go beside the loyal dog

In the second year of going to Germany, Grandpa Feng's health has already been adjusted and recovered. The medical level abroad is far more advanced than that in China. Feng Zhen does not regret his original decision and choice.

I remember that I just came to Germany and was unfamiliar with the place of life. Feng Zhen only had a sick and dying old man with him. He contacted hospitals and schools, arranged beds, and ran around in hospitals and schools every day, from board and lodging to all the details of Grandpa Feng’s daily life. The problem is meticulous and comprehensive.

In particular, Grandpa Feng can't speak English, and he hasn't been abroad, so it's inconvenient for him to communicate, but facing those blond-haired and blue-eyed foreigners every day is enough to make him restrained.

During those days, Feng Zhen could not wait to split himself in half. He was personally recommended by Professor Su. Naturally, he couldn't relax his study problems, and Grandpa Feng's illness also needed constant attention.Sometimes Feng Zhen can't even sleep for three hours a day. If he is sick, he can take two pills casually. Every minute and every second of him is precious, and Feng Zhen has no time to pay attention to his delicate problems.

When Feng Zhen was the thinnest, she was less than 1.8 catties. She was more than [-] meters tall, her cheekbones were sunken, and her bones were so straight that she could stab someone to death.

The little nurses in the hospital often saw Grandpa Feng wiping tears behind Feng Zhen's back. It is the most tormented and uncomfortable time in their hearts.

The little old man is also a person whose half of the loess is buried up to his eyes and neck. He has never seen him complaining about his unsatisfactory life in his life. He is an old man who is easily satisfied.

But even such an optimistic old man, when his life was under the greatest threat and deeply felt that his son and grandson were dragged down, he once lay on the bed weakly thinking about the value of his life.

People, how difficult it is to live.Feng Zhen paid so much to win back the years when Grandpa Feng was in good health. The old man didn't dare to do anything to him, but silently concealed his uncomfortable emotions.

Everyone is changing, and Feng Zhen learns to let herself take on more responsibilities to strive for a broader blue sky.

Time passed quietly, and one day when Feng Zhen was so busy that he didn't touch the ground, when he looked back, he suddenly found that Grandpa Feng got along very well with the doctors and nurses in the hospital. They expressed themselves with strange and exaggerated gestures. Emotions.Obviously two people of different races, different skin colors, and different countries can still have such a comfortable and unique way of communication.

Fortunately, the old man is open-minded. He is not a person who is too careful to stare at him. Knowing that he is old and frail, he can't help him. He can only focus on other things. Children's burden is not.

Probably the Feng family all have such a characteristic, they are so strong and have strong self-esteem, so they are never willing to bow their heads to themselves, and they are unwilling to bow their heads to fate. realistic thoughts.

When you get through those faltering years, when you look back, what you can recall is not only bitterness and hardship. The meaning given to you by life lies in the process of knowing yourself.

When you arrive in a new environment, you have to adapt to many things. The first is German. Learning the local language is the first step for you to integrate into this place.

Feng Zhen's schedule is always full. He has to go to class, and he has to set aside a part of his mind to worry about the fledgling international law forum magazine in China. In his spare time, he has to pay attention to the financial trends at home and abroad, relying on his keen intuition and courage Trying to grow into a qualified venture capitalist. Of course, to put it bluntly, it means seeing business opportunities and taking the opportunity to make a fortune. At night, he has to spend two hours attending a German training class.

Feng Zhen has a strong learning ability. No matter what he studies, he is very attentive and focused. He is a person who loves and is true to himself. He must do his best in everything. The language problem is not a big one.

Although there is still a long way to go before he fully recovers, Grandpa Feng's health has no real serious problems. When Feng Zhen planned to send the old man back to China, the old man unexpectedly firmly refused.

The landlady, Mrs. Linda, was a kind and fat woman with light brown pockmarks scattered on her cheeks, and she smiled very warmly. This was the first friend the old man made.

Winter in foreign countries always seems bleak and long. When we wake up in the morning, the road outside is often covered with snow.

After the operation, the old man is especially afraid of the cold. Every time he goes out, he wraps himself up like a ball. When Feng Zhen is not at home, he happily runs to find Lin with the buns and steamed buns he just made. Had afternoon tea with Mrs. Da.

The enthusiasm and openness of foreigners will always surprise the little old man, especially when Mrs. Linda hugs Grandpa Feng tightly with her strong arms and kisses the cheek to express her gratitude. Seeing this cute little old man running up from downstairs with a flushed face, stuttering and unable to speak clearly, he always felt as if he had done something bad, and was restless all day long.

