Midnight,
in the bar,
dark, noisy, chaotic,
In the mixed room, full of unspeakable ambiguity and endless entanglement...
Xie Qingqi leaned lazily on the sofa, not knowing how many cups he had drunk.
It's just that the gin and tonic really tastes less and less the more you drink it, no wonder Chu Yang...
His thoughts stopped abruptly——
Because he knew that he thought of something he shouldn't have thought of again.
Xie Qingqi squeezed the wine glass in his hand vigorously, and suddenly drank it down...
A Yu took a new glass, walked over with a smile, "Brother Qingqi, I haven't seen you for a long time, what have you been doing recently?"
Xie Qingqi put down the empty glass, took the wine glass in A Yu's hand, stared at A Yu with a dazed expression, suddenly sneered, leaned back against the sofa, and said without hesitation: "Just...do it... .”
A Yu was slightly stunned, and couldn't help laughing, "It's really Brother Qingqi, he just knows how to play, so when will you bring him out to meet him?"
"you are not....."
Xie Qingqi paused for a moment, as long as he thought that it only took one and a half months for him and Yi Chuyang to go from the unswerving official announcement to the public and shameless breakup.
He felt that this relationship was really ridiculous.
Besides, Yi Chuyang is not an entertainment star, and Xie Qingqi has hardly shown his face in front of the public, so the fact that the two of them lived together is not so big that everyone knows it.
He really didn't want to mention too much to outsiders, so he took a sip of the wine, then pursed his lips, with a bit of bitterness in his mouth.
Xie Qingqi waved his hand and said, "Forget it, it's not important anymore anyway."
A Yu froze for a moment again, "Is this... is it going to be changed?"
"..."
Seeing that he didn't speak, Ah Yu understood in his heart, and said with a smile: "Oh, I thought it was a big deal. Let me tell you earlier, it's rare that Brother Qingqi is so interested. I'm looking for some good ones these days. Come here..." A Yu paused, "Oh, yes, I almost forgot, Rong Yu has returned to China, and he has come to me to ask you twice, Brother Qingqi, do you want to see him?"
Rong Yu.....
Xie Qingqi stared at the glass of gin and tonic in his hand, stimulated by the cold fingertips and alcohol, his thoughts gradually became numb and slow...
'Da da da……'
Two years ago,
Ten p.m,
In a pile of complicated medical research, Xie Qingqi managed to get off work a little earlier.
Because of the rest tomorrow, Xie Qingqi didn't go home directly after get off work, but went to the gay bar where he usually goes occasionally to drink.
After all, throughout the year, changing majors has brought him great pressure.In addition to eating, sleeping, studying and working every day, it almost occupies more than 90.00% of his life.
Although he would occasionally take a day off, Xie Qingqi never dared to let himself be idle.Because once a person is free, it is easy to think about things that are completely unnecessary.
Most of the people who come here are open-minded.
But Xie Qingqi was actually just trying to create an atmosphere, because he didn't want to go home, let alone face an empty house without any breath of life.
Because he was very scared, afraid to live such a life, and even more afraid that he would suddenly be unable to bear it one night...
At that time, he met quite a few friends in the bar.
"Brother Qingqi, there is a good one recently, do you want to show it to you?"
"That's right, you said that you have been here so many times, why have you never seen you take one away?"
Xie Qingqi forced a smile, "I'm here to drink."
"Hey, Huadu City is so big, where can't I drink this wine? It has to be here?! To tell you the truth, there isn't a single person who comes here, just out to drink."
"Or...you can't do it?"
"Hahaha....."
"..."
Those few people chatted more vigorously than Xie Qingqi, the person involved,
"Come on, no matter how you look at it, Brother Qingqi is fierce. Who can hold him down?"
"That's right, hahaha..."
"..."
That day, he did take one with him.
A.....teenager.
Very clean, very sunny...
Black hair, T-shirts...
But Xie Qingqi didn't take him home, but went to the hotel...
At that time, Xu Shi had drunk too much, and as soon as he closed the door, Xie Qingqi suddenly became irritable, violently wanting to pull off Rong Yu's T-shirt,
At that time, Rong Yu was just an adult.
Looking at the gentleman who was polite one second, he suddenly seemed to be a different person the next second.
He was really scared, "Brother...!"
!!!
