such as Yue Linyuan

When being pressed against the edge of the bathtub, Chu Yuezhi was completely powerless.

"Si Jiu...don't...don't get itchy, don't kiss..." The thorns on the back were kissed back and forth, Chu Yuezhi supported the edge of the bath with his arms to support his body, and because he couldn't bear it, he tightly grasped it with his ten fingers By the bath, the shoulder blades stand up, like the wings of a butterfly.

Hearing this, Si Yuanting kissed up his spine again, and finally held him in his arms, bit his soft earlobe and said: "If you don't obey, you will be punished."

"Chu Qi is not disobedient. Before you came back, Chu Qi came back." Seeing Si Yuanting's pale and slender hand covering the back of his own, Chu Yuezhi trembled for some reason. It gave him a strong sense of oppression, and he didn't want to resist. It's just that male self-esteem will cause trouble after all, and he doesn't want to be in a weak position all the time.

So he put his elbows on Si Yuanting's lower ribs, Chu Yuezhi wanted to get out of his control, so he turned around and wanted to push him away, but he didn't want to be caught by Si Yuanting again just as he turned around. Caught between the fingers to form a state of interlocking fingers.

"Where do you want to escape?" Si Yuanting didn't intend to let him go at all. He trapped him firmly in his arms, pressed his forehead and said, "Si Jiu almost made Chu Qi's emperor die again tonight." Brother, take a look, won't Chu Qi comfort Si Jiu?"

When Chu Yuezhi went to Yunnifang to act, because most of the brothel girls who could get close to him were trained by him, he was very measured, and he didn't respond to the girls, even if he was intimate, he would only feel at most uneasy.

But it's different for Si Yuanting, he likes Si Yuanting, even if Si Yuanting doesn't do anything but just look at him, he can't help being shy, this is different from him being alone all the time, only Si Yuanting from the beginning to the end It doesn't matter if one person has no other experience.Even though he has been intimate several times already, and now he has solid skin, but Chu Yue insists on love, it is still like a blank sheet of paper.

He couldn't stand Si Yuanting's teasing at all, and occasionally he felt ashamed when he thought of how he acted like a baby with Si Yuanting when he was asleep.What's more, now that both of them are stripped of their clothes, Si Yuanting wants to talk to him so frivolously to tease him.

"You're obviously fine, and you don't need my comfort." Chu Yuezhi blushed slowly, his eyes wandered around, and he didn't dare to look directly at Si Yuanting. Now, so, so..."

"So what?" Si Yuanting kissed Chu Yuezhi's forehead comfortably, and then kissed the upturned eyes. Because of love, he even touched it lightly with the tip of his tongue, which made Chu Yuezhi tremble again. However, he raised his eyebrows and blew into Chu Yuezhi's ear, saying, "Is it prodigal? Or is it frivolous? Si Jiu's childish body has also been handed over to Chu Qi, and Chu Qi took the initiative the day before yesterday, why is Chu Qi still so shy?" ? But you and I aren't close enough, huh?"

Chu Yuezhi felt that all the strength in his body was exhausted, and his back was obviously hurt by Chi Yan, but he could only blush and argue: "Why did Chu Qi take the initiative? It was Si Jiu who asked Chu Yan first. Seven undressed and went to bed."

"Couldn't it be that Chu Qi took the initiative to provoke Si Jiu's desire?" Si Yuanting asked back with reason.

Chu Yuezhi opened his mouth, thinking that there was a problem in his muddled mind, but he couldn't think of a rebuttal, and the way he looked at Si Yuanting absent-mindedly was more like a silent invitation.

Covering Chu Yuezhi's lips, Si Yuanting didn't miss the opportunity to kiss them. His lips and tongue were so entangled that they couldn't part from each other. They kissed until they were deprived of oxygen before retreating. The lips of the two were moist and bright red, showing that The intimacy between the two.

Chu Yuezhi's eyes were clouded. A few hours ago, someone who was still in the woods like Lord Yan, now only looked at Si Yuanting's lips. His thin face was not burned, and the red had spread to his neck. Forgetting that he said not long ago that he couldn't use it, he murmured: "Si Jiu wants it, yes, it's okay, please be gentle, Chu Qi is not afraid of pain, just..."

"Chu Qi, let Si Jiu teach Chu Qi." Si Yuanting held down Chu Yuezhi's lower back, making him stick close to him, bewitching him in his blank eyes: "It's okay if you don't use that place." Happy."

