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In the bath room, there is a faint white smoke lingering, which is the heat from the hot spring in the bath.

Of the two stalemates, Chu Yuezhi's face was flushed from the hot spring, and a fine layer of sweat oozed from his face, while Si Yuanting's bloodless face had only red lips that seemed to be dripping blood.

Chu Yuezhi's hand was extremely strong, it was the hand that had held the blade of a sword and pulled a heavy bowstring, and now it was tightly clutching Si Yuanting's skirt, with veins protruding from the back of his hand.

Si Yuanting lowered his eyes to look at the hand that was clutching his skirt, with strong muscles and bones.

It's like this, Chu Yuezhi has been like this since he was a child, and he must hold on to what he believes in, and it has still been like this for many years.

He was also identified before, but in the end he became the only one who was rejected, and the only warm memory he lived on in the besieged palace walls was that Chu Yuezhi called him "father-in-law" that year. When Chu Yuezhi called himself a "servant", they had already been crushed into fine powder.

Chu Yuezhi possessed the ruthlessness that belonged exclusively to the royal family. Not only was he ruthless towards him, but he was also ruthless towards himself. For thousands of years, is there any man from the royal family in all dynasties who could endure being bullied by eunuchs?

"If the country is ruined and the family is destroyed, but the sage has governed the country for many generations and has not seen it, the so-called loyal is not loyal, and the so-called virtuous is not virtuous. Our family advises Prince An that it is better not to trust eunuchs too much." With a fierce look on his face, Si Yuanting didn't want to continue talking to Chu Yuezhi, so he raised his hand to clasp Chu Yuezhi's wrist, exerting force on his knuckles to force him to let go, and then exerting force on his arm, he knocked him back again. Falling into the bath, there was a "crash", the hot spring water splashed, and most of Si Yuanting's body was soaked in the blink of an eye.

Chu Yuezhi struggled a few times before he stood firmly in the pool. He choked on the water and coughed several times in embarrassment. He wiped the water off his face and brushed his wet black hair behind him. The wet hair stuck to his face, but he had no time to take care of it. He raised his head and raised his voice to Si Yuanting who turned away and shouted: "The wind knows the strong grass, and the world knows the loyal minister! You are the son of Si Lao Shangshu, I believe you!"

The tense strings were broken.

Si Yuanting, who was about to walk out of the bathroom, suddenly turned around. He untied the leather belt at his waist and threw it on the ground, then tore open his skirt and took off his outer robe, until only the white singlet and trousers and a pair of black soap boots were left on his body. Then he strode into the bathing pool, pinched Chu Yuezhi's neck and pressed him against the stone wall of the bathing pool, and said unbearably: "Our family will not cry when Prince An sees the coffin tonight, since Prince An is so shameless , then our family would like to see how heavy the word 'letter' in Prince An's mouth is!"

The white unlined clothing soaked in hot spring water was almost transparent, and it was of little use for covering the body. The transparent white material was pasted on Si Yuanting's tall but thin body, and it was easy to see that it was even whiter than Chu Yuezhi's. A lot of body skin, and the well-defined muscles that are rare for ordinary eunuchs.Si Yuanting is thin all over, without even a trace of extra fat. His waistline is extremely narrow, which makes his shoulders appear wider. However, his muscles are tough and strong, but not as thick as those of a warrior. Such a posture is different. There is a sense of beauty.

Chu Yuezhi was suppressed on the stone wall, and the splashing hot spring water dazzled his eyes. He blinked several times to regain his vision. Although Si Yuanting's hand on his neck was not too hard, The pressure on the larynx still brought a frightening sense of suffocation. He opened his mouth to speak, but he barely managed to spit out the word "you", and then lost his voice because Si Yuanting was close to his body.

The hot spring in the bath is beneficial to the body because it contains natural minerals. People with weak constitutions soak in it, and once the blood is transported, they often feel hotter.