Xie Qingqi's mind flashed clear for a moment, and he suddenly felt flustered for no reason...
He suddenly pushed the person away, and due to the relative force, Xie Qingqi also took two steps back, and his back hit the cold wall.
"..."
Xie Qingqi took two breaths unsteadily,
crazy!
It's crazy! !
Hold.....
What am I doing? !
Rong Yu was still a little nervous, and cautiously approached and called out, "Brother?"
Xie Qingqi looked up at him slowly, "Sorry..." He lowered his eyes again and said, "Let's go."
"what?"
"Want money?"
Rong Yu frowned immediately, "I'm not here to sell."
"Oh, sorry."
Hearing his apology, Rong Yu's complexion improved a little, and then he became a little embarrassed, "Well...do you want...?"
Xie Qingqi paused, and immediately realized what he wanted to say. He smiled bitterly and said, "Don't worry about me, you can go."
Rong Yu opened his mouth, wanting to say something more, "But..."
Although Xie Qingqi drank a lot, he still has the ability to distinguish.
He didn't make any more detours, and said directly: "It's not because of you, so, I'm sorry...it's my problem."
"Let's go..."
Until the door is closed again, until everything is silent in the night, until... a long, long time later...
Xie Qingqi stood up silently, walked into the bathroom to relieve...
Yi, Chu, Yang...
He tried a million times to get the name out of his mind, but never succeeded.
People... are so cheap, the more you want to forget, but you can't forget, and the more you want to remember, but you can't keep a single one...
……
……
When the warm water slid across his face again, Xie Qingqi gradually came back to his senses, and then became a little annoyed.
What happened to him?
Why... still think of him...?
And it happens at such a time...
Does this mean that he...
Xie Qingqi didn't dare to let himself fall into it,
Because as soon as he thought of that breakup letter, Xie Qingqi couldn't help but clenched his fists tightly, and then loosened them weakly...
forget it,
so embarrassing...
Left and right are just a dewy love affair. Since people are afraid to avoid it, then why does he have any reason to entangle in the past?
Therefore, even for that little bit of self-esteem, Xie Qingqi never went back to find Yi Chuyang,
there has never been……
In the next two years, Xie Qingqi actually tried to find other people, but unfortunately, none of them succeeded.
Because of this, he even once wondered if he didn't like men anymore?
But he would rather believe this than connect the common points between those people.
Because they are all too similar...
It's as if, they deliberately searched for him according to the model of that person.
........
"Brother Qingqi? Brother Qingqi?"
“…”
Xie Qingqi still didn't react at all. Under the paralysis of alcohol, people will always become crazier than before.
Like...he was thinking...
Or... just forget it...
Anyway, it's dirty enough...
Anyway, Chuyang...he will never like him again...
Anyway, he was alive, it was already hard enough,
Why...why guard yourself for such a person?
Why is this necessary?
Why do you have to do this over and over again...
With self-hypnosis and persuasion, Xie Qingqi's eyes slowly looked not far away,
Suddenly, he was dazed, raised his hand, and pointed to a person in the corner, "He..."
A Yu looked in the direction Xie Qingqi was pointing at, laughed immediately, and teased, "Brother Qingqi, your eyes are really sharp. That guy is new here."
Then he said: "But I heard that he offended the people above and was cornered, so he came here to be a test student. He is very proud."
"...." Xie Qingqi took a sip of the wine in the glass, breathed a sigh of relief, and said flatly, "That's him."
......
AUW Club,
In the ace training room,
The first team is doing intensive training, preparing for the global finals that will come in more than a month.
Yi Chuyang quickly manipulated the keyboard, and neatly beheaded a person who came to die.
His eyes still glanced to the other side from time to time, and he asked very vigilantly, "Pei Zhuang, how is the situation on the front left side?"
Pei Zhuang smiled relaxedly, "There are two idiots on the hillside, jumping up and down, do you really think others are blind?"
Although it doesn't matter what he said, Pei Zhuang is still very reliable, there is no doubt about it.
Therefore, Yi Chuyang turned his gaze to the new team member on the other side, "Shen Xinghui, check the supplies."
Shen Xinghui quickly finished the check and reported the number, "It can last about four or 10 minutes."
"Well, that's about it."
Just like this, the three squatted on the haystack, ready to outflank the enemy at any time...
