[Honor of Kings] Bai Liang's Short Story Collection

Point of reference: old couple, seven-year itch, dog-blood amnesia, love at first sight again.

Li Bai is not sure if it is the amnesia that is slowly recovering.

He sometimes dreamed of some vague fragments, such as when he was kissing Zhuge Liang, and often pressed him in different places, such as the bed, the door, the dining table, and the sofa... Sometimes it was just a taste, sometimes it was lingering, When he finally let Zhuge Liang go, he could still see the red corners of his eyes.

His body recovered quickly, and he was announced to be discharged early in less than a week. The doctor lamented that he had a lot of life, but fortunately he was young and could not hurt his bones.It seems that the memory loss does not affect his normal life.

But Li Bai can't help feeling flustered. The most important memory in the relationship has become an unknown secret, which makes him worry about gains and losses when he just fell in love, and feel uneasy.He even dreamed that as soon as he opened his eyes, Zhuge Liang would stand coldly opposite him, resolutely declare that they should make a clean break, drag the suitcase and walk out without looking back.

He desperately wanted to chase after him, but his footsteps were so heavy, he could only watch helplessly as his back became smaller and smaller, while his body was sucked into the abyss of the quagmire, unable to move...

He finally started running, rushed to the front of his car, stepped on the accelerator, and chased after him aggressively, the scene on the street flashed past him quickly.

But where is Zhuge Liang?He can't see it at all.

Li Bai woke up suddenly, dripping with cold sweat, and his heartbeat was abnormally fast, as if it was going to burst out of his chest.

Then, he realized he was having a nightmare.In fact, Zhuge Liang was lying right next to him, held in his arms.He still didn't want to turn around to face Li Bai, and always turned his back to him when he was sleeping.

Li Bai didn't care too much, he leaned over from behind and wrapped his arms around his waist, just enough to put his chin on the opponent's shoulder.

He found that Zhuge Liang was crying, or more accurately, he was crying silently.

He couldn't do anything, he didn't know what to comfort, he could only hold that wet cheek, kiss him repeatedly, repeating over and over again: "No, I will never leave you."

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Li Bai himself didn't understand why he fell in love with someone so desperately.

The first thing he saw after waking up was not Zhuge Liang, but after seeing him, only Zhuge Liang was left in his eyes.

Is it really love at first sight?He didn't quite understand either.The feelings for Zhuge Liang seem to have become a part of his body that has long been fused.

Li Bai didn't even know him that well.

Zhuge Liang would come to the hospital every day and try his best to take care of him, but he would never talk about what happened in the past, and he would never talk about his own affairs—he didn’t mention all these things that might help recall.

Li Bai could only ask for some information from Mr. Editor through his mobile phone photo album, chat history in WeChat, and... from Mr. Editor.

What kind of person is Zhuge Liang?

There are many photos in Li Bai's photo album.The way Zhuge Liang reads, laughs, cooks, and sleeps, from various angles, from various backgrounds... Li Bai in the past kept a special photo album for his collection.

The most recent news record is Zhuge Liang's long text.I did not reply.

Li Bai didn't know how he felt when he saw these things, he panicked, and continued to scroll up.Your glance and my words are all cold and indifferent, and the meaning of perfunctory escapes from the words.They don't look like lovers who have been together for many years, but a pair of grasshoppers tied together, struggling hard.

They seemed to have a cat named Dabai at home.

At first, both wanted to compete for the title.

Zhuge Liang's reasoning is perfect: we already have a Li Bai, but we still need a Zhuge Bai.

Li Bai: ...

At that time, Li Bai felt that something was wrong and insisted on appealing.After haggling back and forth, finally, the two parties reached an agreement and called it Dabai.

Although it is a white cat, its fur is very long and it looks broad. It is not graceful and colorful at all, but soft, like a huge white ball.

They also had a time without any grievances, happy and sweet.

Li Bai put down his phone, thinking in a daze.

He looked at the vase in front of the window. At first there were lilies sent by fans and editors, but they withered after two days.Zhuge Liang replaced them with gypsophila stars. The red, white and blue colors are mixed and matched together, which is more beautiful than the twinkling starry sky in the lens of professional photographers.

On the bedside table are some of my personal items.The editor dug it out from the pocket of his changed clothes, besides the mobile phone, there were also keys, wallets, cards, notepads and pens, some odds and ends, besides, there was a delicate small box.

Stained with some blood, the surface of the velvet became dull.

Zhuge Liang came back after completing the discharge procedures and drove him home.

