such as Yue Linyuan

When Si Zhuxi came to Dugong's Mansion the next night, he saw Si Yuanting holding Chu Yuezhi in his arms and feeding him medicine spoon by spoon. The orange candlelight fell on Si Yuanting's half-lowered The profile of his face reflects the gentleness between his downcast eyes and eyebrows that others can hardly see. Si Zhuxi was dazzled by this familiar and long-lost scene, and couldn't help but stop walking into the inner room.

She hadn't seen Si Yuanting like this for many years, and thought that she would never see the gentle boy she was when she was young again, but she didn't expect Chu Yuezhi to finally bring him back.

Looking up and seeing Si Zhuxi standing by the screen, Si Yuanting put down the medicine bowl and said, "Here we come, come and sit down."

Chu Yuezhi was still leaning in Si Yuanting's arms, he was a little embarrassed to see Si Zhuxi, and pushed Si Yuanting to signal him to sit by himself, but in the end, Si Yuanting held him firmly in his arms Li, said: "Your body is full of injuries, lean on it and don't move around."

Pursing his lips, Chu Yuezhi replied without arrogance: "Zhuxi is here, how can I be hugged by you like this?"

Chu Yuezhi's neck and wrists were covered with white bandages. Si Zhuxi had heard of Si Yuanting's rumors over the years, but it was not appropriate to ask Si Yuanting for confirmation. Yue Zhi's appearance and the unnatural posture of leaning against Si Yuanting's arms made him slightly surprised, and asked, "Cousin, why did you make Prince An like this?"

Si Yuanting coughed lowly, straightened the quilt on Chu Yuezhi's lap, and was about to answer, when Chu Yuezhi spoke first: "Don't do the nine things, it's my king, no, it's me , made it myself..."

Chu Yuezhi also knew that these words were not convincing, so he lowered his voice without saying clearly, turned his face away in embarrassment, and forcefully squeezed out a few words, "Anyway, it wasn't Si Jiu who made me like this. "

"Prince An, Zhuxi has been in the Jiaofang Division for many years. Even if you want to lie to Zhuxi, you should find a better explanation. Except for cousin, Zhuxi can't think of anyone else you would allow to make you so uncomfortable "Si Zhuxi walked over, sat down on the chair beside the bed, and said to Si Yuanting: "Cousin, when you were young, you loved Prince An the most, why are you willing to bully others like this now?"

"You also know that I have acted violently occasionally. I lost control of my emotions last night, so I hurt Chu Qi." Touching the white cloth on Chu Yuezhi's neck with his right hand, Si Yuanting looked at his boss Zhuxi inquiringly, and said: " The reason why it got out of control is because Chu Yuelei is going to decree to give you a marriage, pointing you to Chu Qi to be Prince An's concubine."

Si Zhuxi was startled for a moment, then an angry look appeared on his face, and he said: "Absurd, is that Hunjun trying to humiliate Prince An or you and me?!"

"Naturally, he humiliated Chu Qi and tested me at the same time." Si Yuanting said, today he put down all his official duties and stayed with Chu Yuezhi in the dormitory. He didn't even allow Chu Yuezhi to read some books, " What Chu Qi meant was that he would marry you as Princess An, as Chu Yuelei wished. I have already agreed, and now I want to ask you what you mean."

"You agree?" Si Zhuxi looked at the two leaning together in confusion and confusion, and said, "Prince An is my cousin, how can I marry my cousin?"

"Biao..." Chu Yuezhi choked when he heard it, and said blushingly, "What kind of cousin, this king and Si Jiu have neither three letters, six engagements nor marriage ceremony, so why is it your cousin."

"It's not my cousin, could it be that Prince An married my cousin?" Si Zhuxi looked at Chu Yuezhi with an expression that had already seen through everything, obviously acquiescing to the relationship between the two and their unspeakable status.

Si Yuanting smiled lowly, and said: "Someone said he wanted to marry me when he was nine years old, maybe it's because I didn't write a marriage letter, so I regretted it."

Chu Yuezhi had never felt so deeply the embarrassment and embarrassment of losing his majesty.

