The Life of 'Core' in Korean Dramas

Chapter 9, remember to smile to yourself every day

When a delicate little girl in pajamas squeezing toothpaste was reflected in the mirror, Cui Xin'ai's hand holding the toothbrush stopped suddenly.This mirror was newly bought after moving. There was no such thing as a mirror in Cui's house before, so when she saw this mirror when she looked up, she was a little unresponsive and a little surprised, but what surprised her even more was the yourself in the mirror.

Eyelids pulled, eyes dull, face tired and pale, is this person who exudes a lazy and powerless aura, really me?She touched her cheek in a daze, and the delicate girl in the mirror also touched her cheek, both inside and outside the mirror looked confused.

Maybe it's because I just woke up.Cui Xinai stood for a while, then resumed the action just now, squeezed toothpaste, and then brushed her teeth with water.October in South Korea is actually not very cold, the temperature is around [-] degrees, but when she poured the cold water on her face, she couldn't help shivering, and her mind was cleared up.

After patting her face with clean water for a while, Cui Xinai thought about it, ran back to the room and took Sapindus sativa, and took down the towel from the wall. In order to save time, she washes her face in the morning and just rubs it with water. But today, she felt that she should wash herself up.After scrubbing herself from the corners of her eyes to the pinnae of her ears three times, Cui Xinai stood in front of the mirror again and looked at herself. She was indeed much more energetic, but... She touched her eyebrows, there and the inside of her limbs. , still with a lazy energy.

"What's the matter?" Cui Xin'ai looked at herself in the mirror with some confusion, and began to think about the society where her lazy state of not wanting to move began.

Is it moving?No, regarding this matter, Cui Xinai knew herself, and she was supportive from the beginning to the end.It must be known that human beings are easily influenced by others, especially when they clearly know their own shortcomings and others remind themselves over and over again, the influence will be more profound, and it is still a negative influence.

It is extremely difficult for a woman without a husband to survive in this society with two children, but Shun Ren gritted her teeth and survived. She is a strong woman, but being strong does not mean that her heart will not Injuried.Most people in the village have never read it. They may not be a bad person, but they are so rough/vulgar/obscene/vile. Those elderly women love to gossip and expose scars, and although the children are young and go to school, they are also It has the wildness of a countryman.

Didn't Cui Xin'ai work hard to change everything in the family after discovering the supernatural power?She worked hard, doing housework, looking at the store, entertaining people, etc., doing what she could, so that she could find different excuses every morning and evening to drive away negative emotions and keep her happy. When she went to school, besides reading and listening The outside is to bask in the sun and recite Buddhist scriptures to replenish the energy of supernatural powers.Did it work?Of course there are, at least Shun Ren now loves to laugh, and occasionally enjoys the scenery outside the window when there is no one around, and takes a day out every month to go for a walk with the family, and his personality is obviously much more cheerful.However, even so, the surrounding environment was too bad, and Shun Ren, who had worked all day, was too restless to sleep at night.If it wasn't for Cui Xin'ai who stayed up every night and had to wait for her to fall asleep and chant spells for her, I'm afraid she would only be more restless the next day.

Two years is not a long time, but it has already made Cui Xinai understand that her abilities cannot solve everything.At least, she can only drive away unhappiness temporarily, but she cannot make Shun Ren happy for the rest of her life.

Happiness and joy need to be discovered and grasped by oneself, just like she feels happy and full of energy after seeing the sun, but Shun Ren has given herself too much trouble and pressure, and she cannot get rest and peace of mind Even the warm sunshine is an obstacle in her eyes.If she can't realize these things by herself and get out of the cage of focusing on her own heart, then what she's doing is drinking poison to quench her thirst, but this poison is non-toxic.

Cui Xinai wanted to change the environment a long time ago, especially when Shun Ren was tossing and turning every night and couldn't sleep, and when Cui Zhongzhe came back with scars every time he went out to play, this feeling became even stronger.However, she also knew that Shun Ren would not listen to her, and she also understood that if the heart is not strong enough, it will be useless to change anywhere.But she herself didn't know how to guide this kind of thing. Fortunately, they moved at this time. If they could move to a relatively peaceful place, the psychological burden on both of them would be less.

"If it's not moving, it's...it's..." Cui Xinai thought of Yin Enxi, if there was anything that made her feel at a loss, it was Yin Enxi.

The appearance of Yin Enxi made her realize that she, Cui Xinai, is not the real child of the Cui family.

In her life when she knew that this was the world of blue life and death love, she made a plan. In the plan, blue life and death love had nothing to do with her. She didn't want to live the hard life of Cui Xin'ai in the original book, where no one cares about her every day, being ignored by others, and having to work hard to take care of a strange psychotic mother.

But after meeting Yin Enxi, she was no longer sure whether it was right or wrong for her arbitrarily decided not to let the Cui family know who her real daughter and sister were.After all, she has feelings, not as heartless as before... But she will not change her mind, even if Yin Enxi is the real child of the Cui family, so what, she is the one who really lives in this family!

