After breaking up, I accidentally counterattacked [E-sports]

.......

Turning off the bright light tube in the room, Yi Chuyang turned on the small lamp by the bed, but it's a pity that the light is as dilapidated as this hotel.

The lights are dim and dim, as if they are about to go out in the next second, and it is basically the same as when it is not turned on now.

But no matter what, it's much better than being in the dark.

The bed in the hotel is very small and worn out. After all, it is just a cheap single room.

Such a bed, if you want to squeeze two adult men, it is indeed reluctant enough.

They could barely lie side by side, shoulder to shoulder.

The rain outside the window has stopped, and the wind has stopped...

.......

Tick ​​tock tick tock...

The faucet in the bathroom has been in disrepair for a long time, and now, the sound of water is coming out slowly...

Together with the remaining raindrops outside the window, it merged into a movement.

But it also seems that because of this, the atmosphere between the two people is not so awkward.

It was already late at night, and neither of them had any intention of going to sleep.

Xie Qingqi looked a little uneasy, and would sneak peeks at Yi Chuyang almost every half a minute, but it was a pity that Yi Chuyang didn't seem to notice it, and he didn't respond from the beginning to the end.

If it were normal times, Yi Chuyang would rather use the earth as his bed and the sky as his quilt, and he would never be squeezed into the same small broken bed with Xie Qingqi, and he would be able to do so without any burden.

Yi Chuyang rested his hands on the back of his head and stared at the ceiling for a long time. He seemed to be thinking about something, but there was nothing to think about.

What should be thought of, what should not be thought of, he had already thought about it all while taking a bath.

If there's anything else you can think of....

"Can we talk now?" Yi Chuyang suddenly asked without beginning or end.

"Huh?" Xie Qingqi hadn't reacted yet, and nodded slightly, looking at him squarely, "What?"

Yi Chuyang looked back from the ceiling, turned his head to look at Xie Qingqi, and then looked down at his left hand that was outside the quilt, "How did you get the injury on your hand? "

"Ah..." Xie Qingqi paused for a moment, then raised his left hand to look at it, and suddenly felt a little funny and laughed.

"What are you laughing at?" Yi Chuyang frowned.

"It's nothing." Xie Qingqi still smiled, "Just thinking about it, I have made predictions and explanations for many questions tonight. Besides, I suffered so many injuries today, I thought you would ask today if you want to ask questions. thing."

"Why? Why are you always staring at my hand?"

Xie Qingqi asked seriously, but Yi Chuyang was silent.

Yes, why do you keep staring at this?

Yi Chuyang thought for a long time, and finally gave the answer, "Because it looks good."

Xie Qingqi paused, as if he never expected this answer.

Xie Qingqi's hands are very slender, with distinct joints, fair and clean, and his complexion even feels a little cold.

Usually he is also a person who pays attention to his appearance, and his nails are always beautifully manicured.

Such good-looking hands, not to mention the exaggerated thing that the fingers do not touch the spring water, but the injury left, even if it heals in the future, I am afraid it will still leave scars that cannot be erased.

In fact, it's nothing. It's normal for a big man to have a few scars.

But I don't know why, but Yi Chuyang just feels it's a pity, it's really... a pity...

Xie Qingqi confessed, "I went crazy and did it myself."

Yi Chuyang didn't show too much surprise at what Xie Qingqi said, but just asked, "Is it a cigarette butt?"

"How do you know?" Xie Qingqi showed obvious surprise on his face.

"Because it's too obvious." Yi Chuyang shifted his gaze back to his face, and it seemed that he had already guessed it.

"Obviously, I can't even think of a second way to produce this kind of wound." Yi Chuyang's words gradually carried a bit of intriguing meaning, "And the wound is very deep, it doesn't look like it Once or twice."

"..."

Xie Qingqi pursed his lips tightly, seeming to be a little guilty, and muttered as if he was afraid of being scolded, "I don't know, anyway... Anyway, I used up the whole pack of cigarettes."

"Huh? How much?!" Yi Chuyang's ears were sharp, and as soon as he heard it, he immediately sat up from the bed, "Isn't that twenty?!"

Seeing how excited he was, Xie Qingqi deliberately tilted his head towards him, thought for a while, and then said nonchalantly: "...Maybe."

"Damn! Can't you be burned to death?!" Yi Chuyang patted him through the quilt, "Are you being tortured?"

Masochistic? ? ?

which aspect?

Xie Qingqi was speechless by his own thoughts, and choked suddenly, "..."

"......"

"......"

The two looked at each other for a moment, then suddenly laughed at the same time.

The atmosphere is much better than before.

Yi Chuyang smiled and asked, "Hey, does it hurt?"

After Xie Qingqi finished laughing, he relaxed a lot, and without even thinking about it, he directly stretched out his injured left hand in front of Yi Chuyang, and said with a smile, "Why don't you give me a blow? Maybe it won't hurt. "

I don't know if he laughed so hard that his brain twitched, but Yi Chuyang actually lowered his head obediently and gave him a blow.

