Kunlun Jun's favorite slaughter daily

One year later, Hakodate City, Hokkaido.

In April, as the falling snow melts, the cherry blossoms will take a while to bloom. This city, which has gathered a large number of tourists due to the snow scene, is gradually ushering in the off-season.

Dazai was walking on the deserted path leading to the Tsugaru Strait, the shadows of the trees on both sides of the path were whirling, the breeze with the chill and the humidity of the sea blowing past one after another, the belt of the sand-colored windbreaker fluttered vividly behind him like a tail.

Just looking at the back, I am afraid that everyone will think that this is a carefree and lively young man.

But if you see the young man's face, I'm afraid you won't have such an illusion.

Without him, too thin.

Because of Kunlun's diligent feeding all these years, he managed to maintain a well-balanced body. Not only did he return to before liberation, but even worse, making people very doubtful that he really had a good meal. ?

But who cares, the person who cares is no longer there, isn't it?

With a well-measured smile on his face, Dazai politely declined the invitation of a female tourist who happened to bump into him from another small road, and walked down the long slope. Stand by the shore.

The closer he got to the beach, the stronger the sea breeze made his windbreaker rattle.The thick hair was blown away by the wind, and there was no extra flesh and blood on the exposed small face. After the facial features were magnified to the extreme, the bright eyes that seemed to be burning their own life also looked scary.

"Sure enough, it's right here."

Dazai murmured, with the confirmation of his inner guess, a little blush finally began to appear on his pale face.

Since Kunlun "leaved", he never went back to Yokohama. He only knew from Oda Saku's few words that the devastated city has regained its vitality thanks to people's unremitting efforts.

The newly rebuilt Yokohama not only has a more beautiful scenery than before, but also has improved the level of modernization by more than one level, directly benchmarking against internationally renowned cities.

After all, disasters will always pass, and people's lives will only get better and better.

Perhaps because he was afraid of causing irritation to Dazai, Oda Sakunosuke only mentioned it when he carefully asked about his recent situation.

After all, Oda Sakunosuke is the only person who can still contact Dazai since Dazai "disappeared", even if the connection between them is just that Dazai will unilaterally report safety after a long time.

If this were not the case, not to mention that Sakunosuke Oda would ask the Sakuraba Group to search for Dazai all over Japan, but Nakahara Chuya, who has already secured his position as the leader of Mafia at the port, will also gather the forces of all Hong Kong | State of mackerel.

Although he doesn't want to admit it, for Nakahara Chuya, although losing Kunlun would make him miserable, but compared with Dazai, his pain can be overcome.And for that man who he found incomprehensible from before, who looked as if he was staring into the abyss, he couldn't imagine what kind of blow it would be to lose a loved one like that.

It's like a clam that has opened its hard shell for love without hesitation. After losing the umbrella that protects his soft heart, he continues to let his softness be exposed to the ravages of the outside world. Reluctance to close its shell again.

Over the past year, even Atsushi Nakajima, who had collapsed to the point of being speechless at first, came out bit by bit. Although he was still depressed, he was slowly recovering.

Only Dazai left Yokohama without saying a word, and ran all over Japan, not knowing what he was looking for.

Even if he didn't say it, everyone could see that this man was using his actions to refuse to admit a certain cruel fact, refusing to admit that someone had completely left his life.

This state is the most terrifying, but everyone can't force him to accept it. Even in order to match his mood, Kunlun's clothes tomb has not been set up until now.

"No matter how long the 'travel' is, there will always be an end." Zhong Yuanzhong also said so.

As long as Dazai is still willing to report that he is safe, is still in Japan, and does not disappear to an unknown corner of the world, it will be fine.

Holding a tiny but genuine smile, Dazai walked into the icy sea step by step.

Don't get me wrong, he didn't commit suicide.

Knowing that after giving up his life, instead of going into eternal sleep, he would be caught as a coolie, he gave up this meaningless behavior long ago.

After the sea water gradually overflowed his waistline, Dazai stopped walking.

Wave after wave washes over his body, soon drenching Dazai's not-so-warm sand-colored windbreaker and the shirt and trousers inside, and even his thick and slightly curly black hair sticks wetly to his body. His face made him look like a black cat that had been abandoned by its owner.

At this moment, the sun came to the highest point of the day, and the golden light broke through the thick clouds and sprinkled down, dyeing the entire blue sea with a layer of gold.

In this situation, except that he is not standing on the sea, it can almost reproduce the scene in his dream.

That, he still hasn't recalled the second half of the dream.

