Show Me Your Love in the entertainment industry

When Park Chanyeol found Kim Junmyeon, he was sitting on a rock in the park in bear clothes. Park Chanyeol walked over and kicked his butt with a smile, but he didn't see the expected chase. It took him a long time to realize that something was wrong. poked him.Jin Junmian's shoulders twitched. Park Chanyeol wanted to tear off Xiong's head to see what happened to him, but Jin Junmian held his head and refused to let him touch it.About ten minutes later, while Jin Junmian was not paying attention, Park Chanyeol tore off the clumsy bear's head, looked at Jin Junmian who showed his whole face, and was stunned for a while.

His hair was a little messy, his face was red, his eyes were still red, and there were tears on his face.He was very sad.Park Chanyeol asked in a daze, "What's the matter, what happened." Jin Junmian shook his head and refused to say anything.After sitting like this for an hour, he returned to the dormitory with the bear's head in his arms.The next day, everyone who knew him realized that something was wrong with Jin Junmian. He was not angry or angry, but numb as if he had lost his vitality.During the practice, because the pronunciation was a bit high, he was reprimanded by the teacher a few words, but he still had no expression.

The next day, when he met Zheng Yunhao who was in a hurry in the corridor, he couldn't help but call out senior.Zheng Yunhao was surprised and turned his head to look at Jin Junmian, who was not a stranger. Thinking that the company's trainees would often ask him something, Zheng Yunhao eased his brows and said with a smile, "Is there something wrong?"

"Ah, it's all right, senior go get busy." Jin Junmian came back to his senses and kept bowing, he didn't know what was wrong with him, why he suddenly called to stop Senior Yunhao.What he has to admit is that at this moment, he is crazily jealous of the person in front of him, not because of his influence, not because of his ability, but because he is jealous of having a woman beside him that he will never be able to reach in his entire life.

Zheng Yunhao was a little puzzled, but left in a hurry after giving a smile.

Jin Junmian stood blankly at the posters pasted on the wall inside the company, and Zheng Yunhao was wearing a black suit with a serious expression, slightly raised his head to look at the posters to one side.Many years later, Jin Junmian still cannot forget the uncontrollable inferiority complex at that time.In front of such a person, jealousy or envy is too powerless.He didn't know what Senior Yunho was like in private, and he didn't know what he looked like in front of Teacher Min.But he couldn't ignore it. Even in the night, he could still feel Teacher Min's happy smile.

She is very happy.She loves him very much.

It was clear from the beginning that the relationship was fruitless.Without any reason, he didn't dare to approach her, even though he secretly wrote her name in the exercise book many nights.At this moment, Jin Junmian has a strange feeling that Teacher Min and Senior Yunhao are really a good match, and it is best for his Teacher Min and Senior Yunhao to be together.It was a long time later that Jin Junmian knew the reason for the slightly sour blessing at that time. When you like someone very much, you really hope that she gets the best, even if you can't give it to her, you also hope that she is the happiest.

I really have that kind of feeling, clean to almost transparent, I don't know why I fell in love with her, I don't know how long this love will last, I only know that the simple mood at that time will be remembered for the rest of my life.About love in memory, every scene is about her.

She read the book seriously, brushing her broken hair behind her ears.

She smiled and wrote words on the blackboard.

She was wearing a beautiful dress with a flowing skirt.

The fragrance she brought when she passed his seat with a book.

not much.But enough to remember.Jin Junmian felt very contented at the moment. Compared with those feelings that were forgotten after passing by, at least when he thought of her, she seemed as vivid as if she was right in front of his eyes.Compared to the bewilderment of not loving her after getting it, at least his feelings for her will always stay in that summer, the kind of heartbeat brought about by her light-colored skirt.Compared with feeling very regretful, at least he knew that she was happy.

Maybe Teacher Min has forgotten that there was once a student who always went to her with a blushing exercise book. Maybe in her heart, he will always be just an ordinary student who can no longer be ordinary.But he felt as if he had experienced an unforgettable love, because one of her eyes was throbbing, because a word from her could make him happy for a week, and because her name was written in the exercise book, it was difficult to breathe. , because she exists in the school, I feel that going to class is a kind of happiness that money can't buy.But she would never know in her whole life that he had admired her so humblely and passionately.

Rather than impulsively saying he likes her desperately, Jin Junmian would rather silently bear the sadness, sadness, and frustration brought about by this liking.Because he was so humble that he didn't dare to approach him, because he was so ridiculous that he didn't want his childish liking in the eyes of others to cause any trouble to his cherished Teacher Min.

From the beginning to the end, his liking and admiration are all his own business.Maybe it won't take long, a year, or half a year, and he will gradually forget her and fall in love with other people, maybe it will take a long time, and he won't forget her.It doesn't matter anymore.

I don't feel sorry anymore.Never had it, and will never lose it.

First love, if you miss it, it will last forever.

I wish you happiness forever, to my first love.

Turning around to leave, Jin Junmian touched his wet cheek.