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"Master Ling, I have to do something."

Qi Yan pushed the person in front of him, he really spent more time in Ling Muchen's office than at his own desk...

"What's the matter?" Ling Muchen smiled at him, not intending to let him go at all.One hand held his hand tightly, motionless.

"The relationship is too big. It can't be finished in a year." Qi Yan finished speaking seriously with no expression on his face, and then prepared to leave.

"Wait a while before leaving?" Ling Muchen's tone was almost coquettish.

"Ling Muchen, you... it's too embarrassing." Qi Yan expressed his feelings very seriously.

"Love couples are like this." Ling Muchen smiled facelessly, and took advantage of the situation to pull Qi Yan back.As for Qi Yan, he has nothing to say,

And the person has already been pulled in his arms.

"Senior, can't you pamper me a little bit?" Ling Muchen hugged Qi Yan in his arms, but leaned his head weakly on Qi Yan's shoulder.

"...I," Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, but smiled: "Ling Muchen, you are also so childish."

"After all, I'm only 19 years old." Ling Muchen looked at Qi Yan seriously.

indeed.

Qi Yan smiled in his heart.Say, "Yeah, you're just a kid."

"However, I am very afraid that senior will feel uneasy because of this." Ling Muchen's cold voice rang in Qi Yan's ear, with a hint of sadness in his tone.

"I've been very uneasy since a long time ago." Qi Yan answered him blankly, "So, I'm used to it now."

"Senior,... I'm sorry." Ling Muchen said softly, rubbing Qi Yan into his arms.

"In this case, I won't be able to breathe." Qi Yan said expressionlessly, but then smiled suddenly, and said, "However, if it's just for a while, it should be fine." After he finished speaking, he reached out and hugged Ling Muchen , that gesture seemed like he was giving the other party some comfort.

"Actually, I... really hate myself like this. I can't help you no matter what." Qi Yan said softly.

"How come?" Ling Muchen smiled at him, cupping Qi Yan's face with one hand, "Senior, you are willing to stay by my side, I am already very happy."

"...One day you will feel that I am your burden, right?" Qi Yan said lightly.

It's not that he doesn't know himself.

Maybe it's like what Chen Qiao said, if you want to fully own a person, you have to play tricks, right? ...but how?This is simply too difficult for Qi Yan.

Qi Yan looked at Ling Muchen expressionlessly: "Is it too far from you?"

Ling Muchen glanced at Qi Yan. In fact, he never thought that with Qi Yan's personality, he would consider so many things, but everything was obviously not the case.

"Have you always thought that way?" Ling Muchen smiled coldly at him.

"Yes." Qi Yan replied, extremely frank.

"Then what do you think, senior? You still decide to leave me?" The sarcasm in Ling Muchen's tone became more and more obvious, "I... really like you very much, but what if you really decide to leave me? I really don't know what to do." There was some pain in his tone.

Ling Muchen stretched out his slender hands with well-knuckles, and cupped Qi Yan's face.

"Qi Yan, I never knew that loving someone would be so heavy."

He stared straight at the person in front of him, with an extremely sharp gaze in the depths, even a kind of hatred.

"If I had known that I would care about you so much, I would rather not go back to City C."

Qi Yan froze for a moment.But he smiled instead.

"Ling Muchen, there are no ifs in this world."

Ling Muchen nodded clearly, but after a while, he looked at Qi Yan seriously: "So, what are you thinking?..."

"You, do you want me to answer repeated questions again and again?" Qi Yan said calmly.

"That's because I care too much about your feelings." Ling Muchen's eyelashes trembled in the sunlight, and his hand holding Qi Yan's shoulder trembled too.

"...No." Qi Yan shook his head and said seriously, "I want to stay by your side."

"As long as you don't leave me, I will always stay by your side... You know, I am a cautious and cowardly person, and because of this, when I decide to stay by your side, I have no choice Turn back. But if one day you are going to leave me.——then you have to be prepared, because I will never look back." He said quietly, as if he was just stating something very ordinary.

Qi Yan looked into the distance.But my heart was at a loss.

Ling Muchen was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Qi Yan seriously: "If that's the case, don't say that kind of thing in my ear again... You don't know that every time I hear you say that, it will only make me feel more uncomfortable. "

"I see." Qi Yan said calmly.

