After breaking up, I accidentally counterattacked [E-sports]

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Yi Chuyang put the chicken soup on the table in the living room, "Surprised?"

"Yes." Xie Qingqi stared at him, not afraid of his anger, and said bluntly: "Because in the past, you almost never looked back."

Yi Chuyang paused, just imagine, if he could look back once in the past.Will there be so much time wasted between them?

But he didn't say it, and finally only said two words, "Eat."

Xie Qingqi couldn't understand his current behavior. Now that he has left, why come back?

Naturally, he wouldn't want anything from him.

Xie Qingqi put his arms around his chest and leaned against the door frame, "I don't want it."

Yi Chuyang got up and frowned at him, his body was so bad, how dare he not eat? !

"Are you going to eat or not!!!"

Xie Qingqi has always been soft rather than hard, the more aggressive Yi Chuyang is, the less Xie Qingqi will let him go.

He said firmly, "I don't!"

"I'm leaving?"

Xie Qingqi was not used to him either, "Then you go."

“…”

Yi Chuyang gritted his teeth,

'Fuck...it doesn't work? ! '

Yi Chuyang clenched his fists tightly, and then let go...

He couldn't help sighing, and his tone was rare, "Just two bites, okay?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi glanced at him and said nothing.

Sitting silently on the sofa, Yi Chuyang didn't look good either.

Yi Chuyang was drenched all over, and he couldn't even sit on the sofa.

I simply knelt on the ground on one knee, and untied the knot on the plastic bag in a hurry. I was afraid that the chicken soup would spill, so I tied it a little tight....

While explaining, he said to himself: "When I come back, I just want to say: whether it is a notebook or a desktop, it is nothing more than the same string of code numbers. These days, when even the code has program errors, let alone people."

"Being human is to be hungry, to be sick, and to make mistakes." The knot was finally untied, and Yi Chuyang looked up at him, "Xie Qingqi, you are neither a laptop, nor is what I want. desktop."

Xie Qingqi's eyes seemed to loosen...

Immediately afterwards, Yi Chuyang opened the lid, and Xie Qingqi's attention was immediately attracted by the fragrance...

"Grandma Tang's chicken soup?!" Xie Qingqi was a little surprised, after all, he is not very close to the other side, "Did you buy it specially?"

Seeing that Xie Qingqi finally reacted, Yi Chuyang hurriedly struck while the iron was hot and said, "Qingqi, I was indeed too impulsive last night. I apologize to you, I'm sorry."

"I also admit that I am very jealous. I am jealous of all the people who have touched you in the past, even those who have only coveted you. I can't control myself. I hope you belong to me alone. "

“…”

Xie Qingqi moved his lips, but couldn't even utter a single syllable...

Yi Chuyang immediately said: "I know that this kind of thinking is wrong, so I won't do it in the future, and I won't go too far in the future. Unless you agree, otherwise I won't touch you again, trust me once, OK?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi's face gradually eased a lot, he pursed his lips, and said: "I don't mean to blame you."

Seeing that Yi Chuyang was about to speak again, Xie Qingqi said first: "Men are visual animals, and they will always like good-looking ones. As a man, I can understand this." Xie Qingqi looked at him and said what he was hiding in his heart, " But Chu Yang, I’m going to be 30 years old this year. No matter how good-looking my skin is, I can’t keep it for a few years, I can’t be so beautiful forever.”

Yi Chuyang immediately retorted, "You don't need to be beautiful all the time."

"When you are in your early thirties, I will be almost 40 years old." Xie Qingqi didn't pay attention to his words, and said as usual: "This face is like my bargaining chip. If I lose it, I don't know what else I can use to keep it." hold you."

"..."

Yi Chuyang was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a long time. He didn't know that Xie Qingqi would care about such things.

"You can be crazy about me now, and you can also be crazy about other things in the future, more beautiful." Xie Qingqi suddenly thought of his father's lover, and couldn't help feeling disappointed, "Even, you don't need to be too beautiful, as long as you have a better personality than me, There is also the possibility of replacing me."

“…”

Yi Chuyang held back for a long time before questioning, "In your eyes, is this the kind of person I am?"

"I know you're not." Xie Qingqi looked into his eyes and said hurtfully, "What I'm afraid of is that you don't love me anymore, but you insist on being responsible to me."

Yi Chuyang murmured: "I won't..."

"Yi Chuyang, I can't bear such an ending." Xie Qingqi took a breath of air-conditioning tremblingly, and then said: "Since we will lose each other sooner or later, why waste each other's time? It's better to let go from the beginning."

"Can't......"

"I'm also a person who has self-knowledge and knows what kind of ghost I am." He no longer looked into Yi Chuyang's eyes, "Unbearable, inferior, jealous, negative..."

"you are not--!!"

"It seems that all the negative energy that can be said is gathered on me."

One second before Yi Chuyang broke out, Xie Qingqi pressed Yi Chuyang's shoulder and said softly: "Since I have owned it for a while, it is enough. Going on... I I'm afraid I won't be able to let go."

