After breaking up, I accidentally counterattacked [E-sports]

......

After comforting her parents, Yi Chunuan took out the spare key at home, and slowly opened the door of Yi Chuyang's room...

"Beep, I'm sorry, the number you dialed is currently on..." came from the room, cold and polite words, she seemed to be stating self-evident facts to the caller the truth.

The curtains in his room were all drawn, and the lights were not turned on.

This makes the room still dark even though it is still daytime...

That was the first time Yi Chunuan saw his younger brother in a few months.

He was curled up in a corner near the curtain, his head was tilted, and he leaned against the wall weakly.

The clothes on his body were also dirty, as if he had crawled and beaten in the mud several times, and his face was covered with large and small bruises.

Looking at his current appearance, Yi Chunuan couldn't help but suddenly remembered the first time he saw this brother in the hospital.

At that time, he was so young, so soft, yet so fragile...

Still so...

Yi Chunuan closed the door gently, walked over slowly, knelt down beside him, and looked at him quietly.

Yi Chuyang didn't respond, he was staring tiredly at the phone screen, which was the only thing in the room that was still shining.

He kept doing the same action over and over again, calling the same number over and over again...

After each very short 'beep' sound, the same sentence will appear on the phone, 'Sorry, the number you dialed is currently in communication.....'

'Beep, sorry, the number you dialed is busy...'

'Beep, sorry, the number you dialed is busy...'

'Beep, I'm sorry, the number you dialed is--'

Yi Chuyang trembled, and finally chose to continue dialing...

'Beep, sorry, the number you dialed is busy...'

'Doo, sorry--'

'sorry--'

'sorry……'

'sorry……'

......

Time goes by little by little...

Yi Chunuan tilted his head slightly, just like him, this person was leaning against the wall.

She is thinking:

Her younger brother, the arrogant and stubborn brother who never showed his weakness to others.

What kind of person...what kind of injury...could destroy him to the point of throwing away his armor?

Who is it? !

How could he... and how could he... hurt him so recklessly?

Damn!

Yi Chunuan looked at him with distressed eyes, but couldn't ask who that person was?

She doesn't know either,

In the past half a month, amidst countless ridicules and betrayals, he was alone, alone, how on earth... how did he get here?

Just thinking about it like this made Yi Chunuan's eyes moist.

She couldn't help calling him, "Yangyang..."

'beep, yes—'

Yi Chuyang's fingertips trembled, and he accidentally hung up the phone.

Yi Chunuan's voice kept circling in his ears, as if outside the boundless world, far away...empty...illusory...

out of reach...

Yi Chuyang raised his head in a daze, rolled his eyes, and kept looking at Yi Chunuan's face.

His eyes were empty, helpless, and even looked at her with a little confusion.

he looks like this,

It was as if the reaction to Yi Chunuan's appearance was interrupted. He looked at her and moved his lips. For a moment, he didn't know what emotion to show to give her the correct answer.

Yi Chunuan didn't know, she didn't know whether Yi Chuyang hadn't slept for a few days, his heavy dark circles drooped down, and almost no blood on his lips.

The whole person looked like he had suffered a serious illness, as if he would fall down if he was pushed lightly....

"elder sister...."

Yi Chuyang's voice was hoarse and weak, like the dryness in the desert, he couldn't find the oasis in his heart, and finally got lost in the boundless desert.

Just listening to it like this, Yi Chunuan couldn't hold it back for a while, and let a tear sneak out of his eyes.

"Um...."

Upon receiving the response, Yi Chuyang immediately withdrew his gaze, and lowered his head stiffly.Curling himself up again, he tapped the screen with trembling hands, and dialed the number again.

'Beep, sorry, the number you dialed is busy....'

Yi Chunuan looked at him quietly, with that posture, it seemed that he planned to keep watching him like this from the beginning, silently...quietly...

Just stay with him like this.

“…”

Yi Chuyang lowered his head and moved his fingers.

I don't know why, but suddenly, he didn't know what to do, his fingers stopped on the dial button, and he couldn't dial it for a long time...

I don't know if it's because of Yi Chunuan's appearance, he obviously... obviously has endured it for more than half a month, and obviously... obviously will endure it.He obviously...just a little bit, he will hold back...he will hold back...

But in the softness of Yi Chunuan's eyes, in the end, he still couldn't resist...