"Forget it, don't do this. ... If you feel uncomfortable, you should tell me?" Ling Muchen reached out and touched Qi Yan's head, "Because you are always thinking about things that I don't know, senior. If you are not careful If there is a misunderstanding..."

"I won't." Qi Yan said as calmly as possible.

"That's what it says, but the reality is completely different."

"...Then," Qi Yan didn't speak, he seemed a little angry, and then started to say intermittently: "Then what do you want me to do?"

Ling Muchen was slightly taken aback.

But before Ling Muchen could speak, Qi Yanren had already grabbed the tie in Ling Muchen's suit, and looked straight at Ling Muchen with his eyes.Qi Yan smiled, approached Ling Muchen slowly, and said, "Does this have to be the way?" After finishing speaking, his fingers had already run along Ling Muchen's cup of ironed suit. , through a layer of thick material, gently groping back and forth on Ling Muchen's chest.

Ling Muchen was taken aback again, but when he raised his head, he met Qi Yan with an incomparably seductive smile on his face.

"You..." Ling Muchen frowned slightly, and just now he uttered a word, but was interrupted.

Qi Yan pulled his tie and forced him to bring his face closer to him, but he put his lips on her all of a sudden.

Under the sun, Qi Yan's fair skin was illuminated as if it were crystal clear, and he unceremoniously kissed the person in front of him in the posture of straddling/sitting on Ling Muchen's lap.There was a kind of madness in that posture that he had never seen before.

Ling Muchen's eyes narrowed into a long and narrow slit, but he could clearly see Qi Yan's expression at this moment.It seems to be an expression that doesn't change much in peacetime, but the posture and the aura slowly exuding from the body are alluring gestures that have never been seen before.

His eyes fell on his thin figure under the plain suit.Only the waist wrapped in a thin shirt was so narrow that one couldn't help reaching out to hold it.

In this posture, Qi Yan put his two hands on Ling Muchen's shoulders, and the latter took advantage of the situation to /down/press Qi Yan's body.

Qi Yan's back pressed against the table, and his body trembled in pain due to the slight impact, but Ling Muchen's tongue, which was still dominant before, was completely captured by Ling Muchen. He was under him.

The thighs that were still straddling Ling Muchen's body were suddenly pulled in by Ling Muchen, and the entire lower body was in a perfect fit for a moment.Through the thin material, an indescribable tingling feeling rushed upwards from the abdomen like a torrent.

It happened that he couldn't breathe already.

Then there was a tight gasp in the office.

There was a slight creaking sound from the door not far away.Qi Yan seemed to have heard this, because he was distracted for a while, but was completely restrained by Ling Muchen.

Ling Muchen gently opened his shirt with his fingers, and smiled: "Senior, you obviously started it yourself, but now you are not paying attention at all."

"Wait a minute." Qi Yan frowned, and for some reason, an ominous premonition struck him.He vaguely felt as if there was a person standing at the door just now, taking everything into his eyes.An inexplicable feeling made him look extremely terrified at this moment.

Looking at Qi Yan who was in a daze at this moment, Ling Muchen felt embarrassed to tease him.Let Qi Yan go.The latter straightened his collar and didn't say a word from beginning to end.

"What's the matter with you?" Ling Muchen felt Qi Yan's strange expression and asked him.

Qi Yan seemed to have been thinking for a long time, then turned around, looked at Ling Muchen seriously, and said with some fear: "...I think we have been discovered."

……

"So, is it just this kind of thing?" There was a displeased smile on the man's perfect face.

"Why don't you open it and have a look?"

"Then open it." The man smiled, with a disdainful but inexplicable smile on his face.

"It will be useful," another man said to him.

"If it's not useful, I don't mind letting you disappear from that little company forever." The man's perfect face showed sharp eyes, but he smiled quickly: "Of course, if it's useful, I think A talent like you should be transferred to a more developed place."

……

before ending get off work.

"Did you see the head of the class?" Qi Yan looked at the people in the office and asked suspiciously.The tone is very natural, but the demeanor is a little cautious.