Looking at Si Yuanting helplessly, Chu Yuezhi could clearly feel that there was only a thin layer of cloth between them in the scalding spring water.

It was the first time for Si Yuanting to undress in front of him, and also the first time to be close to him in such a posture.

Subconsciously, he reached out and tried to push Si Yuanting away, but as soon as his palm touched the chest where the scar could be seen faintly, he remembered that he could not refuse Si Yuanting.

"Why, don't you feel well?" Si Yuanting's gloomy face was about to curl up into a smile, he stared at Chu Yuezhi, his eyes were as black as a thick fog, not even a little bit of light, he said with a sinister smile: "That's right, What Prince An likes are men, so how can a servant with such a deformed body be satisfied with Prince An?"

Chu Yuezhi was speechless, this was different from the embrace that Si Yuanting used to hold him every time he used utensils, even though there was still a layer of cloth that was better than nothing, Si Yuanting and him were now closer than ever before. , he could feel Si Yuanting's warm body temperature coming from the hot spring on his skin, and he could even faintly feel the abnormality in Si Yuanting's place.

This made him feel a strong sense of shame and inexplicable fear, and it was the first time he realized so clearly that he had become a plaything of an eunuch.

The five fingers curled up into a fist and rested on Si Yuanting's shoulder, stiff and unable to exert force.

He should be disgusted, but he felt inexplicably tight in his chest when he heard the words Si Yuanting bit down very hard.

— slaves.

When Si Yuanting said these two words, there was hatred in his voice.

Suddenly, I remembered the scene when I first saw Si Yuanting in the Si Li Supervisor when I was 17 years old.

At that time, when the sun was shining, several eunuchs held Si Yuanting by the shoulders and made him kneel on the ground, and pulled Si Yuanting's hair to force him to raise his face to accept the lynching. In the swamp, it seemed to be struggling weakly, and it seemed that after resisting with all its strength, it was finally outnumbered and swallowed.

Chu Yuezhi felt his body tremble uncontrollably. When he walked into that small courtyard to drink his punishment, Si Yuanting cast a glance at him. At this moment, he finally cleared the fog and looked into his heart.

It was a look that contained too many complex emotions, like a broken heart being trampled in the mud again, with unwillingness, hatred, despair, shock and shame, dying to look at the ignorant he.

He didn't understand, that day should be the first meeting, but Si Yuanting seemed to see an old friend.

Before leaving the palace that year, he told Chu Yuelei that it is better to know Si Yuanting well, so Chu Yuelei asked someone to investigate Si Yuanting carefully, and later he wrote to Chu Yuelei in the military camp to ask about Si Yuanting. However, Chu Yuelei only told him that Si Yuanting was the son of the former Minister of Rites, and that there was nothing suspicious about him.

At that time, all he thought about was the frontier. After entering the military camp, he has been studying the climate and terrain of the frontier, constantly studying the art of war and strategy, and conducting tactical deduction with military advisers and experienced generals, and is dedicated to preparing for the future. The hall had always been a place where Chu Yuelei fought openly and secretly with the other imperial brothers, and he didn't want to get involved in it, so he never asked about it later.

"Si Yuanting, the essence of a person will never change. What's more, I have never underestimated you." Chu Yuezhi finally held back the discomfort in his heart, withdrew his hands and leaned on the stone wall behind him .

"Did you take me lightly?" Si Yuanting seemed to have heard the most ridiculous joke in the world, "Prince An, it's really thanks to you that you can say this. In this world, who treats eunuchs as human beings. How dare you say that Don't you feel sick when I hold you? Don't you feel dirty every time, even now?"

"I didn't. I felt dirty because of being hugged by you, and I never felt disgusted by you. I just, just..." Chu Yuezhi denied that he couldn't say that he was only ashamed of committing himself to the eunuch, because it was a shame for Si For Yuan Ting, it was already a humiliation, but the words had come to an end, and he had no other excuses.

