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Si Yuanting was wearing the bullfighting uniform full of restraints, standing under the tree where he first saw Chu Yuezhi, holding the jade pendant Chu Yuezhi gave him in his hand, quietly lost in thought.

No one would take a fancy to the broken jade, so when they were sent back to the palace and entered the prison of ceremonies, the three pieces of broken jade were not taken away.He kept it with him all the time, and it was not until he became chief Bingbi that he finally found a craftsman, and Rong Jin re-embedded the three pieces of broken jade together.

However, even if the broken jade is inlaid back into a piece of jade pendant, it will no longer be complete, just like him.

After he sent Chu Yuezhi back to Prince An's Mansion, Fang Benhe and Minister of the Ministry of Industry were invited into the East Factory, and several officials from the Ministry of Rites were also brought to the East Factory for investigation.

For three whole days, he was dealing with the cases of the Ministry of Rites and the Ministry of Industry. Tonight, Chu Yuelei summoned him to the palace to face the saint. After he explained the progress of the case, Chu Yuelei let him back down. His face was very gloomy. Very dissatisfied with the situation out of control.

After leaving the Imperial Study Room, he was supposed to go back to the East Factory to continue the interrogation and handling of the case, but somehow he came all the way here. It has been too long since he came under this tree, so that when he came back to his senses, he even had a momentary trance. Dazed, as if when I looked up, I would see the eight-year-old Seventh Prince again.

But he couldn't find Chu Qi who belonged to Si Jiu.

A full 21 years have passed, these 21 years, every day is so long.

When he was an ordinary eunuch, there were very few places in the palace that he could go to. Later, he climbed up slowly, and rarely came to these places with memories. He has no qualifications and no need to remember the past.

The life before the age of 14, to him, seemed so long ago.

He never went to Xiefang Palace again, and for a long time, he was forbidden to have any contact with Chu Yuezhi.He has different masters, he has seen all the other concubines and princes in the palace, except Chu Yuezhi and his concubines.

In the palace, Mr. Shenjing is a title that no one can mention again.

That was the order of the former emperor. The son of Shang Shu and son of Shen Jing, Si Yuan Ting, is dead. He entered the palace for the second time as an eunuch and as the son of Si Gong.

He thought that Chu Yuezhi would come to him, but no, he waited for a long time, but he never got Chu Yuezhi.He made many excuses for Chu Yuezhi, such as not knowing where he was, and the previous emperor not allowing him, until eight years later, he met the 17-year-old Chu Yuezhi in the Supervisor of Rites.

——No, Chu Qi will definitely not abandon Si Jiu!

The words are still in my ears, but the person who said these words firmly to him turned out to have left him as early as eight years ago.

At that time, he didn't realize until that day that Chu Yuezhi was no longer Chu Qi.

The cold night wind hit his body, but Si Yuanting didn't feel cold at all. Every drop of blood flowing in his body was far colder than the cold wind. Since the day when his father and Si family were sacrificed by the late emperor , the severe cold that has not melted for thousands of years is frozen in every bone of him, and there is no more warmth, let alone the enthusiasm to realize his ideals and ambitions.

The whole life of the company will be trapped within this palace wall, and there is no escape.

Putting away the jade pendant, Si Yuanting stretched out his hand and touched the trunk which was much thicker than before. This tree, just like Chu Yuezhi, has grown into a towering tree in these years. Maybe it won't be needed any more Protected.

He is so despicable and shady, after Chu Yuezhi came out of the interrogation room, he knew that Chu Yuezhi couldn't recognize who he was at all, and still took advantage of Chu Yuezhi's fragility to find the past that had passed away There was a dependency in the past.

It's not that I don't know that Chu Yuezhi can't bear his moodiness, but he can't control it. He is always in pain. It hurts when he sees Chu Yuezhi, and it hurts when he doesn't see Chu Yuezhi. Holding Chu Yuezhi in his arms hurts. It hurts, letting Chu Yuezhi leave still hurts, the unforgettable hatred grows wantonly in the boundless pain, he hates so much that he only wants Chu Yuezhi to suffer like him, but Chu Yuezhi always comforts him unexpectedly .