Later, it was Feng Zhen who went to ask Mrs. Linda to understand the reason. Mrs. Linda really liked this little oriental old man who could cook many kinds of surprising delicacies. Seeing that the old man was shy, he sometimes opened his arms on purpose To tease him, the old man was so scared that he didn't dare to go out for a few days, and he kept muttering nervously, the world is going down, the world is going down...

It's another winter solstice, and this year's winter is more severe and colder than previous years. The old man has been lazy these days and doesn't like to go out for a walk. Feng Zhen works late every day, but the old man will keep a lamp for him no matter how late lamp.

Feng Zhen would take time to help the old man massage his old cold legs at night. Foreign houses have heating ducts, but the old man always feels that he can’t sleep comfortably without the heating kang at home. He tossed and turned in the middle of the night and couldn’t sleep. When Feng Zhen massaged his legs , the old man was rambling on about the topic of the conversation when he called back the day before yesterday, saying that Father Feng had been promoted again recently, and that Mother Feng's business was getting bigger and bigger, and that Brother Feng and Fang Qing had a quarrel, and it took more than half a month. I didn't see the two of them going out together, and Feng Zhen occasionally asked a few questions, but when Grandpa Feng mentioned Jiang Likun at the end of his sentence, he was always very silent.

Jiang Likun went to visit Mother Feng again today...

Jiang Likun has been hacked recently, I heard that this mission will take at least two or three months before returning...

Jiang Likun...

Jiang Likun would often sit in Feng Zhen's room...

... There is a lot of news about Jiang Likun, but it is not what Feng Zhen wants to hear, pretending?hypocritically?Oh no, seeing him in pain makes Feng Zhen feel happy.

How can you make him happy alone, taking all the benefits in the world, and pretending to be pitiful with a dejected face, how can there be such a cheap thing in the world?

Turning around, he made a cup of hot tea. The faint smell of tea in his mouth made him slightly refreshed. Feng Zhen had never been used to drinking coffee abroad.

In the same way, after hearing some recent news about Jiang Likun, Feng Zhen analyzed it slowly, and when he was sure that the dog who had been jumping around was trying to jump out of his palm, Feng Zhen pursed his lips and took a swipe. Thin arc angle.

A dog is a dog, if he dares to turn back and devour his master, he will crush him to death with one kick.

Even though Jiang Likun, who was hospitalized at the same time as Jiang's mother, was not in an optimistic mood when he heard the news that he was old enough to have a son, and the flimsy walls and fortresses he barely built were crumbling, but the sense of weightlessness that had been tricked by fate still couldn't be shaken off.

The definition of everything is relative and has two sides. Since this person can pass his news through other people's mouths, I believe that Feng Zhen's situation may not be unknown in China, but Feng Zhen will not be jealous of anything because of Jiang Likun.

When Feng Zhen heard the news from Zhao Xu that Jiang's mother had come to have a child, she was taken aback for a moment, then reached out to pinch the lit cigarette, and hummed with a smile.

Zhao Xu over there held his breath, and said cautiously, "Kunzi, are you..."

"No, I'm fine now." Looking at the gray sky outside, Feng Zhen said calmly, "I won't use this number anymore, let's contact again."

Looking down at the message just sent from the phone, Feng Zhen hung up the phone, smiled at the bright three words Jiang Likun on the screen, and threw the card into the trash can.

Sometimes, human thinking logic is a very wonderful thing.When for a moment your stubbornness and persistence to one thing is frozen by time and framed into a painting, the eternity you think is the quicksand that you hold tightly in your hand, and you will look at it again one day, but it is not the case. But that's all.

Many things that I didn't understand at the time, in the end, people will still regard it as ordinary, and accept it with hard work or by force.

The value of feelings may lie in persistence, in loving and being loved, in cherishing and being cherished...but Jiang Likun doesn't understand.

Feng Zhen didn't understand either.

How deep he was at that time, how much pain he felt when he pulled out and left, how much he hated... He hated it, of course he hated it, but later he felt it was unnecessary.

The love in childhood always seemed so poignant and deep-rooted, looking at it now, Feng Zhen would just sneer and treat it as shit.

How much Jiang Likun cared about him, Feng Zhen could feel it in his heart. When Mr. Jiang approached him, he even calmly analyzed how likely he was to be with him. He thought a lot, wanted to Ah... If you really can't hold on, let's go together.

For a moment, Feng Zhen was ready to abandon everyone.

In fact, Mr. Jiang had approached Feng Zhen on the day he went abroad, and the two of them sat in that quiet empty room at the airport and had a long talk.

This old fox is so shrewd, even at the last moment Feng Zhen left, he did not forget to calculate his feelings for Jiang Likun. Of course, Feng Zhen believed that the old man's probing factors accounted for more.

what is love?Love can make people strong, it can make people fall, and naturally it can also make a proud person humiliate himself for the sake of love, but Feng Zhen will never.