Yi Chuyang fumbled at the phone, tears streaming down his face, his hoarse throat gradually became sticky, "He, why is he so busy? It's been half a month....I've already ...."

"I've already called him 110 [-] six times...why did he just call me back?"

“…”

I don't know if he knows, but Yi Chunuan is very sober.

This phone call is no longer available...

"Let's stop fighting, okay?" Yi Chunuan's tone seemed to be discussing with him.

But I don't know what he suddenly thought of, Yi Chuyang became inexplicably excited, he grabbed Yi Chunuan's hand, and asked over and over again, "Sister! Tell me, do you think I haven't paid the phone bill? Otherwise, otherwise, how could it be impossible to fight all the time?"

“…”

Looking at the ray of light that finally appeared in the darkness, Yi Chunuan moved her lips, the hesitation in her heart made her unable to calm down for a while.

But I don't know if I should... wipe out hope for him with my own hands,

After all, whatever you say is just a fantasy.

"Sister, why don't you charge me some phone bills? Maybe, maybe he'll answer it?!" Maybe it's because of too much mental pressure, Yi Chuyang insisted on it, and now he looks like, It seems that something is not normal, "Or...or maybe he didn't pay the phone bill?!"

Yi Chunuan looked at him seriously, but finally chose to shake his head gently.

"Yes, yes!" Yi Chuyang nodded repeatedly, picked up his phone and muttered to himself, "I...I'll pay him some money, maybe, maybe...yes... ..it will be fine...it will be...”

He was completely immersed in his own world, or maybe, he actually knew it early on, but he still chose the former.

"Yangyang, Yangyang...Yangyang!" Yi Chunuan stopped him, and then directly hugged him into his arms.

Bang boring——

The phone fell to the ground, and Yi Chuyang froze in place.

Just listening, Yi Chunuan's voice trembled slightly, but her tone comforted him more softly, "Yangyang, let's stop fighting... ok?"

"Why...why...?" Yi Chuyang said over and over again, with tears streaming down his face, "What if? Sister, what if he picked it up this time? What if... what if?"

Yi Chunuan silently hugged him tighter.

Even if it's just one ten thousandth, one millionth, one billionth of that illusory...

Yi Chuyang always had to think about something, look for something.

It seems that only in this way can he support himself and continue to move forward...

But in reality, I always have to turn around and pull him, and use the cruelest, most vicious, and violent way to push him forward...

Let him have to accept everything and admit the truth.It's not about whether he's sad, or whether he can bear it...

"Actually, in fact, I can bear it. As long as there is him, as long as it is him...in fact, I can bear anything." He is like a torrent that has been accumulated for a long time on a dam.Constantly pressurizing it, as long as there is a crack in front of his eyes, it doesn't take much, just a little, and he can't keep anything, "Even if they don't like me, even if they all laugh at me, even... .Even if you are all disappointed in me..."

"No, how could it be?"

Yi Chunuan's answer seemed to shake a certain chord in Yi Chuyang's heart.

“…”

"I used to be your pride?" Yi Chuyang asked without warning.

Yi Chunuan wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and patted him on the back lightly, as if coaxing a helpless child, "You are Yi Chuyang, of course you are the pride of our family."

Yi Chuyang asked again: "Then will it be the same in the future?"

"It's always been." Yi Chunuan called his name over and over again, "Yi Chuyang, Yi Chuyang, Yi Chuyang...Yi, Chu, Yang..."

"...What are you doing?" Yi Chuyang smiled inexplicably, feeling a little relieved.

"Yi Chuyang, Yi Chuyang." Yi Chunuan said softly, "In the past, now, in the future, and always."

Yi Chuyang was really about to lose his mind, crying and laughing, and crying with a smile...

"But, sister...I really...really...I really like him..."

"Ah."

"But in the future... I will never..." Yi Chuyang trembled, "Don't like him again."

"Ah."

"I didn't want him to do anything for me, I just...just want to hear him talk..."

"Ah."

"That's all..."

......

This town is so big that it is impossible to find the traces of the boy's lost heart.

This town is also very small, so small that rumors spread quickly.

From school to off-campus, and then to the whole town, it took less than two weeks....

From asking for leave, transferring to another school, to playing e-sports, Yi Chuyang only took two weeks.