"Leave in the afternoon if I have something to do." Lin Yue glanced at Qi Yan's expression, always felt that there was something important, and asked enthusiastically: "What's wrong? I have important work? Can I help? "

"No. Nothing." Qi Yan said blankly, and patted Lin Yue on the shoulder, meaning thank him for his answer.Lin Yue was a little confused, but Qi Yan was a strange person sometimes. — Anyway, no one would know what he was thinking.

At that time, there was a moment when Qi Yan felt that he saw a very familiar face... That moment seemed too short, it was completely an instinctive glance from the corner of his eye when he heard the voice, even he himself was not sure...

But intuition sometimes seems to be more accurate than some things.

……

He hadn't had this uneasy feeling for many years.Also like many people have said, no one knows what he is thinking.And he himself is indeed always on the sidelines.He doesn't care much about anything at all... But now, he has someone he really likes.

Almost always with a feeling of apprehension.

"Qi Yan?" Ling Muchen came out of the office, just happened to see Qi Yan's absent-minded look, but knocked on his desk like a joke: "Come with me to the office?"

He walked into the office where Ling Muchen was, opened the door and closed it cautiously.The next moment, someone had already pressed against the door.Qi Yan suddenly felt a tremor in his heart, Ling Muchen's hand had been raised to the height of his head.Ling Muchen had a gentle smile on his face, as if he wanted to let Qi Yan see that he would not be so depressed, but Qi Yan didn't seem to be affected by this smile at all.His eyes were fixed on the floor beneath his own feet.

Only then did Ling Muchen put away that smiling face, and looked at Qi Yan with a serious look.He patted Qi Yan's shoulder lightly with one hand, and asked, "What's the matter?" After he finished speaking, he had already walked towards the desk not far away, but turned around and moved towards Qi Yan after walking a few steps. He made a "come here" gesture.

Ling Muchen had already sat back in his office chair, but Qi Yan was still standing in the distance.

"Senior, what's the matter?" Ling Muchen asked again.

"It's nothing." Qi Yan just shook his head, and finally walked to Ling Muchen slowly.

Looking at the person in front of him, Ling Muchen stood up as a matter of course, but he didn't know how to deal with him.Although he has seen Qi Yan's appearance a lot, but every time he sees it, he still feels uncomfortable.It's not that he has to change Qi Yan to look "happy" every day, but he really doesn't like him suppressing everything by himself.

Qi Yan also vaguely felt that it was not good for him to be like this, but he couldn't say it out.He froze for a moment, his eyes were still looking at his feet, but suddenly there was a hand under his eyes, and that hand blatantly touched the corner of his mouth under his eyelids.

"Senior," Ling Muchen called him softly, and then lightly kissed the corner of Qi Yan's mouth, but that kiss was extremely fast, completely just scratching the surface.He looked at Qi Yan with some concern, "Tell me what's going on?"

Qi Yan shook his head.

"But, you don't seem to be right?" Although the tone was also smiling, Ling Muchen also showed a trace of vigilance.

"...It's nothing." Qi Yan said expressionlessly, and even turned his face away.

Knowing that he didn't want to talk about this topic, Ling Muchen stopped asking.

But he still couldn't help but grabbed Qi Yan's hand and said, "No matter what, you can talk to me." He leaned his head on Qi Yan's shoulder, Qi Yan didn't resist, he was already used to being called He used it as a "pillow" when he came out of the blue, and Ling Muchen said in a tired voice: "Senior... I am so depressed when you are like this."

Qi Yan felt his heart tremble, but he was still speechless.

"So, can you move to my place today?" Ling Muchen raised his head, smiled at Qi Yan, and talked about a topic that was completely different from the previous topic.

"Okay." Qi Yan nodded and said nothing.But it was obvious that he was still depressed.

Ling Muchen pulled Qi Yan closer to him with one hand, looked at him seriously, and said, "Senior, don't worry. I'm here."

"No matter what happens, it's not a big deal. Because I'll be with you."

Qi Yan nodded.

In fact, he has already become suspicious of a person, but that kind of speculation is completely groundless, right?So he can only keep silent.It's just that all this seems too coincidental.

Or, is he just overthinking?

Even though he thought so, Qi Yan couldn't help but frowned vigilantly.