"Maybe, I should get up early every day and do radio gymnastics." Taking a deep breath, she looked at the mirror seriously for a long time, as if she was suggesting to the mirror image and to herself. "Even if you can't change this state, it still has the effect of exercising your body, doesn't it?"

"No, I still feel powerless." Holding the sink, Cui Xin'ai's eyes were full of confusion. She didn't quite understand, her mood was not shaken in the slightest, and she had enough rest and full meals, why did she still It will be like this, and if it is not discovered today, it is not known how long this state will last.

"Boom! Boom, boom!" "Stinky girl, are you alright?"

"Oh! It's almost ready!" Cui Xin'ai immediately turned her head and shouted towards the door. When she turned her head, she caught a glimpse of her face, and subconsciously burst into a smile.

A bright smile can interpret sincerity, kindness and love.

"Today, did you smile at yourself?" Cui Xinai suddenly remembered what the training teacher asked them when they went to practice in the previous life.

Send the most sincere and beautiful smiles to each household every day, so that households can feel your kindness and love, so that they can relax and not feel restrained, but what about yourself?Give yourself a smile every day, face yourself, and try to relax yourself in the busy and trivial work!

"Today, are you smiling to yourself?"

Cui Xinai stood in front of the mirror with a smile, her eyebrows and eyes curved, and she grinned at herself, revealing a somewhat awkward but genuine smile.

"Cui Xin'ai! Come on! Come on! Today is another new day!" Today is the first day of going to a new school, so we must make a good impression on our new teachers and classmates!Cui Xinai smiled at herself and raised her fist, "Come on!"

"Bang bang! Bang!" "Stinky girl! What are you shouting, come out if you have the strength to shout! How long are you going to occupy the toilet, bastard!"

"What's the name of the bastard brother, the neighbor will be quarreled!"

"They were so loud, didn't I get suffocated?! I've been waiting outside for almost a quarter of an hour. Could it be that you want me to pee outside, you idiot... Oh! Mom, it was Cui Xinai, that stinky girl. Is toilet bully okay?"

"Mom, I didn't do it on purpose." "Did you hear that, Xin Ai just got up, and she's still in a daze. You're so idle, go! Take out the jar!"

"Mom, I'm holding back—oh, mom, don't hit me and I'll go right away—damn girl! If you have the ability to hold it back!"

After pumping herself up, Cui Xinai felt extraordinarily refreshed when she heard Cui Zhongzhe's exasperated yelling outside the door, so she hummed a song with a smile.

The name of the new school is Liguang Primary School, and the distance is not very far. It takes about half an hour to get there, so Cui Xinai and Cui Zhongzhe walked there instead of taking the tram.

"Brother, over there." After poking Cui Zhongzhe around the waist, Cui Xin'ai used his chin to indicate to him that they were on the opposite side of the road.Cui Zhongzhe glanced, a girl wearing the same uniform as them was surrounded by three punks.

"Rescue?" Cui Zhongzhe only asked two words, asking for Cui Xin'ai's opinion, but he himself stood upright, motionless, and had no intention of being a hero to save the beauty.

Cui Xinai was stunned by his seemingly indifferent but indifferent attitude. When did Cui Zhongzhe become like this?Although life has taught him a lot, such as maturity and strength, patience and tenacity, it has also worn away many things, such as enthusiasm and compassion.

"It's the same girl anyway, isn't it?"

Cui Zhongzhe heard the words, stuffed the bag into Cui Xinai's arms, and strode over.

Cui Zhongzhe's bag was worn by Shun Ren when he bought coarse cloth and sewed it himself when he was in the first grade.Cui Xinai saw a piece of crookedly sewn pudding on the back of the bag. Cui Zhongzhe probably made it himself, and one corner was loose.

"Where are you—ah!"

"Brat, even we Heiyao dare to beat us, do you know who we are? Are you looking for death? Tell us your name, we won't beat the unknown!"

"Bang!" "Aww!"

"Whoa, I was wrong--"

Smiling as Cui Zhongzhe knocked the little bastard away with two hits, Cui Xinai ran over with her bag in her arms, and praised without hesitation: "Wow, brother is really amazing!"

"Of course, I don't even look at who I am!" Cui Zhongzhe was extraordinarily stinky at this time, but his appearance was much prettier than before.

"Then, brother, two bags are too heavy."

"Smelly girl, want to be lazy again!"

"Brother, brother, take it, it's really heavy, heavy."

Although he was talking about Cui Xinai's troubles and that's wrong, Cui Zhongzhe still took both bags. "It's just a few books and a lunch box. You can't even carry them. You usually eat two bowls of rice. Where have you been eating?"

"in stomach!"

"That--that, thank you." The beautiful girl who was rescued hesitated for a while, and finally came over and bent down vigorously, "My name is Yin Yaliying--"