The life of the salted fish dog is in danger

In the middle of the night, Yan Wangtu was tossing and turning on the bed, unable to sleep, and the scene from the dream in the afternoon always appeared in his mind.

She suddenly sat up and refused to sleep, got out of bed and walked to the courtyard, sat on the small stone bench beside the stone table, and lit a popping cigarette.

The Milky Way in the night sky is bright and gorgeous, in stark contrast to her lonely, she misses Qin Manqiu again.

Missing her old friend is a daily part of her life, and she still has no way to let her go completely.

Dreams were dreams after all, and even if they did release her pent-up anger, it wasn't enough to stop her from missing her old friend.

After all, Yan Wangtu is a practical person, she will not confuse dreams with reality, and she is also a consistent person, and she will never stop easily when she is determined to do something.

In the dream, Qin Manqiu persuaded her to let go of the past and start a new life. This was not easy for her. She had already fallen into the dark swamp of "resentment". How could she go ashore just because of a few dreams? ?

Sometimes she will think of the bad girl who hurt Qin Manqiu the most, but that girl is not on her punishment list, she has already fixed her, and now she still goes to her house from time to time" Visit" her.

Since Qin Manqiu's death, the woman's mental state began to have problems, and now she would tremble whenever she saw Yan Wangtu.

Yan Wangtu is not curious about the emotional entanglement between the woman and Qiuqiu, she only cares about whether the woman's life is worse than death now, so she has to go to her home regularly to confirm the situation.

More than ten years ago, when Qin Manqiu had an accident, Yan Wangtu, who had never fought before, beat up that woman severely, and the woman knew she was wronged and did not fight back.She apologized to her with a bruised nose and swollen face, saying that she liked Qiuqiu, but because of the bet and face, she dared not face up to her own feelings. She did not expect such serious consequences.

But how could Yan Wangtu take her apology and repentance to heart?

At that time, she wanted to kill her and sprinkle her blood on Qin Manqiu's grave to pay homage to her dead friend.

She also wished to kill herself, she hated her negligence and dullness towards feelings, which made her miss the chance to save her best friend.

Yan Wangtu has come into contact with many people whose native families are terrible since he was a child, but the misfortune of the native family is by no means a reason for a person to make mistakes and do evil at will.

She didn't care at all how bad the woman's original family problems were, and she didn't want to care. She only cared about whether the woman was punished as she should.

Some people may say that she is actually abusing lynching, but how could she be so smart that she violated the bottom line of the law? She just used common and reasonable means to make that woman lose her right to live a normal life in human society forever. Chance.

This kind of bad behavior of cheating girls' feelings because of a bet has always been the unscrupulous and childish behavior that makes Yan Wangtu the most disgusting.

Who let that woman fail Qiuqiu's love and kindness? She deserves to live in hell.

Yan Wangtu didn't know whether Qiuqiu knew the woman's true intentions before committing suicide, but none of this mattered anymore. At the moment Qiuqiu jumped off the teaching building, none of this mattered anymore.

She guessed that the reason for Qiuqiu's choice to end her life might not be simply because she was let down by one person. She must have had many reasons to support her on this path. Qiuqiu must have been disappointed in the world.

There has never been only "truth, goodness and beauty" in the human world, it also has more evil and selfish desires.

Qin Manqiu's death was a bone-wrenching pain for Yan Wangtu, and it was also a watershed for her to bid farewell to her once kind self.

She is no longer what she used to be, she can't go back a long time ago, her wariness and distrust of human beings have been engraved in her DNA, even if Qin Manqiu asks her to be a simple and pure self again, she will not go back. Can't do it anymore.

What's more, she has experienced so many bloody things in these years. Is it possible for a 30-year-old mature woman to become an innocent person suddenly?If possible, would she accept it?

Even if God gave her another chance to change back to her innocent and kind self, she would not want to.

She is smart enough to think of the consequences that would lead to. She will definitely be eaten up and abandoned by those who covet her family background and identity.

"The law of the jungle, survival of the fittest" is the law of survival of all things in the world, how could she not understand this principle?

Good things may not be able to stay, but cruel and bad things are everywhere, and the bad things especially like to form groups. They form interest groups one after another, and they will become more and more unbreakable.

Even if Yan Wangtu starts from the perspective of self-protection, she will never follow the old path again, she doesn't want to become a little fat sheep at the mercy of others.

The popper in her hand had been burned out at this moment, she put the cigarette butt into the ashtray, turned around and went back to the house to get a cup of hot coffee and a piece of Baumkuchen, ready to have a supper in the courtyard.

