The little young master who was picked up fell on

Lin Zian talked with Mr. Zhou for a long time, so long that Mr. Lin searched out all his history and Chinese knowledge from junior high school to university, chewed it over and over again, and then told this studious master.

Mrs. Zhou was also very happy. Although Lin Zian couldn't write, he had his own unique insights into governing the country, and he analyzed the articles of some famous scholars.

What Mr. Lin wanted to say was that he had read books for so many years after all.The questions Master Zhou asked were nothing more than the translation of ancient texts in the Chinese test papers, the thoughts and feelings of poets; or the analysis of advantages and disadvantages and lessons learned in the historical test questions. He still memorized these knowledge.

"Master, it's getting late, I should go home."

Master Zhou sighed reluctantly, "Then come again when you have time, Nianqing should be here to prepare for the provincial examination."

Lin Zian smiled embarrassedly at Mrs. Zhou, "I'm really sorry, I have to finish farming the rest of the fields recently, so I probably don't have time."

"Farming the land?" Since ancient times, literati have looked down on farmers with mud legs. Lin Zian is so knowledgeable that he won't be reduced to this, right? "If you think about it, the shop in his family should be enough for you to spend. Why do you need to farm the land?"

Lin Zian didn't think about it, and thought that Master Zhou didn't know about Su Nianqing's family's downfall, "It's really not enough, farming is also very good, after all, the people are the foundation of a country."

Master Zhou didn't say anything, just asked Lin Zi'an to come more.

After leaving the room, Lin Zian felt that he had finally let go of the oppressive feeling on his body. Mr. Zhou, an old man, was more nagging than his former class teacher.

At this moment, the moonlight was thick, and although the moon would not be full after the fifteenth day, Lin Zian looked at it with a feeling of affection.The ancients all said that the moon can enshrine thoughts, no matter where you are, as long as you look up, you will see the same starry sky and the same moon.But now in another world, what should he take to miss him?

People may be like this, obviously living a fulfilling and happy life every day, but at a certain moment your heart will be extremely heavy, and you will start to recall the past and deny the present.

Lin Zian's parents died in a car accident when he was in junior high school.And there is no relative in the family who can rely on, and even the funeral is helped by the neighbors.After receiving the compensation, he returned the money to the neighbor immediately, and then went to study alone.

It stands to reason that a gentle person like Lin Zian should be liked by his classmates, but the result is often the opposite.Everyone was intimidated when facing Lin Zian, and no one ever thought of becoming his friend or lover in the past.It turned out that he was supposed to stay in the dormitory, but seeing the reluctant eyes of the students in the dormitory, Lin Zian completely gave up.He would rather spend several times more money to rent a house outside the school than to see the disgusted and unwilling eyes of why outsiders should bother him again.

He also thought about why everyone was alienated from him, but there was no result.Until the night of high school graduation, a girl confessed her love to him, and he rejected the opportunity to blend in with the crowd.The girl said a long story to him, which he still remembers to this day.

"Lin Zian, do you know why you are so good that even the nerd in the class next door confessed to you, but you haven't received any love letters or confessions from anyone? You are very gentle to everyone on the surface, and Helping them in their most difficult time. This should be the most captivating moment, but everyone stays away from you.

Because a small gift that you don't care about has turned into a big favor from others.When you repay you and get close to you, you always smile, but the feeling is only alienation. All your behaviors tell us that we can't help you, but just get in the way.

But I just like you, I like you so much that I can muster up the courage to confess, just to hear you reject me with my own ears. "

Lin Zian's mood didn't fluctuate, but he still looked very embarrassed and said, "Sorry."

The girl was still crying, and she said, "You are like this. You obviously don't feel anything in your heart, but you pretend to be a normal person. Lin Zian, you seem to have no feelings."

The girl ran away, but Lin Zian froze in place, every word and every action he made was right, and he also knew what to say would make others happy, but why?Why is he still kept away? Can others see through his heart?

After going to university, Lin Zian never encountered the same situation as junior high school and high school again. It was as if he stepped into the world of adults all of a sudden. Everyone's behavior was different from what they thought.Lin Zian was very handy in coping with such a situation. He served as the class monitor, became the chairman of the student union, received a national scholarship, and then directly stayed in the school for a job.

Life is smooth and smooth, and there is no burden of getting married, having children, or supporting parents, so life is very comfortable.Although there is still no sense of belonging, every day is still fulfilling.He can cook food by himself, plant some flowers and plants, watch a movie, or prepare a lesson plan for the next class.You can go to any new store to eat, and you can buy old clothes.Unknowingly, at the age of 30, I also feel that it is okay, and it is also good to be single for a lifetime, after all, who would like someone like him.

"Brother Zi'an!" Su Nianqing saw Lin Zian was there, and hurried over, "Why didn't you come to me after talking with Master Zhou!"

Lin Zian came back to his senses, looked at Su Nianqing who was panting in front of him, and smiled, "I'm admiring the moon."

"Appreciate the moon?" Su Nianqing looked up, and there was no moon in the dark sky, "Why didn't I see it?"

Lin Zian immediately looked up, and it turned out that a large cloud covered the moon, "It was there just now, it was blocked."

Su Nianqing tugged at Lin Zian's sleeve and asked, "What were you thinking about at that moment?"

Lin Zian hummed, and said: "Someone used to say that I have no feelings, treat everyone very well, and don't feel valued. I'm not like a normal person."

"Who said that!" Su Nianqing was so angry that he even pulled his sleeves with all his strength, "Ming Ming Zi An is the best to me, with Uncle Zhang, Uncle Wu, Brother Zhao...and Li Yan! Humph! The relationship is very good, how can there be no emotion? Besides, Brother Zi An knows so many things and does things so methodically, of course he is not a normal person, he should be a sage!"

Hearing that Su Nianqing praised him so much, Lin Zian felt numb in his heart, as if he wasn't as bad as that girl said, at least he could guarantee that he would always treat Su Nianqing well, and this was enough to deny what she said.

"I'm not a sage, I still want to be an ordinary person. If you don't like me being nice to others, then I'll only be nice to you."

This is the first time Mr. Lin has given a personal promise at such a young age.

Su Nianqing shook her head embarrassingly, "You don't need to be nice to me alone, you can be nice to others, but no matter how nice you are to others, you can't be better than me, otherwise I will be angry."

Su Nianqing said in her heart: She said she was angry, but in the end she was just jealous.

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