Chu Yuezhi was the only one who could relieve his pain, even if it was only for a short moment.

Si Yuanting pursed his thin lips, thinking of the kiss that Chu Yuezhi offered to him. In fact, he didn't understand either. He clearly disliked him like that and didn't want to recognize him. He already had someone he admired. Their first The kiss was still so resisted, why did he agree to it later?For the sake of the throne, how can he wrong himself to this extent?

The emperor's throne, imperial power, king's prestige, his father and the Si family were sacrificed because of these meaningless things.

Chu Yuezhi is the son of the former emperor, and the same blood as the former emperor flows in his body. In the future, will Chu Yuezhi become like the former emperor or Chu Yuelei?

He didn't know, and couldn't predict the future, so he could only trust Chu Yuezhi once more.

No matter how long his life is, it will only last a hundred years, but he is really tired. Pushing Chu Yuezhi to the throne of God is the last thing he wants to do.

Coming out of the palace, Si Yuanting stood in front of the palace gate, his whole body was shrouded in a huge black shadow.

He didn't look back, just walked forward along the long green brick road, without even carrying a lamp for himself.

Because there is no need, for so many years, he has become accustomed to walking in the dark and blending with the darkness.

A Dongchang guard quietly appeared in his shadow.

"Master, Prince An has been in a coma for two days, and he just woke up not long ago. He is making a fuss in the mansion right now."

Si Yuanting paused in his footsteps, and sullen eyes appeared in his lifeless eyes: "I have been in a coma for two days, why did you come to report now?"

The guards of the East Factory arranged by Prince An's Mansion were all selected by him personally, and he was well aware of any troubles in Prince An's Mansion in the past.

He also clearly explained that everything related to Chu Yuezhi must be reported to him immediately. Who gave these people such courage to delay such an important matter as Chu Yuezhi being in a coma for two days until now? Know!

Not in the mood to scold and punish his subordinates for dereliction of duty, Si Yuanting's figure flashed, and he sprinted towards Prince An's mansion in the night at an extremely fast speed.

When Si Yuanting kicked open the closed door of the dormitory and rushed in, the first thing he saw was a sword in one hand and a few letters in the other, leaning against the wall in thin pajamas with loose black hair, Chu Yuezhi, whose face was pale and full of despair.

"You..." Si Yuanting didn't expect that he would rush in in a hurry, and would see this scene at first sight.

Zhou Ji, Lin Yi, and the spy who sent the secret report were at a loss as to what to do because of Chu Yuezhi's loss of control. When they saw Si Yuanting breaking in the door, they all showed their personal secrets. Weapons come.

When Chu Yuezhi saw Si Yuanting, his already broken expression became even more broken. His lips trembled, and he raised the letters in his hand, and asked intermittently in a hoarse voice as if he was about to cry: "You, you She used to be my attendant, but later, she was...castrated because of me...Is this, is it true?"

This weird way of questioning made Si Yuanting feel something was wrong, he frowned and looked at Chu Yuezhi's bloodless face, stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong with you, what happened?"

"Answer me! Is it true?!" Chu Yuezhi yelled at him as if he was about to collapse in the next moment.

"General! Please calm down, don't be so excited again!" Seeing this, Lin Yi blurted out the respectful name he gave to Chu Yuezhi when he was in the army. He was so nervous that he wanted to grab Chu Yuezhi's side, but was stopped by Chu Yuezhi with a sword .

Si Yuanting looked at Zhou Ji who was on the side, narrowed his red phoenix eyes dangerously, and exuded an extremely cold pressure from his body, and asked, "What happened to Prince An? Our family sent him back safely, why is it like this now? !"

Zhou Ji remained silent, but Lin Yi didn't dare to take any risks anymore, and he didn't care that the person who broke in suddenly was the courtier and eunuch whom all members of the Heron Battalion agreed to. The mansion point was sealed with golden needles, which forcibly sealed the general's memory before he was ten years old, and now the golden needle is displaced and endangers the general's life. Mr. Si, after the general had a headache the day before yesterday, I calmed down and fell into a coma for two days. After waking up, the spies came The secret report is the past between the general and the company that the general ordered someone to investigate. I don’t know the specific content. The general looks like this after reading it, but the general can’t be so angry at this moment. If you move, it will kill the general."

