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When Chu Shen left alone, the sky had already started to darken.

Chu Yuezhi saw that it was about the same time, so he ordered Wang Zhong to let the imperial dining room prepare dinner.Si Yuanting didn't speak to Chu Shen after he left alone, and just sat on the couch with a cold face and read a book.

At the beginning, Si Yuanting was not happy for him to use this Gu medicine, so he thought that Si Yuanting would definitely not object to trying to unravel the Gu medicine now, but he never thought that Si Yuanting would get so angry because of it.

He was the one who wanted to use the Gu medicine, and now he is the one who proposes to solve it. It seems that he is indeed willful, but his starting point has always been for Si Yuanting's benefit. He thought that as long as he explained well, Si Yuanting would be able to do it. Understand him, but now it seems that he thinks too simply.

They have rarely had disputes in these years, and they have never seen each other like "ice" when they are clearly in the same place like now. Si Yuanting didn't want to talk to him, neither looked at him nor talked to him. He felt like he was sitting on pins and needles and almost knocked over the teacup he was holding.

The two people in the hall were at a stalemate, and Wang Zhong stood guard outside the hall and did not dare to go in easily to disturb him. He stood anxiously at the door, thinking about how to relieve the solemn atmosphere between the two masters, which was colder than the ice and snow outside.

Although Si Yuanting was holding the scroll in his hand, he actually didn't read the contents of the scroll at all, but he reminded himself from time to time to turn the pages of the scroll in his hand when he remembered.

The fire in his heart was burning hot, and out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Chu Yuezhi resting by himself, as if he didn't care at all, and his heart burst into anger like a volcanic eruption of magma.Maybe Chu Yuezhi didn't really deal with it as indifferently as on the surface, but he couldn't help being angry just seeing Chu Yuezhi's appearance of not knowing that he was wrong.

They have been together for almost ten years, how could Chu Yuezhi not understand what it means for two people to become one because of the Gu medicine, and to perceive each other's existence? Ups and downs, every time there is a difference in the body, it is the first time to feel it; even when the two are happy, the throbbing and heartbeat caused by each other is so strong, and he feels so clearly that the true love in this world There is such a person who is willing to sacrifice his life in exchange for loving him deeply.

With such a close coexistence, how could Chu Yuezhi say so easily that he wanted to unlock the Gu medicine.

Time passed bit by bit, Wang Zhong came in and lit candles a few times, and changed the cold herbal tea on the table for the two of them a few times.

Before the dinner was served, Lin Yi came over to ask for Chu Yuezhi's pulse as a routine. Chu Yuezhi looked back at Si Yuanting, looked down at his wrist that was showing Lin Yi's pulse, and asked, "How do you ?”

If there are no special circumstances, Lin Yi will ask for Chu Yuezhi's pulse every day.Taking Chu Yuezhi's pulse, Lin Yi took two steps back, and replied: "Your Majesty, everything is fine. The weather has not yet warmed up, Your Majesty must remember to avoid the cold, and you must take the tonic prescribed by the minister on time. Within the controllable range, there are ministers here, please rest assured, Your Majesty."

Chu Yuezhi lightened his chin, and said in a low voice: "Well, thank you for your hard work, I still have to stay in the palace for the first month to ask for my peace pulse."

"It is my duty to protect the health of Your Majesty's dragon body." Lin Yi has not married a wife for so many years. Although Chu Yuezhi also intended to propose marriage for him, Lin Yi said that as a doctor, he devoted himself to studying medical skills, and his heart Since he couldn't tolerate anything else, he had already given up his plan to start a family, and he asked Chu Yuezhi not to worry about him.

Since it was his own choice, Chu Yuezhi would naturally not force it.In recent years, the place where Lin Yi stayed most often was the Imperial Hospital, followed by the residence of Imperial Physician Lu. Imperial Physician Lu also lived alone after her daughter got married, so the two often exchanged medical skills with each other, but occasionally they insisted on their respective methods of treatment. However, differences and arguments arose endlessly, and the friendship of this year-end friendship is still extremely strong.

"Okay, let's back down." Chu Yuezhi had nothing else to tell Lin Yi, so he waved his hand and made people back down.In fact, according to his past temperament, he would not ask Lin Yi to ask him for a peace pulse every day. After all, he knows whether his health is good or not, but now he, like Si Yuanting, has to take good care of himself for the other party. Naturally, it is not sloppy at all.

