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"Why are you here?" Ling Muchen asked with narrowed eyes.

Mo Hanqi, who was about to answer, couldn't say anything at once, but looked at the two people in front of him coldly with hatred in his eyes.

"You, you! Ling Muchen, you actually did this kind of thing to him?" Mo Hanqi pointed at Ling Muchen's finger and began to tremble continuously - of course he could understand this kind of thing at a glance.

He has worked so hard to fall in love with the person he has been chasing for five years, but now he is sleeping with someone else.I thought it was a simple person, but it turned out that I was just pretending to be reserved to myself.

Ling Muchen stood at the door, with his hands folded on his chest indifferently, and looked at Mo Hanqi with a blank expression on his face: "Sorry, I'm closing the door." Saying this, he grabbed the doorknob, only to be pushed away by the other party Opened, the aggressive Mo Hanqi rushed into the room.One of his hands ruthlessly pushed Ling Muchen away, and happened to press heavily on his still-recovered shoulder.

"Go away! What does it have to do with you?"

Mo Hanqi didn't even bother to look at Ling Muchen, he walked up to Qi Yan in two or three steps.

"It's nothing to do with me?" Ling Muchen was not a vegetarian in the first place, so he rushed over and twisted Mo Hanqi's hand, and immediately punched him. Mo Hanqi was also on the school's basketball team anyway. He was already full of anger, and his eyes were already red. Naturally, he would not stop being punched by Ling Muchen again, and he quickly fought back head-on.Ling Muchen probably had some scruples about Qi Yan's face, so he didn't do anything cruel.But Mo Hanqi is different, he seems to be crazy now, what kind of gentle prince to fuck him!He can't wait to kill now.Especially when he saw Qi Yan and Ling Muchen staying in the same room in disheveled clothes.Think about it, how many years he has been chasing Qi Yan, how many years he has known him, at best he just kissed his mouth, put his arms around his waist, and the worst time he just touched his body. I ate everything for him, leaving no residue...

"Ling Muchen!" Mo Hanqi was still whispering the name, his teeth were clenched, and the nerves in his whole body were even more tense, aiming for the right moment to punch.

"Stop hitting." Qi Yan stood aside and looked at the two of them coldly, he stopped there with a cloud of air in his chest, unable to say a word for a long time.

Ling Muchen was distracted by that sentence, but for just a second, Mo Hanqi's fist was coming towards him, and it was about to hit him straight.At this time, a figure suddenly rushed in front of him.

Mo Hanqi was completely stunned, and when his fist was about to hit the "target", he also stopped in a daze. The person opposite held his fist firmly with both hands, lowered his head and said nothing.His thin body began to tremble, and even the two hands holding his fist began to tremble non-stop.Ling Muchen subconsciously stretched out a hand, wanting to touch Qi Yan's head, when he raised his hand in the air, the person in front of him suddenly disappeared, and Mo Hanqi who was standing opposite him pulled him away.

Qi Yan didn't resist, staggered and fell into Mo Hanqi's arms.Mo Hanqi was drenched, his whole body was covered with sweat stains, even his short hair hanging down, and the tip of his hair was even dripping with crystal water.There was heat all over his body.Qi Yan was on the contrary, his body was cold.

Mo Hanqi hugged him whole in his arms, he was very excited but couldn't say a word.In that instant time stood still.Standing in the distance, Ling Muchen looked at the two people in front of him with cold eyes, how much he wanted to rush over and pull Qi Yan directly into his arms, but he knew that all he could do now was stand here and watch them.

Just like what Qi Yan said, it's a matter between the two of them.Only when Qi Yan decides to separate from him, will that be the matter of Qi Yan and Ling Muchen.And now he has no right to interfere.

Even if he actually likes, loves, and wants to possess. ——However, he decided to give him real dignity and the right to choose.

No one spoke for a long time, whether it was Ling Muchen, Mo Hanqi, or Qi Yan.No one spoke.

It took a long time for Qi Yan to crawl out of Mo Hanqi's arms. Mo Hanqi was startled, like a frightened child, and immediately grabbed Qi Yan, but Qi Yan pushed him away.Immediately afterwards, Ling Muchen walked over in two or three steps, taking advantage of the opportunity to hug Qi Yan into his arms.Mo Han looked at the two people in front of him with innocent and helpless eyes, feeling that his consciousness was about to collapse.But Qi Yan didn't say a word. ——That means it was his choice.He likes that person named Ling Muchen more than he likes him.

The relationship they have known for 5 years is no better than a person who has been in love for less than three months...and that person is younger than him, who knows if he really likes him or is it just for fun?