"You once asked me if I had someone I admired in my heart, and I do." After hesitating, Chu Yuezhi could only admit to Si Yuanting the question he had evaded, "I have admired that person for more than ten years, but I haven't waited for it to blossom and bear fruit. Selling myself to you, if you want to be dirty, you just think you are dirty by unscrupulous means."

The few words Chu Yuezhi said made Si Yuanting's face blank for a moment.

Immediately afterwards, the mask cracked into pieces, revealing the hatred and pain underneath.

After all, he can't possess this person, whether it's body or mind, he can't possess it.

Who is the person who can make Chu Yuezhi fall in love with him for more than ten years?Where is that person now?Was it protected by Chu Yuezhi?

Si Yuanting's pupils constricted, Si Yuanting almost crushed his back molars, and the accusations, howls and roars that had troubled him for many years sounded again in his ears, and then he looked at Chu Yuezhi who had been trapped by him in front of him. The peach blossom eyes were staring at him, and his unbearable face was even reflected in the bottom of the eyes.

Si Yuanting thought in a daze, is Chu Yuezhi laughing at him?Laugh at his incompleteness, laugh at his overreaching.

Bloody long-term memories flashed in front of my eyes, the little back who stumbled and fled, the ferocious smile and disgusting smell, the torn robe, the dagger that was chopped down with all my strength, the man rolling and howling on the ground, he was full of emotions. With blood all over his hands, he tried to grab the jade pendant that fell to the ground with the last sliver of sanity.

"Chu Yuezhi, do you know how much I hate you? I wish I could chew you up and swallow you right now." Si Yuanting uttered words hissingly, his eyes were hot and sore, and he tightened his loosened hand again, only this time What he grabbed was the back of Chu Yuezhi's neck.

He shouldn't have any love for Chu Yuezhi in his heart, he should hate Chu Yuezhi like he hated the dead old emperor, but he couldn't do it, he relied on memories and ideals to remind himself that he was still a human being and could not be completely Drag into the abyss of hell, and everything has Chu Yuezhi.

Why, why on earth could Chu Yuezhi hold all the people in the world in his heart and have deep affection for others, but he was the only one who was ruthless and ungrateful to him?

"What's the use of you trusting me? You have always used me."

When you're done using it, throw it away without hesitation.

Bowing his head and grabbing Chu Yuezhi's lips, Si Yuanting pinched his jaw with his hands, not allowing him to escape and forcing him to open his mouth, almost biting and encroaching on Chu Yuezhi's unwilling lips. I knew that sincerity was useless, only here It is oneself who can truly plunder and possess.

Chu Yuezhi struggled vigorously.

The body can be played with, but kissing is different for him, it is the intimacy that can really touch the heart and soul.

He didn't want to, even the first kiss was taken away by Si Yuanting under coercion.

But he had nowhere to escape, even if he used his internal strength to push and beat Si Yuanting recklessly, he still couldn't break free.

His lower jaw was pinched so he couldn't bite it hard, he could only open his lips to passively bear Si Yuanting's invasion. Si Yuanting wanted him to be in pain, bit his lip and then his tongue, crazily sucking repeatedly Biting, until he trembled and let out a whimper, Si Yuanting suddenly became gentle, and gently licked his bleeding wound with the tip of his tongue.

It was itchy and painful, and Si Yuanting's breath was entangled with his.

Gradually, his body stopped resisting weakly, his hands rested softly on Si Yuanting's shoulders, Chu Yuezhi closed his eyes, tears rolled down his cheeks and seeped into the bloody kiss, for this kiss full of hatred and rejection Add another taste of bitterness.

After all, Si Yuanting took everything from him.

The saltiness of the tears made Si Yuanting end the kiss.

Raising his head, Si Yuanting looked at Chu Yuezhi's eyes that were red from crying, his chest was filled with qi and blood, and a thicker sweetness gushed out from his throat. He pushed Chu Yuezhi away, groaned and spit out the blood from his heart In the bath.