'Ding--'
The phone screen lit up, Yi Chuyang glanced unconsciously,
Immediately my eyes froze,
It's Xie Qingqi! ?
The two of them haven't been in touch for almost half a month.
at this time--
The enemy has entered their attack range.
Shen Xinghui asked, "Flay, do you want to go?"
Yi Chuyang withdrew his gaze, stared at the computer screen without moving, trying to think about how to concentrate his attention, instead of distracting himself from reading those irrelevant messages.
He took a deep breath before saying, "Wait a little longer."
The phone beeped several times in a row, and Yi Chuyang's peripheral vision was filled with the phone that kept turning off and on again.
Shen Xinghui asked again: "What about now?"
“…”
Yi Chuyang held his breath and concentrated on the timing, then shouted in a deep voice: "Get ready, three, two, one, go!"
.....
After the game is over,
Xie Qingqi also stopped sending messages.
Taking advantage of the gap between the settlement of the previous round,
After hesitating for a second, Yi Chuyang chose to unlock the phone and turn on the screen.
The message is a few photos,
When he clicked on the first one, Yi Chuyang's hand muscles suddenly tensed——
“…”
Relying on the remaining reason, he didn't crush this mobile phone that he bought less than two months ago.
In fact, these few photos are not very clear, coupled with the dim light of the bar, it looks even more blurred...
But Yi Chuyang still relied on his understanding of him to see that the protagonist in the photo was Xie Qingqi.
There are more people beside him,
Ever brilliant?
How did they get involved? !
Doesn't he know that Zeng Canlan is not normal? ?Didn't he know that that lunatic Zeng Canlan had plans for him? !
Or....
All of this was Xie Qingqi's acquiescence?
Xie Qingqi... What kind of attitude is it based on?
......
Pei Zhuang on the opposite side got impatient, "Hey! Flay, what are you doing? Why haven't you started yet?" But just now, when he looked up and saw Yi Chuyang staring at the phone so absorbedly, he could more or less guess something , "Well... do you want to take a break?"
“…”
After a moment of silence, Yi Chuyang turned the phone screen upside down on the table, put on the earphones again, and said without hesitation: "Continue!"
--------------------
The author has something to say:
Almost stuck like a dog...
in the bar,
dark, noisy, chaotic,
In the mixed room, full of unspeakable ambiguity and endless entanglement...
Xie Qingqi leaned lazily on the sofa, not knowing how many cups he had drunk.
It's just that the gin and tonic really tastes less and less the more you drink it, no wonder Chu Yang...
His thoughts stopped abruptly——
Because he knew that he thought of something he shouldn't have thought of again.
Xie Qingqi squeezed the wine glass in his hand vigorously, and suddenly drank it down...
A Yu took a new glass, walked over with a smile, "Brother Qingqi, I haven't seen you for a long time, what have you been doing recently?"
Xie Qingqi put down the empty glass, took the wine glass in A Yu's hand, stared at A Yu with a dazed expression, suddenly sneered, leaned back against the sofa, and said without hesitation: "Just...do it... .”
A Yu was slightly stunned, and couldn't help laughing, "It's really Brother Qingqi, he just knows how to play, so when will you bring him out to meet him?"
"you are not....."
Xie Qingqi paused for a moment, as long as he thought that it only took one and a half months for him and Yi Chuyang to go from the unswerving official announcement to the public and shameless breakup.
He felt that this relationship was really ridiculous.
Besides, Yi Chuyang is not an entertainment star, and Xie Qingqi has hardly shown his face in front of the public, so the fact that the two of them lived together is not so big that everyone knows it.
He really didn't want to mention too much to outsiders, so he took a sip of the wine, then pursed his lips, with a bit of bitterness in his mouth.
Xie Qingqi waved his hand and said, "Forget it, it's not important anymore anyway."
A Yu froze for a moment again, "Is this... is it going to be changed?"
"..."
Seeing that he didn't speak, Ah Yu understood in his heart, and said with a smile: "Oh, I thought it was a big deal. Let me tell you earlier, it's rare that Brother Qingqi is so interested. I'm looking for some good ones these days. Come here..." A Yu paused, "Oh, yes, I almost forgot, Rong Yu has returned to China, and he has come to me to ask you twice, Brother Qingqi, do you want to see him?"
Rong Yu.....