Mo Hanqi hesitated for a long time before looking up at Qi Yan: "Yan, I want to talk to you again. The last time. It's just a talk. If you still choose to leave me in the end, I will let you go." Very sincere.

"The result is already obvious." Ling Muchen said with narrowed eyes.

"It has nothing to do with you!" Mo Hanqi rushed over and pushed Ling Muchen away, grabbed Qi Yan's hand, turned his head to look at Ling Muchen who was frowning in pain, his eyes were still full of hatred.

Mo Hanse pulled Qi Yan into the bathroom, and locked the door behind him.When Ling Muchen chased to the door, he was already blocked from the door.

In addition to the hot air in the bathroom, there was Mo Hanqi's anger like a fire.

"Qi Yan, you actually did such a thing behind my back?" An angry Mo Hanqi pressed Qi Yan against the door.He felt that he might still cry, but he just smiled, "Why?"

The back and the back of the head were hit hard, and Qi Yan was so painful that he couldn't even open his eyes.Pulling open a gap forcefully, in front of him is Mo Hanqi's face that is close at hand but unfamiliar.

"Qi Yan, in all these years, as long as you don't want to, when have I forced you? But now, you actually have this kind of relationship with someone else?" He tore off the only thin bath towel on Qi Yan's body, and his eyes were indeed full of joy. All kinds of traces after love, the mottled scars in his eyes are shocking and painful.

"Tell me, Qi Yan, do you dare to look at me and say," he looked at the marks on Qi Yan's body in pain, "why, why?——wasn't it just a joke before? What did you say to leave me, what did you say to be with me?" I broke up? I don't believe it at all. But why do you want to do this?"

Is he, Mo Hanqi, worse than others?Was Mo Hanqi not good enough for him?What's not enough about him, Mo Hanqi?

His originally gentle eyes stared directly at Qi Yan, with anger: "Why not me? You look at me, you tell me,...why?"

Qi Yan only felt that the previous feeling was getting stronger, his body was burning hot, and his head was inexplicably hurting, as if he would faint suddenly without knowing what, but his body was constantly being hit backward by the opponent.

"Qi Yan, what are you talking about?!" Mo Hanqi, who didn't get an answer, looked at him unwillingly, but Qi Yan never answered him, and he suddenly felt inexplicably sad.

"Didn't you say that I can only love you, and you only love mine? We agreed that we will only love each other for the rest of our lives. Why do you have sex with others?"

"Why!... The relationship between us is not as good as someone who has known each other for less than a year? Then what is everything before us? I have been chasing you for so long, but you have slept with someone else after our relationship for so long?"

"What do you care about is that I have sex with someone else in the end?" The almost deafening voice kept stimulating Qi Yan's chest, and some pictures that he didn't want to think of suddenly appeared in his mind, but he kept going from beginning to end. He looked at each other expressionlessly.One reason is that he has no physical strength at all, and he feels uncomfortable all over, and the other reason is that he seems to have disdain to look at the person in front of him.It wasn't until a long time before he looked at each other blankly.

"Mo Hanqi, stop talking. We're done."

The sound fell, and the surroundings were quiet.Mo Hanqi still couldn't believe it.

This kind of words, are Qi Yan's words?How can he believe it? ——A person who has never been sullen and weak, actually said such words to him?

This look was exactly the same as the first time he showed such a look to him.But what he said at that time was: "Mo Hanqi, then you have to love me completely, only love me——then, I only love you too. I only like you."

"Qi Yan, this is impossible, this is impossible!"

"Mo Hanqi, nothing is impossible. I used to think that there was always something in this world that would never be broken. I thought so naively, but..., forget it..." Qi Yan glanced at him, wanting to He said something, but in the end he just said this sentence: "It's because I fell in love with someone else. It's just because I fell in love with someone else, and that person is no longer you, Mo Hanqi!"

"Who? Who is that person?" He clearly knew who the other party was talking about.

But as if losing his mind, Mo Hanqi pressed Qi Yan's shoulder, "Who is it? Tell me—is there anyone else who loves you more than me?"

like?what is love? ——What a cheap and extravagant thing.

Qi Yan glanced at Mo Hanqi in a daze, and felt a sharp pain in his heart, but he didn't say anything, just turned his head in a daze.

"Tell me?" Mo Hanqi felt that he had collapsed, and he had never felt this way before—even when he thought he liked the person in front of him, but now he felt that he had collapsed, completely...

"Why, why is it someone else." He was no longer so excited at once, but there was some helplessness in his voice, and his eyes were straight on Qi Yan, and he kept looking, and kept looking, until he finally shed tears, but he didn't Look at him again, but embrace him in your arms.

