After breaking up, I accidentally counterattacked [E-sports]

“…”

Hearing Xie Qingqi say such words so bluntly, a warm current flowed in Yi Chuyang's heart, and his eyes suddenly turned red...

Now he finally understands what it means: 'Everything is worth it. '

But he didn't want to show himself too moved, so he turned over and buried his face in the quilt.

His voice was muffled, but he still couldn't hide his heartfelt joy and a little agitated grievance, "Just hook me up hard, I guess it's my turn to suffer from insomnia tonight."

Xie Qingqi smiled, and suddenly thought, "Oh, that's right. Speaking of this, today Li Jue suddenly ran over and took all my medicine away."

"Ah."

"Why do you feel that you are not surprised at all?"

Yi Chuyang was the first to bring up this matter, so naturally he would not be surprised.

It's just that he can't say it, and he doesn't want Xie Qingqi to affect his mood because of such a bad thing.

Yi Chuyang lay flat back on the bed again, staring at the ceiling, "You don't want to eat anyway, you might as well take it with him, so as not to stand in front of your eyes."

"Yes." Xie Qingqi nodded, "That's true."

Before he said much, Yi Chuyang changed the subject, "How is it? Can one sleep alone?"

"I don't know yet." Xie Qingqi said honestly, "But to be honest, I really want to..."

"What do you really want?" Yi Chuyang asked.

Xie Qingqi couldn't help but curled his lips into a smile, and said lightly: "I really want you to sleep with me..."

Yi Chuyang burst out laughing, feeling this sentence.

The haze of his whole day can disappear at this moment...

"But I'm really curious, what happened to my baby tonight? She's so clingy."

Xie Qingqi asked back: "Is it not good?"

"Okay." Yi Chuyang smiled, "Say more, say what you want to say."

Xie Qingqi unconsciously picked the pattern on the pillar with his hands, and really thought about it seriously with his head down, before saying: "Well... just, I really miss you."

"I'm really not used to you not being by my side. But in the past two years, I have come here by myself, and you have only been here with me for a week. Why... ..”

Hearing Xie Qingqi's words, Yi Chuyang felt a surge of sadness——

In fact, he regretted it, really regretted it...

I feel that my past self was not good enough.

Obviously lost once already, how can it be okay...there is a second loss of Xie Qingqi?

As long as he was a little more mature at that time, as long as he could trust Xie Qingqi more, the two of them would not be separated for another two years.

It also won't let Zeng Canlan have an opportunity to hurt Xie Qingqi like this...

He felt that...he owed Xie Qingqi more and more.

Yi Chuyang said warmly: "Anyway, I will always be with you from now on, please bear with me a little longer? I will soon—"

"Is it because of me?"

Xie Qingqi interrupted him suddenly, Yi Chuyang was stunned before he could react, "What?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi moved his Adam's apple, lowered his head silently, and said in a pretended relaxed voice: "Your family members probably don't like me very much, right?"

"who said it!?"

Yi Chuyang became anxious immediately, and immediately sat up——

Because he was very scared, really scared, very afraid that Xie Qingqi would choose to 'retreat' at this time.

He immediately said: "I told you a long time ago, they all welcome you! Really! My mother asked me today when I can take you home for a meal!"

“…”

Xie Qingqi still lowered his head, he didn't know how much comfort there was in Yi Chuyang's words...

Even now he can be sure that Yi Chuyang loves him.But it can't guarantee that his family and friends can love him, the person who has hurt Yi Chuyang so much.

He didn't want, didn't want Yi Chuyang to be caught in the middle, in a dilemma.

He couldn't, couldn't stop Yi Chuyang's normal social life.

But at the same time, he couldn't let go.

Now he has no way to let go...

So, he slowly expressed his thoughts, "Chuyang...how about...or let's not make it public."

"What do you mean?"

Yi Chuyang's voice changed suddenly, and Xie Qingqi suddenly became nervous, "That's right, I think it's quite troublesome. You are becoming more and more famous now, and when we made it public before, it was true that It will have a great impact on your career, so why not..."

"Why not?"

Yi Chuyang frowned, and asked in a deep voice, "Are you afraid that my career will be affected, or are you afraid that I won't be able to protect you?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi stopped talking...

Yi Chuyang lowered his eyes and asked, "Don't you want to see my parents?"

An idea flashed through Yi Chuyang's mind——

"Are you trying to run away again?!"

"Chuyang..." Xie Qingqi didn't know how to explain it directly, "I just think... the relationship is a matter between two people, we don't have to let others know, right?"

Yi Chuyang's voice was still very cold, "So, do you think I should hide you? Don't be discovered by others?"

Xie Qingqi pursed her lips tightly, as if acquiescing......

"Ah--"

Yi Chuyang felt that this was really ridiculous, and he was tossing and turning here and there, but he didn't think much of it at all.

"Xie Qingqi, are we having an affair now?" Yi Chuyang smiled directly and asked, "Are you married, or am I married?"

"Or...you never thought about marrying me, did you?"

Yi Chuyang's face turned cold suddenly, and he couldn't laugh anymore...

This atmosphere once made Xie Qingqi almost suffocate, "Chuyang..."