Xie Qingqi stared at the glass of gin and tonic in his hand, stimulated by the cold fingertips and alcohol, his thoughts gradually became numb and slow...
'Da da da……'
Two years ago,
Ten p.m,
In a pile of complicated medical research, Xie Qingqi managed to get off work a little earlier.
Because of the rest tomorrow, Xie Qingqi didn't go home directly after get off work, but went to the gay bar where he usually goes occasionally to drink.
After all, throughout the year, changing majors has brought him great pressure.In addition to eating, sleeping, studying and working every day, it almost occupies more than 90.00% of his life.
Although he would occasionally take a day off, Xie Qingqi never dared to let himself be idle.Because once a person is free, it is easy to think about things that are completely unnecessary.
Most of the people who come here are open-minded.
But Xie Qingqi was actually just trying to create an atmosphere, because he didn't want to go home, let alone face an empty house without any breath of life.
Because he was very scared, afraid to live such a life, and even more afraid that he would suddenly be unable to bear it one night...
At that time, he met quite a few friends in the bar.
"Brother Qingqi, there is a good one recently, do you want to show it to you?"
"That's right, you said that you have been here so many times, why have you never seen you take one away?"
Xie Qingqi forced a smile, "I'm here to drink."
"Hey, Huadu City is so big, where can't I drink this wine? It has to be here?! To tell you the truth, there isn't a single person who comes here, just out to drink."
"Or...you can't do it?"
"Hahaha....."
"..."
Those few people chatted more vigorously than Xie Qingqi, the person involved,
"Come on, no matter how you look at it, Brother Qingqi is fierce. Who can hold him down?"
"That's right, hahaha..."
"..."
That day, he did take one with him.
A.....teenager.
Very clean, very sunny...
Black hair, T-shirts...
But Xie Qingqi didn't take him home, but went to the hotel...
At that time, Xu Shi had drunk too much, and as soon as he closed the door, Xie Qingqi suddenly became irritable, violently wanting to pull off Rong Yu's T-shirt,
At that time, Rong Yu was just an adult.
Looking at the gentleman who was polite one second, he suddenly seemed to be a different person the next second.
He was really scared, "Brother...!"
!!!
Xie Qingqi's mind flashed clear for a moment, and he suddenly felt flustered for no reason...
He suddenly pushed the person away, and due to the relative force, Xie Qingqi also took two steps back, and his back hit the cold wall.
"..."
Xie Qingqi took two breaths unsteadily,
crazy!
It's crazy! !
Hold.....
What am I doing? !
Rong Yu was still a little nervous, and cautiously approached and called out, "Brother?"
Xie Qingqi looked up at him slowly, "Sorry..." He lowered his eyes again and said, "Let's go."
"what?"
"Want money?"
Rong Yu frowned immediately, "I'm not here to sell."
"Oh, sorry."
Hearing his apology, Rong Yu's complexion improved a little, and then he became a little embarrassed, "Well...do you want...?"
Xie Qingqi paused, and immediately realized what he wanted to say. He smiled bitterly and said, "Don't worry about me, you can go."
Rong Yu opened his mouth, wanting to say something more, "But..."
Although Xie Qingqi drank a lot, he still has the ability to distinguish.
He didn't make any more detours, and said directly: "It's not because of you, so, I'm sorry...it's my problem."
"Let's go..."
Until the door is closed again, until everything is silent in the night, until... a long, long time later...
Xie Qingqi stood up silently, walked into the bathroom to relieve...
Yi, Chu, Yang...
He tried a million times to get the name out of his mind, but never succeeded.
People... are so cheap, the more you want to forget, but you can't forget, and the more you want to remember, but you can't keep a single one...
……
……
When the warm water slid across his face again, Xie Qingqi gradually came back to his senses, and then became a little annoyed.
What happened to him?
Why... still think of him...?
And it happens at such a time...
Does this mean that he...
Xie Qingqi didn't dare to let himself fall into it,
Because as soon as he thought of that breakup letter, Xie Qingqi couldn't help but clenched his fists tightly, and then loosened them weakly...
forget it,
so embarrassing...
Left and right are just a dewy love affair. Since people are afraid to avoid it, then why does he have any reason to entangle in the past?
Therefore, even for that little bit of self-esteem, Xie Qingqi never went back to find Yi Chuyang,
there has never been……
In the next two years, Xie Qingqi actually tried to find other people, but unfortunately, none of them succeeded.