After Lin Yi withdrew from the hall, Chu Yuezhi looked at the time, and then raised his eyes to see that Si Yuanting had put down the scroll in his hand at some point, and was staring at him with serious eyes. With a low sigh, Chu Yuezhi got off the couch and walked towards Si Yuanting. After passing by, he knelt down on one knee in front of Si Yuanting, then leaned his head on Si Yuanting's lap, and said, "Si Jiu, I'm very afraid of my The old disease will affect you, I really don't want to, if you get hurt even a little bit because of me, I will also be afraid, afraid that if I leave first... Gu medicine can make me feel everything that happened to you in the first place, if it weren't for you I am afraid that you will be troubled because of me, so I will never want to untie the Gu medicine with you. I will not mention the Gu medicine again in the future, and I will not hide the Gu medicine from you, so don't be angry, okay?"

The emperor of a country just knelt in front of him and made a gesture of surrender and dependence. Si Yuanting's face remained unchanged, and he slowly put his hand on Chu Yuezhi's hair. After a short pause, he moved to the side of Chu Yuezhi's face, pointing The tip slid across the cheek that he had kissed several times, along the jaw line to the chin, and then clasped it firmly with the index finger and thumb, just pinching Chu Yuezhi's chin so that he raised his head to look at himself.

The peach blossom eyes are sparkling, the eye circles are slightly red, and the subtle wrinkles at the corners of the eyes reveal grievance and sadness. Such unsympathetic and indifferent facial features are obviously inferior but not humble at all. Even if they are admitting their mistakes and begging for mercy, they can still make people feel The majesty of the emperor on weekdays, does this person really feel that he is wrong?

The eyebrows were twisted up little by little, Si Yuanting pinched Chu Yuezhi's chin so hard that his skin turned white, and he damned wanted to make this person feel pain by any means, otherwise how could he call this pampered man? The bad man knows how much his heart hurts?

"At the beginning, you used Du Jun without authorization in order to keep me; but now, because you are afraid that I will be troubled, you want to release Du Jun; do you think that I should thank you for thinking about me from the beginning to the end? ?” Si Yuanting spoke extremely slowly, every word seemed to be forced out between teeth, there was no ups and downs or emotions, but in fact there was a raging rage hidden underneath.

Chu Yuezhi's jaw was pinched in excruciating pain, Si Yuanting had no intention of letting him speak at all, he raised his head, and grabbed the hem of the robe on Si Yuanting's knee with his hand.

"Chu Yuezhi, have you ever thought that I am still alive because of you. If you are not here, no matter whether there is this poison or not, I will not live alone. You can disregard your life for me. Don't tell me I will care about it." Was it the insignificant influence that your old disease had on me? If you can't feel what you feel and hurt what you feel, then it will really hurt me." Si Yuanting hasn't felt like this for a long time The feeling, the heart-burning pain, the heart-burning hatred, Chu Yuezhi should know what he means to him, but why does he still say that kind of thing self-righteously.

"Yes...no... sorry..." Apologizing to Si Yuanting with difficulty, Chu Yuezhi wanted to stand up and hug Si Yuanting but was held down, he couldn't, he could only hold Si Yuanting's wrist, struggling Explanation: "I just, don't want to..."

"But I want to." Leaning towards Chu Yuezhi, Si Yuanting's eyes were red with pain, "I want you to hurt, so that you will remember how much I hurt."

For nearly ten years, even he thought he was healed. It wasn't until Chu Yuezhi said that he wanted to get rid of the gu, that he suddenly realized that some injuries had penetrated deep into the bone marrow. Brings a heart-piercing pain.

Suddenly there was a loud noise in the hall, and Wang Zhong, who was guarding at the entrance of the hall, was startled, and hurried in, but saw Si Yuanting kick over the table and chairs, picked up Chu Yuezhi and strode back from the side hall to the sleeping hall.

Si Yuanting's face was too frightening, and the coercion emanating from his body was not restrained at all. Wang Zhong was frightened by such Si Yuanting and was nailed to the spot until the sound of the door of the secret room being closed came from the sleeping hall. He took a deep breath and muttered in a low voice, "It's over, it's over, I have to go and let Doctor Lin wait for me", then turned around and ran out.

The two masters seldom quarreled, but every time they quarreled, it would be earth-shattering. After the quarrel, it was time to find Doctor Lin and Doctor Lu.

This secret room was never built for punishment, it was just a little fun between husband and wife, but this time, it was obviously different.