"......"

Xie Qingqi's breathing was stagnant, and his expression suddenly became dark and unclear.

"Yi Chuyang..."

"Ok?"

The moment the two looked at each other, Xie Qingqi felt that the string in his heart suddenly broke...

Taking advantage of the other party's defenselessness, Xie Qingqi kissed him without hesitation.

But because things happened so fast, Yi Chuyang, who was caught off guard, was still in a daze.

By the time he realized it again, Xie Qingqi had already pinned him down on the bed.

On the other hand, Xie Qingqi reluctantly let go of his lips because he couldn't get a response from the other party.

He panted lightly, and silently lowered his head. It would be a lie to say that he was not disappointed, but now he knew that he would never be able to force Yi Chuyang.

He was just very sad, the pain in his heart was tormenting him almost out of breath...

Until the end, he just had the worst plan, and pressed his forehead against Yi Chuyang's shoulder as if he was powerless.

No matter when Yi Chuyang's body, there seems to be a soapy fragrance, which is very warm, like a warm sun...

Xie Qingqi's breathing became unsteady, as if he had been holding back something, and his voice became a little hoarse and deep, "What are you thinking?"

This kiss seemed vicious, but it was only on point.

It's like treating a treasure. He wants to express his possession eagerly, but he is worried that he will not be able to grasp the scale and accidentally cause half damage to the treasure.

Yi Chuyang was stunned for a moment, and Xie Qingqi's question swirled in his mind...

Thinking about?

To be honest, he didn't even know what he was thinking.

Maybe it's just thinking too much,

When he saw Xie Qingqi for the first time, when he saw Xie Qingqi for the second time, and for the third time, and the fourth time... until today, he saw the man sitting alone in the rain with a full smile on his face. Xie Qingqi with scars...

From the first meeting of the two to the present, it seems that Yi Chuyang can be seen at every important juncture.

But Yi Chuyang is very clear that what he has participated in is actually not much about Xie Qingqi's life.

I don't know why, but he always feels like he missed a lot... a lot... a lot of things...

How did Xie Qingqi get here during the years of separation?

Will he be as sad as him?

But why?

From just now... to now, no, to be precise, it should be from the moment of the reunion until now, Xie Qingqi has seldom expressed his sadness to him...

It's okay not to think about it, after thinking about it all the way, Yi Chuyang's whole body is not well, and his heart is inexplicably flustered.

He asked, "What would you do if I didn't come today?"

These words seemed to hit Xie Qingqi's heart directly. Instead of saying a word, he hugged Yi Chuyang even tighter.

It seems that as long as he does this, he can firmly grasp Yi Chuyang.

"What will you do?" Yi Chuyang asked again, as if eager to know the answer.

It's a pity that Xie Qingqi didn't have an answer either, so he could only answer: "...I don't know."

Maybe...will die in this rain.

Of course, Xie Qingqi didn't dare to say it, so I can say it now.Whatever the reason, it certainly sounds like a moral kidnapping.

"Xie Qingqi..."

"Ok?"

Yi Chuyang pulled the man out of his shoulders, held Xie Qingqi's face in both hands, and stared into his eyes.

After a while, Yi Chuyang's Adam's apple rolled slightly, his vocal cords trembled and he asked, "If... I mean if, if I don't come today, will you come to me?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi lowered his eyes slightly, his lips were so tight that they turned pale, but he remained silent.

The answer is already obvious.

Now that I think about it, if it wasn't for that phone call, would they... would they just...

Just thinking about it, Yi Chuyang became flustered, "Then why didn't you come?"

Yeah, why don't you come?

A look of pain flashed across Xie Qingqi's eyes for a moment.

He murmured, thinking of himself again, like a child who has done something wrong, "You said that you don't want to see me again...I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I go to you again, then You should hate me..."

Xie Qingqi said dumbly: "I don't want you to hate me, really, not at all..."

Yi Chuyang asked in a daze: "When will I..."

Immediately reacted,

Oh shit!

It seems that the usual harsh words are too much, directly making Xie Qingqi a person with such a strong heart weak...

Gee,

Let's talk less in the future, it is indeed a bit too much.

"I didn't say those things before... oh no, yes! I said them, but I... I mean... yes... .Oh, what is this and what!? "

Yi Chuyang originally wanted to say that what he said before was not his original intention, so why couldn't he explain it clearly?

"That is, from that point of view at the time, I did mean that, but I—"

"..."

Xie Qingqi looked so aggrieved that he was about to cry.

Yi Chuyang quickly waved his hands at a loss, "No, it's not you, please don't cry...I'm not..."

"Hold....."

Yi Chuyang gave up, just gritted his teeth, raised his hand to pinch the back of his head, and kissed him very purposefully.

Now there is finally no need to explain, and he really can't explain clearly...