Because of this, he even once wondered if he didn't like men anymore?
But he would rather believe this than connect the common points between those people.
Because they are all too similar...
It's as if, they deliberately searched for him according to the model of that person.
........
"Brother Qingqi? Brother Qingqi?"
“…”
Xie Qingqi still didn't react at all. Under the paralysis of alcohol, people will always become crazier than before.
Like...he was thinking...
Or... just forget it...
Anyway, it's dirty enough...
Anyway, Chuyang...he will never like him again...
Anyway, he was alive, it was already hard enough,
Why...why guard yourself for such a person?
Why is this necessary?
Why do you have to do this over and over again...
With self-hypnosis and persuasion, Xie Qingqi's eyes slowly looked not far away,
Suddenly, he was dazed, raised his hand, and pointed to a person in the corner, "He..."
A Yu looked in the direction Xie Qingqi was pointing at, laughed immediately, and teased, "Brother Qingqi, your eyes are really sharp. That guy is new here."
Then he said: "But I heard that he offended the people above and was cornered, so he came here to be a test student. He is very proud."
"...." Xie Qingqi took a sip of the wine in the glass, breathed a sigh of relief, and said flatly, "That's him."
......
AUW Club,
In the ace training room,
The first team is doing intensive training, preparing for the global finals that will come in more than a month.
Yi Chuyang quickly manipulated the keyboard, and neatly beheaded a person who came to die.
His eyes still glanced to the other side from time to time, and he asked very vigilantly, "Pei Zhuang, how is the situation on the front left side?"
Pei Zhuang smiled relaxedly, "There are two idiots on the hillside, jumping up and down, do you really think others are blind?"
Although it doesn't matter what he said, Pei Zhuang is still very reliable, there is no doubt about it.
Therefore, Yi Chuyang turned his gaze to the new team member on the other side, "Shen Xinghui, check the supplies."
Shen Xinghui quickly finished the check and reported the number, "It can last about four or 10 minutes."
"Well, that's about it."
Just like this, the three squatted on the haystack, ready to outflank the enemy at any time...
'Ding--'
The phone screen lit up, Yi Chuyang glanced unconsciously,
Immediately my eyes froze,
It's Xie Qingqi! ?
The two of them haven't been in touch for almost half a month.
at this time--
The enemy has entered their attack range.
Shen Xinghui asked, "Flay, do you want to go?"
Yi Chuyang withdrew his gaze, stared at the computer screen without moving, trying to think about how to concentrate his attention, instead of distracting himself from reading those irrelevant messages.
He took a deep breath before saying, "Wait a little longer."
The phone beeped several times in a row, and Yi Chuyang's peripheral vision was filled with the phone that kept turning off and on again.
Shen Xinghui asked again: "What about now?"
“…”
Yi Chuyang held his breath and concentrated on the timing, then shouted in a deep voice: "Get ready, three, two, one, go!"
.....
After the game is over,
Xie Qingqi also stopped sending messages.
Taking advantage of the gap between the settlement of the previous round,
After hesitating for a second, Yi Chuyang chose to unlock the phone and turn on the screen.
The message is a few photos,
When he clicked on the first one, Yi Chuyang's hand muscles suddenly tensed——
“…”
Relying on the remaining reason, he didn't crush this mobile phone that he bought less than two months ago.
In fact, these few photos are not very clear, coupled with the dim light of the bar, it looks even more blurred...
But Yi Chuyang still relied on his understanding of him to see that the protagonist in the photo was Xie Qingqi.
There are more people beside him,
Ever brilliant?
How did they get involved? !
Doesn't he know that Zeng Canlan is not normal? ?Didn't he know that that lunatic Zeng Canlan had plans for him? !
Or....
All of this was Xie Qingqi's acquiescence?
Xie Qingqi... What kind of attitude is it based on?
......
Pei Zhuang on the opposite side got impatient, "Hey! Flay, what are you doing? Why haven't you started yet?" But just now, when he looked up and saw Yi Chuyang staring at the phone so absorbedly, he could more or less guess something , "Well... do you want to take a break?"
“…”
After a moment of silence, Yi Chuyang turned the phone screen upside down on the table, put on the earphones again, and said without hesitation: "Continue!"
--------------------
The author has something to say:
Almost stuck like a dog...
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