After breaking up, I accidentally counterattacked [E-sports]

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at dusk,

The clouds scattered in the sky, I don't know when they rose, they were dyed with a flame-like red light, and there were billowing black clouds around them.

Layer upon layer, layer upon layer, approaching Huadu City step by step...

The rain is approaching,

He walked in the gray and silent city, but he couldn't find any hope of light...

Maybe this is Huadu City.

There is no eternal light, and there is no eternal darkness. More often, it is a gray area like now.

It is always possessed by wind and clouds, endowed with an incomprehensible mysterious atmosphere.

.......

The weak branches on the side of the road are drooping their bodies lifelessly in the haze.

There are so many twos and threes on the branches, lifeless dead leaves.

On such a sparsely populated road, with the dry and cold wind in the world, there are meaningless ups and downs one after another.

The raindrops began to fall, one after another, beating hard on his body.

The glasses hit the water mist, and the world has become hazy...

Xie Qingqi walked aimlessly on the main road, stumbled along the way...

He seemed to have lost his way in the thick fog and strayed into a deserted land by mistake.

I don't know where I came from, and I don't know where I'm going.

He didn't know what he was doing now, and he didn't know what else he could do.

It's just that the mood is low, it's just that the mind is messy, it's just that the sky is too gloomy, it's just that...in his empty chest, he can't absorb more oxygen.

It was as if his throat was being choked by an invisible hand, he couldn't resist, he was so suppressed that it was hard to breathe...

He's almost... almost out of breath...

who...

Can you come and save me?

save.....

help me...

Help.....

save... life...

Xie Qingqi thought he would cry, but for some reason, it seemed that he couldn't cry anymore.

It's like a robot controlled by human beings, there is an error in the program, and it has emotions that it shouldn't have.

He can only hypnotize himself, lead him with mechanical and instinctive numbness, so that he can barely survive in the world like a walking dead.

..........

Passing by the bar that I went to with Brother Xiao last night, Xie Qingqi almost didn't think about this step, just took a step and walked in.

He borrowed a mobile phone from the bartender he knew, and first called Brother Xiao to report that he was safe.

Then.....

Then I don't know...

Seeing that he was in a daze, the bartender came over and patted him on the shoulder at the right time, "Guest...guest?"

"Ah?" Xie Qingqi looked at him, paused for a moment, then suddenly realized, and immediately said with apologetic expression on his face, "Excuse me, can you wait a little longer, please? I'll make another call."

The bartender froze for a moment, then smiled and agreed, "Of course."

Xie Qingqi nodded, and said again with a smile, "Thank you." Then he lowered his head, but couldn't laugh anymore.He looked gloomy and just kept pinching his phone.

The ridiculous thing is that for a while, he didn't know who else he could call?

In fact, there were only two phone calls that he could remember, and he didn't even have the courage to dial the only one left.

Finally, Xie Qingqi made the last call.

"Hello? Hello." A slightly old voice came out.

Hearing this voice, Xie Qingqi was silent for a while, and then whispered: "Teacher."

This is Professor Jiang's landline number in the hospital office.

Xie Qingqi also found it on the Internet.

Professor Jiang was also silent for a moment, because he knew that Xie Qingqi would not easily call this phone number, there must be something wrong.

Professor Jiang was in a calm mood, and simply asked about Xie Qingqi's recent situation. Of course, Xie Qingqi's answer was also mixed with half truth and half falsehood.

"Have you made up your mind?"

Facing Professor Jiang's words, Xie Qingqi's first thought was not to answer, but rather, 'Do I have other choices? '

But he really didn't know, where else could he go?

He smiled wryly, and replied calmly, "Yeah."

"Yeah." Professor Jiang responded flatly and said, "Then let me talk to you over there."

"When can I go there?" Xie Qingqi asked suddenly.

"..."

It's not that Professor Jiang was stopped by his question, it's just that Xie Qingqi was in a hurry.

Xie Qingqi took a long breath, took a deep breath, and asked again, "Can I leave today?"

He wanted to leave, and the sooner the better, preferably now.

Before his brain could react, he needed, give himself a push.

I had no choice but to throw myself out, push myself into a desperate situation, and leave myself with no choice.

Only then can he force himself to accept this reality...

He was very scared, afraid that if he hesitated any longer, he would start to regret again...

that person.....

I'm already annoying him, really don't...don't be hated by him...

Professor Jiang was silent for a while, and then calmly expressed his opinion, "Qingqi... Maybe it's not the time yet."

"..."

"Or, this job is not suitable for you now."

"We are doctors, and what we do is to save lives and heal the wounded. Especially those of us who do medical research and development, we must have no distractions. If you are tired of things, this life-saving thing may also become a murder. If you are not prepared , please never touch it, hurt others, and hurt yourself.”

