Reborn you idiot

Chapter 74: No Love

Zhang Weidong finally waited for this day.

The plaster cast on his left leg was removed, and the doctor asked him to stand up and walk a few steps. As soon as he stood up, he walked out of the consulting room, walking faster and faster, and ran out of the back door of the hospital after a while.Zhang Weidong turned into an alley, entered a simple canteen, asked the boss to take a pack of red Marlboro, unpacked it and took a deep breath.

Seeing his impatience, the boss made fun of him, "Young man, have you been in the hospital for a long time, are you addicted to smoking?"

Zhang Weidong replied: "Fortunately, I quit smoking a long time ago."

The boss looked at Zhang Weidong inexplicably.

Zhang Weidong dropped the cigarette money, turned his head and left, he had indeed been holding back for a long time, his chest was inflated like a balloon that would explode at any time.He took out the phone, pulled out the battery, removed the calling card, and threw it all in the trash.

He crossed the road with his second cigarette in his mouth and walked aimlessly. When Zhou Li and others found Zhang Weidong sneaking out of the hospital, it was more than half an hour later.No matter how hard they searched, they couldn't find Zhang Weidong, let alone thought that this guy had already boarded a long-distance bus.

Zhang Weidong is like a deserter, he has exiled himself without destination.

The world is so big, there are so many places to go, stay away from the hustle and bustle, and look at yourself indifferently from the perspective of a passerby.It's not that he's escaping from anything, but that he needs too much time and space, and staying in a familiar environment will only confuse him.

No. 20 days after Zhang Weidong left, the album was released as scheduled.

The sales were not good at the beginning. The silver and black simple cover is not very eye-catching among a bunch of colorful albums. Because of the lack of publicity, no one knows what the Empire is. You need to pick it up and look carefully before you know the lead singer His name is Zhang Weidong.

But later this album was brought on a talk show, actor He Yian held it in his own hands, strongly recommended it, and did not hesitate to praise it, praising this album as if there is nothing in the sky or earth.

He Yi'an became famous early, and has been half-retired in the past ten years. He only shoots one or two movies that he can watch every year, one or two high-end industry endorsement advertisements, and sits quietly on the throne of actor.He suddenly made such a big publicity effort, and used his influence to successfully attract people's attention to this album.

This is a risky move that could easily backfire. Is this album really that good?There are obviously more people who don't believe it.

And what He Yi'an wanted was this effect, the more exaggerated he was, the more those vitriolic music critics couldn't hold back, they had to point out some faults to refute his remarks.As a result, many magazines and newspapers have mentioned this album, with praise and criticism, and there is no lack of in-depth dissection and analysis.

The other albums were all big hits when they were released, and the sales dropped over time, but this album was completely reversed. At the beginning, almost no one cared about it, and it only sold less than 20 copies in [-] days. Suddenly sold out.

And after adding it next month, it sold [-] copies in the first week, and [-] copies in the second week, a gorgeous counterattack on the list.

A reporter asked He Yi'an: "What is your relationship with Zhang Weidong? Why do you value him so much?"

He Yi'an has never paid much attention to reporters, but this time he stopped and replied for the first time: "I said it on the show, I have worked with him, and I really appreciate his personality and music."

The reporter immediately seized the opportunity to ask: "Are you also appreciative of what Zhang Weidong has done?"

"You mean drug use and hurting people?" He An did not evade, directly pointed out the words, and said with a smile: "After all, I am not the person involved, and I don't have a deep relationship with him, but no one has faults. He has paid for it." If you have paid the corresponding price, you might as well be a little more tolerant.”

"You've said that, are you really not in deep contact?"

"Yeah, I can't sing, he doesn't like acting, so he probably won't have much chance to cooperate with him in the future, what a pity."

"Then do you support Zhang Weidong's comeback?"

"Yes, but I guess he won't come back."

"why?"

He Yi'an didn't answer any more, straightened his collar, walked along the red carpet, and strode into the awards ceremony venue.

Half a year later, when Zhang Weidong saw this interview, he only had two words in his mind - confidant.

But he didn't know at this time that his album sales exceeded 35 copies, which was more than [-] higher than Japan's platinum record standard. Know.

He is wandering from one temple to another in Tibet, a holy place of Buddhism, reflecting on his life.

What evil did he do in this life? It seems that he has been cursed. No one around him is safe. Xiaohu died, Dahu lost his younger brother, Xiaojun became a murderer, and he himself... Don't mention it.

Buddha said that everything happens for a reason.So who planted the cause to have today's fruit?

Zhang Weidong didn't know, he couldn't sort out many things, the person he hated the most suddenly became the person who owed him the most, this ridiculous world.

