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Qi Yan thought about Chen Qiao's words carefully, but still had no clue.If Qi Yan could know everything just by relying on his inexplicable words just now, wouldn't it seem that he is too smart?

But he also didn't choose to dial that number in the first place.

It's very simple, from what Chen Qiao said, he knew that if he really got through to this number, it might bring about a crucial change for him? ——So, what is it?

Qi Yan was still standing there alone.

The artificial lake in the World Square was surrounded by noisy sounds, but it seemed that Qi Yan was getting more and more lonely standing there alone.But this moment of loneliness made him relax a little bit at this time.But all this seemed short-lived to him after all.

It's like having a painful disease for a lifetime, but only one injection of an anesthetic that can suppress the pain for a short period of time.

Could this feeling be the so-called love between him and Ling Muchen?

Qi Yan raised his eyelids, and cast his eyes into the distance, the lake under the light and moonlight was set off to make it darker and darker.

He was a little dazed looking at the lake, and his mind was full of things that he didn't know what they were.Until someone patted his shoulder from behind him.Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, startled, but on the surface he was used to pretending that nothing happened.At the same time, he heard a familiar voice above his head.

"senior."

Only then did Qi Yan look up carefully, and couldn't help being a little surprised: "Ling Muchen, why are you here?"

Thinking of what happened last time, Qi Yan paused, "You won't follow me all the time, will you?"

"Senior, it was a chance meeting." Ling Muchen smiled at Qi Yan, his smile was filled with inherent arrogance, but at this moment, he tried his best to restrain himself in front of the person in front of him.He repeated softly: "Really, by chance."

Qi Yan shook his head, obviously not believing all this at all.

"It's okay if you don't believe it, it's just a chance encounter." Ling Muchen said, taking a few steps towards Qi Yan.

"It's such a coincidence?" Qi Yan looked at him expressionlessly.

"That's because of my fate with you, senior." Ling Muchen poked Qi Yan's face with his slender fingers, "I didn't expect to meet you either."

Qi Yan didn't speak, not knowing what to say.

"Qi Yan. I'm so happy to meet you."

"What are you talking about?" Qi Yan turned his face awkwardly, Ling Muchen's fingers that were still on his face pinched his jaw, and forced Qi Yan to face Ling Muchen.

"What the hell are you doing?" Qi Yan froze for a moment, trying to keep calm as he said.

"Senior, shall we go somewhere?" Ling Muchen seemed to be in a good mood.

"Let go of me first." What does it look like to be pinched on the chin like this?But Qi Yan couldn't shout loudly, why should he shout like a big man?

Ling Muchen seemed to see through Qi Yan's thoughts at a glance, and smiled at him with his head half lowered: "Senior, it's good that you know. You're a man, you shout 'indecent' or something, you shouldn't look good, right?" His smile was extremely Evil and seductive.

I'm afraid there will be no one who is not attracted to him by that appearance, right?Even Qi Yan is no exception.But still looked at Ling Muchen reluctantly: "If I really yelled, I think you don't have a good-looking face, Chief Ling, do you?"

At this time, Ling Muchen showed an instinctive contemptuous smile, raised his chin to Qi Yan, and said, "Senior, I'm not afraid of you shouting, but I'm afraid you dare not shout." His beautiful eyes are full of arrogance and publicity, with a kind of The charm of being unable to say "no".

"...Then let's go." Qi Yan said lightly.

"Then we have an agreement?" Ling Muchen smiled happily, looking like a child who got candy.

"En." Qi Yan nodded at him without knowing what was going on, Ling Muchen let him go, but stretched out a hand towards Qi Yan.

Qi Yan froze for a moment, not understanding what he meant at all.

"Of course I want you, senior, to hold hands with me?" Ling Muchen explained.

"...This is the World Square." Qi Yan looked at Ling Muchen with a serious expression on his face.The meaning is already obvious.

Seeing that Ling Muchen's face suddenly became extremely uncomfortable, he raised his eyebrows at Qi Yan and smiled: "Senior, don't think about these things anymore at this time?" Almost pressing on Qi Yan's body, sticking to his ear and smiling: "Senior, couples are like this."

