Show Me Your Love in the entertainment industry

The morning sun shines on the big white bed, Zheng Yunhao groaned and then buried his head in the warm quilt irritably, unconsciously touched the place next to him, it was empty, the drowsiness dissipated in an instant, he stayed for a few seconds, and then With a wry smile, he forgot again, she had been away from him for a long, long time.Standing up, he looked at the solitude of the room, the whole room obviously still had her breath, it seemed that falling asleep and waking up every day had become the hardest time of the day.

There was no time for him to feel more emotional, so he hurriedly got up and prepared for the day's activities.Coming out of the locker room, last night's Zheng Yunhao, who had to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep, turned into U-Know, the captain of TVXQ who did not leak anything and was cautious. In the babysitter's car downstairs, the manager had already started repeating what to do today with a notebook like a machine. Regarding the matter, Zheng Yunhao bowed politely, and then sat quietly watching the backward world outside the car window.

If he is a very emotional man, he will remember that this is the 389 days when Su Eun left him, but he dare not remember that he is still living in the world he made up, Su Eun did not leave him, just , It's just that because he is too busy with work, he is so busy that he doesn't have time to meet each other.

Looking at the ring on the ring finger of his left hand, Zheng Yunhao's eyes gradually warmed up. Although he took off the ring in the name of not being misunderstood by the company in order to prevent fans from misunderstanding, he...touched his knee and felt pain, even though he suffered this kind of injury again , but still feel worth it.As an artist, as a captain, he has lost a lot, this ring represents the evidence that he and So Eun are still in love, if this is missing, he will really become, that one seems to be perfect, without any shortcomings, What about U-Know whose emotions have been processed.

Although because of each other's debuts, they gradually don't have many friends who spend time together, but the relationship between Jung Yunho and Kim Heechul is still as good as ever.The mutual support in the life of the trainees has made these boys accustomed to trusting each other.Jung Yunho and Junsu are going to participate in a variety show, and they are getting ready in the dressing room. Kim Heechul's sudden visit surprised them. The manager and Cody wanted to say something, but thinking of this guy's temper, it was considered a favor. what to say.

Jin Junsu felt that Jin Heechul's mood was very wrong, so he found some excuse and went out.Kim Heechul, this boy who seems to be fearless, did not tease Zheng Yunhao as usual, but sat silently on the sofa beside him, as if suppressing great anger, his eyes were slightly red.

"Yunho, have you ever thought about getting married and having children?" Kim Heechul finally asked after a long time.He had really promised So Eun not to tell Yun Hao about it, but...he chose to be cruel.Whether it's as Su Eun's best friend, or seeing her involuntary, her fragility and pain, he doesn't allow it, and Su Eun bears those pains alone.More importantly, Yunho has the right to know this.

Zheng Yunhao was taken aback for a moment, he didn't understand why Kim Heechul suddenly asked this, it was an ominous premonition.But he still answered seriously, "I thought it would be great if I got married at the age of 27. If I have my own child, I will be very happy." After a pause, he seemed to be talking to himself, "Actually... originally I also plan to get married within a few years."

"Why don't you go to So Eun?" Kim Heechul finally asked, and all the friends around him knew how much the two loved each other.But Yunho, why don't you try to find So Eun.So Eun's determination is actually not firm enough in Kim Heechul's view, even if she doesn't admit it.How could it be so indifferent.It seems like nothing happened.

If it wasn't for his understanding of Zheng Yunhao, Kim Heechul would really suspect that the man in front of him has no heart.Too sensible.So rational that even if the person I love deeply leaves today, I can still talk and laugh in variety shows tomorrow.Zheng Yunhao is a successful entertainer, this kind of success is beyond the reach of those around him.

The smile on Zheng Yunhao's face gradually faded away, then he silently looked at his left hand, only he could understand the emotion in his eyes.How could you not want to go to So Eun?How could it be really indifferent?However, he is not only Zheng Yunhao, but also the captain who carries the dreams of so many fairy queens and four other teammates. No one can understand what TVXQ means to Zheng Yunhao. No one knows that for the first time on stage, five people He was moved when he introduced "We are TVXQ" aloud.

It's not that he doesn't love So Eun enough, nor has he given up on her, it's just that Jung Yunho is confident that So Eun will return to him one day, so confident that she just left temporarily.At this time, Zheng Yunhao didn't expect that the days when he had to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep was just the beginning.

Kim Heechul sneered, and then said word by word, "What if I said, you once had a child?" It's not that you don't feel sorry for Yunho, and it's not that you don't know how much he has paid for being with So Eun, but you understand, How much of the scars on his body are for So Eun.But... not enough.Compared to what So Eun suffered, Yunho's contribution is really too small.

Zheng Yunhao's pupils shrank suddenly, and then he stood up in disbelief, his body could hardly stand upright, he wanted to say something, he wanted to question something, but he couldn't ask, as smart as him, as cautious as him, how could he not be clear Answer.

The neglected pictures in my mind gradually became clearer and clearer.

"So-eun, So-eun, what's wrong with you?" Zheng Yunhao lay on the bed and saw So-eun staying in the bathroom, because he couldn't hear her sobbing because of the sound of water, he got up and came to the door of the bathroom, and knocked on the door with his fingers bent asked with concern.After a few minutes, Min So-eun opened the door with a pale face, his eyes were a little red and swollen, and there were faint bloodshots on his lips. Zheng Yunhao was startled by Min So-eun's appearance, and then quickly helped her out.

"Don't worry, I just feel uncomfortable in my stomach." Min So-eun held on to the clothes tightly with both hands, his eyes were downcast, and his voice was a little hoarse.Zheng Yunhao knelt down on one knee, rubbing Min So-eun's stomach with his hands, and asked with concern from time to time, "How about this, is it better, shall we go to the hospital?"

Min So Eun didn't speak, just shook his head, and then took his hand against his abdomen.It seemed that he wanted to feel something.Zheng Yunhao felt Min So Eun's tears dripping down the back of his hand, he didn't know what happened, he just thought she was suffering, then stood up and sat next to her, hugged her, and comforted her in her ear.

"what happened?"

"No...it's nothing, I just feel very uncomfortable in my stomach, very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable."

Relieved from the memory, Zheng Yunhao's lips were a little pale. He felt his whole body trembling. I understood what.Kicking the door open, he rushed out of the dressing room and out of the company like a person who lost his sense of direction.

On this day, SM's seniors and juniors finally saw the side of Jung Yunho losing his composure.

After a long time, Zheng Yunhao finally understood that endless yearning is the greatest punishment for him.The man rummaged through boxes and cabinets at home, and finally saw a hospital case paper hidden at the bottom of the bedside table. The handwriting on it was a bit scribbled, but two words could be clearly read, miscarriage.

The author has something to say:

Eh, because a relative asked if Yunho knew about the existence of children in his previous life.In fact, he knew it.As I said in my previous article, Kim Heechul found So Eun in her previous life, and learned about the child from her. So Eun hoped that Kim Heechul would keep it a secret, and she should be responsible for those things alone. Yunho’s responsibilities are enough too much.

Kim Heechul told Jung Yunho about this after returning home.As for why Jung Yunho still hasn't visited So Eun in the next 6 years, this will be mentioned in the next chapter.

This is the episode of Doubao in the previous life.