Dazai's body shivered slightly due to the cold, but his eyes became brighter and brighter.In the past year, he has searched all over Japan's sea areas, but none of them made him feel like he was in a dream, except for this sea area that he visited last because it was the closest to his hometown.

It wasn't until he was in this sea area that Dazai recalled the memories he didn't want to recall for a long time.

He was still young at that time, and one year, his serious and boring father suddenly got enlightened somehow, and took the whole family to Hakodate City opposite his hometown for vacation. Because he hated many people, he also chose April season.

Because he was separated from the high walls and deep courtyard of the big family, even though there were still servants guarding him, he still found an opportunity to slip out alone, and groped to the seaside.

That was the first time he saw the sea.

Unlike the mansion where the end can be seen at a glance, such a boundless existence deeply shocked the heart of him who was still young at that time.

Perhaps this is also one of the reasons why he chose Yokohama, a coastal city, without hesitation after he was a little older and could escape from his family.

The key is what happened after that. He only remembers that he was very excited when he saw the sea, but after that, he was drenched in the vague memory of his high fever. Because he ruined his father's rare joy, the family had no choice but to return home disappointed. After he recovered from his high fever, he received a cold stare for a long time because of this.

"The missing memory is the key!" Dazai struggled to stand upright in the waves, and after a moment of meditation with his eyes downcast, he looked up at the golden sunlight, showing a smile that was even more dazzling than before, and then without hesitation, he walked towards the deeper and colder sea. walk around.

Behind him was someone who shouted loudly and called for help, but such a voice could no longer be heard after he completely sank into the sea water.

Strange to say, after this, the sea with violent tumbling waves calmed down instantly.Dazai stretched out his hands and feet, lying flat in the water, watching the sunlight above get farther and farther away from him, and he sank into the deepest seabed bit by bit.

Time passed by, and with the lack of oxygen, the pain in the chest became more and more serious, Dazai slowly closed his heavy eyelids.

The sparkling golden sea.

The young Dazai ignored gravity and stepped steadily on the surface of the sea, facing a ball of black mud that looked very suspicious.

Xiaotuanzi tilted his head expressionlessly and asked, "What are you?"

He looked around at the unchanged sea area, stepped hard on the sea surface under his feet, and then frowned and asked, "Where is this place?"

The black mud ball couldn't speak, but stretched out a thin black tentacle, and waved it in front of Xiaotuanzizhi.

Dazai Xiaotuanzi looked at it blankly for a long time, and finally stretched out his index finger to meet the little tentacle with a hint of disgust.

A miraculous thing happened, a lot of black mud fell from the black mud ball, revealing a very cute little Zhengtai's face.

I only heard Xiao Zhengtai say: "Hello, the kid who summoned me to this world, my name is Kunlun, what's your name?"

"........."

After staring at this strange boy with the name of Shan for a long time, Dazai Kotuanko finally replied reluctantly, "My name is Shuji Tsushima, you said I summoned you, why don't I remember? You You haven't answered my previous question yet!"

Kunlun smiled brightly, "Is Xiuzhi right? The name sounds nice. Of course you summoned me. I was going to another terrible world. Because my body couldn't bear it anymore, I was beaten by some strange people. Things are attracted. But you are stronger, and you pulled me over at once. And you have the ability to help me remove some black mud, so amazing!"

Shuji Tsushima was a little shy when he heard this strange young man boasting too much about himself, but he would not be overjoyed by this as a mature man, but continued to listen to the other party's explanation with a straight face.

Kunlun continued, "This is the 'inside' world, which can be understood as the inner side of the world. Because we haven't met yet, I can only appear here temporarily, so I will pull you here. But don't worry, it will be here soon. I can go out. As for why you lost your memory, I don’t know about it, but when I came to this world, I saw you swimming in the sea, did you choke on the water?”

Hearing that Kunlun said that he was swimming, Shuji Tsushima twitched the corners of his mouth uncontrollably. In the end, he still didn't explain that he might or should be trying to embrace the embrace of the sea, to see if he could go to a brand new world.

But he won't be so stupid as to explain to strangers, but like a little adult, he put his hands on his chest and raised his chin and said, "So, what are you? How are we going to get married? Are you my shikigami after getting married? ? What abilities do you have? How can I use you?"

"Use..." The corners of Kunlun's eyes twitched, "You are really rude. But forget it, let me tell you..."

As soon as the words started, Kunlun's expression became distorted and painful. The black mud that fell before covered his face again, and it continued to swell and grow. Soon, before Shuji Tsushima could react, he was crushed The black mud was swallowed up.

