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Sheng Hanyan looked up at Jing Simiao who was sitting opposite him.

Jing Simiao's cheeks are sharp and angular, not as round as Xia Yu's.Or maybe it's because Jing Simiao looks a little thinner than before, which makes Sheng Hanyan feel this way.The more obvious edges and corners made Jing Simiao look more energetic, and his eyes were bigger than before.

Jing Simiao was better than Zhong Huarong, her hair was trimmed so smooth and comfortable, she looked like she wanted Sheng Hanyan to reach out and rub it.

When there is no expression, Jing Simiao looks a little domineering, and when he speaks, people feel very convincing.However, when he laughed, Sheng Hanyan thought he was cute, his eyes would narrow, and his mouth would open to reveal a row of neat and white front teeth.

But after getting to know Jing Simiao, the two of them talked back and forth only a few times, and they could count them with their fingers, let alone one of them. Sheng Hanyan was chatting with Jing Simiao in the dark. It's not like I have observed Jing Simiao's appearance so closely like now.

Moreover, Sheng Hanyan is not a person who likes to drop by. He thinks that the dormitory is a kind of privacy for individuals, and he doesn't like to break in casually.

Compared with Jing Simiao or Wang Hetai who would come to them from time to time, Sheng Hanyan felt that he didn't know what other people's dormitories were like during the almost one school year.

Seeing that Sheng Hanyan seemed to be in some kind of contemplation, Jing Simiao didn't interrupt him.

He just sat calmly opposite Sheng Hanyan, looking at Sheng Hanyan's face quietly.As if seeing something very interesting, he would occasionally curl the corners of his mouth and smile.

After a while, Zhou Pei and Fan Jiahui came over.Zhou Pei held two receipts in his hand, and stuffed one in front of Sheng Hanyan.

"Here! Your two bowls of beef brisket rice noodles." Zhou Pei smiled and sat beside Jing Simiao.

Sheng Hanyan came back to his senses, took the receipt, and glanced at Zhou Pei's receipt, there were always a lot of items on it.He couldn't help sighing that Zhou Pei was really kind to Fan Jiahui.

Jing Simiao took the small ticket away within two seconds of holding it in his hand. He said, "I'll go and get it. You sit and watch the seats."

"No need?" Sheng Hanyan was wondering.

Jing Simiao had already stood up, shaking the receipt in his hand, "I'm going to get it anyway, just right."

After all, Jing Simiao had already walked by Sheng Hanyan's side.

Sheng Hanyan looked back at Zhou Pei and Fan Jiahui, and found that they were completely in a state of ecstasy, completely unaware that Jing Simiao had left, and he was held in place by himself.

In the past, Sheng Hanyan always saw it in the game. Many people said that he and Fengyue Wutian were blinding existences. Now, Sheng Hanyan finally felt the feeling of being blinded by others.

Even Peony Blossoms and Red Orange Yellow Green in the gang would not look as greasy as the couple next door. Of course, each couple's way of getting along may be very different, and only Zhou Pei and Fan Jiahui would be so greasy.

The two of them said something, and Zhou Pei also got up to get things.

Seeing Fan Jiahui still had a bright smile on his face, Sheng Hanyan was also very happy.

"The two of you have finally achieved the right result." Sheng Hanyan said.

Fan Jiahui smiled, "Fortunately, I was quite confused for a while before, thinking that if Zhou Pei didn't feel it, I could give up."

Sheng Hanyan looked at Fan Jiahui, "During that time, Zhou Pei was also confused. I thought he was very courageous. I didn't expect him to look so unreliable in this matter... Ah, don't be angry when I say that."

"Haha, how could I be angry." Fan Jiahui smiled generously, turned to look at Sheng Hanyan, "You don't even know, Zhou Pei came to see me, I thought he would cut straight to the point, but guess what he said ?”

"What did you say?" Of course Sheng Hanyan would ask that, but he guessed a little bit in his heart.

"He actually told me that he wanted to visit our school and see around, and asked me to be his tour guide." After speaking, Fan Jiahui also laughed, "Hahaha, I really don't know what he thinks."

"Pfft..." Sheng Hanyan couldn't help laughing, he remembered Zhou Pei's righteousness when he went there in the morning, and he became so cowardly in front of Fan Jiahui.

"Haha, right, I was so pissed off by him at that time, I said, 'If you have anything to say, just say it, if you don't say it, go back, I won't be your director!', as a result, he held back for a long time ..."

Sheng Hanyan looked at Fan Jiahui, the dimples on her face were very cute, "Unexpected, unexpected!"

"Don't laugh at him." Fan Jiahui joked, "I'm afraid Zhou Pei will be angry if I tell you."

"Well, don't worry." Sheng Hanyan nodded.