As soon as she took a sip of coffee, she heard the door behind her slamming, she turned her head and saw that it was Li Weiwei who was wearing pink "Fat Ding" pajamas.

Weiwei rubbed her eyes, "Sister, why don't you sleep? Insomnia?"

"Well, sorry, did I disturb you?"

"No, I'm watching an American drama, I went to bed late."

"Really, are you hungry? I have cake here."

Weiwei squinted her big eyes, nodded with a smile, and sat directly on the small stone bench next to Yan Wangtu, ready to eat Baumkuchen with her.

Yan Wangtu took a sip of his coffee and lit another puffing cigarette. The sensitive Li Weiwei faintly sensed something was wrong.

"Sister, are you in a bad mood?"

Yan Wangtu looked at Weiwei's kind eyes, and silently swallowed the word "it's okay", Weiwei is a trustworthy good boy, there is no need for her to be so estranged with her.

"A little bit."

Weiwei inserted a small piece of cake with a fork, and brought it close to Yan Wangtu's mouth, "Sister, eat the cake!"

Yan Wangtu smiled softly, bit the fork in one bite, "Thank you."

"...Could it be that you are having trouble with Ye Li?" Wei Wei asked cautiously.

"Ah? No, we have a pretty good relationship." Yan Wangtu said in a daze.

Wei Wei thought that Yan Wangtu was being stubborn, "Sister, if you are not good at chasing people, I can help you!"

"No, you kid, don't talk nonsense!" Yan Wangtu was in a panic, and after he finished speaking, he glanced at the direction of Ye Li's room, for fear of being overheard by her.

"Hey, sister, why are you so shy? Who doesn't know that you like Ye Li, Xiao Ye and I have already seen it!"

Yan Wangtu's small eyes widened, his old face blushed, and he quickly covered Weiwei's mouth, "What's wrong with you child, this is not a nonsense!"

Wei Wei faltered and said while struggling: "That's right, you look at her differently than you look at other people. I know you so well, how could I not see it?"

Yan Wangtu glared at Weiwei vigorously, motioned her to keep her voice down, then drooped her head as if giving up struggling, and put down her hand covering the child's mouth, "I really can't hide anything from you, you little witty ghost."

"Haha, that's natural, after all, he is also an old actor who has been in the entertainment industry for more than ten years!"

Yan Wangtu lost sight of the only one eye, and emphasized again in a low voice: "I'm really not in a bad mood because of this."

"Hey, sister, don't worry. I feel that Ye Li likes you a little too. It must be a matter of time before you two get together."

"Really? How did you find out?"

"Didn't you realize that Ye Li is very kind to you? She is only so kind to you. She is usually like an iceberg. She has completely different feelings towards me and Xiao Ye than towards you."

"Uh... Maybe it's because we are more familiar, after all, she and I have known each other the longest among us."

Wei Wei folded her arms like a little adult and shook her head, "I don't think so. I have come into contact with iceberg artists like Ye Li, and they will only be particularly nice to those who like or appreciate them."

"But...we are indeed good friends who get along very well. Good friends must like each other?"

"How should I put it, I don't think her feelings for you are like simple friendship."

"What do you mean, let's talk about it!" Yan Wangtu moved closer to Weiwei, pricked up his gossip ears, and waited for the child to answer her questions.

Weiwei rolled up the sleeves of her pajamas, cleared her throat, and began to give Yan Wangtu a few small examples, all of which were small things in life. Maybe they wouldn’t find anything special when they listened to them alone, but Putting them all together sounds a little off.

For example, Ye Li often has some special care and care for Yan Wangtu, and she loves to laugh when she is with her, as long as she appears, she will only see her and wait...

After hearing this, Yan Wangtu opened her mouth in panic, and her heart began to beat, but she still couldn't believe that such a great good thing would happen to her, an unlucky person.

Li Weiwei took the coffee in Yan Wangtu's hand and drank it down, "Sister, believe me once, she definitely likes you! The way she looks at you is very similar to a girl who liked me before, mainly because that girl is also very quiet type."

Yan Wangtu bit his lower lip, blinked his small eyes, and said coyly, "Then...but...I..."

Wei Wei didn't want to see others grumble, so she patted her chest straightforwardly, "Sister, don't say anything, I'll help you, whether she likes you or not, let's try it out!"

After finishing speaking, Weiwei hugged Yan Wangtu's shoulder again, and whispered a few words in her ear.

Yan Wangtu nodded repeatedly while listening, and finally hugged Weiwei with a happy smile, "Yes, we Weiwei have really grown up now, sister's happiness for the rest of her life depends on you!"

"Wrap it on me, sister, just watch!" Li Weiwei gradually showed a bewildered smile on his face.