Qi Yan was shocked again.

Originally, this wasn't the first time Ling Muchen said such things to him, right?But he found that his heart was beating faster than once for no reason at all.

When he came back to his senses, Ling Muchen's hands were tightly held.

"Senior, let's go now?" Ling Muchen smiled at him.

"Are you that happy?" Qi Yan whispered.

"Of course." Unexpectedly, every sentence fell into Ling Muchen's ears. Ling Muchen looked at Qi Yan with his head half sideways, "It's a pleasure to be with you, senior." The two walked towards the World Square It is a rare "green classic" in World Square. There are also many people in the park, but there are not many people after going up the hill in the park.Where did Qi Yan get dragged by Ling Muchen.

"Speaking of which, you haven't answered me why you are here." Qi Yan never forgot this question.

"I said it all, it was a chance encounter." Ling Muchen said to him.

Qi Yan stopped talking, because he knew that basically nothing he said could refute Ling Muchen.But he still couldn't help laughing: "Then, so Young Master Ling, you also go shopping?"

"Why not?" Ling Muchen smiled indifferently at him, but the big hand holding Qi Yan's palm trembled.

"Of course." Qi Yan also guessed that Ling Muchen was lying.But did not expose him.

Anyway, let's just treat it as a chance encounter, right?

"By the way, senior, aren't you happy?" Ling Muchen stretched out his hand and shook it in front of Qi Yan.

"No... I'm fine." Qi Yan didn't understand why he said that.

The two walked back and forth on this hill for a long time.

"Qi Yan, is it really so uncomfortable to be with me?" Ling Muchen said suddenly.

This sentence made Qi Yan startled, and he froze in place.

However, Ling Muchen kept walking forward, it seemed that he didn't intend to stop, but after walking a few steps, he found that Qi Yan didn't follow at all, so he finally stopped.

Qi Yan under the light was silent.

Ling Muchen smiled awkwardly at him.

But Qi Yan didn't respond at all.

"Senior?" Ling Muchen tried to call out.

"Then, how do I prove that I like you too." Qi Yan suddenly raised his head, looking straight at Ling Muchen.The surrounding area was so quiet that there was no sound at all, but there were a few scattered figures walking towards here in the distance.

"Ling Muchen, what do you want me to do? How to prove it?!" Qi Yan shouted at Ling Muchen.

Ling Muchen, who was standing there, was taken aback.Hastily walked over and grabbed Qi Yan.

"Senior, let's go somewhere else. Someone will come soon."

"Why do you want to go somewhere else? Are you afraid?" Qi Yan's words left Ling Muchen speechless.

"No." Ling Muchen said in an extremely small voice, half of his body leaned against Qi Yan, lowered his head and pressed his ear, and said, "I'm not afraid of what others think, but I don't want others to see you in such pain look."

He couldn't tell whether Qi Yan's words were sincere, or because he, Ling Muchen, had persecuted him for too long...

"I'm not in pain." Qi Yan answered his question lightly.

"I've been deceiving myself and others all along." Qi Yan still lowered his head, "Using myself as a weak, incompetent, cautious person... as an excuse to escape." He said slowly. Slowly raised his head, stretched out a hand to touch Ling Muchen's face.

"Actually... I may have liked you very early. But at that time, I couldn't like you...Although I knew what Mo Hanqi had done, I couldn't fall in love with anyone other than him....Moreover, I knew that we It is completely impossible, so... I chose the best way for myself... In fact, I am an extremely selfish person,... the same is true when I broke up with Mo Hanqi... just because I met someone better, and at that time I I also think I can catch you." He said in an extremely flat voice, lowered his head and smiled, and then raised his head to look at Ling Muchen: "Do you understand?... There are scheming people in this world, right? Only you. Me too... I am indeed weak, incompetent, and careful. But... I am more selfish. So I am just using my weak, incompetent, and cautious as an excuse. I am just looking for someone who is more suitable for me. ? It doesn’t even need me to love him, or he loves me. In other words... If you love me enough, you don’t have to love me, as long as you are willing to give everything for me, so what if you are not Ling Muchen?... I All I want is someone who loves me completely... Do you understand?... That person may not need to be you. Because, I am a selfish person. All I think about is myself!"