The sound of water is everywhere in the bathing pool, and from time to time there are vague murmurs and low chants mixed in, the long ink hair is entangled together, and the lifelike stabbing ink is looming in the splashing pool water, the swimming dragon wraps around the high mountain, and the dragon body is once again Rubbing on the mountainside again and again caused the ground to shake.

When being carried back to the dormitory, Chu Yuezhi was all red. Si Yuanting didn't respond as well tonight as he did that night. Lin Yi also told them later that Si Yuanting had been injured for many years. He has a poor physical condition and doesn't know that he can actually get along well with others. He has been suffering from this for many years, and there are still psychological obstacles that he needs to work hard to resolve, so he may not be able to achieve his wish every time.But even so, Si Yuanting still controlled him so that he couldn't help himself, it seemed that even just this could make Si Yuanting feel happy and satisfied, he lost his self-control completely in the end, and accidentally broke the skin on the inside of his leg. Zhou Ji and Wei Yunxiao were not there, and no other bodyguards were arranged, otherwise he would really be ashamed to make such a big embarrassing noise in the bathroom.

"How come you have so many... unscrupulous tricks." Chu Yuezhi was put on the bed, and because he was too embarrassed, he was a little bit tempered, so he didn't want Si Yuanting to touch him again, and lay down by himself .

Si Yuanting put the only candle by the window, and after confirming that the charcoal burned in the bedroom was fine, he went to the bed and sat on the head of the bed, covered the bedding, and said: "I used to serve the emperor in the palace. I listened to a lot with the ladies, and later I recognized the former palm print eunuch as my master, and occasionally served him and his friends, and I will naturally understand this after a long time. I have never done it with others. If you don’t like it, go I won’t do it after that.”

A few words fell into Chu Yuezhi's ears, and sadness seemed to take root in his heart. He had already turned his back to Si Yuanting, but immediately turned over and sat up and leaned directly on Si Yuanting.

"I don't like it. As I said, Si Jiu can do whatever he wants." Chu Yuezhi's mouth was still red, and he had served Si Yuanting just now, and his voice was hoarse. Nine, don't be angry."

Touching Chu Yuezhi's wet hair, Si Yuanting said: "It's not that easy to get angry, and you don't have to be so cautious. Even if I can't completely let go of those things in the past, I still accept them, and they can't be erased." Experience. Today, serving Chu Yuelei, and later undressing in front of him, even if he didn't take off to the end, the way he looked at me made me feel sick, I just want to go back to you and hug you as soon as possible. "

"In the past, when I was not here, how did you vent?" Chu Yuezhi stretched out his arms to hug Si Yuanting's waist. In fact, Si Yuanting was thinner than him, although he was taller than him and had great strength, at least Carrying him around is effortless, but if you really want to compare, the muscles on his body are more obvious.

"There is nothing to vent, only patience, if you can't bear it, you have to bear it, if you can't bear it, your life will be gone, but you can't die at that time, so you have to bear it no matter what." Si Yuanting closed his eyes until now Shicai showed a little tiredness on his face, "Although the darkroom in Dongchang was built to vent, in fact, even if I am getting more and more brutal, it doesn't make me feel better. Sometimes I feel numb, but recently you have been treating me too much. Well, I started to find those things unbearable again. Even hearing people call me the company is harsh."

People are always easy to immerse themselves in beauty and cannot extricate themselves. In less than half a month, because of Chu Yuezhi's kindness to him, he began to revive his disgust and hatred for everything he had been accustomed to for a long time, and the silent ashes began Resurrection, he began to have hope, hoping that one day he could be Si Yuanting again, and when he left, he could wear pure white clothes instead of the bullfight uniform that symbolized his status as an eunuch.

"Don't bear it, Si Jiu doesn't need to bear it in front of Chu Qi." Chu Yuezhi felt that he would probably never lose his temper with Si Yuanting in the future, so what if he allowed Si Yuanting to control and presumptuously control him? He is happy, even if he wants to be a faint king, "Are you wondering why I sat on the roof after I just returned home? I used to go out to fight, and I occasionally kept watch at night. If I was on the hillside of the grassland, the temperature at night was extremely low. People can calm down when the cold wind hits them, and they can see far away. At that time, I feel that I am free. Si Jiu, when everything is stable in the future, you and I will go to the frontier to see How are you? Look at the territory that I and my soldiers have laid down, and the border defenses that have been built."

