but still kept silent, which made him feel uneasy, he couldn't figure out what Si Yuanting was thinking.

"Your Majesty, I can only fight alone and can't command an army. Although I have a little knowledge of the art of war, I just read a few military books when I was young." Fu Xingyun said, this is not just to evade, he is indeed not good at it. Marching and fighting, regardless of whether he is proficient in the art of war, he has always been a loner. Because of his deep martial arts internal strength, he often regards others as a burden, and he lacks trust in others, making it difficult to fight side by side with others. There was no one else to cooperate except Si Yuanting and Wei Yunxiao.

"But Si Yuanting is different. I have seen Si Yuanting studying military books and deducing the art of war more than once. If you talk about arranging troops, Si Yuanting may not be much worse than your majesty. And for many years, Si Yuanting will be your majesty. Every battle I have ever fought has been studied in detail, and I have been paying attention to the border for many years." Fu Xingyun and Si Yuanting looked at each other, and said to Chu Yuezhi with cupped hands: "Your Majesty, I think that there is no one in the court and the public. People are more suitable than Si Yuanting to lead the army on behalf of His Majesty. Moreover, if His Majesty really wants Si Yuanting to return to the court in the future, he can just take this opportunity to let Si Yuanting make military achievements in Shanhaiguan."

"Thought." Chu Yuezhi sneered, and said, "March and fight is easier said than done, and it can't be compared with talking about armies on paper! Even if you don't have military merits, I still have a way to get Si Yuanting to return to court!"

Hearing Chu Yuezhi's harsh words, Si Yuanting was not angry. He shook his head lightly at Fu Xingyun, and then said, "I'm sorry, Grand Master Huangfu, can you please step down first? I have something to say to Your Majesty alone. "

Fu Xingyun immediately agreed: "In this case, I will retire first."

"Who allowed you to resign." Chu Yuezhi was obviously angry, unwilling to back down, and said, "Si Yuanting, you go back, I don't want to hear what you have to say."

Si Yuan paused, lowered his head and straightened his sleeves, and said, "Huangfu, you go back, my wife has lost her temper right now, and can't listen to other people's words. I'm afraid I need to spend some time to revive my husband."

Chu Yuezhi hissed, he didn't expect Si Yuanting to say this, his face was so exciting for a moment, his hands were shaking with anger, he couldn't do anything like smashing things to get angry, he could only look at Fu Xingyun with a sullen face He quickly exited the hall as if oiling the soles of his feet, not caring at all that he was the emperor, and he should be listened to instead of Si Yuanting in this hall.

"Si Yuanting, you really..." Chu Yuezhi's chest was throbbing with pain, and he couldn't tell whether he was angry or something else. He just felt that Si Yuanting didn't know or understand anything at all.

"Chu Qi, what are you afraid of?" Si Yuanting didn't get close to Chu Yuezhi, and just stood there and said calmly, "You should be very clear, if I dare to come here to ask for an order, I'm sure I can win a good battle Stabilize the situation for you, but you are so afraid because you are afraid that I will die, not because you will die if I die after using the poison, it is just because you are afraid that I will die."

Chu Yuezhi pursed his lips and stared at Si Yuanting without speaking, his hands were clenched into fists, all his muscles were tense, and he tried his best to restrain his surging emotions.

He was afraid, afraid that Si Yuanting would go somewhere he couldn't see, and he was even more afraid that he would not be there when Si Yuanting was in danger. Like before, he would never be there when Si Yuanting was in need. Ting alone and helpless.

He was afraid that he would not be able to protect Si Yuanting, that Si Yuanting would be injured or even die on the battlefield where he could not reach.

Striding forward to the imperial case, he took out the jade seal and threw it directly to Si Yuanting. Chu Yuezhi said in a seldom arrogant and unreasonable anger: "Here, in exchange for you to be the emperor, all I need is military power and military talismans to lead the troops to fight It's my business, no one else needs to worry about it!"

Si Yuanting caught the jade seal, walked to the imperial case and put it down, saying: "The emperor uses sixteen jade seals, even if you give me this one, I won't be able to usurp the throne. What's more, I am you Husband, not someone else."