"Memory, it's been sealed?!" Si Yuanting was startled when he heard the words, and then his face showed shock. He looked at Chu Yuezhi again in disbelief, "You, don't you remember me?"

It's not that he doesn't recognize it, but that since he was ten years old, his memory has been taken away and he has been completely forgotten.

Si Yuanting's usual clear thoughts stopped, and even his emotions were emptied, which he couldn't understand or believe.

If Chu Yuezhi was forced to forget, then what was his hatred for Chu Yuezhi all these years?What is all the humiliation and abuse he has done to Chu Yuezhi during this period of time? !

"I don't remember, I don't remember anything, so you tell me, is it true what is written on this paper? You used to be my attendant, and it was to save me that I became what I am now... You tell me Me! You tell me!!" Chu Yuezhi yelled at Si Yuanting with grief, he couldn't accept it, he couldn't accept that he had completely forgotten Si Yuanting who had sacrificed everything to protect him, he didn't dare to go Looking back, when Si Lijian met again, how painful and desperate Si Yuanting must have been, let alone thinking about how much Si Yuanting would hate him over the years.

Si Yuanting felt dizzy in an instant, he staggered two steps back, raised his hand to support the broken door, and barely supported himself until the black mist shrouded in front of him dissipated, he raised his eyes and looked at Chu Yuezhi, countless complicated and obscure His emotions overwhelmed him, making him feel as if he would be completely suffocated in the next moment, and all his thoughts about Chu Yuezhi were not really clear until this moment.

Those once beautiful pasts have long been engraved into his bone marrow. He never thought that Chu Yuezhi would not remember, and he never thought about Chu Yuezhi's strange attitude towards him. Perhaps it was not because he became a eunuch and refused to recognize him. He stubbornly believed that it was Chu Yuezhi who was ruthless and ungrateful to him. After he lost everything, he completely abandoned him like the old emperor did to his father, but he never considered that there might be something strange about it.

How could Chu Yuezhi, who relied on him like that, and innocently lay on his chest and said that he would marry him when he grew up, abandon him like a trash when he needed it most?No wonder the old emperor smiled so strangely at him on the day of the palace change seven years ago when he handed the dagger to the former prince of the East Palace.It turned out that it was calculated by the old emperor. If he really took revenge on Chu Yuezhi, when he finally found out the truth, he would only feel worse than death and go mad.

Closing his eyes, Si Yuanting could no longer look at Chu Yuezhi's red eyes, he nodded slowly, and admitted: "It's true, I have been your attendant for one year and eight months, and I have been with you for a long time. Accompanying you day and night, and in the end, to save you from the envoys, will, will..."

Si Yuanting couldn't say that in front of people, it was the deepest pain in him and it would never heal in his life.

Chu Yuezhi laughed a few times, almost going crazy, bloodshot eyes covered the whites of his eyes, he murmured with a wry smile, "So it was me... So it was always you..."

Without any hesitation, Chu Yuezhi raised the sword in his hand and pointed at Lin Yi, and said sharply, "Pull out the golden needle for me! I want you to restore my memory!"

Lin Yi bent his knees and knelt down directly, even throwing away the weapons in his hands, and said to Chu Yuezhi: "General, you must not! The golden needle was sealed in you when you were young, and it has been in your body for many years, and the Fengfu point is even more powerful. If the golden needles are removed now for the meeting of the sun, the governor channel, and the yang dimension, not only the meridians may be disrupted, but also the memory and emotions will suddenly counterattack, ranging from stupidity to stupidity, and to severe death!"