Qi Yan thought in his heart, in fact, he should have given himself this hug that day, but it was too late now.

A series of images appeared in his mind, but in the end he forced himself to look ahead - what he saw was nothing but a blank slate.

"Why on earth?" Mo Hanqi, who was almost hysterical, stopped talking and just let out a weak voice, "Do you remember? When we first met, I made a pitching error on the field... At that time, I was thinking why I would miss the pitch that day, and I threw it to a place far away...Qi Yan, I never thought that there would be any communication between us before. So I always thought it was fate. ——Like you as if it were me fate.

"But, I've already fallen in love with someone else." He answered blankly, but it seemed to be true.it is true?or fake?

"We shouldn't have known each other in the first place." Qi Yan couldn't help stretching out a hand to touch Mo Hanqi's head.The words have come to this point, why are you unwilling to let go now?

"Why do you like others? What's wrong with us? Did I do something wrong?——Then I'll change it, no matter what it is, I'll change——OK?"

"Qi Yan, I like you. I really...want to spend my whole life with you. Do you know? I never feel that life is very long, but after meeting you, I feel that life is very long...because I was scared from the very beginning, Afraid that one day you will leave me."

"Don't you think it's too unfair between us? I was the one who said I liked it at first, but I was the one who was forced to leave in the end... And you, you have always just reluctantly agreed, saying you like it, but rejecting it, saying you love it , but walked away alone...why? why?"

Mo Hanqi didn't say anything, just closed his eyes.

He didn't know how to keep him, because he originally thought that no matter what he did, the person in front of him would never leave.

And Qi Yan just answered him lightly, without explaining anything, said: "Because I like someone else, I already like you. It's the same as when I liked you back then, but now I'm a different person."——This Is it the truest explanation?

"Word……"

Qi Yan broke away from Mo Hanqi's side, and looked at him blankly: "Don't ask me why--I have made up my mind to leave you. I did it. Mo Hanqi, you, I will not have even a single moment with me in the future." A little relationship. Okay?"

Mo Hanqi stood there in a daze, unable to say a word, just looked at him.And Qi Yan continued: "Also, I loved you. It's just that I love someone else now. Please remember that I loved you. But, that's already in the past."

Turning around, he opened a crack in the door, didn't miss him, didn't even look at him, just opened the door and walked out.

Ling Muchen stood at the door, his face showed no superfluous expression, not even his eyes.He just put his coat on Qi Yan's body.

Mo Hanqi came out from the inside, and stared fiercely at Ling Muchen. At this time, Qi Yan stood in front of Ling Muchen and looked at him: "This person is the one I like now."

Mo Hanqi's anger was suddenly aroused, but he was quickly forced to let it go.

Qi Yan didn't look at him, and repeated again: "I'm sorry, I love him, please leave."

"Say it again." Mo Hanqi lowered his head, unable to speak.

"I love him, please go."

"Say it again." He still couldn't believe it, and couldn't give up.

"I, love him, love Ling Muchen. Please, Mo Hanqi, please leave me." Qi Yan looked at him expressionlessly, and sneered, "Please Mo Senior, don't humiliate yourself again. I have already said that I like him. How many times do you want me to say it? Now you, do you want to humiliate yourself like this? Senior Mo!"

It wasn't until this sentence fell that Mo Hanqi raised his head to look at Qi Yan again.Bring shame on yourself?That's right...but why is he unwilling to accept this fact?He opened his beautiful eyes wide, "Qi Yan, why? Why why..." He kept repeating, his eyes were bloodshot.He slowly stretched out his hand and raised it violently, as if he wanted to slap the person in front of him hard again.Their love is so worthless?Haven't they been in love for so long?I thought it was just Qi Yan's angry words at that time.He smiled: "Qi Yan, in this life, I've really only liked you." The hand that was raised in the air finally fell down suddenly, after all, it just fell on his own leg. At this moment, Qi Yan lowered his head, Without saying a word, he was trying to restrain himself, otherwise his tears would fall out.Mo Hanqi suddenly raised his hand again, but the movement was extremely slow and cautious, as if he had finally lifted it up. That weak movement seemed to be enough to consume all his strength. He raised his hand and raised it with his fingertips. Yan's drooping bangs, and then reached out to touch Qi Yan's face.Within reach is everything that originally belonged to him.Now, it's about to belong to someone else.How can he believe it?But she smiled and said to him: "Qi Yan, I really only like you. I only loved you. Really."

So what is true, what is false.It's all over.Is it because a lifetime is so long that it is so difficult to go on.