Fan Jiahui looked at the expression on Sheng Hanyan's face, "You don't think I'm threatening you, do you?"

"why?"

"You're so concerned about being afraid that others will know your true sexual orientation...Don't worry, I won't reveal it." Fan Jiahui said again, "But you may not have to think so complicated. People nowadays are more open."

Sheng Hanyan shrugged, and said noncommittally, "But after all, there are still a large number of people who can't accept it, and I don't care, I'm just afraid..."

Fan Jiahui looked at him and blinked, but didn't speak.But Sheng Hanyan obviously didn't have anything to say next, Fan Jiahui could only ask, "What are you afraid of?"

afraid……

Sheng Hanyan hesitated for a moment, then he laughed, looking extremely helpless, "I'm afraid that the people around me will be hurt inexplicably because of me."

Hearing this sentence, Fan Jiahui's face darkened, "If I were your friend, no matter what others said, I would support you."

"Thank you."

"I'm serious." Fan Jiahui said, her face was full of seriousness, "If this is the case, don't you feel that you are too tired? This is your life, why do you think so much about others? "

Why didn't Sheng Hanyan understand this truth?But he could only squeeze out a smile and said, "If I don't want to, I will feel very sad, especially if I see my friends being hurt because of my concern..."

"No." Fan Jiahui said firmly, "You will only be hurt by this kind of thing. You don't need to think about others. People who are really willing to be your friends are not afraid of this kind of harm. Only those who don't regard you as friends people will feel hurt!"

Sheng Hanyan had never thought about this aspect, he thought Fan Jiahui's point of view was very interesting, and it sounded very reasonable.

Only then did he realize that in fact, he had never dared to take this step, maybe it was because he might have thought too much?

He has always worried that people around him will be implicated needlessly because of his relationship, so when he transferred to a new school in the first year of high school, he hardly made new friends.Even if they are at the same table, the relationship is not very close.

Sheng Hanyan has always been a loner, he doesn't say anything to others, and he is very careful that others will find out about him.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, whether Sheng Hanyan is afraid of hurting others or himself, it's all because of his distrust of this world.

Can't believe the world tolerates people like him, or like his family.He has no sense of security, and he carefully wraps himself in a snail shell, preventing others from easily stepping in.

Unless they are the same person.

But, where is there anyone like him around Sheng Hanyan?

There was one before, but he wasn't sure, but he thought that person was the same as him. When he wanted to ask that person, he was beaten mercilessly by his aunt.

Until now, Sheng Hanyan has never dared to have any affection for anyone.

Although the aunt no longer interferes with his affairs, he is used to it.

Only up to now, he has really fallen in love with someone.

It is romantic.

Maybe he didn't want to admit it before, but now he already knows that he just likes love affairs.But because of this special relationship, he has never dared to take a step forward.

Sheng Hanyan looked at Zhou Pei and Fan Jiahui, and he was also very happy that the two could come together.

But looking at himself again, Sheng Hanyan admitted that he really didn't have that much courage.

Soon, Zhou Pei and Jing Simiao came back with things respectively.

Jing Simiao and Sheng Hanyan eat the same bowl, so it doesn't matter who eats which bowl.

"Do you want vinegar?" There was an extra dish of vinegar and hot sauce on Jing Simiao's plate.

"No need, I like the original version."

"Okay." Jing Simiao nodded, but he didn't add it, it seemed that he was just considering whether Sheng Hanyan needed it or not.

Zhou Pei and Fan Jiahui chatted while eating.

As for Jing Simiao and Sheng Hanyan, they each ate rice noodles with their heads down, without talking about anything.

"Jiahui, don't go back for a while?" Zhou Pei suddenly opened his mouth cautiously, attracting the eyes of Sheng Hanyan and Jing Simiao.

Fan Jiahui also withdrew the smile just now, and looked at Zhou Pei in front of her vigilantly, "What are you doing?"

"No, look, it's already past six o'clock. I'll take you to the subway station after dinner. You're going back late, aren't you?" Zhou Pei hurriedly explained, "I told you not to come here today. Yes, it’s not good to go back late at night, I’m very worried.”

Fan Jiahui chuckled, "I don't mind what it is, what do you mind?"

"I mind, how about I take you back to school?" Zhou Pei asked with a worried expression.

"You send me back to school, what time will it be when you come back?"

"Then I live in a hotel near your school?"

"You don't have class tomorrow?"

"Then...then I'm really worried about you going back so late, don't worry, I'll pay for the hotel?"

Fan Jiahui rolled her eyes at Zhou Pei, but said nothing.Jing Simiao laughed, "I've never seen someone invite a little girl to a hotel right after they fell in love, junior, you're amazing."

Being ridiculed by Jing Simiao, Zhou Pei blushed, "Student, senior! Don't talk nonsense!"