"This king wants you to pull out the gold needle! If the gold needle can be sealed, there is a way to pull it out. I don't believe you can't do it!" Chu Yuezhi turned the sword to his neck and ordered again. After sticking it to his neck, the skin was scratched with blood, but Chu Yuezhi didn't notice it. He just stared at Lin Yi. This is the elite he selected and cultivated by himself. How capable is he than anyone else? Clearly, he believed that Lin Yi would be able to do it.

"General, it's not impossible for your subordinates, but it's too dangerous. Letting your subordinates return the golden needles for you is the safest and safest treatment." Lin Yi didn't dare, but Chu Yuezhi's life was so terrible Important, how could he take such a risk?

Zhou Ji and the spy also knelt down to Chu Yuezhi and said in unison: "General, please think twice!"

"Chu Yuezhi, don't..." Si Yuanting's five fingers holding on to the door sank into the door frame. He hadn't yet accepted that Chu Yuezhi lost his memory, his tall but thin body seemed to be crushed and slumped. He lowered his head, and his ears were filled with the words that Chu Yuezhi told him in that childish voice when he was a child. After 21 years, he was the only one left to remember, and then he was tormenting in purgatory with those memories.

Their respective fates had already diverged after that night. Since their last side was so tragic, why should Chu Yuezhi remember it?No matter what happens, he will never risk Chu Yuezhi's life, not in the past, and not now.

Taking a deep breath, Si Yuanting raised his head again, and spoke with difficulty in a hoarse voice: "Don't be impulsive, forget...just forget, it's been so many years, no...it's not important, your life, your safety is more important than others. Everything is more important. I would rather you never think about it."

You can forget my best appearance, in this way, you won't be able to see clearly how unsightly I am now.

"Si Yuanting, no one can take away my memory. What's mine is mine. Unless I want to, no one has the right to make me forget you, not even you!" Chu Yuezhi slowed down. After speaking loudly, he threw away the letter paper in his hand, touched the back of his head directly, the abundant and solid internal force traveled all over the body, and finally concentrated on rushing towards the Fengfu point that was constantly tearing and excruciatingly painful.

Since none of them are willing to help him, then he will remove the golden needle that took away his memory by himself!

If it was Si Yuanting from the beginning, then he would never leave Si Yuanting alone, and move forward without knowing anything.

Even if he can't ascend to the throne of God, even if he will die, he will never accept that he is manipulated like a puppet, and he doesn't even know that he has lost the most important person.

Suddenly realizing what Chu Yuezhi wanted to do, Si Yuan flew towards Chu Yuezhi with his eyes tearing open: "Chu Qi, don't!"

With a sharp roar that almost shattered everyone's eardrums, Chu Yuezhi looked at Si Yuanting who was flying towards him, and the back of his head felt cold, the golden needle was forced out by his internal force, Chu Yuezhi felt tense all the time The back of his head suddenly loosened, and the next moment, the long sword in his hand fell to the ground, and the gentle and orderly breath began to flow uncontrollably in the body, a fishy sweetness welled up in his throat, and he spit it out when he opened his lips. With a mouthful of thick blood, his body fell forward feebly.

With a wave of his palm he shook away Zhou Ji and spy who also got up and rushed towards Chu Yuezhi, but this time Si Yuanting only had time to catch Chu Yuezhi into his arms.

Memories from the old days flooded in, and the 31-year-old Chu Yuezhi was dragged back to the year when he was eight years old, and then he was cut open by the memories amidst the severe pain that swept his whole body.

Raising his limp hands, Chu Yuezhi lay in Si Yuanting's arms, his palms tremblingly pasting the chapped and pale face, the youth's face that had been blurred for many years finally became clear from the vast mist, a little Little by little overlapped with the familiar face in front of him, Chu Yuezhi looked up at Si Yuanting, and smiled idiotically: "You are the birthday gift my father gave me...Si Jiu..."

The young man who hugged him from the tree at first, and finally the dying young man who lay in a pool of blood and grabbed the jade pendant.

The person he has admired for many years is Si Yuanting, but Si Yuanting was destroyed because of him 21 years ago.

A bloody wound like a black hole was torn out of his heart, Chu Yuezhi's breathing stopped suddenly, and there was a sudden darkness in front of his eyes.