Li Bai was quite interested, and said to him: "I think I can drive."

Memory is a very strange thing. He remembers a lot of mathematical formulas, as if Zhuge Liang whispered them in his ears every day, but he doesn’t actually have such an impression, and he doesn’t remember his high school classmates and teachers, nor did he attend classes. impression.He just felt that something like this should have happened.

The doctor said that this is selective amnesia, and asked him to go to the places he used to frequent and have a good chat with the people around him.

Li Bai thought, I hope so.

Zhuge Liang took the time to glance at him, his eyes full of worry.

"I went to see your Panamera, and it was completely flattened, and then the fuel tank caught fire, leaving only the frame." He began to talk about the follow-up of the car accident.

"Ah... oh." Li Baixin said, I used to be able to afford such an expensive car, it seems that I did well after graduation.

"The point is, the other party ran a red light and crashed into the main road out of control. He is fully responsible. I'll let the lawyer discuss the compensation." Zhuge Liang sighed, "Even so, with your driving skills, you should be able to avoid... at least not It's going to be that serious."

His expression was very serious, faintly suppressed, and a little angry: "Do you know that you almost died?"

Li Bai looked at him and felt that he was not angry, but sad.

Zhuge Liang also realized that his emotions were a little out of control, and turned his head hastily, waiting for the red light to pass.His eyes were red from the light, and Li Bai felt his heart was poked by something, and it became very soft.

"Well, it was my fault," he said, "I'll definitely be careful in the future."

"There is no future. Your driver's license and driving license were taken away by your editor. He said he couldn't afford a second accident." Zhuge Liang said flatly.

When the light turned green, he stepped on the accelerator and turned his attention back to the road in front of him.

Zhuge Liang spent a few days deceiving himself and others, but he still knew what happened that day.

The editor said that Li Bai ran out in a hurry before he appeared on the stage, and he didn't listen to how he shouted.He had to follow out and call a taxi.

Because I was behind, I was a little slower, and it didn't take long to find that the road was blocked and the traffic flow became very slow.The editor was very worried, jumped out of the car and walked along the road, and soon arrived at the scene of the accident.

Probably when the main road just ended at a red light, a large truck that got out of control rushed over, and the people next to it were also implicated, but fortunately, it was just a rear-end collision and collision. The driver and passengers suffered minor injuries, but nothing serious.

The incident was too sudden, the scene was very chaotic, there were screams, and pictures were taken. Although someone called the police immediately, no one knew how serious Li Bai's situation was and whether he could be saved.

When the ambulance came, the editor also followed and dialed Zhuge Liang's phone.At that time, he had already prepared for the worst. Although Li Bai's parents could not be contacted, at least he had to have family members to help him deal with the funeral...

Fortunately, although Li Bai was covered in blood, he avoided his vitals. There were only some flesh wounds, the most serious being the impact on the back of his head.

What if it deviates a little?

Li Bai did not dare to imagine the consequences.He was very scared, and when he thought about it from Zhuge Liang's point of view, he felt panicked and uncomfortable.

What is amnesia?He almost left Zhuge Liang forever.

As soon as he got home, Li Bai was not even in the mood to appreciate what his "future home" looked like, so he subconsciously followed Zhuge Liang into the room.

Then he was taken aback, first he saw the suitcase that was put aside, and then there was a large stack of books in the corner.In the photo, the big white cat sat on it calmly and licked its paws, wagging its tail slowly, like a king patrolling his territory.

When it saw the two masters who came back, it was almost indifferent, and just nodded arrogantly, as a greeting.

When Zhuge Liang turned his head, Li Bai stood there in a daze and touched his nose.

"You won't... are you leaving now?"

Zhuge Liang stared at him for a while, then sighed: "I'm going to cook, you rest for a while, and talk about other things later."

Li Bai had nothing to do, so he carried Dabai to the sofa, and only then was he in the mood to observe the furnishings in the room.

Everything is arranged very concisely, and he feels that Zhuge Liang should be responsible for the decoration and addition of furniture. This simple and clear style really fits his temperament.

Dabai lay in his arms and let him hug him, stretched his body lazily, all the hair on his body was loose.

Li Bai looked at it seriously, hugged it up and looked at the squinted blue eyes, thinking that Zhuge Liang had some reason for wanting to be named Quan in the first place.This cat is so much like him.

Since Zhuge Liang accidentally cried out in front of Li Bai on the last night in the ward, he has worked hard to avoid close contact again.

Li Bai's guarantee did not have much reliable strength for him, and he still had no peace of mind.