Qi Yan looked up at Ling Muchen's expression, it's a pity that he was completely behind the light, Qi Yan didn't see anything.

He himself didn't know what to say, he just repeated in a low voice: "...do you understand? My weakness, cautiousness and incompetence are not pure and unscrupulous....It's just a way of life. You so What is it for me? Do you think I am innocent? Do you think I can be manipulated at will?..." He paused for a while, then slowly raised his head to look at Ling Muchen: "That's not the complete me. … If I had a strong external ability, perhaps today's Qi Yan would not be able to be controlled by Ling Muchen....Do you understand? I am not as simple as you think...So, you still like me?"

After he finished speaking every word, he gasped extremely weakly, but suddenly felt a numbness in his mind, and he didn't even know what he was talking about.

What is he saying?If you say this, whoever hears it will probably turn around and leave, right?

But he found that some cold fingers had slightly raised his chin, even though he tried to turn his face away, the hand would take another way to force him to face the person's face.

"Wouldn't that be nice?"

From above his head came Ling Muchen's long-lost, haughty and chuckling voice.

Ling Muchen pulled him under a tree beside him, so they could clearly see each other's faces under the dim light.

"Okay? What's the matter?" Qi Yan raised his head and looked at Ling Muchen in a daze, unable to understand what he said.

Ling Muchen was smiling extremely proudly at this moment, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up carried a contemptuous and overwhelming aura.He said softly to Qi Yan: "I like you,... If you change, I will adapt to you. And you, never need to adapt to me. Because, I am willing to behave for you as you like."

Qi Yan's face was extremely astonished under the light.

"What's the answer? What does it mean..."

"Don't you understand?" Ling Muchen's slightly narrowed eyes were full of sarcasm, "Qi Yan, must I repeat it again and again?..."

"I really don't understand?" Qi Yan shook his head in a daze.

Ling Muchen hooked his chin and brought his lips close to him.

A faint smell of blood suddenly seeped out of the darkness.

The colder but extremely resolute thin lips suddenly covered Qi Yan's lips, and the kiss that followed was almost a sharp sword, with a rainbow-like momentum, constantly encroaching and plundering, oppressive arms The people here couldn't resist at all.

Scattered people in the distance passed by here, staring dumbfounded at the two men hugging and kissing under the tree, and finally fled away almost in despair.

Qi Yan violently pushed the person in front of him away, and then began to pant continuously.

"What's the matter?" Ling Muchen chuckled at him, "Senior, you were just pretending?...Did I really think you were so powerful?"

Qi Yan didn't speak, and secretly accepted Ling Muchen's ridicule, but after a while, he squinted his eyes and walked up to Ling Muchen, slammed onto his neck, and almost tore/bited on the opponent's blood-stained skin. Flavored thin lips.

Ling Muchen held Qi Yan's wrist with one hand: "Senior, do you really lack love?"

"Then, should I come?"

Qi Yan was pressed against the tree at once, and through the light and moonlight, he saw Ling Muchen's heart-warmingly beautiful face, with an extremely evil and charming smile.

Ling Muchen lowered his head slightly, and landed an irresistible kiss.Ling Muchen smiled lightly at Qi Yan: "Actually, I'm also a selfish person, because I only want you to see me alone."

Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, and turned his face away.

Ling Muchen took advantage of the opportunity to lift his chin, and smiled: "Senior, maybe one day you will think I'm scary." He laughed softly, as if there was some deep meaning in it.

"I've always thought you were scary." Qi Yan smiled at Ling Muchen indifferently.The next moment he stretched out his hand and shook off Ling Muchen's hand, but stretched out his own hand and grabbed Ling Muchen's jaw.

"If you, who obviously have everything, are willing to try to have nothing for me. Why can't I, who have nothing, try to take you as everything?"

He showed an extremely calm expression, but said seriously: "I am a selfish person, all I want is you. ... What's wrong? If you are as selfish as me, I can let you be more open and honest. You only love me, don't you? If you can, then why should I see anyone else?"