Dazai suddenly opened his eyes——

"Are you awake? Great, finally woke up, how is your body? Is there any discomfort?"

A concerned voice sounded in his ears, Dazai slowly turned his head, looked at the concerned eyes of the gray-haired doctor in a white coat, and said in a hoarse voice of pure joy, "I remembered, I remembered everything, It turned out to be like this!"

"What... do you remember? Son, don't get excited, speak slowly." The doctor looked at the young man who was about the same age as his grandson, took the tissue from the nurse at the side, and carefully wiped away the tears that kept falling from the corners of his eyes.

Feeling the gentle pressure of the paper towel on the corners of his eyes, Dazai's expression was choked with joy, he reached out to touch the corners of his eyes, and then burst out laughing, "What, did I cry?"

The doctor tried his best to hide his worried expression, "Young people are like the morning sun, and nothing is difficult to get through. If you have any troubles, you can talk to me, don't look at the old man, I am old, but I still have a good relationship with young people." have a common topic..."

"Doctor," Dazai hid all expression, looked up at the doctor with his pale face and said, "Can you leave me alone for a while?"

"...Okay, if you're hungry or feel unwell, ring the pager by the bed anytime, we're always there."

After saying this, the elderly doctor led the nurse out of the ward.

As the room fell silent, Dazai buried his face in the quilt.

All the bandages on his body were removed, and he was also changed into clean and comfortable hospital clothes. It was probably because they were soaked in the sea, so they were all changed.

He stared blankly at the ceiling, feeling the turbulent emotions in his heart, and slowly clenched the quilt with his fingers.

It's been a year, it's been a year since Kunlun left him.

He hasn't felt much sadness this year, it's like looking at the world through a glass cover, feeling nothing real.

Maybe it's because he is obsessed with pursuing the "truth", or maybe it's because he always has an undying hope in his heart. He really didn't have time to grieve this year.

But at the moment when he pursued the "truth" and lost his goal, a huge sense of emptiness and a huge sense of loss hit him without hesitation.The glass cover that separated him from the world shattered cleanly with a click, leaving no room for him to buffer his emotions.

How should I put it, the question that he was most puzzled and worried about was not a problem at all.

About why Kunlun treats him so well, and why Kunlun responds to his love.

People don't love and hate for no reason, he has always believed in this point, and has always implemented this point, so when someone breaks this rule, he will be so worried about gains and losses.

People get nervous because of caring, and lose their mind because of nervousness, and he is the same, but he is more timid and cowardly than ordinary people in this respect.

Who knows, the point that he cares most about and struggles with the most doesn't exist in the beginning.

Kunlun came to this world because of him. When he was out of control due to the malice in his heart and wanted to taste the evil flower of death, for some reason, Kunlun was pulled into this world.

After being swallowed by the black mud, he quickly fell into a coma, and then fell to the seaside drenched, and was picked up by a panicked servant. During this period, he developed a high fever and was unable to wake up for a long time. He went to a bigger hospital for treatment, which ruined the family's rare vacation.

As for why he didn't wake up for a long time, it was because he was helping Kunlun hidden in his body against the erosion of the black mud. The supernatural ability "Disqualification in the World", which was only deeply dormant in his body, was probably fully activated at that time.

But these are not enough, his ability is limited, and he can't resist the seemingly endless power of the black mud.

At this moment, Kunlun put a golden object in his heart, because that object was too dazzling, he did not see clearly what it was.

But after getting this Jin Cancan, his disqualification in the world was like taking a powerful pill, and soon the black mud was crushed.

It's a pity that before Dazai was happy, in the dead of night, Kunlun who came out of Dazai's body gently stroked the sweaty forehead of the little boy due to the persistent high fever, watching the little boy stubbornly wanting to open it, but no matter what With eyes that couldn't be opened, he said softly, "Xiu Zhi, I can't stay by your side anymore, otherwise you will be completely affected by the black mud. Don't look at it calming down now, but it's only temporary, I'm afraid it's secretly I am accumulating the power to fight against you. So I will leave next, you have to grow up in peace and health. I am super happy to meet Xiuzhi. Although I can’t get married with you, but if there is a destiny, I will definitely meet again in the future .”

After Dazai tried his best to distinguish the meaning of Kunlun's long words, he struggled to climb from the bed to the window, but he could only watch Kunlun flying and falling into the sea, and was never found again in an instant.

At the end of the memory, Dazai covered his eyes with the back of his hand, and said viciously after a long time, "What, you bastard has been lying to me since the 'first' meeting!!!"