"No matter what, I'm still a prince. It's too presumptuous for you to make fun of me like this." Most of Chu Yuezhi fell into Si Yuanting's arms, and he spoke without any confidence. In the end, he almost gave up on himself and said, "Call Zhuxi to come here." It’s about business, if you don’t tell the truth about some things, why don’t you leave me a bit of a slack?!”

Si Zhuxi covered his mouth and smiled lightly, and said: "Prince An needn't be annoyed, Zhuxi has seen Prince An get along with his cousin in private when he was young, not to say it's commonplace, but it's not surprising."

She has really seen it.

Many years ago, the former emperor had allowed Old Master Si to visit Si Yuanting in the palace. At that time, she was crying and wanted to see her cousin, so in the end, Old Master Si asked for an order and brought her into the palace together. Si Yuanting was inseparable from Chu Yuezhi's illness, and the palace servants could only take Si Laoshangshu and her to the prince's bedroom as a last resort.At that time, she saw at the door that the nine-year-old Chu Yuezhi was too coquettish and refused to take the medicine, so Si Yuanting hugged Chu Yuezhi in his arms, holding the medicine bowl in his hand, and patiently took a spoonful of it. Shao coaxed him to drink the medicine.After drinking the medicine, Si Yuanting also fed Chu Yuezhi candied fruit, and accompanied Chu Yuezhi to talk a lot to lull them to sleep before coming out to meet them.

That was the gentlest side of Si Yuanting she had ever seen. Ever since she was a child, she had never seen Si Yuanting doting on other people like he doted on Chu Yuezhi.So much so that for many years later, she could never forgive Chu Yuezhi for abandoning Si Yuanting who had given everything for him.

After many years, this scene reappeared. Chu Yuezhi was no longer as coquettish as he was when he was a child, but his trust and dependence on Si Yuanting remained unchanged. She saw that just now Chu Yuezhi leaned in Si Yuanting's arms and drank Yao Shi's obedient expression and his concentration when looking up at Si Yuanting.

It's a side that would never be revealed in front of outsiders. If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she would never have believed that Chu Yuezhi, who talked with her late at night not long ago, who was cold and elegant and faintly exuded a cold temperament, would actually be in front of Si Yuanting. It was so gentle and soft, as if it had suddenly changed from a male lion to a cub.

"Zhuxi didn't make fun of Prince An, but just came here and saw such a harmonious scene, so he was happy for Prince An and his cousin." Si Zhuxi didn't explain any more, and said seriously: "It is also because of this, Zhuxi doesn't understand why you said that you would accept this marriage as Chu Yuelei wished."

Si Yuanting originally wanted him to explain to Si Zhuxi, but Chu Yuezhi was probably afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, so he still held Si Yuanting's hand and motioned for him to speak.

"This king told you before that there are some things that require you to help me. I thought it would take more effort and time to plan. I don't want Chu Yuelei to present the opportunity to us this time." Chu Yue Zhi curled his lips ironically. Chu Yuelei's intention was obviously to make him and Si Yuanting feel embarrassed and painful, but he never thought that this decision would help them instead.

After explaining his plan to Si Zhuxi succinctly, Chu Yuezhi finally said: "Zhuxi, I know how much I have wronged you by doing this, but I promise that if you want to leave one day, I will also do it." I will not force you to continue playing the role of the king's wife on the grounds of responsibility. If you find someone you like, the king will explain it to him in person and will never delay you. But if you really don't want to accept it in your heart, This king will not force it, we will find another way, and this king will find a way to refuse this marriage."

Si Zhuxi thought about what Chu Yuezhi said, but didn't agree right away, but just smiled for a while, saying: "Prince An is probably not joking, how can this be a grievance, you are trying to let Zhuxi's reputation be justified Speaking of delay, Zhuxi is a body of broken flowers and willows, if it is said that the delay is because the late emperor and Chu Yuelei delayed Zhuxi, it will definitely not be Prince An. "

"Zhuxi, you..." Si Yuanting didn't want to hear Si Zhuxi say that he was a remnant flower and a willow tree. A lot of Si Zhuxi's sufferings these years were caused by him, and he understood better than anyone else. The pain in Si Zhuxi's heart is also because he understands it, so he knows that no words can really comfort Si Zhuxi.