"Then don't let go!" Yi Chuyang grabbed his wrist, knelt on the ground with one knee, lowered his head, and said tremblingly, "Xie Qingqi, don't let me go..."

"We broke up not because you are not good enough." Xie Qingqi said patiently: "It's because you are too good and I am too bad. I will delay you."

"Who said that?!" Yi Chuyang suddenly raised his head, "Who the hell said you are a burden! Xie Qingqi... The reason why I am here today is because you want me to be like this!"

"Don't you want me to be a better person? I went to study management, played hard in the game, and learned to become mature. I worked so hard for you to get to where I am today. How can you say you don't want me now? "

After the storm.....

The world is in chaos, gradually returning to tranquility...

“…”

“…”

"Yi Chuyang, young people are ignorant, I was the one who pulled you hard in the past." Xie Qingqi was really about to collapse, "Now, if I let you go, you also...let me go. Okay? "

......

Yi Chuyang froze all over, he silently let go of his hand, avoiding his eyes.Pushing the chicken soup on the table towards Xie Qingqi, "Hurry up, drink the soup. It won't taste good when it's cold."

"..."

Xie Qingqi stopped talking, and silently drank the still hot chicken soup.

Yi Chuyang looked at him, forced a smile, and half-jokingly said: "I'm just visiting the thatched cottage three times, and Zhuge Liang has invited him out. Why is it so difficult to get here?"

His words seemed to hit Xie Qingqi's softest heart.

The wall that Xie Qingqi built with great difficulty suddenly collapsed——

Xie Qingqi cried, tears falling into the soup one by one...

"Chuyang...don't be like this...that's all I have left..."

"I beg you, don't crush me, okay?"

"I'm afraid I won't be able to take it... I'm really... really dying..."

He was aggrieved, like a child, wiping away his tears indiscriminately,

"sorry......"

"Chuyang...I dare not..."

"I dare not like you anymore...I'm afraid...."

Yi Chuyang looked at him almost beggingly, "Then I like you, okay?"

"not good...."

After saying these two words, Xie Qingqi couldn't control his emotions anymore...

"Okay, okay, don't cry...don't cry..." Yi Chuyang took out a few pieces of paper, wiped his tears, and said softly: "I won't force you .”

Yi Chuyang's eyes suddenly flashed with pain, "We're not together anymore..."

"We're not together anymore..." He looked at him and said tremblingly, "We're not together anymore, okay?"

"You can do whatever you want, and I will listen to you."

"So...don't cry anymore..."

"I can't take it..."

Yi Chuyang took a deep breath, controlled his unstable emotions, and said in a low voice: "Xie Qingqi, I don't care what you think, in my eyes, you are the best. From now on, I will be with you, no matter what In whatever capacity, I will be there."

"Are you stupid?"

"Okay." Yi Chuyang said with a smile: "Then I admit, I am indeed a fool to you."

If you don't want to take the initiative, then I will come to you in the future. You can meet your heart and do what you want.

Xie Qingqi stretched out his hand, for some reason, he just...just wanted to touch Yi Chuyang's face.

Unexpectedly, Yi Chuyang dodged subconsciously.

In Xie Qingqi's astonishment, he quickly explained: "Don't touch me, I have a cold on my body. Your health is so poor now, you have to take good care of it."

Xie Qingqi flexed his fingers, "Then... let's change clothes."

Yi Chuyang said, "I may not be able to fit your clothes."

"In the closet, there are still a few sets of your old clothes." Xie Qingqi didn't look at him when he was speaking.

Yi Chuyang just froze for a moment, didn't ask any further questions, nodded and said, "Okay."

.....

Yi Chuyang took off his drenched clothes, Xie Qingzhi consciously wanted to avoid it, but couldn't help but want to watch...

It's okay if you don't look at it, but you can find the problem when you look at it.

"What happened to your chest?"

Xie Qingqi asked, and Yi Chuyang noticed that his chest was red...

Because he was afraid that the chicken soup would be drenched by the rain, Yi Chuyang accidentally got burned when he was protecting his chest.

"Oh, it's okay." Yi Chuyang quickly put on his clothes.

Xie Qingqi was stunned for a moment, and immediately realized, "Are you—"

Thinking of the soup from last time, when I brought it back, it was also very hot...

Xie Qingqi's heart twitched violently, "Are you stupid?"

Yi Chuyang squatted beside him, tilting his head to tease him, "Do you love me?"

"Isn't it hot?" Xie Qingqi touched Yi Chuyang's heart through a thin T-shirt, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"No wonder!" Xie Qingqi didn't believe it at all, "I'll find you some ointment."

Just as Xie Qingqi was about to get up, he was pulled back by Yi Chuyang, "Let's talk about it later, let me hug you for a while."

"Hold me for a while..."

"The next time I can hold you like this, I don't know when it will be."

“…”

Xie Qingqi didn't dare to speak or move.

"Xie Qingqi..." Yi Chuyang's tears were already rolling in his eyes, "I really... really love you so much..."

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Just two elementary school chickens pecking at each other, you are fierce and I am fierce, you are soft and I am soft.