Out of emotion and reason, he should accompany Li Bai to go around. His vacation is not over yet, so he can spare a day or two.But he still couldn't help avoiding it.

During the period from hospitalization to discharge, relatives and friends wanted to visit Li Bai when they heard about it, but most of them were stopped by Zhuge Liang, saying that he wanted him to rest in peace.

His attitude is generally equal to Li Bai's attitude. Those friends didn't insist very much. They didn't come, but a lot of condolence red envelopes were sent out, and they went directly to Li Bai's account: "Brother Bai wants to recover soon."

"I'll treat you to dinner next time!"

Li Bai didn't remember who they were, so he sent some vague words of thanks, then put his phone aside and watched Zhuge Liang busy in the kitchen.

At night, under Zhuge Liang's insistence, they slept separately.

It was always difficult for Li Bai to fall asleep, and he was easily awakened in the middle of the night, worried that the people in the next room would sneak away, so he kept getting up to watch.

Zhuge Liang didn't sleep well either, he felt a warm body climbing onto the bed and slipping into his quilt in a daze.He struggled for a while, then gave in unknowingly, Li Bai lifted his face, kissed his lips as he wished, and invaded his mouth eagerly and hastily.

He lowered his head to kiss the Adam's apple and collarbone exposed on Zhuge Liang's upturned neck, biting it bit by bit, licking the red marks that were about to be bitten open to soothe.

Zhuge Liang hugged Li Bai's neck, his body was very tense.It seemed that they hadn't done it for a long time, not to mention the fact that Li Bai had no experience and skills. It took him a long time just to touch the door.

Both of them were covered in sweat, and the breath they exhaled was extremely hot, almost burning their skin.It was as if they were back to seven years ago, when it all just started.

Li Bai raised his fingers and wiped the tears from the corners of Zhuge Liang's eyes in a panic: "Don't cry, I'm here, I've always been..."

……

Zhuge Liang thought for a long time why Li Bai left the meeting that day.

Is it because I saw my own message?The intersection where the car accident happened was indeed halfway between the venue and their home.Other than that, there seems to be no more plausible explanation.

If Li Bai hadn't been distracted, he might have avoided the rampaging truck in time.

At this time, Zhuge Liang no longer cared about Li Bai's thoughts and mood at that time, and all he was left with was fear.If it was because of his few words, because of such a simple and absurd reason, he almost lost Li Bai...

Zhuge Liang didn't dare to imagine it at all.

Now, he just wants the other party to live well.

On the first day back to work, Zhuge Liang was still a little restless, worried that Li Bai would cause some trouble at home.

Although the facts have proved that Li Bai is already very proficient in the use of various electrical appliances, and he went out to buy groceries smoothly, and brought back some extra gifts—it seems that no matter what time, what kind of state will not affect his charm.

He left a message for Zhuge Liang, asking him to come back for dinner at night, probably to make a dinner himself.

Zhuge Liang distractedly remembered some of the attempts they had made when they were still renting out the house, and was called out by the boss a few times before he came back to his senses.

"If you're worried, go back early, this case is coming to an end."

When he got home, he found that Li Bai had really prepared for a long time.The dinner plate was set on the table, the dishes were rich, the red wine was poured, and the candles were lit.When it gets dark, the candlelight is bright and romantic.

Looks like something Li Bai likes to do.

Zhuge Liang sat down with Li Bai's shoulder pressed down, and he didn't rush to start moving his chopsticks.Li Bai held his hand and asked him seriously: "If you still like me, can you start over with me?"

Li Bai took out the small ring box from his arms.

There are a pair of rings inside. The silver rings are engraved with letters and inlaid with magnificent tourmaline gemstones. One is deep red and the other is deep blue, shining brightly under the candlelight.

He raised Zhuge Liang's left hand, and carefully put the ruby ​​ring on, it was just right.

Zhuge Liang stared at it blankly, but couldn't find any reason—for example, he bought it for Xiao Qinger, whom he just met.The size of the ring is just right for a man's size.Although his fingers were relatively slender and slender, they were still just right, and they could only be custom-made.

Li Bai said slowly: "I found this by my bedside after waking up. I heard that it was our seventh anniversary a few days ago... I think it was prepared at that time. I don't know why I couldn't give it to you. .But it's not too late now, is it?"

He raised his head, and Zhuge Liang's appearance was reflected in his fiery green eyes.

He asked: "Zhuge Liang, would you like to be with me forever?"

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The author has something to say:

Although we have taken some detours, but going round and round, people who love each other will not be separated!