The month after the new year was overcast and rainy, and Zhang Weidong felt that he should go back.Go back to that fragmented and smoky life, continue to walk the path that should be taken, fulfill his responsibilities, and wait until his aunt dies, then he is qualified to be with all four things.

He returned to Guangzhou in a hurry, and as expected, he received a warm greeting gift like a storm.

Du Hu, who came to pick him up, used all the foul language he knew, and scolded him like a shrew, until his eyes turned red.Zhou Li didn't come to pick up the plane, but she left her job and came to the door the next day. She kept silent, raised her hand and gave him a big mouth, shook her head and left after beating.

Zhang Weidong endured it silently with his head down, without explaining or apologizing. He had been away for three months and there was no news. He deserved what happened today. These two people will not give him a good face in the short term.

Zhang Weidong shaved off his beard, cut off his excessively long hair, made himself look like a human, and went to the nursing home.

When he was wandering in other places, he would feel guilty when he thought of leaving his aunt behind and leaving her alone in the nursing home for the new year.

He wanted to take his aunt home and spend a good time with her.

The result was unexpected. Unexpectedly, my aunt refused to go with him, and kept yelling: "Go away, I don't know you, I won't go with you, I have to wait for Dongzi..."

Zhang Weidong shook her palm and smiled wryly: "See clearly, I am Dongzi."

My aunt narrowed her eyes and looked at him for a while, then kept shaking her head: "You lied to me, you are not my guy, go away."

Zhang Weidong was extremely helpless, he couldn't talk about his aunt even if he talked about it, and he couldn't just carry him away.

Just when he was at a loss what to do, Xiao Jungu came.

The two were startled when they saw each other.

From Zhang Weidong's point of view, Xiao Jun is even older. I remember that the last time we met, only a layer of hoarfrost was stained on his temples. Now there are strands of white hair sandwiched between the black hair on his head. If you don't look carefully, it seems to be dyed. Silver-gray color.

But Xiao Jun just stared at him for a moment, looking away expressionlessly.

My aunt was very happy, she stood up from the wheelchair unsteadily, and smiled brightly: "Dongzi, you are here."

"..." Zhang Weidong was speechless other than speechless.

Xiao Jungu whispered a few words to his aunt, which coaxed her to let go of her guard, and even smiled at Zhang Weidong.

Knowing that Zhang Weidong wanted to take his aunt back, Xiao Junso asked, "Are you going to take my aunt back to the dormitory?"

Zhang Weidong replied: "I told Dahu that I'm staying there for the time being, and I'll find a house to move out at another day."

"I have a house on Shangbu Road, which is very close to the hospital. There are all kinds of facilities nearby. You should take your aunt to live in it first."

Zhang Weidong shook his head straight: "I don't want to trouble you anymore."

Xiao Jun couldn't refuse it: "No trouble, the house is vacant, and my aunt is getting old, don't move her around."

After he finished speaking, he pushed up the wheelchair and walked along the cobblestone road to the gate of the nursing home.

Zhang Weidong had no choice but to follow: "Why did you come here?"

Xiao Jun walked in front, so he couldn't see the expression: "I come here often, I know that unless you die outside, you will crawl back to see your aunt."

Zhang Weidong was speechless again, he really didn't know how to face this person.

Just as he was thinking about his thoughts, Xiao Jungu had already carried his aunt into the car, put away the wheelchair and put it in the trunk, and then sat in the driver's seat, waiting for him without saying a word.After Zhang Weidong got into the car, he lowered the window glass, took out his cigarettes, and smoked one after another.

Xiao Junso looked at him: "Didn't you quit? Why did you start smoking again?"

Zhang Weidong said with a pun: "God knows, there are some things you can't live without."

The two were silent all the way, the car drove to Shangbu Road, and stopped in front of a high-rise building above the subway entrance, Xiao Junso threw the key there.

"Room 2015, Block A, you go up by yourself, I still have something to do."

Xiao Jun opened the car door and said again: "By the way, I told my aunt that you are me, and you can handle the rest."

Zhang Weidong held the key, and his mood was so complicated that he couldn't describe it in words.

He really didn't want to bother Mr. Xiao anymore, but he didn't know how to refuse, and he even had some thoughts of redemption in his heart. If a little obedience can make the other party happy, then he should be a little obedient.

So like this, he and his aunt temporarily lived in Xiao Jun's old house, a simple two-bedroom and one-living room. It can be seen that no one has lived in it after the renovation, but it has all the furniture and electrical appliances.Zhang Weidong called and asked Duhu to bring his luggage, but the other party was still angry, so he asked an acquaintance to do it for him.

I don't know how Xiao Jun did it, but my aunt believed in his words and decided that he was Dongzi.This incident made Zhang Weidong dumbfounded, his and Xiao Jungu's identities were switched, and his aunt always called him Maodou Maodou, caring and kind to him like a junior.