Yi Chuyang immediately asked: "How much do I make you unable to take action? Do you feel so ashamed?"

"I'm afraid I won't let you take it out!"

As soon as Xie Qingqi finished speaking, both sides fell into dead silence——

"Then you might as well talk about me." When he spoke, Yi Chuyang's eyes didn't show any ups and downs of emotion, "It's really a failure for me to make you still think like this."

"Xie Qingqi, you make me feel very disappointed."

Yi Chuyang didn't want to talk anymore, so he simply hung up the phone——

When the busy tone appears——

Xie Qingqi felt his heart skip a few beats——

The biting cold wind blew over the dryness of the eyelids, but it couldn't stop the tears from rolling down...

Yi Chuyang just put his phone on the bed,

The next second, Xie Qingqi called back.

One pass, one pass after another, without a chance to breathe.

It's like... If you don't make this call, you will die...

Yi Chuyang still accepted it.

"..."

"..."

But when the call was really connected, neither of the two dared to speak first...

I am afraid that emotions will drive words, and if we are not careful, we will hurt each other again.

In a long silence,

Only Xie Qingqi cried softly, twisting Yi Chuyang's heart, he was almost out of breath——

Yi Chuyang lowered his head and remained silent for a long time before he uttered the first sentence, "Xie Qingqi, do you know... how much I love you?"

"I know...."

Xie Qingqi collapsed and cried out——

But Yi Chuyang laughed, and quietly, she also shed tears...

"Then what kind of mentality are you out of? Can you say something that hurts me so much?"

"sorry....."

"You don't have to be sorry for me." Yi Chuyang took a deep breath before saying, "You know, this is the last thing I want to hear."

"Chuyang...I, I didn't think so much..." Xie Qingqi desperately wanted to explain something, "I just... just don't want to embarrass you."

"Then do you want to marry me?"

Yi Chuyang's question was too straightforward, Xie Qingqi couldn't catch it, "Chuyang..."

"I ask you if you want to!"

Yi Chuyang really felt that his endurance was about to be worn out——

'If he dares to say that he doesn't want to, then I will...I will...'

He doesn't know what to do...

"I think! I think..."

After hearing the answer, Yi Chuyang was secretly relieved...

'Fortunately...fortunately he wanted to...'

"However, I am already content with you, and I dare not be too greedy."

"Then I beg you, be more greedy..."

Whether it was to accompany Xie Qingqi to stop the medicine treatment, or to pray for the consent of his parents, Yi Chuyang had never felt so difficult before.

Yi Chuyang didn't know why it was so difficult to make Xie Qingqi believe in him once?

This made Yi Chuyang feel deeply powerless...

Because he had no choice, no way to force Xie Qingqi to trust him.

He could only wait, wait in the predicament, waiting for Xie Qingqi to come by himself and walk to his side.

Say you trust him, say you are willing to go down with him...

"I am willing to carry everything for you, have you forgotten again?" Yi Chuyang's voice gradually softened, "I will solve everything and all difficulties for you."

"Xie Qingqi, I only need you to do one thing well, and that is to trust me."

"What I said was, believe me unwaveringly."

"If you admit defeat now, then I will also lose together."

"But this time, I can't afford to lose."

In the arena, everyone depends on their own abilities. If he wins, he can afford to lose.

But only when it comes to Xie Qingqi, he can't lose, dare not lose, and really can't afford to lose.

For some reason, Xie Qingqi really wanted to cry when he heard Yi Chuyang's words.

But he was not sad,

More, should be unexpected.

It turned out that he was really... chosen unswervingly by Yi Chuyang.

Those things that he didn't even dare to think about before, have now come true!

"I understand."

Xie Qingqi pulled the corners of his lips, trying to control the smoothness of his voice.

"I believe you."

It wasn't until he heard the last sentence that Yi Chuyang breathed a sigh of relief...

"Don't have that kind of messy thinking in the future!"

"Ah."

"It was my fault to get angry at you just now, but you really owed it just now."

"Ah."

Yi Chuyang became more and more wronged, "Then if you say such things in the future, I will never talk to you again."

Xie Qingqi smiled directly, "Yes."

.....

They chatted for a long time, aimlessly, talking about whatever came to mind, as if there were never-ending topics.

It's just that no one mentioned the unpleasant things just now.

Those words that hurt people, those words that are not firm.For the rest of their lives, they probably wouldn't dare to speak nonsense again.

But at the same time, they all knew in their hearts that this incident had not passed.

Like a barb, the diaphragm should be in each other's hearts.It won't kill people, but it can make people often feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

This thorn cannot be touched by Yi Chuyang, so Xie Qingqi can only pull it out with his own hands——

.......

"Actually, cooking is really quite simple..."

"Um......"

Yi Chuyang paused suddenly, and called softly, "Qingqi?"

"Um.....?"

Xie Qingqi was in a daze, it seemed that he was sleepy...

"When will you be brave for me once?"

“…”

Yi Chuyang calmed down, his eyes dimmed slightly, and he said to himself, "Really, just once."

He recovered and smiled, "What am I talking about? Good night....I love you."

'Um. '