"You shouldn't doubt So Eun's feelings for you, nor should you question JUNJIN's intentions." Eric said with his hands crossed/in his trouser pocket, "I couldn't control my feelings before I joined the army. I asked her Are you happy? I always remember what she said at that time. She said she was very happy, so happy that she was willing to trade all her freedom for it.” Eric was fascinated by Min So-eun for a second, and he used to try his best to control his feelings. When did it start, but since he learned of his feelings for her, he knew it was fruitless.

Zheng Yunhao lowered his head remorsefully, bit his lips tightly, feeling the smell of blood, he tried his best to resist the urge to cry.He is not a jealous person, nor is he suspicious.He once had a dream that So Eun was marrying someone else, he couldn't see who that man was, he stood aside like an outsider and watched her marry someone else.It was just a dream, he just struggled with it for a while and then he didn't take it to heart.Until seeing the script written by So Eun, the heroine ends up marrying someone else and the hero is alone.

There is no way not to think about it, and there is no way to control your suspicion.Su Eun once tried to leave him, not for a short time, but never to see each other again. She didn't know how afraid he was of losing her.Even if she is by his side, he sometimes feels that she will leave at any time.Leave without the slightest nostalgia.The people around her made him feel a sense of crisis, but he couldn't tell her about these feelings.

"Su Eun should be waking up, I'll go take a look." Zheng Yunhao calmed down, at the moment he was very embarrassed, with a shaggy beard and blood on his clothes.When he turned around, Eric stopped him, "Yunho, as a star's lover, So Eun is actually very hard, if it is not because of the deep affection for you, what do you think is supporting her until now?" So Eun Too persistent, her affection for Zheng Yunhao is too deep, so deep that she will not leave no matter what, and she never lets him know about the hardships involved.

Eric followed Jung Yunho into the ward, Min So Eun had already woken up, JUNJIN was peeling an apple beside her, she looked out of the window sideways, her hands were still on her lower abdomen, her eyes were calm and unwavering.Zheng Yunhao walked over, holding her hand carefully, lowering his head in pain.Her hands were very cold, and it took her a long time to say in a hoarse voice, "Is my child...is it gone?" Zheng Yunhao felt a sharp pain in his heart again, and now he didn't even have the courage to say a word.Because he, their child, was gone.

"You don't know, how happy I was to know his existence the day before yesterday. I'm going to be a mother, why, but it's just like this in one day." She didn't cry, but spoke calmly.But Zheng Yunhao choked up, and even JUNJIN, who was always carefree, had red eyes.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Zheng Yunhao kept repeating this sentence, Min So Eun closed her eyes tightly, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, is she really doomed not to be able to keep this child, she thought she could keep him if she was careful , she quit her job to concentrate on taking care of her health.She really, really lost him again.

After being silent for a while, Min So-eun opened her eyes and smiled at Eric, "Go back first, didn't you say you only have a half-day vacation." Seeing Eric's obviously disapproving expression, she shook her head, "It's okay. You go back first Let's do it." From the beginning to the end, these things were just problems between her and Yunhao, she didn't want to involve other people, and they couldn't help.In her previous life, she left Yunho because of her child. Now although she feels hurt and hurts, she will not leave him at such a juncture.She knew that Yunhao couldn't feel better than her now.And neither Zheng Yunhao nor herself wanted to be so embarrassing in front of other people.Even close friends.

Eric smiled wryly when he heard this, and left with JUNJIN.In Min So Eun's mind, no matter who they are, they are outsiders between her and Zheng Yunhao.Even if she was in pain or sad, she would only show it in front of Zheng Yunhao alone.The world is big, but Min So Eun only trusts Jung Yun Ho wholeheartedly. In front of him, she can cry, laugh, be unscrupulous, and don't care.

Only Zheng Yunhao and her were left in the whole room.Min Suen pulled up the quilt and finally burst into tears. She was not reconciled, why, why couldn't she keep this child.She was hiding under the quilt, while Zheng Yunhao stared blankly at her, crying silently.It wasn't until she couldn't breathe from crying that she got out of the quilt, looked at Zheng Yunhao aggrievedly, got up and hugged him vigorously.

The two cuddled together and licked each other's wounds like wounded animals.

"Will you hate me?" Zheng Yunhao lowered his head and smelled the faint smell of medicine on her body. No one hated himself more than him. This kind of mood will never calm down. What is lost is their child. This kind of love can never be recovered. The pain will always be with him.It's not the regret of a wrong dance step on stage, nor the sadness of unsatisfactory album sales.It's like... destroying all happiness with your own hands.

Min Suen took his hand and put it on his lower abdomen, and said softly, "I wanted to tell you about his existence yesterday. Last night, I thought about hating you. When I woke up today and found that the child was not there, I thought about hating you." You. Everyone says that mothers are the most selfless in the world, loving their children more than everything else, but I found that I am not a qualified mother, because I love his father more than everything, including him. "

"Maybe he also felt that it was not the right time, so he quietly avoided. He must be waiting, and he will come back to us when he thinks that I am qualified one day. Our children are very naughty, aren't they?" Min So-eun said. He also choked up.It's not that I didn't think about hating Yunhao, hating his distrust, hating his rudeness.But she didn't ignore his difficulties, his thoughts, and the pain that was several times stronger than hers because of her own pain.

So, forgive, forgive them who are immature.

Zheng Yunhao never thought that he would have such a day. He asked himself that no matter how difficult the situation was, he would not lose his mind. Even if his teammates who fought side by side wanted to leave not long ago, although he was uncomfortable and painful, but I don't feel like I can't even breathe.Even though he has no plans to become a father now, he has deep feelings for this lost child and regrets it.

On this day, he finally understood the hypocritical love words in the TV series.

I would like to exchange everything I have for you.

I would like to use everything I have in exchange for the existence of this child.I will definitely be a good father.

I would like to use everything I have to wipe away all the tears of So Eun.I will definitely be a good husband.

The author has something to say:

I have coded this chapter for a long time, from yesterday to now.

I'm wondering if So Eun really hates Yunho and wants to leave him.I think she must be reluctant, and she will forgive him.

Because she loves him more than anything.

It was not her will, nor mine, to torture each other.

In fact, Yunho will suffer more than if she doesn't forgive him.

love~~

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