For such a proud and stubborn boy, Mr. Jiang had calculated his arrogance and his concern for Jiang Likun, and he also pinched his weakness along the way.

Even though Feng Zhen had already made up his mind at that time not to have any entanglements with Jiang Likun, but when someone said this, the feeling was quite intriguing.

Feng Zhen knew that Mr. Jiang was going to build a bridge for his grandson and himself, not to mention whether the harmonious relationship could be maintained as before, at least not to be an enemy.

How can there be such a good thing in the world, all the advantages of the world are taken by your grandson, do you think everyone else is stupid?Of course Feng Zhen would not refute Mr. Jiang's words, but later he figured it out.

Jiang Likun, not worth it.

In fact, the ending was already expected.From Jiang Likun's hesitation and unsteadiness at the beginning, to the end when Mr. Jiang forced him to make a choice, he never clearly expressed his attitude to the Jiang family.

Yes, he chose his family, and his choice was painful and firm.

How selfish and greedy is this person's heart? After jumping to his own conclusions, he still has to flaunt that he stands on the side of justice and justice to hold high the banner. After seeing Feng Zhen, he took it for granted in his heart that Feng Zhen belonged to him, and it was impossible for Feng Zhen to leave him.

That's why, when Feng Zhen turned around first, he was in such pain.

From the beginning to the end, he never made a statement to the Jiang family. Does Jiang Likun really have to be with Feng Zhen?

The ever-changing era has created a huge gap between the old generation and the new generation that cannot be made up.It's like, in the old thinking of the older generation, things can be repaired if they break, but the new generation is more accustomed to the logical thinking that things must be replaced if they break.

The times are changing too fast, and Feng Zhen's growth is more like an example of rushing to catch up with him because of the hasty pace of the years. Obviously, he should be the most eye-catching and concerned among the new generation of young people, but it is just reality Among them, he prefers the slow, stable and ordinary life of the elderly, and he is willing to be ordinary.

There is such a kind of people in this world, they always stick to their hearts, and they have their own set of logical thinking to follow in their lives. Their old-fashioned ideas may seem ridiculous and surprising to many people, but the fact is that, Others may not see it more clearly than they do.

As we said above, the older generation thinks that things can be repaired if they are broken, but Feng Zhen is more inclined to the old-fashioned ideas of the older generation. At least, so far he has no plans to let Jiang Likun go.

If you make me suffer, you must spend your whole life to atone for your sin.

The snow was still falling outside, Grandpa Feng stared blankly at the window. The old man’s deeply wrinkled skin was stacked together, and his bluish-white temples seemed to be covered with icy wind and frost. Whenever it snowed, the old man always looked special silence.

On the phone, Leon was still talking about the latest news he got with Feng Zhen in German, intending to incite Feng Zhen to partner with him once, and try to make a lot of money at the end of the year.

This shrewd and talkative German doesn't have the seriousness and dullness of the locals at all. As long as he makes money, he can ignore everything that is expressly stipulated that he cannot touch it. He was born in a strict and disciplined military family, but this The big-nosed German guy has the ability to run the train with his mouth full. He always has a sloppy and unkempt appearance. As long as he has money, everything is negotiable.

It was a surprise that Feng Zhen would go online with such a person. Later, because of his own investment problems, he needed contacts and the help of others. They also cooperated several times, but the current situation is obvious. This cunning German guy is considered a Seeing Feng Zhen's actual ability, he planned to kill him and not let go, and cooperated for a long time in the future.

However, Feng Zhen has other plans now.

"I'm very sorry, Mr. Leon, I'm afraid I won't be able to cooperate with you this time, I think..." Feng Zhen turned to look at Grandpa Feng, and said seriously, "I have to go back with my grandfather."

"Where are you going back, where are you going back, oh my god, my dear Zhen, how can you refuse me with such a cheap excuse, obviously we only had a wonderful night together last Tuesday, I..."

Feng Zhen didn't change his face, "Yes, that night I paid for you, the hot Russian woman who stayed with you overnight."

Reaching out to cut off the phone, Feng Zhen got up and closed the window. The cold wind blew Grandpa Feng's face to ice. The little old man suddenly came back to his senses. Facing Feng Zhen's clear gaze, he turned his face away uncomfortably and smiled in disguise. laugh.

"Grandpa, let's go back."

"Ah, ah, where are you going?" The old man couldn't react.

Feng Zhen poured a cup of hot water and put it in the old man's palm, and saw the German word "delivery completed" appearing on the computer from the side, and the graduation thesis that he started preparing half a month ago has also been submitted. Now, it is time to go back home.

"go home."