"Cousin, I think you and I both understand that this may be Zhuxi's best destination. There is no man in the world who can accept Zhuxi's past, and Zhuxi has never had the slightest bit of love between men and women. Fantasy. More importantly, you have given Zhuxi an ideal that he can fight for all his life. Zhuxi has been trapped in the Jiaofang Division for many years, and he hates women more than anyone. They can only be ruined by others, neither respected nor treated Looking at the way of the world, if Zhuxi can contribute to change this unfair world, of course Zhuxi is willing to spend his life to realize this ideal." Si Zhuxi is not because he is a geisha in Jiaofang and has been a geisha for Chu in the past few years. Yue Lei looked down on herself as she waited in bed. She was just too clear-headed to see the world clearly, and had experienced the cruelty of the world long ago, so she no longer had any hope.But now, she has the opportunity to be one of the people who can change all of this, and she has only a million wishes in her heart.

"It's just that there is something about Zhuxi, Prince An and cousin need to know." Si Zhuxi's voice dropped, he stood up and unbuttoned his outer shirt, lifted up the layered inner lining, exposing his lower abdomen tied with a waistband, While Si Yuanting and Chu Yuezhi stared in astonishment, Si Zhuxi said: "Zhuxi is four months pregnant. After leaving Prince An's mansion and returning to the palace, Zhuxi was called to serve in bed. I don't know why. It was God's will that there was a problem with Bizitang, and not long after Chu Yuelei was castrated, Zhuxi found out that she was pregnant."

This was something neither Si Yuanting nor Chu Yuezhi expected. If there is anyone in the world who is unwilling to conceive a dragon fetus, it must be Si Zhuxi, but unfortunately, she served Chu Yuelei before Chu Yuelei was castrated. Sleeping and pregnant.

Chu Yuezhi's face changed slightly, and he asked in a tense voice, "This child, Zhuxi, are you going to give birth?"

"I wanted to get rid of it. From the very beginning, Zhuxi didn't let anyone find out that she was pregnant with Chu Yuelei's heir. These days, it was also to avoid showing her pregnancy, so she wrapped her waist every day. Fortunately, the weather is still cold now. You also have a lot of food, and if you are bloated, it won't arouse people's suspicion." Si Zhuxi's expression was flat, although she was in the palace, but luckily she had already mastered the teaching department, and most of the people in the palace were Si Yuanting's people. As long as she thinks about it, it's not difficult to hide the fact that she was pregnant with a dragon fetus, "but after Zhuxi thought about it, she felt that this was Zhuxi's own child, and it was the blood of the Si family. Yue Lei didn't want his own flesh and blood, and sacrificed the blood of the Si family."

All the adult men of the Si family were beheaded back then, and most of the rest who were exiled died on the way. Si Yuanting had no chance of continuing his incense, and the blood of the Si family was almost cut off.

And now that she is pregnant with an heir, it is the continuation of the Si family line. She is very clear that every choice she has made in her life has never been just for herself, and can never be just for herself.

Si Zhuxi looked at Chu Yuezhi, and asked with desolate eyes: "Prince An, Zhuxi dares to ask, if the child Zhuxi is born as a boy, then in the future, when Prince An ascends the throne and Zhuxi becomes the queen, will Prince An Can you promise Zhuxi to make this child the crown prince and let him inherit the throne in the future?"

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The author says:

I know that many people don't see the words, but I still want to highlight one point: this is the child of Zhuxi!At any time, the mother should be more important than erasing the name of the mother and saying that this is the son of [Scumbag].The child is conceived by the mother's flesh and blood, and it is the mother who gave birth to the child after a narrow escape!Don't regard women as tools. The body belongs to women, and children are the same. Only women have the right to decide whether to have children.The mother sacrificed so much, and the phrase "a child of a scumbag" was easily dismissed. I personally cannot accept it.