Opening his eyes and looking at Chu Yuezhi, Si Yuanting looked indifferent, without yearning or expectation, and said calmly: "Chu Qi, don't give me too much hope. I have been trapped in the palace for nearly half my life, and I have accepted my fate. From now on, I can continue to stay in the palace with you, without your permission, I will not commit suicide, but you can't, you always keep making promises that I can't fulfill."

He has suffered too many blows, and has faced the despair brought about by disillusioned hopes and expectations too many times, and he really does not want to suffer similar pain again.

"It will come true. I will take you to the frontier. It is not just the territory that I and the soldiers have laid down. My beliefs and ideals are established by you. You also contributed to the expedition. Everything is related to you. That is The world belongs to you, and I will definitely let you see that world with your own eyes." Chu Yuezhi knew that in the future, there would only be more and more imprisonment and involuntary control, but for Si Yuanting, even if he wanted to He is not afraid of being criticized by the world, as long as Si Yuanting's wish can be realized, he will do anything.

Si Yuanting didn't answer, hugged Chu Yuezhi's shoulders for a long time without saying a word, even Chu Yuezhi couldn't see through his lowered eyes what he was thinking, until the candlelight by the window made a little sparkle, Si Yuanting Only then did he speak again, but he directly changed the topic to what happened in the palace tonight, and said: "Tonight, I will also abolish Chu Yuelei's place, and soon, he will suffer like me. Potential pain."

Chu Yuezhi was taken aback when he heard the words, but he quickly reacted and said, "That's what he deserves." He was even more reluctant than Si Yuanting to mention what Chu Yuelei had done, and he definitely couldn't understand Chu Yuelei's actions. Yue Lei's damage to Si Yuanting is now nothing but the pain of castration. If possible, he only hopes to return to Chu Yuelei double the suffering that Si Yuanting has suffered over the years.

"Chu Qi." Si Yuanting hugged Chu Yuezhi, rolled over and pressed down, and then pulled back his shirt and kissed the scar on his collarbone. There were some things he didn't intend to say, but he and Chu Yuezhi were honest with each other, and the past made him cry. Now that Chu Yuezhi is with him to shoulder the overwhelming burden, he can finally confide his forbearance to Chu Yuezhi: "I was in the Qianqing Palace, and when Chu Yuelei asked me to undress, all I thought about was you , I was thinking, what to do if you think I'm dirty, and I was thinking, you won't, but I still feel scared, and I almost couldn't help but spit it out in front of Chu Yuelei."

Chu Yuezhi was used to Si Yuanting gaining comfort and strength from the scar on his collarbone and the tattoo on his back, not the strength to face everything, but the strength to confess to him.Putting his arms around Si Yuanting's neck, Chu Yuezhi said: "Si Jiu, in this world, only the perpetrator is guilty, and the victim should never be blamed. Everything between you and Chu Yuelei, he always tempted me For those things I said, no matter how angry and hated I am, I still treat him. I only feel sorry for you but not pitiful. I know you don’t need my sympathy. I blame myself for being too late to discover his truth earlier Your true face caused you to suffer so much. Don't say you are dirty, in my eyes and heart, you have always been clean, and the real dirty person is Chu Yuelei. "

"You are always good at talking like this. Actually, it's also very good. Even without Si Jiu by my side, Chu Qi has grown up very well." Si Yuanting turned over and lay down, and Chu Yuezhi leaned over to hug him again. Wanted to laugh, but couldn't bring up the corners of his mouth.

Chu Yuezhi hugged Si Yuanting quietly, and buried his face in Si Yuanting's neck, just like every night when they share the same bed these days.

Putting the quilt over Chu Yuezhi's shoulders, Si Yuanting felt the moistness in the pit of his neck, and said in a low voice, "Chu Qi, you want to take me to the frontier, don't let me down. You also promised back then that Chu Qi would not give up. Xia Sijiu, I believe it, I have waited for you for many years, this time, you can't lie to me again."

How long is a lifetime?Probably only a few decades.

He is 35 years old, from hope to despair, it seems that it is just a blink of an eye.

For nearly half of his life, those were the years that he and Chu Yuezhi separated and missed, and they could never go back.

And in the future, he didn't know how many more years they could spend together.

No matter how much, it is too little.