When he was handcuffed and hung up again, Chu Yuezhi was a little lost. Si Yuanting stood in front of him, holding his neck with his right hand but couldn't tighten it tightly. He just leaned into his ear and said, "You know what? , At that time, as it is now, I wish I could take revenge on you like I did to other people who betrayed me, beat you with a whip, and use all those utensils and instruments of torture on you, but every time you are really in my arms, I I was reluctant to do it, and hated it even more. We are living a good life, why do you insist on making me angry?"

Pupils tightened, Chu Yuezhi clenched his hands into fists, and said, "No, Si Jiu, don't do this..."

He knows how important he is to Si Yuanting, and it's not that he doesn't understand that Si Yuanting has never changed and is always willing to sacrifice everything for him, but he only wants Si Yuanting to live for himself, not Si Yuanting. Die by yourself.

Si Yuanting hasn't lost control like this for a long time. Even he thought that after Si Yuanting let go of the past, those paranoid thoughts would fade away. He thought that besides him, there are many more in this world that Si Yuanting cares about. Therefore, Si Yuanting didn't feel very good when he saw his pain attack before, but he was shaken after all, and he came to Lin Yi to untie the Gu medicine.

There was a sound of tearing silk, Si Yuanting threw down the rags in his hands with red eyes, pressed Chu Yuezhi's back, and said in a hateful voice: "What should I do, Your Majesty, I can't react, what does Your Majesty want to use, can you tell me, otherwise If I let the minister choose by himself, I'm afraid it will hurt His Majesty."

"It hurts, it hurts..." The slender eyelashes trembled, Chu Yuezhi bit his lower lip, feeling the loss of temperature in Si Yuanting's palm, his nose suddenly felt sore, and he said in a hoarse voice: "I was wrong , I’m not good, but can you, can you not punish me and hurt yourself.”

"I'm in pain, you are in pain, aren't you?" Si Yuanting was not softened by Chu Yuezhi's words. Whether this person was intentional or not, he always attacked where he hurt the most. I went back, "Remember, I asked you if it hurts as much as me, can you understand how much I hurt, you didn't answer me that time, this time, can you answer it?"

There was a suffocation-like pain in his chest, like a knife twisting, piercing his heart and lungs, and burning his heart.

Chu Yuezhi's lips, which were gradually losing their color, opened and closed, trembling, and it took a long time to make a sound: "It hurts...I don't want to be like this..."

For the first time in so many years, he said no to Si Yuanting.

It's just that Si Yuanting couldn't listen, he just wanted to make Chu Yuezhi never dare to say those willful words to him again.

The hard jade relentlessly pressed against the bell and broke through the soft environment that has been loved all the year round. The painful whimpering sound accompanied by the shaking of the iron chain filled every corner of the secret room, and the jade lock that had not been used for a long time was once again trapped and unable to resist. When the thin whip was swung up and down, the figure on the wall shook helplessly.

They intentionally hurt each other, so they don't show any pity.

The person who did it was so painful that he covered his chest and bent down several times, and the person who was punished was also suffering in pain. No one could escape the knife that fell after years of warmth.

The pain of two people together is more unbearable than the pain of one person.

Even the body easily reaches its limit.

When he was untied and hugged to the bed with convulsions all over his body, Chu Yuezhi burst into tears, and strenuously hooked his fingers around Si Yuanting's sleeve robe, crying, "Don't...don't..."

Si Yuanting leaned down and bit the side of his neck fiercely, repeatedly, until his body was covered with his own tooth marks, and blood was visible on each one.

When the extremely dark Danfeng eyes once again reflected the face that had been crying so much that he could hardly open his eyes again, Si Yuanting pulled out the white jade Guanyin that had been worn around his neck for a whole day, and asked in a hissing voice: " Do you remember?"

His eyes fell on Baiyu Guanyin, and Chu Yuezhi's already wounded lips parted slightly, revealing a weak response: "Remember..."

"In the future..." Putting his hands on his chest that was already full of scars, Si Yuanting's lips were stained red with blood, and tears rolled down his pale face, "Do you still want to relieve Gu?"

"I don't understand..." Chu Yuezhi shook his head, raised his scarred arm to hug Si Yuanting, and promised again: "Chu Qihui, work hard, and live longer."

Live longer, and in the future, I will accompany you to a few more places that we have never been to, and then find a blessed place that we all like, and it will be a paradise.

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