"You still know that you are my husband!" Chu Yuezhi almost gritted his teeth and finally couldn't help but grabbed Si Yuanting's lapel and shouted: "I just want you to stay in a safe place Understand?! You didn’t see how many scars I have when you were happy with me, did you?! I said that I want to protect you, but now you want me to promise to let you go to a place like the battlefield where you will die at any time, I But I can only stay in the palace and wait for the news. If it is you, can you agree?! I am not here, who will block the arrows that shoot at you, and those gunpowder that can easily kill you , Si Yuanting, how dare you?!"

"I promised, didn't I?" Si Yuanting held Chu Yuezhi's wrist and reminded: "I was the one who facilitated your expedition back then. I stood on the city wall to watch you off when you left the capital twice. leave."

"At that time you hated me! You can calmly let me realize my ideals for the sake of the people and the country. Even if I die on the battlefield, you will not feel too much pain for it. You will only think that my death is a well-deserved death." Chu Yuezhi Without even thinking about it, he retorted, "And now, how much I love you, you are millions of times more important than my life, Chu Yuezhi! Ten Chu Yuezhis are not as good as one Si Yuanting! Even if I lose you even a little bit I can't even stand the possibility, do you understand?!"

"Do you really think so?" Si Yuanting exerted force on his hand, he pulled Chu Yuezhi's hand and then pulled him into his arms, his eyes turned cold, and he said in a low voice: "Do you really think that In the past few years, even if you died on the battlefield, I will not suffer because of it?"

"I..." Chu Yuezhi opened his mouth, he wanted to say yes, but seeing the forbearance and coldness in Si Yuanting's eyes, he suddenly became uncertain.

For so many years, Si Yuanting has always protected him no matter how much he hates him. If he really died on the battlefield, how could Si Yuanting not be in pain?

Lowering his eyes, the original arrogance weakened in an instant, Chu Yuezhi looked away in pain, and said: "Si Yuanting, I can't do it, I have been on the battlefield, and I know what a terrible purgatory it is, and I know how to deal with human beings." In that environment, in order to survive, I will kill red eyes. I have no choice. Even if I hand over my most trusted soldiers to you, I can't feel at ease. And you suddenly become the commander. Even if I speak, Cangyuan Army and It is impossible for the soldiers of other armies to obey you immediately."

"Chu Qi, I know you are always afraid of losing me, afraid that I still want to give up my life, and even more afraid that I will have no attachment to this world after completing all unfinished ambitions." With the corners of Yue Zhi's eyes flushed, Si Yuanting said: "But I'm getting better now, and with you here, I can't bear to leave. What's more, if you use this symbiotic Gu medicine, if I die, you can't live alone, even For you, I won't let anything happen to me."

Chu Yuezhi closed his eyes, raised his hands to cover his face to hide his embarrassment, but couldn't help asking: "Why, knowing that I used Gu medicine on you, you still pretended not to know?"

Si Yuanting didn't let him cover his face, and pulled his hand down again, asking him to look at him, and said: "I didn't pretend to be ignorant, I just wanted to see when you would speak out. I live with you , Hand in hand with white hair, is my wish for the rest of my life."

Wet tears welled up in his eyes, and Chu Yuezhi knew that he still couldn't compete with Si Yuanting after all: "Si Jiu, it wasn't you, but me who crossed 'Du Jun', do you know that?"

His love is selfish after all, he just wants Si Yuanting to live well by his side, because even if there is no 'Du Jun', if there is no Si Yuanting in this world, Chu Yuezhi is destined to be unable to live alone.

Bowing his head and kissing away the tears on Chu Yuezhi's cheek, Si Yuanting kissed his trembling lips and said, "I know."

The uniforms embroidered with black gold silk and golden dragons were taken off and fell to the ground, and the pure white robes fell to cover them. The memorials and military reports on the royal case were swept away, and the king who had ascended the supreme position was crushed. Let the one you love get what you want at the court case, and occasionally tears will fall down the cheeks, and they will always be kissed away in the next moment.

His body was trembling because of being plundered and possessed, Chu Yuezhi turned his head and saw their tightly intertwined hands, he raised his other arm to wrap around Si Yuanting's neck, Si Yuanting leaned over and kissed him Finally, he whispered in his ear: "Chu Qi, let me go, I promise, I will return safely."

Closing his eyes, Chu Yuezhi was suddenly sent to the top by Si Yuanting, tears welled up his cheeks, he raised his head and let out a helpless gasp, and finally agreed to Si Yuanting: "Since it's the unfinished business in your heart, Zhi, then you can go."