Professor Jiang is always so calm, narrating everything slowly, and treating everything rigorously.

Xie Qingqi once thought that he was very similar to his teacher, that's why he was selected by Professor Jiang and became his favorite student.

But now it seems that he is still far away...

Xie Qingqi lowered his head, his hair covered his eyes, he moved his lips, "Teacher..."

"I don't want you to solve anything by evasion."

"Or, when you calm down, let's talk about it again."

Mr. Jiang, it's Mr. Jiang...

Xie Qingqi knew that he had no intention of talking too much, so he stopped refuting, and agreed to everything, "Yes..."

Finally, he hung up the phone, returned the phone to the bartender, and thanked him politely.

.......

"Xie Qingqi?"

Xie Qingqi paused, and looked towards the source of the voice...

Is it Pan Hao? !

There was a woman beside Pan Hao, and he put one hand on the woman's waist, and groped for his chin with the other. His eyes were wide open, but he stared carefully at Xie Qingqi.

Suddenly, Pan Hao was surprised for a moment, and exclaimed on purpose, "Oh, this is really our Senior Xie. What's the matter? We haven't seen each other for two months, why are you so depressed?"

As for that woman, she winked directly at Xie Qingqi.Xie Qingqi ignored her, but her eyes were about to grow on Xie Qingqi's body.But the hand still didn't forget to walk on Pan Hao's body, and asked coquettishly, "Brother Hao, who is this little brother?"

"How is it? Doesn't it look good?"

It's just that Pan Hao's tone of voice didn't sound like he was praising Qingqi at all.

That woman was straightforward, and she didn't want to miss any chance to flirt, "Hi~ does my little brother have a girlfriend?"

Pan Hao stared at Xie Qingqi's face, raised his eyebrows, and answered the woman's question proudly, "He doesn't have a girlfriend, but he does have a boyfriend."

"......"

"..."

Xie Qingqi glanced at the woman, only to see a strange expression on her face.

Seeing that Xie Qingqi did not refute, she was even more convinced of Pan Hao's words.

The whole face turned black immediately, as if to say, what's wrong with being a good man, you have to like men?

It took less than a minute for the woman to go from talking and laughing to showing disdain.

Pan Hao seemed to be very satisfied with her reaction, and laughed outright on the spot regardless of his image.

Amidst the laughter, Xie Qingqi lowered his head and adjusted his glasses. When he raised his head again, there was a chill in his eyes. He looked at Pan Hao coldly, and asked directly, "Is there something wrong?"

"It's okay, can't you care about the outstanding representatives of our third middle school?" Pan Hao just wanted to put his hand on Xie Qingqi's shoulder, but Xie Qingqi blocked him back, "No need."

Seeing that Xie Qingqi got up and was about to leave, Pan Hao stared at his back and suddenly shouted, "Why are you so angry? Could it be that he was dumped by Yi Chuyang?!"

Hearing this, Xie Qingqi really stopped in his tracks, and there was an earth-shattering laugh immediately behind him...

"Hahaha, did I really guess it?" After a while, Pan Hao probably got tired of laughing, waved his hand weakly, and said, "But it will be a matter of time before you two break up, each of you dumps the other once. , it's fair."

"Are you courting death?!" Xie Qingqi couldn't bear it any longer, and rushed back decisively, grabbing Pan Hao's collar.

The woman next to her was so frightened that she backed away again and again, and her screams directly attracted the attention of the audience.

Xie Qingqi glanced around from the corner of his eye, and the people scattered on various booths stood up in twos and threes.

Most of them are Pan Hao's people.

Pan Hao laughed too wildly. He grabbed Xie Qingqi's wrist that was holding his collar, and challenged him with a fearless face, "Oh, what's wrong with our perfect Senior Xie? Where have all the elegant gentlemen who thought they were proud of themselves gone? I’m just a bastard, and I’m used to speaking harshly. Senior Xie probably wants to care about these things with me, right?”

"Just a few words, and you poke your lungs?" Pan Hao said more and more vigorously, "How is it? Do you want to fight?"

Unfortunately, in Xie Qingqi's eyes, this Pan Hao is a lunatic.

Xie Qingqi let go of his hand, pushed him back, wiped his hands in disgust, "You can go now."

Pan Hao bumped his whole body onto the table, and then barely stopped, but he was not angry, but stood up, smiled at Xie Qingqi, and said: "What I said two months ago, should Senior Xie be right?" Could it be that you forgot?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi naturally remembered that he had an appointment with Pan Hao two months ago.It's just that he didn't show up for two months, and this suddenly appeared, just to fight him?

Seeing that he didn't answer, Pan Hao wanted to provoke him with words, "You must be afraid, right?"

"......"

Xie Qingqi unhurriedly lowered his head and adjusted his glasses, looking at him indifferently.