But also because of this, he took care of his aunt more easily.

No matter what, Zhang Weidong hopes that the future will be peaceful, but can it really be peaceful?He was full of doubts again.

But for now, his life is indeed very peaceful, but it is a little troublesome. He must wear sunglasses when he goes out, otherwise there will always be passers-by from time to time asking him for an autograph and asking for a photo together.

Zhang Weidong would refuse every time, with the same reason: "I'm not a star."

Of course, passers-by would ask a lot of questions, or express their love and admiration, but Zhang Weidong completely ignored it.

When Xiao Jungu carried the bird's nest and entered the door, white smoke rose from the house, he sniffed and asked, "Are you making hot pot?"

The flat soup pot on the induction cooker was bubbling and bubbling, Zhang Weidong wiped his hands and asked, "Have you eaten it yet?"

Xiao Junso sat beside his aunt: "Not yet."

Upon hearing this, Zhang Weidong went straight to the kitchen and added a pair of bowls and chopsticks.

My aunt was very happy about his arrival, and she didn't even bother to eat: "Dongzi, when are we going back to our home? Although Maodou is your good brother, I'm sorry to bother him all the time."

Xiao Junso held the bowl, poked the tofu with a spoon, and fed it into her mouth deftly: "It's almost there. I'll pick you up in a few days. If you miss me, call me."

With tofu in her mouth, my aunt said something that they couldn't understand.

Xiao Junso picked up a tissue to help her wipe her mouth lightly: "Don't worry, talk after swallowing."

Zhang Weidong didn't enjoy watching it, and lost his appetite, so he put down the bowls and chopsticks and remained silent.

My aunt picked up a beef ball with trembling hands, and put it into Zhang Weidong's bowl: "You eat more meat, you are thinner than Dongzi, why do you always let him do it, he is so used to it that he refuses to eat vegetables. "

Zhang Weidong responded, and while chewing the beef balls, he remembered that it was really like this in the past, as long as he and Xiao Jungu had dinner together, basically he would wrap the meat, and the other party would be responsible for destroying the vegetables.He was used to carelessness, so he didn't take this kind of trivial matter to heart, but my aunt was thinking about it.

After eating the hot pot, Zhang Weidong put away the bowls and chopsticks, washed them, and sat in the living room to smoke.

Xiao Jungu and his aunt were sitting on the sofa, watching TV together, talking and laughing, they looked like a family no matter what.

When it was late at night and his aunt was asleep, Zhang Weidong flicked the cigarette ash and asked directly, "What are you doing here?"

Xiao Jun couldn't see his anger, so he was very careful when speaking: "I know you don't like to see me, I came here to tell you that I will immigrate to a foreign country after a while."

Zhang Weidong was stunned, and it took a long time before he let out a cry.

Xiao Jun said again: "I have already submitted the immigration application, and it is estimated that it will be approved soon. The company is more troublesome. I am considering whether to sell the assets or find an agent. Anyway, this matter has been decided gone."

Zhang Weidong's mind was in chaos, he stood up and said, "Come out with me for a walk."

In the middle of the night, two men were pressing the road on the street.Zhang Weidong walked in front, Xiao Jungu followed behind, neither of them spoke, they kept walking in silence.At this point, they all feel like they are at the end of their rope.

Tired from walking, Zhang Weidong leaned against the railing of the sidewalk, turned his face and asked, "Are you coming back later?"

"I won't go back." Xiao Jun smiled self-deprecatingly: "If you want to leave, you should go quickly, so as not to be annoying."

Zhang Weidong was silent for a while: "Yes, don't come back now that you're gone. I don't hate you. I don't know how to face you. Now I feel uncomfortable when I see you, so it's fine if you leave."

Xiao Jungu hummed in a nasal voice, then looked up at the street lamp.

Zhang Weidong wiped his eyes with the back of his hand: "Modou...how did this happen between us?"

Xiao Jun raised his face up, his eyes gradually moistened, and his vision became blurred: "Don't blame yourself, it's all my fault."

Zhang Weidong was too sad to speak.

He waved his hands to signal Xiao Jungu to go first, but he squatted on the ground slowly, with his hands encircling his knees, his throat felt sore and sore.He wanted to cry aloud, but he couldn't cry, so he could only squat on the ground motionless, weeping silently by the street at midnight.

Zhang Weidong didn't understand that it was said in the book that falling in love with someone would cause sadness and heartache, but he clearly knew that he didn't love Xiao Jun, not at all, but he was very sad because of it.Xiao Jun's overly strong love made him feel suffocated, and he even had a thought of "I just love him too".

But he can't lie to himself, if he doesn't love, he doesn't love...

The author has something to say: It's almost the end...Did I write Beng?How to collect crazy?

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